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If You Only Knew

3.91  ·  Rating details ·  118 ratings  ·  56 reviews
A boy recently released from jail and the daughter of a prosecutor fall for each other against the odds in this YA novel.

Corey has just been released from jail, and all he wants is a new beginning. But when his former gang comes knocking, Corey agrees to vandalize the home of Kent Hopper, the prosecutor who put him away.

To erase the guilt she carries from getting away with
Hardcover, 304 pages
Published February 11th 2020 by Swoon Reads
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Candace Robinson
Jan 07, 2020 rated it it was amazing
So I actually read Prernas short story in Love in Main and I loved it. I remember seeing her upcoming book on Edelweiss and decided to download it. Im super picky with contemporary so Im hard to please!

But! I loved it! It was very character driven with an interesting gang concept. And Corey and Tessa were my little babies! Their chemistry was on fire!

The dialogue was fun and the serious moments mingled in very well! I explode with happiness when theres a mixture of this! Cant wait to read more
Yna the Mood Reader
Feb 18, 2020 rated it really liked it
If You Only Knew is a slow burn YA Contemporary with elements of growing up, maturity, drama, moving on from mistakes, and understanding oneself.

It tells the story of Corey and Tessa, and their journey amidst secrets, lies, and the gang life.

It takes a while before the plot buildz, but the chemistry between the two main characters is truly worth the wait. It is sweet and sexy and funny at times, but there are a lot of violence & gang-related themes.

This story began as a seemingly enemies to
Feb 20, 2019 rated it it was amazing
Sometimes you're just in the mood for a swoony YA romance. If that's the case, then CHASE THE NIGHT by Prerna Pickett will definitely hit the spot. It's got all the winning elements you could possibly be looking for:

1. A misunderstood bad boy (who is not really all that bad)
2. A firecracker type female protagonist who rides motorcycles.
3. Lots of romantic tension.
4. Twists and turns that you might not see coming.
5. A satisfying ending.

The story begins with the male protagonist Corey, who has
✨Brithanie Faith✨
Jan 22, 2020 rated it really liked it
Shelves: favorites
4/5 stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐

ARC provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review.

Strong female lead? Check ✔ Unlikely romance? Check ✔ Superb writing? Check ✔
There was honestly so much to love about this one that I don't know where to start!

This was one of my most anticipated romance reads of the year- and it exceeded all of my expectations! It was funny, heart-warming, there was plenty of tension/suspense, and to top it all off- a not so bad boy that happens to be an extremely talented artist-
Prerna Pickett
Apr 19, 2018 rated it it was amazing  ·  (Review from the author)
So this is my book. I might be a bit biased, but I love it!
for ONCE i would just like to read a contemporary romance where i dont roll my eyes every few pages. for ONCE i would like to not slog through corny insta love. for once i would like to care about the characters instead of just making this face 😐

also if anyone is drawn in by the cover thinking both mcs are poc, dont bother. theyre not.
Shannon Doleski
Jan 10, 2019 rated it it was amazing
I got to read this sweet YA contemporary early!!! Chase the Night follows two heroes you will be rooting for the whole time. Corey, released from prison, is the sweet, cinnamon roll bad boy who's not actually a bad boy. And Tessa is a motorcycle-loving, poker-playing daughter with secrets who are crushing her. When Tessa's lawyer father makes Corey repair the garage he and his gang trash, unlikely sparks ignite.

Do you love the Serpents from Riverdale? Do you love cute, swoony love? How about
Raquel Gilliland
Jan 14, 2020 rated it it was amazing
Im SO excited to have been able to read Prerna Picketts debut, IF YOU ONLY KNEW. Filled with beautiful prose and a gorgeous love tale, I was hooked from its opening pages. The book TOTALLY delivered on its promise of an entertaining and heart-warming love story. I was utterly drawn along its spell with the main characters' amazing chemistry (seriously, Pickett deserves an award just for the chemistry alone!).

Tessa and Corey, at first glance, dont seem to have a ton in common. Hes just been
Samantha (WLABB)
Corey had just finished serving his time for a crime he didn't commit, but he quickly fell back into old patterns. After vandalizing the home of the lawyer, who prosecuted his case, he found himself back in trouble. The prosecutor's daughter suggested giving Corey a second chance, an opportunity to redeem himself, as she herself was seeking redemption. Sparks inevitably flew, but would these two be able to overcome their past and forge a future together?

 Pro: I had so much sympathy for Corey and
Jenny Moke
Feb 03, 2019 rated it it was amazing
Fans of Simone Elkeles, listen up! You're not going to want to miss this sexy, sweet, thrilling new book from debut author Prerna Pickett! It had everything my (formerly) teen heart needed - a misunderstood "bad boy" who was working hard to protect his family and pay off his debts; a motorcycle riding badass of a female protagonist; SO MUCH sexy chest touching; and a plot that will constantly surprise you as it twists and turns underneath you (wink wink). Pickett builds the romance between Corey ...more
Jeff Bishop
Mar 01, 2019 rated it it was amazing
When the contemporary faction of YA literature eventually rises up and demands comparable word counts to their fantasy counterparts, CHASE THE NIGHT will be held up as a shining example of the immersive world-building a talented author can accomplish when armed with the space to do so.

It zigs where you think it'll zag, starting as a quasi "enemies-to-lovers" tale before evolving into a tension-filled love story that would make even the most-concrete hearted (i.e. me) swoon. It even makes time

When I read the synopsis for this I was already hooked! I've always been a fan of books that incorporate gangs in some way, whether it's fantasy or contemporary, but I don't believe I've read any that delve into romance. A Thousand Fires may breach into that territory (which I also loved by the way), but If You Only Knew goes DEEP and hits all the right spots.

This book is swoony, but it still deals with many of the issues that a lot of adolescents go through
Aiden Thomas
Sep 04, 2019 rated it it was amazing
Friends, I ADORED this book!

I was instantly drawn in by our MC, Tessa. She's fierce, hiding a secret, and rides a motorcycle. I also have an extreme soft spot for our love interest, Corey, who has been sucked into a world of gangs and drugs against his will. I really love the complicated spot he's in, and how he's trying to do his best to take care of his family. There is GREAT tension with a swoon-worthy enemies to lovers slow burn (hi, hello, Lawyer's Daughter x Soft Bad Boy Recently Released
Samantha Hastings
Apr 22, 2019 rated it it was amazing
If youre looking for a book as wild and romantic as a late night motorcycle ride this book is for you!

Tessa and Corey are two complex characters who have made mistakes (and make more) as theyre trying to change the paths theyre on. Their romance sizzles as they slowly learn to trust each other with their secrets.
Feb 03, 2020 rated it liked it
If You Only Knew is perfect for readers who enjoy the grit and gang-backdrop romances of Simone Elkeles. This second-chance, hidden-secrets romance will have readers anxiously awaiting the fates of these never-meant-to-be characters and the trauma-filled pasts they must face to find hope in their futures.

Corey would do anything to protect his family, even taking up with the gang his father worked for, even taking the fall and going to jail for his least-favourite gang member. Tessa has a
Smileitsjoy (JoyMelody)
Thank you to the publishers for the gifted copy for an honest review

I loved this book.
I was worried it would be too cliche and predictable
But Pickett did a great job writing a story that needs to be told in the YA fiction world.
In this book the main characters are going through major transitions. That period where you are between high school and college and peer pressure sinks in.

this book touches on issues of honesty and gang violence in small towns and even prejudices
I read this book in
Shannon Takaoka
Mar 30, 2020 rated it it was amazing
Shelves: ya, roaring20sdebut
Im always up for a slow-burn romance, especially when its as well done as IF YOU ONLY KNEW. When Corey (just out of prison) meets Tessa (feisty prosecutors daughter), its not under the best of circumstances he and the gang hes involved with are vandalizing her fathers garage. And while this early encounter might peg each of them as a certain type, there is much more to these two than meets the eye. As they both try to make amends for past mistakes, their growing feelings for one another make ...more
Jen Zingaro
Feb 17, 2020 rated it really liked it
I thought this was an enjoyable, well-written YA romance.
I love the premise of the story. Sort of forbidden. Prosecutor's daughter with redeemed criminal.
I think there is such a valuable lesson that is taught in this story. That second chances are worthwhile and important. That telling the truth and owning your mistakes makes you a strong person.
There is a lot of suspense and mystery in the story that kept me turning the pages.
Tessa and Corey were just ... *sigh*, so good together.
Lani Forbes
Mar 12, 2020 rated it it was amazing
Oh my gosh, I love tension in a love story and I cant think of a way to have more tension than a former prisoner and the daughter of the prosecutor who put him away! The characters were so multi-faceted and well done, especially Corey trying to redeem himself and prove hes more than his past and Tessas badassery (this girl rides MOTORCYCLES) and hidden secrets. I highly recommend for romance fans!! SWOON! ...more
Feb 13, 2020 rated it it was amazing
I picked up this new YA release for a weeklong work trip to Florida this week, but the 304-page beauty (look at that cover!) only made it through the 4-hour flight, as I could not put it down....despite my grumbling tummy! While I am now left without a book to read at the hotel, I have no regrets. Pickett's unique style really engulfed me into the story all along the way. She has a distinct voice, which is well-differentiated as you alternate back and forth between the dual perspective main ...more
Lillie Vale
Sep 26, 2019 rated it it was amazing
If You Only Knew tackles big topics with so much heart. Readers will root for Picketts gutsy, realistically flawed characters as they seek redemption, justice, and happiness. Corey and Tessas deceptively simple narration soon reveals the complexity of their families, their secrets, and their pasts. Our protagonists journeys remind us that our mistakes dont define who we are, and that where we come from doesnt always have to be where were going. A thrilling adrenaline ride for fans of slow-burn ...more
T.H. Hernandez
This story strongly reminds me of Katie McGarrys books, so if youre a fan of hers, this is right up your alley. Both main characters are troubled with secrets and dark pasts. Corey is a reluctant gang member, willing to do whatever it takes to keep his family safe, including doing a year in prison. Tessa is the daughter of the D.A. who put Corey in jail. So when the gang decides to take it out on the D.A.s home and car, they drag Corey into the mayhem. Unable to deal with the guilt of what he ...more
Sam Taylor
Nov 17, 2019 rated it it was amazing
Love how this book takes the bad-boy trope and spins it on its head! This book takes an honest and heartfelt look at Corey, a boy who had landed himself in trouble while trying to pull his family out of a bad situation, but who has a sincere desire to do better for them and himself. Add to that a girl, Tessa, with some haunting mistakes of her own but sees in Corey a way to redeem herself.

Also, there's gorgeous spray paint art, motorcycle riding and drag racing (by Tessa, no less!!), cute dogs,
Erin (erinevelynreads)
Feb 03, 2020 rated it really liked it
Shelves: netgalley-20
If You Only Knew is the story of Tessa and Corey. It focuses on Coreys involvement in a drug gang and how he doesnt belong and desperately wants to get out. After a night of vandalism, following a year in prison, he comes clean to the owner, a local prosecutor. Instead of pressing charges, the prosecutor, Hopper, makes him a deal. He helps to clean up the mess he caused. In the process, he meets Hoppers daughter Tessa. The two quickly become friends and then develop feelings for each other. But ...more
Feb 22, 2020 rated it it was amazing
Omg are you kidding me? This is in my top faves of the year. I cried a lot. My heart raced a lot. I fell in love with so many characters. I was so scared and worried at times. This book is just everything I've ever wanted.
Feb 20, 2020 rated it it was amazing
It was great I recommend this book 1 Quintillion times!
Feb 20, 2020 rated it it was amazing
This book was fantastic!! Great read!
Rebecca Siegel
Dec 11, 2019 rated it it was amazing
Think muscle cars, motorcycles, illegal street racing, and graffiti don't belong in a YA romance? Think again! This swoony tale follows Corey and Tessa through a complex and nuanced story of love, poverty, drugs, and gang politics. The characters aren't perfect, their lives are messy, and they aren't always sure of what they want-- which means that the story is very relatable. There were so many scenes that felt so painfully accurate I wanted to reach out and hug Pickett. Being a teenager is ...more
Jun 21, 2019 rated it it was amazing
Not to brag, but I got to read this charming debut early, and I'm here to tell you that Pickett truly knows what she is doing. I read IF YOU ONLY KNOW mostly pool-side, so I can confidently say that it is the perfect vacation read for lovers of YA romance. The burn between our tough-girl-with-secrets heroine and secretly-sweet-heart bad boy hero is slow but hot. The plot is satisfying without being predictable. I highly recommend it to everyone who likes a swoony romance with lovable ...more
Natalie Williamson
Sep 25, 2019 rated it it was amazing
Loved this one! I was rooting for Tessa and Corey from the very first page, and the twists kept me guessing to the last. Highly recommend!
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