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If I Die in a Combat Zone, Box Me Up and Ship Me Home

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Before writing his award-winning Going After Cacciato, Tim O'Brien gave us this intensely personal account of his year as a foot soldier in Vietnam. The author takes us with him to experience combat from behind an infantryman's rifle, to walk the mi
Paperback, 225 pages
Published September 1st 1999 by Broadway Books (first published 1973)
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Jan 15, 2011 rated it really liked it
Shelves: blog
For me, Tim O'Brien's The Things They Carried is the most powerful book that I have every read and it's the standard against which I judge all things O'Brien. In The Things They Carried, O'Brien utilizes a nonlinear and fragmented narrative structure, magical realism, and the power of storytelling to capture the visceral truth that telling the real story can't quite capture. For O'Brien, we must sometimes turn to fiction to capture what is "emotionally true" and, in doing so, be less concerned w ...more
David Schaafsma
Aug 27, 2012 rated it really liked it
Shelves: non-fiction
Since I am finally viewing the Ken Burns Vietnam documentary I have dreaded seeing, I decided to listen to this memoir O'Brien began writing in Nam thru his journal and letters. He actually published pieces of it soon after he returned to Minnesota. Like me, O'Brien read deeply into the war and took a principled stance against it, but unlike me he actually went, citing cowardice as his main reason for finally agreeing to go. In his story he is almost matter of fact about the horrors these young ...more
Jun 18, 2012 rated it really liked it
Shelves: 2014
war bond

These fought, in any case,
and some believing, pro domo, in any case ..

Some quick to arm,
some for adventure,
some from fear of weakness,
some from fear of censure,
some for love of slaughter, in imagination,
learning later ...

some in fear, learning love of slaughter;
Died some "pro patria, non dulce non et decor" ..

walked eye-deep in hell
believing in old men's lies, then unbelieving
came home, home to a lie,
home to many deceits,
home to old lies and new infamy;

usury age-old and age-thick
and liars in pub
Jul 05, 2017 rated it it was amazing
An awesome piece of writing. Harrowing, thought provoking, raises many questions about humanity. Why wasn't this book on the school syllabus when I was growing up?
Outstanding attempt to portray the experience of an infantry soldier draftee in the Vietnam War. Although it is a memoir, it is so carefully crafted in its sequencing of vignettes and selection of archetypical examples, it comes across as a fictional narrative. Nevertheless, it is compelling, simultaneously tragic and beautiful. It feels honest about the numbness and ambivalence of most soldiers fighting an unwinnable war, one in which the enemy was rarely seen and blended in so well with the ci ...more
Larry Bassett
Apr 21, 2011 rated it liked it
Tim O’Brien’s war story could have been me. A 1968 college graduate, Tim accepts being drafted in spite of his opposition to the war. He goes to basic training then infantry training, decides to desert to Sweden when it is clear that he is headed for Vietnam, changes his mind mid-desertion and goes off to war. As they say, the rest is historical fiction.

Can the foot soldier teach anything about war, merely for having been there? I think not. He can tell war stories.

This war story is If I Die
Jan 20, 2012 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: 2012, non-fiction
Tim O'Brien is always haunting. Though I didn't love this quite as much as "The Things They Carried" (the ultimate Vietnam book IMO), or my all time love "In the Lake of the Woods" (words can't express the adoration I have for that chaotic beautiful mess), If I Die in a Combat Zone is disturbing and painful and written with the clarity and disdain the subject matter deserved.
Sep 03, 2018 rated it liked it
Shelves: historical
Using the audiobook version makes it good getting the emotional voice of a Vietnam solider/veteran.

After surviving Vietnam, it was nice to see Tim graduate from one of Boston's best... Harvard University.

The Things They Carried By Tim O'Brian work is even a more popular Vietnam work.
May 30, 2013 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: war-vietnam
Some veterans I know don't like O'Brien's books because they say they are not true. O'Brien's supporters say he should know. Maybe, but they are often novels. The dialogue seemed pretty true to the soldiers I knew in Vietnam. In all, a great book about being a foot soldier.

He made interesting use of expressions like FNG (Fucking New Guy) and REMF (Rear Echelon Mother Fucker).

He expressed the incredible fear of getting lost in the jungle, so you had to follow the guy in front of you with all yo
Oct 04, 2017 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
If you have the time, I highly recommend reading this book alongside the marvellous and gripping Ken Burns documentary about Vietnam in which the author plays a prominent role. In the documentary we get snippets of the fear, the absurdity, and at times the adrenaline rush of what being a combat soldier in Vietnam felt like. Majestic as the documentary is however, it is here in O’Brien’s memoir of his experience of the war, that it is fleshed out and truly comes to life. In these pages he loses ...more
Carol Storm
Some good sketches of combat in Vietnam, but the author spends way too much time trying to convince you he's above it all -- the poetry references, the anti-war posturing, the easy sneers at boot camp and military discipline. The NEW YORKER loved this book, and the inside cover blurb describes the author as "intelligent and thoroughly nice." 'Nuff said?
Chris DiLeo
Oct 25, 2018 rated it really liked it
I would have finished this book a week ago, but I've been down with the flu. I completed the book in the throes of a relentless fever, that still persists as I write this, but that fever might have added the unknown ingredient a reader needs to embrace O'Brien's work: a sort of light-headed vulnerability. O'Brien's memoir of his tour in Vietnam, some of which was written while he was there, and the rest written immediately after he was home, is visceral and introspective, unadorned and critical. ...more
Lasse Larsen
Apr 20, 2019 rated it really liked it
Insanely good! O’Briens terrifying first hand accounts are beautifully written and feel more real than any pictures or statistics of the war could. Without trying to deduct any preconceived meaning out of the events he simply tells the stories of the common soldier on the ground. Just read it.
Jun 01, 2019 rated it really liked it
Shelves: 2019-nonfiction
Tim O’Brien is the only author writing about the Vietnam War that I have read. While that prevents me from drawing comparisons with other authors writing on the same topic, I’m willing to wager that O’Brien sets a respectably high standard. If I Die in a Combat Zone Box Me Up and Ship Me Home is a gritty, no-holds-barred exposé of the horrors and brutality of war, what it does to people, how it changes them irrevocably.

O’Brien wrote part of this book during his term in Vietnam, so the authentici
Aug 17, 2014 rated it really liked it
Tim O'Brien is a great liar who always convinces me that he is deeply and sincerely -- perhaps even profoundly -- honest. If I Die in a Combat Zone is a memoir, but I went into it with both eyes open.

After all, one of the best parts of The Things They Carried is not actually reading the book (though it is a very good book). Instead, it's when you learn that Tim O'Brien does not have a daughter, let alone one named Kathleen.

He's pulling out the same tricks here. He writes with sincerity, self ana
Nov 07, 2012 rated it really liked it
Compared to The Things They Carried, which is a compilation of war stories from Vietnam, and one of my favorite books, If I Die in a Combat Zone: Box Me Up and Ship Me Home is a much more personal account. It is O'Brien's memoir of his own experience in the war, and his own views on its morality. Thus, this work contains some drudgery that would not normally be seen in an action-packed war novel. But that is why I love it. The accuracy and honesty of the memoir, and O'Brien's dependable writing ...more
May 21, 2013 rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
Tim O'Brien's true reflection of Nam and being drafted despite objecting to war as a concept and especially Vietnam, is a good honest account of his feeling and fears.

Chapters of the book vary dramatically in their style, some being written in the field and some later from memory, some are reflecting on the meaning of courage and the concept of war. A lot is on his heavily planned desertion, prior to being shipped to Nam. Another gives a breakdown on all the types of booby trap and mine they enc
Dec 14, 2007 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: those looking to find a little more despair in the world
War, what is it good for?

Requested this from my local library on Veterans Day, and just plowed through it on my daily Metro grind this week. I'm not much of a memoir-reader generally, but I thought that it would be appropriate reading in honor of Veterans Day (well, sort of). In some ways it was your typical Vietnam-dysfunctional story that we have all heard before. I think the thing that was most interesting though was the personalization of the dysfunctional war story, and the thinking of a r
Giordano Makholm
Apr 03, 2018 rated it really liked it
His first book right? War wasn’t even over. Seems he really needed to get this off his chest. On the adequately dubbed Mad Mark’s chest, you’d find the necklace of dead Vietcong ears, literally. Read it for more painfully detailed descriptions of gore. Rape too. Less detailed, thankfully.
No but it’s really not about that. It’s about courage, or wise endurance, wrestling with desertion. It’s about the military sense of humor (which includes fake ambushes on April fool’s day) and landmines (do yo
Nov 02, 2010 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Brilliant. Gave me the vocabulary to communicate better in Call of Duty. I tried reading Ernest Hemingway's For Whom The Bell Tolls for the same purpose but his style didn't stick with me. I'm a warmonger and my dream is for the world to be engaged in perpetual conflict. Love war because War is Peace.
Nothing new to add to old review. Was rereading for a class.
If I Die in a Combat Zone is good, but this memoir proves the point O'Brien makes in The Things They Carried: story truth is more true than happening truth.
PennsyLady (Bev)
Jan 13, 2015 rated it really liked it
Shelves: vietnam
a military memoir of Tim O'Brien's tour of duty in the Vietnam War.....a year as a foot soldier in Vietnam
Claire McLoughlin
Mar 06, 2019 rated it really liked it
I get so mad thinking about the fucking US Army putting Tim O’Brien in harms way
Cody Gonzalez
Dec 14, 2019 rated it really liked it
What an amazing book. This being the second of Tim O’Brien’s books I have read I have found both to be insightful, dramatic, as well as disturbingly peaceful. This author takes you into his mind, body, and spirit in a way few writers can. Describing the horrors of war, in a war that he never wanted to participate in. I can only imagine his feelings are mirrored by so many who participated in this brutal conflict. This cathartic experience, of putting pen to paper, to try to explain and address h ...more
Randy Wambold
Aug 13, 2018 rated it liked it
In fairness, I didn't really choose to read this book now, I decided to read it along with my daughter, for whom it fulfilled a summer reading requirement.

Part of my less than stellar reaction I think has to do with the fact that I have read an awful lot of Vietnam books in the last few years. And so at the risk of sounding cynical, this book sort of felt like more of the same - incompetent officers, tons of swearing, whorehouses, gallows humor, lots of drinking...

If I try to step back and look
Jason M Waltz
Apr 06, 2019 rated it really liked it
Shelves: own, bios, nf-military
Sobering reflections on manhood, valor, truth, and life. One man's Vietnam saga shared through a chronological series of story-chapters that expose his soul and the soul of the American soldier in Vietnam. Poetic after a fashion, philosophical and surprisingly private, this is worth a read.
Namitha Varma
Very poignant and poetic. Not a dull narration of events from the Vietnam war.
Jeremy Teel
Nov 06, 2018 rated it really liked it
Though an interesting read, I did not find it as enjoyable or insightful as 'The Things They Carried'.
May 03, 2020 rated it liked it

Q. why have you continued to write about Vietnam over your entire career?

A. America gave me Vietnam. I want to give it back.

watching the excellent vietnam war PBS series made me gravitate towards this frank and sensitive memoir. it’s a worthwhile read, in fact, i will read more of his.
Nov 12, 2009 rated it really liked it
Have you ever wondered what it would be like to be drafted into the war at a young age? Tim O’Brien experiences first hand the stresses and decisions that needed to be made when he first learned he was drafted for the Vietnam War in the summer of 1968. In the memoir If I Died in a Combat Zone: Box Me up and Ship Me Home, Tim O’Brien talked with his friends as he explains, “I was persuaded then, and I remain persuaded now, that the war was wrong. And since it was wrong and since people were dying ...more
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Tim O'Brien matriculated at Macalester College. Graduation in 1968 found him with a BA in political science and a draft notice.

O'Brien was against the war but reported for service and was sent to Vietnam with what has been called the "unlucky" Americal division due to its involvement in the My Lai massacre in 1968, an event which figures prominently in In the Lake of the Woods. He was assigned to

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