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Tonight I'm Someone Else: Essays

3.87  ·  Rating details ·  1,161 ratings  ·  136 reviews
A highly anticipated collection, from the writer Maggie Nelson has called, bracingly goodrefreshing and welcome, that explores the myriad ways in which desire and commodification intersect.

From graffiti gangs and Grand Theft Auto to sugar daddies, Schopenhauer, and a deadly game of Russian roulette, in these essays, Chelsea Hodson probes her own desires to examine where
Kindle Edition, 224 pages
Published June 5th 2018 by Holt Paperbacks
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3.5 stars

A vulnerable essay collection about desire, intimacy, and what our bodies can endure under physical and emotional duress. Chelsea Hodson's writing felt the strongest in her longer-form narrative essays, when she had a structure to work with. My two favorites include "Pity the Animal," a smart and incisive examination of female objectification and how Hodson herself has dealt with it, as well as "I'm Only a Thousand Miles Away," an innocent essay about obsessive childhood crushes that
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"Last week, I decided my friend, Erik, was both beautiful and impossible, and I felt it save my life in a way."

Okay friends, I'm going to say some honest things about this book, because I was given a review copy in exchange for an honest review. That quote I used up there is not from final copy so it may not appear as written exactly but I wanted to pull out something to use as an example.

How did you react to that quote? I predict that your overall feelings about this book will have a lot to do
Aug 11, 2018 rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Tedious. I couldnt finish this one, but felt Id read enough to make a rating. Its filled with pedestrian MA in Personal Essay passages and aimless coasting and credit card debt-racking (such is our generations experience, but Id love to read someone actually grappling with that).

Ive read a lot of essay collections in the same vein as this one (I found Hodsons voice quite similar to Chloe Caldwells, for example). Im coming to think of it as the TED Talk voice of personal essay: constructions
Wendy Ortiz
Mar 04, 2018 rated it it was amazing
This causes me to wait breathlessly for everything Chelsea Hodson will write next. 10 stars.
Vincent Scarpa
Dec 28, 2017 rated it it was amazing
"For our high school graduation party, our school hired a hypnotist. My best friend volunteered herself, went onstage, fell asleep, and then he had her dancing and singing Backstreet Boys songs. When she woke up again, she walked back to her seat and I tried to tell her what she'd done while she was out, but she said she was awake the whole time. It was easier to just do what he wanted me to do, she said, and I knew what she meant."

A fucking masterpiece.
I read the inside cover before I bought this book and read it again after I finished. And, I can't say that the promise matches my perceptions. Hodson is a skilled writer, but that is all that I can say to recommend Tonight I'm Someone Else.

This collection of essays reads more like an unedited diary (albeit by a talented writer) than a published collection of essays. And, the organization - from long paragraphs of careful, beautifully written prose to simple lines separated by paragraph breaks
Aug 21, 2018 rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
While this collection had some good chapters, there were moments when my attention started to wander and my thoughts could've been titled Tonight I'm Reading Something Else. Okay, that was an easy joke, so I should mention that it worked best when Hodson wrote about childhood / teen / college years - it was then things were pretty engaging. In 'I'm Only a Thousand Miles Away' she speaks of her attractive friend hooking up with an attractive guy (during the high school years) --

"Our friends were
Chelsea Hodson is somewhere between poet and magician. Her sleight of hand is dazzling, weaving dark themes and just the right amount of vulnerable heart into these essays, whether they be meaty and full or broken into sharp diamond-like shards of prose. I'm not sure I know another writer who can be so hard and soft at the same time. And don't overlook the humor herein--it's the kind of sharp wit that reminds me of Fran Lebowitz or the songs of PJ Harvey. This book is an amazement.
Guillaume Morissette
Mar 27, 2018 rated it it was amazing
Reading this book felt like giving it direct access to my brain + a high-level security clearance & letting it cause as much chaos as it wanted in there.
Nov 04, 2018 rated it it was amazing
This was fabulous! I think this is getting over looked. Check it out. I really enjoyed it.
Scott Mcclanahan
Mar 28, 2018 rated it it was amazing
I loved this book so so so so much. Finally a book of essays where the writer doesn't tell you how they want us to be, but how we are.
eman | readsforkeeps ✨
Oct 29, 2018 rated it really liked it
All characters appearing in this work are you. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely you. - Chelsea Hodson, Tonight I'm Someone Else: Essays

Tonight Im Someone Else is a collection of essays about Chelseas work, life, and relationships. It is packed with vulnerability, emotions, and recklessness in between switching careers and getting into relationships. The thing with reading an essay collection is you only get a fraction of each and everything and as much as you wanna get
Jul 16, 2018 rated it liked it
Shelves: essays
i enjoyed every single one of these essays but also none of them will stay with me beyond this reading? That's not to say the writing isn't incredible, that Chelsea Hodson doesn't have a natural talent with narrative prose, and that I won't read everything she ever produces because i will. I just don't feel any of these were something I heavily related to. Or that I need to reread because it wasn't the right time. ...more
Kevin Maloney
Mar 18, 2018 rated it it was amazing
Chelsea Hodson is one of 3 or 4 living writers whose prose completely breaks me. I never feel comfortable in her essays... Im blindfolded, at her mercy. I cant tell if shes holding a knife to my throat or her own. It doesnt matter; someone is going to get hurt, and thats the point. Its a strange comparison, but I kept thinking of Flannery OConnor... another writer whose work is like a mirror held up to the world only with all the bullshit ripped away. Both are fascinated by power and fear, ...more
Oct 24, 2018 rated it it was amazing
i want to ingest this book whole and absorb its contents into my body forever
i read pity the animal when it came out in 2014 and loved it, and in the four years since then, i've been eagerly anticipating the release of this essay collection. idk if my literary preferences have changed in those years or if i raised my expectations so high that i was bound to be disappointed, but i ended up feeling much more ambivalent about this book than i expected to. there are some great essays in here-- "pity the animal" holds up really well, and "i'm only a thousand miles away," ...more
Jun 18, 2019 rated it liked it
This is about desire. Ravenous wanting. Some people don't like the book because it meanders and talks about one thing for a sentence or two and then on to something else. "Nothing is connected to anything, a condition not many of us can bear for long," says Thomas Pynchon about something else entirely, and it feels that way in this book often.

But. Let's talk about what this book is really about, which is hunger and thirst for the infinite. She never quite says that, but it seems clear to me
Jun 05, 2018 rated it liked it
I'm little tired of memoir about boys writer has loved but her writing is pretty interesting
Aug 26, 2018 rated it it was amazing
This book changed my perspective on what an essay collection can look like. There were no "formulas" or typical portrayals of universal truths, and each essay was structured with multiple section breaks, reminiscent of Mary Robison's "Why Did I Ever?" This style may not work for everyone, but it very much works for me. These essays were unusual, and stunning.

Chelsea Hodson is a kindred spirit (maybe even an Enneagram Type 4?), and each essay contained stand-out lines that either gave me chills
Mar 18, 2018 rated it it was amazing
This book will stay with me for some time. Hodson's prose is so spare and stripped down every sentence feels like it's an introduction to a long story. There are some essays - like The End of Longing - that are made up of seemingly unrelated sentences that fill up to a strange whole, like a jar filled with a variety of legumes. This is almost impossible to read in one sitting, even though it's short, because the shocking, affecting, and painful sentences can overwhelm quickly. I'm really floored ...more
Brandon Amico
Mar 22, 2018 rated it it was amazing
Hodson writes with a poise and intensity that are impossible to fake. She really is that insightful, that self-immolating, that vulnerable. This collection of essays examines everything from violence, power dynamics, and lust to the Mars rover landing, modeling, and the Backstreet Boys. And throughout it is the author flinging the doors to herself wide opennothing is sugar-coated, and Hodsons ability to recall the intimate moments of a life and put them in the context of the churning sea that is ...more
Sarah Kennedy
Aug 16, 2018 rated it it was amazing
read in one sitting. some of it stings and some of it made me laugh. good and sweet and honest and violent wheeeeeew

the city went quiet and soft and no one bled and no one died and no one had a sister and no one had a friend and no one looked out their window and no one ever witnessed anyone else.

On the internet, everyones getting an award, everyones buying new shoes, everyones swimming at the beach, everyones eating a wonderful meal. Here we are. Everyones in love.
Tabitha Blankenbiller
Apr 10, 2018 rated it it was amazing
Unafraid and uncompromising, Hodson's essays find strength in their vulnerability. She offers a view of young adulthood that is complicated and contradictory and for most all of us, much too real to ever forget.
Feb 21, 2018 rated it it was amazing
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FUCK this was so good!!!!!
Michelle King
Apr 03, 2018 rated it it was amazing
Shelves: bets
Blown away by this.
Sam Shaw
Oct 21, 2018 rated it really liked it
Chelsea Hodson, in her series of segmented essays entitled Tonight Im Someone Else, explores what it means to love, lose, grow, grieve, and experience the human condition. She unapologetically presents her truth to the reader who is brave enough to listen to her words and hear how the resounding essays echo in their own life.

Hodson writes about the overlap of love, desire, and commodification in this highly anticipated collection. She asks what it is to live in a womans body; wonders what it is
3.5 / 5 stars

This book is a collection of essays recounting the author's life, work, and relationships. I wouldn't call this book a memoir, but it seems to contain autobiographical elements. The book is also both meditative and chaotic, stewing on issues of power, gender, and sexuality. It has a number of profound, beautifully-written moments, but the narrative structure and style ultimately leaves the book feeling more like a ramble than a cohesive whole.

- Some of the prose in this book
Lauren Rhoades
Aug 19, 2019 rated it really liked it
Shelves: 2019, personal-essays
Reading Chelsea Hodson's essays is like peering into the mind of the effortlessly cool girl in high school who dressed all in black and never smiled. (I wanted to be this cool girl, but I was in jazz band and also afraid to do illegal things.) Hodson's essays range from abstract and philosophical fragments to intimate explorations of sexuality and the awkwardness of being a teenage girl. I was wary that Hodson's depressed-chic persona was put-on, but her essays are gripping, her voice ...more
Jul 04, 2018 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
"Its this level of belief in the impossible that allows me to believe in you, in us, in our lasting. We must want each other to break in a way -- why else would we take it this far? We must like the idea of burning down our homes and creating one out of the body we share."

I copied down approximately 3/4 of this book as quotes that resonated. It reads like a diary, a little all over the place and full of sentences rewritten until there are just the right number of words, in just the right place.
Jul 01, 2018 rated it it was amazing
Shelves: essays
Hodson's collection of essays was difficult to put down. I'd finish one and think it was time to stop reading and go to sleep or whatever, and make the mistake of reading the first line or paragraph of the next essay and be sucked in. This is a great read, especially if you enjoy essays and collections where the next topic might surprise you.
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Chelsea Hodson is the author of the forthcoming essay collection Tonight I'm Someone Else (Henry Holt, 2018) and the chapbook Pity the Animal (Future Tense / Emily Books, 2014). She is a graduate of the MFA program at Bennington College, and was a PEN Center USA Emerging Voices Fellow. She lives in Brooklyn, New York.

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