What do you think?
Rate this book
320 pages, Hardcover
First published November 21, 2017
“I was ready to be comfortably in the middle of a story instead of running toward the end. I was done trying to outpace myself.”
I didn't want to go into law like my dad. I didn't want to sell real estate. I didn't want to enlist the second I left high school.And it's good because of Brandon, who is also believably smart and warm and funny and an interesting person and a good friend.
I wanted the one thing that would unite all of my parents against me. I wanted to go to Rayevich College, the only school in the country with a science fiction literature program. I wanted four years of classes on Octavia Butler and Sheri S. Tepper and biomechanics and astrophysics.
I wanted what both sides of my family would call "an expensive waste of time."
Opening line: There was no empirical evidence that the Lieutenant wasn't a robot.
- Not Now, Not Ever. pg. 1
Elliot aka Ever is a badass, but doesn't know it. She's stuck between a military family and a civilian one. Her mother and father may differ on their dreams of Elliott's future, but damn if they're not a united front about wanting the best for her. Instead of the typical dual family drama, it comes from being transracial with a white step-mom.
»FYI: Real Meaning of Transracial«
She's an Octavia Butler loving Sci-fi nerd that thinks about the ethics of ghost busting before investigating if someone really is a spectre. She fiercely loves her little brother and helps her step-mom with her community plays. Ever "runs away" to a summer camp to try and win a scholarship to the only program specializing in Sci-Fi literature.
Ever's government name, Elliot, is masculine coded and she's actually named after a relative. Sp she deals with other's preconceptions hearing the name, then seeing her as as tall, strong black woman. She handles this, not by putting down masculine coded things nor by embracing stereotypes. She just does her.
There is a throwaway line about coconut oil protecting her hair in the very beginning and I couldn't help but snort given the Twitter conversations going on. Ya'll really need to follow her on there. I could be wrong, but it felt like a timely middle-finger to white supremacy and stereotypes. After letting that bird fly, it is promptly never mentioned again. Bye, bye birdy! (<----I had way too much writing out those puns.😆 )
Now, do not misunderstand. Her fro is mentioned often in all its glory, for how tall it makes her look and being against regulations. But that is not the same thing.
Dear fellow white people, don't act like coconut oil is all it takes to be black and forget "coincidently" that coconut oil is all over white pinterest like a fucking cult.
Did you know the Air Force is 14% Black or African American? Check out more stats here!
And he was wearing loafers. I couldn't get my swoon on for a guy who didn't wear socks.-Chapter 2, loc 222
Because how could we know we were on a collage campus if there wasn't a loner with a hakey sack?-Chapter 16, loc 1431
You had to leave home to make a home. You couldn't wait to leave to be yourself.--Chapter 16, location 1440
Now I was feeling the heat get cranked up and my sand was figuring out how to melt.-Chapter 16, loc 1458
I was pretty sure when real college kids got in trouble, no one told them to sit crisscross applesauce.-Chapter 24, loc 2375
I could almost hear Sid's voice in my ear, telling me to go faster, to wear my Lawerence on the outside.-Chapter 31 loc 3157
It starts November 14th and ends November 22nd
a Rafflecopter giveaway
This review was originally posted on The Layaway Dragon