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I Spy

3.59  ·  Rating details ·  695 ratings  ·  166 reviews
Someone is watching your every move…

Holly Lawrence always wanted to be a spy, but the experience proved more dangerous than anything she imagined. Now, Holly lives in hiding under an assumed name. She avoids relationships and trusts no one.

But Holly’s new life begins to unravel when she encounters a young mother and her two-year-old child… a child who reminds her of a past
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Published August 1st 2019 by HarperCollins
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I Spy with my little eye a good book!

 Claire Kendal cleverly blends a spy thriller with a psychological thriller in this compelling story. This was a riveting and refreshing read that kept me guessing. Holly always wanted to be a spy and her dream almost came true. Unfortunately Holly didn't make the final cut and instead found herself working in a hospital. FlashForward a few years and Holly is approached by MI5 to spy on her partner Zac. However Holly is not privy as to why she needs to be s ...more
☘Misericordia☘ ⚡ϟ⚡⛈⚡☁ ❇️❤❣
Some obsessions are not worth bothering with:
Q:‘It was humiliating. Do you ever consider what it means to someone to work so hard to try to join you, to want to devote herself to that, to protecting her country, and then to discover she’s not good enough?’ (c)

At least some 'modern-day Bluebeards’ are not the best relationship material. Who would've guessed? A spy-in-the-making (or -failing), of course.
Q: You are Pandora, Holly. It’s in your blood, that impulse to look where you shouldn’t. (c) H
Apr 10, 2019 rated it it was amazing
We are introduced to Holly who is being interviewed to become a spy, all her studies seem to have payed off until the last hurdle where she fails!!

Holly moves on and marries Zak. She is approached by the woman who interviewed her for the spy job and asks her to spy on someone close to her. This drastically changes the course of her life causing Holly to pack up and flee.

Holly now called Helen is working at the hospital when she meets Eliza and her daughter Alice. Is someone spying on her?

A rive
Apr 19, 2019 rated it liked it
Shelves: netgalley
I really enjoyed Second Sister by Claire Kendal and was delighted to be asked to read her new book I Spy.
This book started off well for me but because the timeline jumped about I found the story confusing.
Holly always wanted to be a spy but things became complicated and dangerous when she was asked to spy on her partner.
She is now in hiding and in fear for her safety.
I would like to thank NetGalley and Harper Collins for me e-copy in exchange for an honest review.
Liz Barnsley
May 15, 2019 rated it really liked it
I Spy is a cleverly twisted two pronged tale, with an intriguing premise and some engaging characters.

Holly is hiding from the world, a failed attempt at espionage haunting her. Told in past and present we discover what happened to Holly, why a chance encounter with a child sets her on a dangerous path and who may be watching her every move…

There are some terrifically unexpected elements to this story, keeping you turning the pages. It is a kind of domestic noir/spy thriller hybrid written with
Louise Wilson
Jul 28, 2019 rated it really liked it
Holly Lawrence's ambition is to become a spy. But her experience proved to be more dangerous than she imagined. Now she has to live hiding away, under an assumed name. She can't trust anyone. But now her new live is beginning to unravel. This time,someone is spying on Holly. But how far is she willing to go to survive?

I liked the authors style in writing this book, even though it is a little complex. She dealt with abuse, coercive relationships and baby loss with sensitivity. The characters are
Adrian Dooley
This one wasnt for me unfortunately. Confusing time frames, unlikeable waifer thin characters, totally unbelievable story line. I could go on.

When I finally did get towards the end I was thankful and thought the book couldnt annoy me any more but it did. A ridiculous ending that was I guess in keeping with the book but as a "surprise" ending it was laughable really.

Sorry but I have little good to say about this one unfortunately. Hopefully others enjoyed it more.

Many thanks to Netgalley, HarperC
May 16, 2019 rated it really liked it
This is really enjoyable read and a mystery with a difference, the spying aspect of the story was very different and I loved the character of Holly. Told from alternating timelines it makes a compulsive read that I found entertaining, well written and something different from the norm. I have been on a run of excellent books recently so I am always apprehensive when starting a new one but this really did hit the mark and I look forward to reading more from Claire Kendal in the future. So if you ...more
Sep 08, 2020 rated it liked it
Shelves: thriller, mystery
Who is spying who?

I enjoyed this book and it definitely keep me glued till the end, but I had a problem at the beginning with the writing style. The story has two timeline and I had an hard time following the jumps in between, but once I got accustomed to the fact that there is a past and a present, I was fine.

It could have have been a 4 stars, but I didn’t like the ending and I felt that there are a few unanswered questions.
Carla Johnson-Hicks
3.5 stars rounded up. The description of the book states, "A psychological thriller unlike anything you’ve read before..." and that is certainly true. I had a hard time getting into this story and had to start over after listening to a few chapters. That allowed me to get my bearings and follow the story. It is told in two timelines a couple of years apart. Holly narrates the story sharing her experiences as a spy for M15, which cost her something very dear.

She wanted a job with M15, but after
Oct 02, 2019 rated it liked it
This is a thriller of sorts. I liked the 1st person POV. It worked well here. There was a lot of toggling around in the time lines. That isn't my favorite, but it worked with the story line. Although, at times, it felt overused.

The overall pace was fast. There were so many twists in this. I think I liked that the most. It never got boring....a little far fetched...but never boring. The ending didn't feel satisfying, but I loved the last twist. It fit perfectly to the MC. So that redeemed the ov
Melissa (LifeFullyBooked)
Overall, I liked this thriller. It is quite complex and has a great number of twists where you just aren't sure who is good and who is not. It could have been a 4 star for me, but I really didn't like the ending, and there was a lot about Zac that I didn't care for.
(view spoiler)
Julie Lacey
Jul 29, 2019 rated it really liked it
This book took me a while to get into but then I was hooked.
The chapters are a bit erratic if you look at the date/year but if you just get in your mind it’s kind of a before and after the event, it’ll help.
Holly has moved on with her life, or so she thinks, and then the past creeps up on her.
This is a hard one to review as even talking about her life before it happens could spoil it for you.
I can say this is an engrossing book that definitely keeps your attention, and is one of those books
Not for me at all, although I did finish it (hence two stars and not one). A pageturner for sure but the story, for me, is utterly unbelievable and implausible, told with a confused structure and populated by some very unlikely and unpleasant people. I stuck with it to see how it would end, expecting something rather clever, but it wasn't in the least and made me wish I hadn't read it. Fortunately, a fast read. ...more
Aug 10, 2019 rated it liked it
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Pages - 400

Publisher - Harper Collins

Source - Review copy

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Someone is watching your every move…

Holly Lawrence always wanted to be a spy, but the experience proved more dangerous than anything she imagined. Now, Holly lives in hiding under an assumed name. She avoids relationships and trusts no one.

But Holly’s new life begins to unravel when she encounters a young mother and her two-year-old child… a child who reminds her of a past she has tried hard
Sep 10, 2019 rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: am-i-thrilled
I Spy is the first book I've read by the author.

I was intrigued because I liked the blurb:

Holly has longed to be a spy for MI5 since she was a child but a botched interview derails her chance.

When her relationship with a charismatic doctor, Zach, brings her to the attention of her ex-future superiors, Holly is tasked to spy on Zach.

After a devastating loss, a few years later, Holly is living under a new name with a new job in a different city. But, the appearance of a young mother and child
Crystal Hiatt
Sep 16, 2019 rated it it was ok
This wasn't a great reading experience. From the beginning, I had a hard time getting into the story because of the writing style. There wasn't a good flow to the sequence of events and the spy thing felt almost secondary. Overall, the plot felt implausible if not ridiculous. Another qualm is the main character, Holly. She is weak, lacking in self worth and confidence, and reeks of uncertainty. ...more
Aug 10, 2019 rated it liked it
Started out intriguing but interest waned the further I read...
Elli (Kindig Blog)
Jul 17, 2019 rated it it was ok
Holly has always wanted to be a spy and even got to interview with the MI5, years after rejection she finds herself having to use her old skills on someone she thought she could trust…

I really enjoy thrillers that jump between timelines to slowly reveal information to the reader as you go along. That along with a fascination of spies and I thought I Spy would be the perfect thriller for me. Unfortunately, jumping between past and present only really works if you know what’s going on in one of th
Renny Barcelos
Aug 12, 2019 rated it it was ok
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Feb 01, 2020 rated it did not like it
This one wasn’t for me. It’s not the book’s fault that part of the plot was triggering (pregnancy loss—do NOT recommend to anyone who is sensitive to that subject) but I also didn’t like anything else about the book. This ranking is more my experience reading than a reflection of the book itself but I didn’t love the narrative structure (flipping back and forth in time), I found the plot puzzlingly implausible (when I’m generally willing to suspend disbelief), and I loathed the conclusion. Defin ...more
May 14, 2019 rated it it was ok
Not a great storyline, difficult to follow and characters I didn’t really care about.
I struggled to finish it, so, although I’m sure it’s got an audience, it’s not me.

Thanks to Netgalley and the publishers for the opportunity to preview.
Rosemary Standeven
Jul 31, 2019 rated it liked it
I was looking forward to reading this book, having read some very good reviews of it, but it did not quite work for me. One problem for me was the main protagonist and narrator, Holly/Helen. I could not warm to her at all. I definitely had sympathy for her in relation to her controlling boyfriend Zac (a thoroughly dislikeable man), but that is as far as it went. The portrayal of the slow drip, drip of increasing control and cutting Holly off from her friends was very realistic and chilling. Unfo ...more
Ludwig Reads
Nov 30, 2019 rated it really liked it
Claire Kendal returns with another interesting psychological thriller. In her former “The Second Sister”, a woman uncovers secrets about her sister while trying to find her, but now our protagonist‘s life turns upside down after she encounters a woman and her two-year-old child, in which she sees something she’s trying so hard to run away from in the past.

I love the adventurous feel to this author’s books, and I Spy definitely has Kendal’s signature style. This book covers some serious topics a
Jess Clayton
This book didn't wow me. It is really difficult for me to rate because I actually felt like the writing was good! If I had to guess, my feelings about the book are more than likely based on the story. It was just too far-fetched.

The book begins with Holly interviewing for MI5 (spy network) but she isn't able to answer one very important question and isn't selected. Then we jump forward years later, and she is in an abusive relationship, living below her potential and still dreaming of being a s
Kris - My Novelesque Life
DNF @20%
2019; Harper Paperbacks/HarperCollins

I read about 20-ish% and I have decided to give up on Kendal. I read her previous novel, The Second Sister, and did not like it. I find the characterizations weak, so I cannot feel the motivation behind their actions. I am not the right audience for Kendal's books.

***I received a complimentary copy of this ebook from the publisher through Edelweiss. Opinions expressed in this review are entirely my own.***
Aug 05, 2019 rated it liked it
Trigger Warning: (view spoiler)

Firstly I would like to thank HarperCollins Publishers and Claire Kendal for sending me an ARC copy of this book. All views and opinions shared here are my own.

I Spy follows the story of Holly Lawrence, a want to be spy who is thrown into a dangerous experience after falling in love with the wrong person. Holly is living under an assumed name a
Jul 29, 2019 rated it really liked it
When we first meet Holly she has just failed her interview to be a spy. Devastated, she picks herself up and gets on with her life. Fast forward several years and Holly is in hiding, living under an assumed name. She's ticking over nicely, mostly, until a random encounter with a young mother and her daughter in the hospital where she works sets off a warning in her head. Has her past come back to bite her? Along with this worry comes the feeling that she is being watched, the wannabe "spy" is be ...more
Kate (beautifulbookland)
I probably would have given this book four stars had I rated it immediately after finishing, but given the fact that I finished this a few weeks ago and can’t really remember much about it, coupled with the slightly disappointing ending, result in a three star rating.

The thing is, I really enjoyed this book while I was actually reading it, but in between reading sessions I wasn’t really excited by picking it up again, ya know? And then it got to the point near the end where I really didn’t fully
Johnna Whetstone
Jun 10, 2019 rated it really liked it
I was so excited to get this book, and tried to start it immediately but just couldn’t get into it, eventually I did. I couldn’t give 5 stars, because the beginning just sort of left me not wanting to delve further, but when I finally made myself I did enjoy, so I would give a solid 4 stars! I think it’s written in that style I Kendal seems to use, and it’s a good one to utilize with thrillers. Very chilling, thrilling, and shocking, after the initial few chapters.
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Claire Kendal's first novel was THE BOOK OF YOU. It was a Sunday Times bestseller and a Richard & Judy Book Club pick. THE SECOND SISTER was published in 2017. Coming 2019 ... I SPY 🔎🔍 👀 Claire teaches English Literature and Creative Writing, and lives in the South West of England with her family. ...more

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