Rachael Blok's debut crime fiction is part psychological thriller and part police procedural set in St Albans as the festive season approaches. A young 14 year old schoolgirl, Leigh Horde is discovered dead, under the frozen ice of the lake. Jenny and Will Brennan have recently moved to the town from frenetic London, seeking a more rural setting to bring up a family. Jenny is a new mother, with son, Finn, feeling exhausted, suffering sleepless nights, isolated, having to cope with Finn on her own with Will out at work and often not coming back until late in the evenings after entertaining clients. Ever since giving birth, not unsurprisingly Jenny is missing her mother who she lost as a young child. She feels upset at the death of Leigh, feeling an odd connection to her. Jenny feels as if she is hearing Leigh's voice, seeing ghosts, and keeps finding herself sleepwalking to the lake with no idea of how she got there.
Feeling frustrated and not knowing what is happening to her, she is keeping her true mental state from her husband, who finds her strange behaviour totally out of character. Jenny decides to seek professional help and a space where she can be heard, and ends up being counselled by therapist, Dr Klaber, which she finds helpful. The police team investigating Leigh's murder are struggling to find any leads and cannot understand how Jenny is finding clues that they keep missing. DCI Maarten Jansen is heading the case, aided by DI Imogen Deacon. Maarten is Dutch, and in the process of being interviewed and offered another position in Rotterdam Police which he is seriously considering, taking account of his wife, Liv, and the needs of his two daughters, Nic and Sanne. Events take a turn for the worse when a 9 year old girl goes missing, and tensions in the local community rise sky high. Jansen and his team are struggling, the only lead they have is Jenny, but can she be trusted? Could she even be a suspect?
This is a great crime fiction story set in icy and wintry St Albans with a great character in Jenny, the new mother who is off kilter, seeing things, with secrets in her past, and driven to save the young girl, no matter what the personal cost. The police and Maarten in particular are unsure of what to make of her input but she has found crucial evidence. An entertaining, suspenseful and tense read that I thoroughly enjoyed. Many thanks to Head of Zeus for an ARC.