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Awaken Me

(The Jaded #4)

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What do you do when you lose the single most important thing in your life? You grieve. You sink so deep in a hole, you can no longer see the top. All you see is dark. Your life becomes dull and dreary. You withdraw from your friends, lash out at the ones your closest to, and become so absorbed in your pain, you feel the only way out is to end it permanently. Your heart no ...more
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Published April 5th 2016 by Alex Grayson
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For the love of God, if these two MC's weren't fictional, I would shoot them myself.

The H is a sadistic, poor-pitiful-me bastard still obsessed with his dead wife. The h makes HarleyLand tstl, spineless heroines look like Margaret Thatcher. Sorry, I can't think of anyone else at this point.

The h wants to help the poor angsty hero despite the fact that he treats her like dirt, worse than dirt. He is a fricking pig.
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Nikki ღ Navareus


Whew!! This was one brutal read. I adore Asshole Heroes, and Nick absolutely took the cake in this story. Chris was such a doormat through too much of the story. Her actions were so cringy and difficult to witness. She was majorly in love with Nick, despite knowing he couldn't move on with his life since Anna's death. Nick loved Anna completely and felt he didn't deserve happiness without her in his life now. Nick refused to move on with his life, and refused to ever love anybody else. I think N
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Lauren
Dearly Beloved, we are gathered here today to mourn the passing of Lauren’s heart. While it was strong, a book by Alex Grayson destroyed it, leaving nothing left. It was a good heart for Lauren, but alas, it wasn’t able to withstand Nick and Chris’ heartbreakingly good romance story. In lieu of flowers, donations may be made to the “Fund of Too Many Feels” to benefit other readers who are battling the same illness to which Lauren succumbed.

That’s right. You heard or well, in this case, read me.
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Nicky نیکی
Holy mother of pearl this book wrecked me. Punched me in the gut, consumed my soul, messed me up. The angst, ye gods, the angst! It was intense, as in being hit by a freight train intense. Nick was such a freaking bastard!!! I totally got that he was grieving and immersed in sorrow but that didn’t give him any right to be such a cruel goddamn dick to Chris. The pain that woman went through because of him was just unbearable. I cried, then I cried some more, and then, yep you guessed it, I cried ...more
EliseSReads
2.5 "ANGSTY" STARS


*You need to read the first 3 books before reading this book, if not all 3, at least the 1st book.

So much happened in this book
Some triggers and Spoilers
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April Johnson
Feb 27, 2016 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
What do you do when you lose the single most important thing in your life? You grieve. You sink so deep in a hole, you can no longer see the top. All you see is dark. Your life becomes dull and dreary. You withdraw from your friends, lash out at the ones your closest to, and become so absorbed in your pain, you feel the only way out is to end it permanently. Your heart no longer pumps properly and you can never get enough air in your lungs. You drink, you neglect your health, and you rent dirty ...more
♛ Jarusauskas
Mmm.

Well fuck me, Nick. You ARE a dick. :)

This dude was so obsessed with his dead wife that he hurt the heroine (Chris) sooo many times it was awful. Don't get me wrong I love this type of stories where the H is a complete asshole to her, but Nick was something else. Something else enterily. But I knew that before starting this book.

The thing that truly upset me was that Chris just took his shit like she was grateful for the fertilizer. I can't even begin to understand how deeply unlovable she
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Nerdy Dirty & Flirty
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Awaken Me
By Alex Grayson
Reviewed by Nerdy, Dirty & Flirty
5 emotional, gut wrenching stars.

This book is part of a series and the other books must be read first in order to fully understand the storyline for these characters.

I feel like I’ve waited years for the story of Nick. In the first book of the Jaded Series, he’s a supporting character who goes through a terrible loss. So the build up to his story has been gradually climbing with each book in the series. To say I had high expectations is
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Christy McCurry
5 KICK @SS STARS

This book completely wrecked me. I have been in a emotional fog now for 3 days. I have read a lot of books many have broken my heart, and had me crying but never has a book left me this emotionally wrecked. Even days later just thinking about it brings tears to my eyes. Nick and Chris's story is so well written. If you have read the prior books then you know the part of struggle and depression Nick is fighting. It Awaken me we get to see it up close and personal.

Chris she is a d
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Joey Corr
Jan 17, 2016 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
OMG where to start with this book. This is so hard without giving anything away. Let’s start off with I was given this book by the Author for my honest opinion and review. With that being said let’s get to it. I can say this, Nick as everyone knows from the other books is grieving and in a very dark low place. A dark place he cannot get out of. My heart breaks for him. Then you have Chris. A strong person who only wants to help Nick out of his dark place by being his friend. But Nick is not havi ...more
Strausbaugh Lesley
OK so I don't even know where to begin. Awaken Me has really shook me to my core. At the beginning of awaken me someone say you need zanax and lots of alcohol to read, they weren't lying. The fist night I stared reading I could put it down and then I was so heart broken I started to drink wine the next thing I new I drank a whole bottle. Awaken me starts off sad and the it gets exciting and the next thing you no Alex rips your heart out and stomps on it and little by little she starts mending yo ...more
Stephanie Daley
Mar 24, 2016 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Heartbreak at its finest! Since Shatter Me (book#1)came out, I have wanted Nick's story. You see glimpse and pieces in Reclaim Me and Unveil Me on Nick's downward spiral of depression and heartbreak. You also see pieces of Chris's emotional slide of watching Nick, does it prepare you for Awaken Me..NO IT DOES NOT!! Nothing will replace my love for Shatter Me, but this addition to the Jaded Series came very close. It brought emotions in me that went from anxiety to full fledged I want to throat p ...more
Kris
Apr 09, 2016 rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
Love the series, but I Hated Chris in this story. I hate that she was weak and a doormat. All the characters were so strong and I thought we'd get a strong firey girl to bring Nick back to life. Nope, just a pathetic little girl. I Hated her through most of it. I was so happy when she finally stuck up for herself only to take him back again and again. Ugh! But the story was well written and I still love the author. I just looked forward to the version of the girl in my head that would get throug ...more
A.M.
Mar 26, 2016 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Amazing book! Highly recommend this series. Review to follow.
Robyn
Jan 01, 2018 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Alex Grayson has left me in a complete and utter mess with my emotions. Never has a book affected me this much. It felt as if my heart was broken in a million pieces and I didn’t know how all the pieces were going to be put back together again. The gut wrenching sadness and despair in this story completely wrecked me. Imagine losing the love of your life, the one you were always meant to be with. How do you find it within yourself to go on or to move on? It was just heartbreaking to see the turm ...more
Melissa Mendoza
Apr 08, 2016 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: alpha-book-club
Title:Awaken Me
Author:Alex Grayson
Series:The Jaded Series, Book #4
Publisher:Self Published
Reviewer:Melissa
Release Date:March 15, 2016
Genre(s):Dark Romance
Page Count:400
Heat Level: 4 flames out of 5
Rating: 5 stars out of 5
Blurb:

What do you do when you lose the single most important thing in your life? You grieve. You sink so deep in a hole, you can no longer see the top. All you see is dark. Your life becomes dull and dreary. You withdraw from your friends, lash out at the ones your closest to,
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DreamsAndScrems Bookaholics
***** April's 5 Star Review ***** 5 Dreams and Screams

What do you do when you lose the single most important thing in your life? You grieve. You sink so deep in a hole, you can no longer see the top. All you see is dark. Your life becomes dull and dreary. You withdraw from your friends, lash out at the ones your closest to, and become so absorbed in your pain, you feel the only way out is to end it permanently. Your heart no longer pumps properly and you can never get enough air in your lungs. Y
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☮ Syrina ☮ RWBR
First off the Author has a way with brilliantly weaving a tragic tale so vividly your imagination goes into a sort of overload full of emotion. The turmoil you feel seems to invade your senses, your distinct nuance and every painful, precise, sharp and devastating memory in your soul that comes back to haunt you.

I loved the premise of this tragic second chance romance, I would not segregate it into a dark romance category. I was a bit disappointed with Nick the entire time, he always seem to let
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Dawn
Jan 16, 2016 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Ok first off let me tell you that i've absolutely LOVED every book in this series! I'm sad to see it end! But OMGosh what a way to go. I knew right from book #1 that Nick's story was going to be one that would stick with me forever. Then in book 2 and 3 we got more glimpses of the complete hell that Nick was living in and it tore at my heart. We also met Chris in those books and little by little i knew that she would be the one that would save Nick from his hell and from himself...i also wondere ...more
Talkbooks
May 08, 2016 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
~~*:Reviewed by Bethany:*~~
I knew Chris and Nick's story would be a bumpy ride, but one that I could not wait to jump into the entire series, so I was glad to know his story would round out the series.
Nick is still dealing with the loss of Anna, a woman he loved for most of his life. Then Chris came along and made Nick feel again for the first time in years, but these feelings gave him an overwhelming feeling of guilt. Guilt of erasing memories he is not ready to let go of.

There were times when
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Kaila
Jan 16, 2016 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
You know when you see a couple who takes two steps forward, then two steps back, and you just want to strangle them? Well, let me introduce you to Nick and Chris. Nick is living in grief, and Chris wants to get him out of it. They know they have an inexplicable connection, but Chris is the only one that acknowledges it. Nick only wants to be left alone, and just pushes Chris away all the time. Until that day when... - Well, you have to read it to know what happens lol!

Just when you thought you'v
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Carol Morgan
Mar 28, 2016 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
i was given this book in exchange for an honest review & can i start by saying im honestly glad i didnt have to wait for it to be released .
i don't know how alex grayson does it but every book in this series just gets better & better . i should warn you get the hankies ready as i cried so much reading this book even more than shatter me the first book in this series .
nick lost the love of his life anna when she was kidnapped , raped & tortured by baileys crazy husband , he finds her as she lying
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Book Fancy
Apr 04, 2016 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
An ARC provided in exchange for an honest review.

Well once again, Alex Grayson has written another 5 star book! Seriously, this woman knows how to pull my heartstrings! She has a talent for writing some deeply emotional and angsty novels that I find myself not being able to put down.

I knew from the very beginning of this series that Nick's story was going to be an emotional one. And of course I couldn't wait! Alex Grayson did not disappoint!

To put it bluntly, Nick is a wreck. His life is a wrec
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Kim
Jul 29, 2016 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
WOW!! What an intense book!! NICK WOW!! I can't even begin to describe him. I mean I know people greive in different ways and such but to act the way he was WOW!!!! Talk about needing help and not wanting it. Chris I really love her character and how she wants to help Nick and puts herself through so much just to be there for him. She is tough as nails thats for sure. But even the tough break. Alex did a great job with Nick and Chris' story. Shows how much one person is willing to put themselves ...more
wendy Shelton(obsessedbybooks)
* * ARC given on behalf of obsessed by books for an honest review * *

Nick is broken. He lost his heart and soul two years ago and there is no going back, he doesn't even want to feel but there is one who makes him feel and it pissed him off. Chris she's so loving, sweet and loves Nick and won't give up on him no matter how hard it is, no matter how mean he is to her, she can't let him break, but when they agree on a certain type of relationship can Chris keep her heart out of it?
J.C.
Jan 17, 2016 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
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Nikki
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Natshane
Dec 14, 2017 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
** 4.5 heartwrenching stars **

Wow.

For once in the entire series, I am rendered speechless in an utterly good and wonderful way.

The entire Jaded series was a hit and miss situation and I admit that I wasn't as blown away when it comes to the previous books. I liked Shatter Me, didn't enjoy Reclaim Me as I expected to, was okay with Unveil Me though slightly disappointed, and while I loved the vivid & gruesome aspect of the plotline (I have a thing for dark contemporary romance), sometimes it b
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Alex Grayson is the bestselling author of heart pounding, emotionally gripping contemporary romance including the Jaded Series, the Consumed Series, and two standalone novels. Her passion for books was reignited by a gift from her sister-in-law. After spending several years as a devoted reader and blogger, Alex decided to write and independently publish her first novel in 2014 (an endeavor that to ...more

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