*I received this Arc from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review*
Release Date: March 6th 2018
I am so disappointed right now, being a lover of mystery/thriller I had such high expectations for this book. I requested this from NetGalley months ago but had to wait to review until a month prior to the publication date. I think some will enjoy this book, but unfortunately, it wasn't for me for many reasons.
I haven't read a book by Sarah J Naughton before, but I'm still willing to give another book a go.
Mags has been estranged from her family for years, a rough childhood leads to some wounds never healing. Noone took it hard than Mag's rebellious brother Abe. When Mags gets a shocking phone call stating her brother is in a coma, she rushes to his side as his next of kin. The police believe he tried to commit suicide, but Mags isn't so sure. She starts picking through the life of her estranged brother; his dark apartment building, his neighbors, his job and whether there were signs of depression. Abe's fiance, Jody was the only witness to the incident but her version of events brings more questions than answers.
Mags will stop at nothing to uncover what happened to her brother, picking at the clues and secrets hiding throughout his life- something she never thought she'd want for the brother she hardly knew, revenge.
My biggest problem with this novel was the writing. I didn't enjoy, it didn't grip me, and I felt like I should stamp a DNF on it and just moved on. So why didn't I? I feel bad not finishing a book I have been given the opportunity to read, and honestly, i thought it might redeem itself at some point if only I kept on reading. The first few chapters were confusing as fuck, I had no idea what was going on. It's not until the last few chapters that you understand the first few. Sometimes this works, but I didn't feel like it worked here because of the whole chunk of the middle that I had to crawl my way through.
Another problem was that the pacing was very slow. It felt like it took ages for something to happen, and when it did there wasn't enough POW! to it to really draw me in.
I didn't like and didn't connect with any of the characters. Literally none of them. The closest would have to be Abe because I felt like I was going to fall into a coma reading this book. Maybe that's unfair, but that's how I felt. If you cant connect or like characters, there is no care factor there for what is happening to them. It wasn't until MUCH later that I felt for Jody, but by then she had just annoyed me too much for it to be a redeeming part of the story or her character.
The flashbacks were really random too, I wasn't understanding what was going on, they would start and end out of nowhere.. maybe it was my copy but whenever these popped up I was like what the fuck is this, what is going on?
It also felt like the abuse Mags suffered as a child, was somehow meant to make the reader feel sorry for her being so cold as an adult, but I just didn't buy that. Yes, people deal with things differently, but she had such a bitchy vibe going on it turned me right off her.
Its also told in three perspectives - Mags, Jody's and Mira's ( the next door neighbor), which is broken up by their name at the top to state whos point of view we are seeing.
I did like the ending in a way. It wasn't amazing, blew my mind but it was far better than the rest of the book. Which was kind of disappointing, there needs to be something that grips you before this point. The ending showed the author can come up with some really clever ideas, and really add the twists when you least expect them, but it was just too late for me by that point. I had to look at the book as a whole, and unfortunately, it just wasn't what I expected and I shouldn't struggle as much as I did to get through it.
There was also a gay relationship and a mental health rep. Both of which I thought were represented pretty well. Unfortunately, there is a bit of rape victim blaming as well, which goes with the story, but to me as a person, there's always so much victim blaming that it gets on my nerves.
Overall the ending was the best part. We had a gay relationship, mental health reps which I liked but the victim blaming wasn't one of them. There were too many confusing parts, that take too long to understand. I didn't like the characters, the pacing was slow and the writing was a struggle.
I didn't like this book, there was too much I didn't like over the few that I did to redeem it for me, even with the ending. I think people will like this book, it just wasn't for me, but dont let my opinion alone discourage you from reading it if it sounds like something you will be interested in.
Recommended for: Thriller / Mystery.