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Existential
(Crucible #1)
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The Alaskan wilderness holds a nightmarish secret that threatens all of humanity in this epic sci-fi horror thriller. A book so scary that it requires a warning label, and a global phenomenon that is on track to sell over 1 million copies.
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Kindle Edition, 354 pages
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January 4th 2018
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This could have been alright but for the author's disregard of women as human beings.
Ryan, if you're reading this, there is no woman on this earth who, having seen their friend raped to death by an alien, would want to fuck the next man they laid eyes on. ...more
Ryan, if you're reading this, there is no woman on this earth who, having seen their friend raped to death by an alien, would want to fuck the next man they laid eyes on. ...more

Wow. I just finished this book, and I am exhausted from the non-stop action and the nerve-wracking suspense. Buy this book. Read this book. Leave a great review so the author can keep on writing amazing books like this.
In a nutshell:
An off-the-grid group of commandos is hired by a billionaire to go to the site of her company's mining operation in Alaska to secure the site and find out why she lost communication with the operation. What they find when they get there is--not good.
What is good is t ...more
In a nutshell:
An off-the-grid group of commandos is hired by a billionaire to go to the site of her company's mining operation in Alaska to secure the site and find out why she lost communication with the operation. What they find when they get there is--not good.
What is good is t ...more

Feb 20, 2018
Jay
rated it
it was amazing
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If you would like to read a phenomenal sci-fi thriller, one that has dynamite characters, rapid-fire action and multiple story-lines...This should be your next book!
This book debut by Ryan W. Aslesen will have this author going places, and take you on a fast-paced ride along the way!
Note: The characters in this book use very colorful language and dole out graphic violence, early and often! A warning on the book's description includes a reader discretion advisory.
I, like the author, am a veteran ...more
This book debut by Ryan W. Aslesen will have this author going places, and take you on a fast-paced ride along the way!
Note: The characters in this book use very colorful language and dole out graphic violence, early and often! A warning on the book's description includes a reader discretion advisory.
I, like the author, am a veteran ...more

Oct 15, 2018
David Dalton
rated it
really liked it
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horror
A pretty good sci-fi action thriller. Alien creatures deep in the Alaskan wilderness. Deadly alien creatures. A high bloody body count. I bought this book for only $0.99 (on sale) and will for sure pick up the next book in this series: Undead: A Max Ahlgren Novel (Crucible Book 2) . Book 2 is KOLL book which I will get to in another month or so.
If you love the movie Predator (the classic first one) or if you have read Hunter by James Huggins, then you will enjoy this thriller. The ending could b ...more
If you love the movie Predator (the classic first one) or if you have read Hunter by James Huggins, then you will enjoy this thriller. The ending could b ...more

3.5
Good read, but not nearly as gruesome as some of the reviews led me to believe.
When the author stuck to the action, I was hooked. It was creepy and the buildup was fantastic.
Unfortunately, most of the 2nd tier characters weren't fleshed out enough for me to really care.
Rant:
There is one recurring issue I have with some male authors. Why do they insist on introducing female characters by their physical attributes. I don't care that the Lady Ph.D is super hot, lithe, stunning or giving the mal ...more
Good read, but not nearly as gruesome as some of the reviews led me to believe.
When the author stuck to the action, I was hooked. It was creepy and the buildup was fantastic.
Unfortunately, most of the 2nd tier characters weren't fleshed out enough for me to really care.
Rant:
There is one recurring issue I have with some male authors. Why do they insist on introducing female characters by their physical attributes. I don't care that the Lady Ph.D is super hot, lithe, stunning or giving the mal ...more

The basic story here is that Elizabeth Grey owns Greytech Industries, her son is dying of cancer, she somehow has located a crashed alien spaceship that is seemingly covered by a glacier, and in that the team she has sent there has found a mysterious substance that seems to have "interesting" biological properties. Then the team goes dark, so she hires Max and his team of mercenaries to find out what has gone wrong. She fears someone else is trying to steal her find. With one reservation, so far
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I've read scarier takeaway menus.
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DNF. Narrator is terrible, book is boring, and I don't care what happens to anyone.
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I picked up this book because of the high number of good ratings and the premise: a group of commandos exploring a crashed ancient alien ship holding a dangerous secret. Sounded like a winning prospect to me and I was excited to read it. Unfortunately, the book didn't live up to the hype.
I know that it's really difficult to come up with a truly original story, but this story has absolutely no originality of any kind.
It's almost as if this story was created as an example of what NOT to do when tr ...more
I know that it's really difficult to come up with a truly original story, but this story has absolutely no originality of any kind.
It's almost as if this story was created as an example of what NOT to do when tr ...more

Great read, but not for weak stomachs
This is definitely not the type of book I normally read, but the title enticed me along with the synopsis. I thought this book was well-written and it flowed from one scene to the next. There were a few areas that dragged, but it was mostly high energy that had you wanting to keep reading. It definitely fit the science fiction thriller genre that it was intended to.
I thought the characters were well developed and you could actually feel their struggles and pa ...more
This is definitely not the type of book I normally read, but the title enticed me along with the synopsis. I thought this book was well-written and it flowed from one scene to the next. There were a few areas that dragged, but it was mostly high energy that had you wanting to keep reading. It definitely fit the science fiction thriller genre that it was intended to.
I thought the characters were well developed and you could actually feel their struggles and pa ...more

2.5/5. Writing quality was fair. The depiction of the only male-female relationship was bad. Completely unbelievable. That the boss of the "elite" mercenary crew would drop all of his leadership abilities the second an attractive female shows up was not believable. The alien depictions were ok. Most of the characters were flat. The plot was ok. The pacing was good. The action was ok.
Looking back at my review, I wonder what made me finish. As others have said, there are so many good unread books ...more
Looking back at my review, I wonder what made me finish. As others have said, there are so many good unread books ...more

Awesome read! At first it kind of reminded me of an upgrade of John Carpenter's movie The Thing. I wish they would make a movie out of this book! I would be all over it!
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Semper Fidelis
Existential: The Mission - To Survive by Ryan W. Aslesen, a former Marine and brother, is a neat sci-fi thriller that I thoroughly enjoyed reading. I didn't read "About the Author" before starting this book, so I did not realize that the author was a Marine until I began reading about the character Max Ahlgren and his KA-BAR performing silent sentry tactics and his use of his hardcore dialogue. For me, this well-diversified story seemed very familiar, yet it still held surprises fo ...more
Existential: The Mission - To Survive by Ryan W. Aslesen, a former Marine and brother, is a neat sci-fi thriller that I thoroughly enjoyed reading. I didn't read "About the Author" before starting this book, so I did not realize that the author was a Marine until I began reading about the character Max Ahlgren and his KA-BAR performing silent sentry tactics and his use of his hardcore dialogue. For me, this well-diversified story seemed very familiar, yet it still held surprises fo ...more

This book is first and foremost just really good writing. I didn't expect a debut novel to be this expertly crafted. You'd think this author had been publishing for years.
A bunch of military guys running around with guns isn't normally the kind of story I would seek out, especially when i involves a lot of really gory deaths mixed in. But I was totally sucked in by the story line. It kept me on the edge of my seat and I was always anxious to see what was going to happen next.
By the end I will ad ...more
A bunch of military guys running around with guns isn't normally the kind of story I would seek out, especially when i involves a lot of really gory deaths mixed in. But I was totally sucked in by the story line. It kept me on the edge of my seat and I was always anxious to see what was going to happen next.
By the end I will ad ...more

This didn't grip me at any level. DNF @ 40%. 2.5*
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A Mission That Is Out of this World
Existential: The Mission To Survive by Ryan W. Aslesen is a gripping science fiction novel that combines the savagery of alien life forces against the military prowess of a ex-military unit and their experience of successful and hardened combat scenarios.
Lured by a payout of big-money, this crackerjack team of expert military combatants sign on for a mission in Alaska. The employer, CEO Ms. Grey of Grey industries, is powerful, rich and beautiful. Her request i ...more
Existential: The Mission To Survive by Ryan W. Aslesen is a gripping science fiction novel that combines the savagery of alien life forces against the military prowess of a ex-military unit and their experience of successful and hardened combat scenarios.
Lured by a payout of big-money, this crackerjack team of expert military combatants sign on for a mission in Alaska. The employer, CEO Ms. Grey of Grey industries, is powerful, rich and beautiful. Her request i ...more

When I found the Crucible series, I figured I can do this! I can read a military horror and it not be by my absolute favorite author in the world! So I took on, not just book one, but the series thus far, Existential being book one.
This Sci-Fi Horror Thriller is about Max Algren, a special forces soldier who has literally given all he’s got for his country. He’s a hired gun, doing jobs no one else will do, both government and private. When he and his hand-selected team accept a job in Alaska, t ...more
This Sci-Fi Horror Thriller is about Max Algren, a special forces soldier who has literally given all he’s got for his country. He’s a hired gun, doing jobs no one else will do, both government and private. When he and his hand-selected team accept a job in Alaska, t ...more

This is an awesome book! I just had to say that up front. This is especially important coming from me since I am not one that even likes science fiction novels, but I could not put this down.
So much happens, the plot is super fast paced. I will warn this book is very very gory, and I do mean very gory... the author spares nothing in the details when describing the carnage. Also never get to attached to any certain character since many, well pretty much everyone in the story ends up brutally kill ...more
So much happens, the plot is super fast paced. I will warn this book is very very gory, and I do mean very gory... the author spares nothing in the details when describing the carnage. Also never get to attached to any certain character since many, well pretty much everyone in the story ends up brutally kill ...more

Combat, Powerful Sense of Honor and Duty, Nerve-shattering Horror
Like those old sci-fi horror movies where scientists in the far north uncover a frozen alien body and thaw it out. People go missing or show up dead, and a security team or the army / marines are sent in to sort things out. It also brought to mind the Special Forces team sent to rescue hostages, led by Arnold Schwarzenegger, in the 1987 movie Predator.
In this case, the Greytech Company has found an immense alien spaceship embedded ...more

First, please note the warning in the Amazon description of this book. It contains very graphic, bloody scenes that some viewers may not enjoy. While this book is very well written, if you are easily grossed out or get queasy quickly, it may not be for you.
With that being said, I am not the kind who finds gore or graphic violence disturbing. I found this book to be thoroughly engrossing. It had me clinging to every page. A true sci-fi thriller, this novel will keep fans engaged. The characters t ...more
With that being said, I am not the kind who finds gore or graphic violence disturbing. I found this book to be thoroughly engrossing. It had me clinging to every page. A true sci-fi thriller, this novel will keep fans engaged. The characters t ...more

I received this book in exchange for an unbiased review.
Max Ahlgren and his team of battle-worn, professional military contractors are called in by tycoon Elizabeth Grey, founder of Grey Industries, to secure an archeological site her team has discovered deep in the rugged Alaskan terrain, after the site has gone black and communication has been disrupted. At face value, the mission is a straight-forward, quick, and easy security job with a huge payout, but nothing is ever what it seems in contr ...more
Max Ahlgren and his team of battle-worn, professional military contractors are called in by tycoon Elizabeth Grey, founder of Grey Industries, to secure an archeological site her team has discovered deep in the rugged Alaskan terrain, after the site has gone black and communication has been disrupted. At face value, the mission is a straight-forward, quick, and easy security job with a huge payout, but nothing is ever what it seems in contr ...more

I picked this up on a whim, as the summary intrigued me from the outset: it gave me a vibe of John Carpenter's "The Thing" (or its great granddaddy, H.P. Lovecraft "At the Mountains of Madness", and this book certainly delivered on its promises.
Be warned, though: the killer creatures lurking in the shadows have no definition of mercy, and the violence they inflict can get quite stomach-churning. The author pulls no punches, though later, this balances out with a surprising twist that takes the c ...more
Be warned, though: the killer creatures lurking in the shadows have no definition of mercy, and the violence they inflict can get quite stomach-churning. The author pulls no punches, though later, this balances out with a surprising twist that takes the c ...more

Straight to Hell
This is one of the most intense stories I've ever read .
The book starts with lots of bloody fighting and let's us know who the
Heroes are. And then they decide to take a very generous last mission.
Which is a mortal mistake.
There is not much plot here except deeply intense fights to survive. This is a story about a team whose job is sort of high class hired security. The book starts with their project. Then for their last project, they accept a mission from a beautiful and super ri ...more
This is one of the most intense stories I've ever read .
The book starts with lots of bloody fighting and let's us know who the
Heroes are. And then they decide to take a very generous last mission.
Which is a mortal mistake.
There is not much plot here except deeply intense fights to survive. This is a story about a team whose job is sort of high class hired security. The book starts with their project. Then for their last project, they accept a mission from a beautiful and super ri ...more

A really good story
Good story and really good writing. It was a little repetitive at times, but held a few surprises which is always welcomed. I really like the idea of the bad guys being from some other world, but as with other stories I've read that took place in space ships, the ships' descriptions don't help much in forming the scenes in one's mind as the story progresses from one area to another.. Most of our visuals come from Star Wars or Star Trek. Those help a little.
I found the book to ...more
Good story and really good writing. It was a little repetitive at times, but held a few surprises which is always welcomed. I really like the idea of the bad guys being from some other world, but as with other stories I've read that took place in space ships, the ships' descriptions don't help much in forming the scenes in one's mind as the story progresses from one area to another.. Most of our visuals come from Star Wars or Star Trek. Those help a little.
I found the book to ...more

Good quick read
The story surges along at increasing velocity, never a slow section, until the reader is almost out of breath. Characters are well developed over the course of the book and are multi-faceted (like real people). The writing is well done with only a few spelling errors - not enough to detract from the enjoyment of the story but might occasionally bring a small smile. The action is fairly graphic, but that's part-and-parcel with a story of this kind - and the book would be diminished ...more
The story surges along at increasing velocity, never a slow section, until the reader is almost out of breath. Characters are well developed over the course of the book and are multi-faceted (like real people). The writing is well done with only a few spelling errors - not enough to detract from the enjoyment of the story but might occasionally bring a small smile. The action is fairly graphic, but that's part-and-parcel with a story of this kind - and the book would be diminished ...more

Excellent book. Try it, you'll like it..
Much more polished than you would expect from a debut novel. You can tell by the way he writes of close combat that he has really "been there and done that". His story brings home to you the chaos, unpredictability, fear, exhilaration and loss of combat as only someone that has truly gone through that grinder can do. I definitely do recommend this book to anyone that wants to get a feeling of what our modern day warriors experience on a sometimes daily bas ...more
Much more polished than you would expect from a debut novel. You can tell by the way he writes of close combat that he has really "been there and done that". His story brings home to you the chaos, unpredictability, fear, exhilaration and loss of combat as only someone that has truly gone through that grinder can do. I definitely do recommend this book to anyone that wants to get a feeling of what our modern day warriors experience on a sometimes daily bas ...more

Teaching English to second or foreign language can be very challenging to non-native, one of young guys in my class requested some thrilling book which will leave yearning to turn each next page to sharped their skill. Having read most the recent novel I could not refer any other book than this.
Existential authored by Ryan W. Aslesen ASIN: B078TMP4SJ is the Book no.1 in the The Crucible series with 380 pages, the book revolve around mission to locate and get out an archeological team, a mission ...more
Existential authored by Ryan W. Aslesen ASIN: B078TMP4SJ is the Book no.1 in the The Crucible series with 380 pages, the book revolve around mission to locate and get out an archeological team, a mission ...more

This is a fantastic page turner! Once the action started (and it starts pretty quickly!!), I couldn't put it down. There was more character development in this book than one might expect from a sci-fi, action-adventure, horror story, and the action was nonstop. The characters acted in ways that were plausible and in keeping with their individual positions within the story. The bad guys seemed to be extracted from the pages of news stories, and the good guys all harbored their own demons as one w
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Ryan Aslesen is a best selling author and security consultant based out of Las Vegas, NV. He is a former Marine Officer and a veteran of the War on Terror. His debut novel, Existential, is a highly-praised sci-fi/horror thriller. When not writing or out protecting the world, you will find him spending quality time with his family. He is currently working on his next novel.
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