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Beautiful Delusions

(Pride and Honor #1)

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4.24  ·  Rating details ·  97 ratings  ·  45 reviews
Kaylee
One night . . .

One terrible accident . . .

That was all it took to turn my entire life upside-down. My PTSD is worse than ever. The terror I thought I left in my past is back, and this time I might not survive the horrors he promises to bring.

An old friend, Griffin, my best friend at one time bulldozes his way back into my life. He has the power to consume me.
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Kindle Edition, 284 pages
Published February 8th 2017
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Jessica Jesinghaus
Jul 10, 2017 rated it it was amazing
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Man-dango! This book gave me whiplash... in a good way. Beautiful Delusions follows a single mother, Kaylee, through a very turbulent time in her life. Kaylee's had it rough. Her first partner, and the father of her two kids, was (is still?) a drug addict. Her second relationship was to a man who beat her and abused her, both physically and emotionally, to within an inch of her life. Kaylee's resultant PTSD play
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Giselle
Nov 30, 2017 marked it as to-read  ·  review of another edition
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4.5 Stars

Beautiful Delusions by Ember Raine Winters is a realistic story of survival and love and the first book in the Pride and Honor series. It is one of the few books that I know of that deals with PTSD that is not associated with combat and the military.

Kaylee Robbins is a young woman who made some bad decisions—the worst is the abusive relationship with her ex Tyler. He beat her regularly until she finally reports his behavior to the police and then escapes. The typical response of most p
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Maryann Mckain
Feb 16, 2017 rated it it was amazing
This book was full of very emotional situations that most people do not understand. The story was a great read. Cannot wait for the second book. 10
Tracey
Feb 19, 2018 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
*I have volunteered to share my review and all the opinions are 100% my own.*

This is the story of single mother Kaylee who has been having a rough time, with a drug addict father of her two children and being in a very traumatic abusive relationship with her second partner. The trauma from this has caused Kaylee to have PTSD flashbacks and it doesn’t help that her immediate family is not very supportive.
Then we have Griffin, he had let Kaylee go fifteen years ago and now being back posing as her
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Jamie
Sep 11, 2017 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
I am so hooked on this gang. Kaylee has been to hell and back being battered and almost looking her life from her Ex. She just wants to raise her two kids and be left alone but her ex is out to get her back and vows to stop at nothing until he has her. Griffin has know Kaylee since the were young but something happen all those years ago to tear them apart. So when she is in trouble he makes sure he is there to help her. This story has so many twist and turns that you don't want to put this book ...more
Vicki
Mar 10, 2017 rated it it was amazing
4.5 outstanding stars

Well what an amazing introduction to this new to me author. This book although dealing with issues many will never really fully understand unless you've been part of it really broaches the subject with sensitivity and compassion, this book will not be for everyone, the triggers are there and yes at times it was hard to read and your heart broke along with the character and you wish you could reach into the pages and throttle the living beejees out of certain characters but t
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Minx
Jan 31, 2017 rated it really liked it
I cannot say that before reading this book I really understood Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). Since this story revolves around this disorder/illness I did do some research into it. In order to really judge the realism that the author is trying to convey I needed to be familiar with the subject matter otherwise I would not be able to fairly review this book. If you want a quick info bite on PTSD I have included a link HERE.

Kaylee Robbins character has been through what I cannot ever ful
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Aimee
Dec 02, 2017 rated it it was ok
Well, this was one big hot mess. Before getting this, I had read a lot of reviews that praised this book and the light it shows on PTSD. Which I think it does a good job of showing how something like this could severely disrupt a life. But that was about the only good thing I could say for this book.

There was a lot in here that left me either laughing inappropriately or groaning (and not in a good way). The dialog was something terrible. It was cheesy and never felt natural between the character
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Jessica
Apr 25, 2018 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
I really enjoyed reading this book very suspenseful throughout.
Suzy Baba
Feb 27, 2018 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
4.5⭐’s
Highly entertaining packed with full on drama that will keep you glued to the book. And boy oh boy with the Alfa male in this book!!!!
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Paula Genereau
Jul 10, 2017 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Oh my!!! This book was amazing. I'm so addicted to this series. I'm starting Book 2 today.
Stacey
Apr 16, 2017 rated it really liked it
This book was very emotional and eye opening. As someone who has suffered through some mild panic attacks (mild, in comparison to Kaylee), I know how scary and debilitating they can be. So this book and Kaylee’s experiences definitely resonated with me. My anxiety is not derived from the same reasons as her, but I can definitely empathize with he. Especially coming from an abusive home and having to witness this as a little girl. Like I said, my attacks are mild in comparison to hers, and I can ...more
Sharon Kallenberger Marzola
Feb 28, 2017 rated it really liked it
A realistic story of PTSD not associated with combat. It is easy to forget that some women are in domestic situations that are just as mentally detrimental as combat. Kaylee Robbins is one of these women. Griffin Thomas is an old friend who becomes her therapist and helps her learn how to live with her past and work to make a future.

I highly recommend Beautiful Delusions. Ember Raine Winters is a new author for me. She is an author to watch. She is an excellent storyteller. I can’t wait to see w
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Coco.V
Oct 18, 2018 marked it as to-read  ·  review of another edition
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Blurb:
Kaylee

One night was all it took. One accident and I could no longer outrun my past. The terror I'd escaped was hot on my trail and the only person I could turn to was the man who'd hurt me the most.

Griffin

One moment was all it took. One wrong word and she was gone from my life. Fifteen years later, I had a chance to make things right. I could even make Kaylee mine...

If the monster didn't destroy her first.
Amanda Siegrist
Mar 02, 2017 rated it it was amazing
This was a very emotional book. Kaylee, the main character, has PTSD from a past abusive relationship. You get a real sense of her suffering through vivid flashbacks. You also see how the PTSD affects not only her, but the people in her life. She has two children. There were a few times that situations occurred and it happened in front of the children, which makes it even more sad because they are so innocent and don't need to see any of that. And I kinda wished Kaylee watched her language in fr ...more
Whoo Gives A Hoot
Feb 10, 2017 rated it really liked it
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I generously received this ARC from the author in exchange for a honest review...

"When we feel weak, we drop our heads on the shoulders of others. Don't get mad when someone does that. Be honored. For that person trusted you enough to, even if subtly, ask you for help.” - Lori Goodwin

Beautiful Delusions by Ember Raine Winters is a beautifully captivating story about a women, Kaylee Robbins who has tragically suffered at the hands of a terrible 
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Cecily Wolfe
Feb 08, 2017 rated it it was amazing
This is a very realistic portrayal of the difficulties of living with PTSD, especially as those who do not understand it respond in ways that are harmful, even when they mean well. Kaylee has a hot temper and isn't waiting around for someone to rescue her, but Griffin, in true hero style, does just that. Their chemistry is hot hot hot, both on a physical and emotional level, and their troubled past only escalates both. Griff is tough and protective, and Kaylee struggles with how much she should ...more
Katelyn H.K. Reviews
“The thing about abuse is you can never go back to who you once were. It’s embedded in you, forever. Those moments irrevocably changed me forever. My experiences left a stain on my soul that would never come off. No matter what, I was changed. I would never be what I once was, but I could try like hell to be the best version of the person I become.”

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Ember-Raine Winters is talented, and her writing is gorgeous. Her PTSD flashbacks are perfectly placed, the portrayal of domestic abuse very real
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Reading Addict
I received Beautiful Delusions as a gift and this is my honest opinion. Beautiful Delusions was just an okay book for me. I read approximately 200 books a year and I am always looking for the next new talent but sadly I did not find it here. It is the story of Kaylee, a thirty something single mother of two and survivor of drug addiction and domestic violence. This is what grabbed me to read this story but sadly her background is told through choppy flashbacks and lacks development. She reconnec ...more
Jillian Kerr
Jun 04, 2017 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Beautiful Delusions has so many twists and turns I felt like I was on a roller coaster ride, in a good way! Kaylee has been through hell and back. She is a single mom suffering from PTSD from prior relationships. She was barely keeping it together when one night she had an accident. The only person that could help her was the one person from her past that hurt her the most despite all she'd been through. Griffin is ex special forces turned therapist who specialized in PTSD. He had been searching ...more
Joyffree
Damn Kaylee, you seriously need to sit down and have a heart to heart with Karma!
This is the first book in the series and as I was prepared for a bit of time is spent on the introduction of characters as well as a little bit of everyone's history, but not their whole story we did get a lot of breadcrumb trails, more than enough that I was left starving for more.
This is a very intensely busy read - seriously- I was not kidding when I said earlier that Kaylee needs to talk to Karma - I thought I
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Melinda Bogue
Nov 20, 2018 rated it it was amazing
Caution triggers ahead

I wish I could ask Ember Raine Winters if she had gone through something like this if she was a domestic violence victim. The scenes are so real it's heartbreaking and sometimes so hard to read through. You really feel for Kaylee and those kids. The way you described Lee Lee was spot on for how a girl of her age would feel and act in these situations. The PTSD symptoms were accurate to the core. Each character really has a full background and you get to fall for each one i
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Samantha Rae
May 28, 2017 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Let me tell you what a fantastic story. It was an emotional roller coaster from the beginning to the very end.

Loved Kaylee.. she may have thought she was broken but she is one of the strongest female characters I have read. She has flaws and falls down but she has every reason to get back up.

Griffin is amazingly supportive and strong. He brings a great group of guys to Kaylee's life. They all begin to be affected by this strong woman.

But Griffin is the only one who has her heart but will she tr
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Laura
Lots of Potential. Terrific Read with Minor Weaknesses.

Solid 3.5 Star read. What I liked: Several strong female characters. Terrific cast of varied secondary characters, especially the children. Unpredictable plot. What I didn't like: Lead female (Kaylee) had too many moments of immaturity (name calling, sticking her tongue out, failure to follow reasonable instructions). The bad guys hurt the dog (yes, it was integral to the plot, but I hate when bad things happen to a doggo, even a fictional p
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Amanda Lee
Sep 15, 2017 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Holy sh!t! Those are the first two words that come to mind. Kaylee has had it pretty rough; she's a single mother, her ex was abusive, the kids' dad was an addict, she suffers PTSD, and both of her exes keep showing up and making things harder for her. Her PTSD plays a major role in the story and I thought Ember portrayed it, as well as DV, very well. There were so many twists and turns, I was tense and couldn't put it down. I highly recommend this book.
Jeanne
Dec 02, 2018 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Bad guys coming at Kaylee from all directions, she can’t depend on her famiily except her sister-in-law, and she has two children to protect. Her life situations, PTSD, and a blast from the past are nearly more than she can take. Great read and love all of the characters introduced. Ends in a cliffhanger and is part of a several book series.
Everything Bookish  Blog
Jun 19, 2019 rated it really liked it
A love story that keeps you on your toes!

I absolutely loved getting to know the characters. I fell more in love with them every page. The story kept me entertained at every turn. I never wanted it to end.
Juanitta Palomarez
Feb 15, 2019 rated it really liked it
Good reads

This book has suspenses, drama in droves and a good love story. It felt a bit underdeveloped but it was a good story and a great quick read.
Tattedanchor
Nov 01, 2018 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
I could not put this book down. So many twist and turns you never knew what was going to happen next! Ember I can’t wait to start book 2
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Ember Raine Winters is a new author who just self published her first book. She went to community college to study political science and philosophy. She is currently taking classes to get her BS in business majoring in Sports management. She is an avid reader mostly fantasy and science fiction with a little romance thrown in as well. She loves writing Science Fiction mainly dystopian but is trying ...more

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