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Camassia Cove Universe #2
When Forever Ended
Hurt/Comfort | Depression | Second Chances | Family | Standalone
One man’s journey through a hell from which he sees no escape, until a special someone extends a hand to drag him out.
At ten years old, Kelly and I were two rambunctious boys who carved our initials into a tree in the forest and promised to be best friends forever. At forty-three, it’d been twenty-four years since I’d last seen him—after I’d foolishly kissed him—and depression was threatening to suffocate me.
Not even my wife and two children could lift the fog. I was riddled with guilt and self-hatred, and I knew I was slowly but surely fading away.
Then one day, Kelly was back in town.
This story takes place in Cara Dee’s Camassia Cove Universe, a fictional town where all books stand on their own, unless otherwise stated, and the reader can jump in wherever they want.
232 pages, ebook
First published November 30, 2016
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Cara Dee
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I'm often stoically silent or, if the topic interests me, a chronic rambler. In other words, I can discuss writing forever and ever. Fiction, in particular. The love story—while a huge draw and constantly present—is secondary for me, because there's so much more to writing romance fiction than just making two (or more) people fall in love and have hot sex. There's a world to build, characters to develop, interests to create, and a topic or two to research thoroughly. Every book is a challenge for me, an opportunity to learn something new, and a puzzle to piece together. I want my characters to come to life, and the only way I know to do that is to give them substance—passions, history, goals, quirks, and strong opinions—and to let them evolve. Additionally, I want my men and women to be relatable. That means allowing room for everyday problems and, for lack of a better word, flaws. My characters will never be perfect.
Wait…this was supposed to be about me, not my writing.
I'm a writey person who loves to write. Always wanderlusting, twitterpating, kinking, and geeking. There's time for hockey and cupcakes, too. But mostly, I just love to write.
I'm often stoically silent or, if the topic interests me, a chronic rambler. In other words, I can discuss writing forever and ever. Fiction, in particular. The love story—while a huge draw and constantly present—is secondary for me, because there's so much more to writing romance fiction than just making two (or more) people fall in love and have hot sex. There's a world to build, characters to develop, interests to create, and a topic or two to research thoroughly. Every book is a challenge for me, an opportunity to learn something new, and a puzzle to piece together. I want my characters to come to life, and the only way I know to do that is to give them substance—passions, history, goals, quirks, and strong opinions—and to let them evolve. Additionally, I want my men and women to be relatable. That means allowing room for everyday problems and, for lack of a better word, flaws. My characters will never be perfect.
Wait…this was supposed to be about me, not my writing.
I'm a writey person who loves to write. Always wanderlusting, twitterpating, kinking, and geeking. There's time for hockey and cupcakes, too. But mostly, I just love to write.
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January 27, 2022
"I love you, too." I brushed away the last tears that trickled down his cheeks. "Always have, always will."
When two ex-best friends take advantage of the second chance that presented itself, When Forever Ended shows that it's never too late to start over and find yourself through the dark pieces you're walking through.
In When Forever Ended, Will and Kelly became best friends at the age of 10, carving their initials in a tree and promised to be together forever. But when Will kisses Kelly on their last summer before college, Kelly is disgusted, running away from Camassia, leaving Will with twenty-four years of separation and depression, ending their forever. Now, at forty-three, with families and kids of their own, the two unexpectedly run into each other, bringing back memories and moments the two wished they had shared before. Told through days and weeks, Will and Kelly make up for their lost time, opening up wounds and sharing memories they didn't think they'd be recalling.
TW: depression, anxiety, panic attacks, mentions of suicide, homophobia, cheating
This book wrecked me, but in the best way possible.
This book won't be for everyone, and I think it's important to note that the mental health representation, especially in Will's perspective, is one of the biggest parts of the book that will affect the reader. Cara Dee crafted realistic and believable representation without overdoing it, romanticizing it, and letting it go as if it wasn't there. Instead, she kept in touch with her characters to progress their emotions and feelings in an inconspicuous manner, not exceeding, adding to generalizations, or making limits through their lives that overanalyzed it. Will's depression is clear and vivid, raw and genuine. It was heartbreaking, sad, angering, and deeply emotional for me to read this, yet I sympathized with him from the start. Will is a character who was hurt after his best friend called him disgusting and left him. With dreams and aspirations he had, he battled through life as he attended a university, made a family, and kept living. With his best friends comments shadowing him, he felt disgusted at himself. Raised by homophobic parents that he has nothing to do with anymore, he carried guilt and shame in every step he took, and it really wasn't until the person who inflicted those wounds returned to town that he was able to find the truth behind them.
While Kelly also has had a past and experience with depression, he regretted how he reacted when Will kissed him, but there were always reasons behind his actions. Grappling with himself and acknowledging he was gay, Kelly focuses on his song before everything else, and when Will returned into his life, he would have rather not lose the chance to set things straight with the man he was in love with all the time with yet couldn't acknowledge it. Throughout both of their healing, Kelly is patient, understanding, and completely empathetic, bringing not only light to the dark world Will has become accustomed to, but helping him carve a new path.
When it comes to romance books with characters who have depression and and anxiety, I'm always worried the author will romanticize the topic, causing it to appear as though love is and was generally the otherworldly fix. With the assistance of Kelly, Will had the option to begin gradually emerging from his usual range of familiarity and venturing out. This took time and courage, and while the book is short, Dee paints a timeline of their journey easily interpreted, allowing the reader to see how the character has reached the resolution they are at. Will's depression was also not something added uniquely for it, however it was additionally there. It wasn't something that haphazardly showed up and afterward vanished, turning out to be just a plot gadget to add to the characters. Adding on to that, Will knew he could be himself with Kelly, especially after Kelly told him the truth about himself. This added to the comfort Will found himself in, finding solace and peace, yet it didn't always remain, and there were moments where Will would go back to hiding and self-guilt.
I think one may be confused as to how and why Will feels the way he does with Kelly but not with his family, yet I think it's crucial to understand that while Kelly never "healed" him, it's much easier to feel comfort with someone who is trying to care for you versus someone who understands him. The distinction among Lissa and Kelly is that Lissa was taking care of Will as though he was unable to help himself, while Kelly was encouraging Will to help himself.
"I know what it's like to be one breath away from giving up. I know how depression lies to you and makes you question things that are obvious to others. I remember feeling so weak I couldn’t leave the bed. I know there are times when you look at those you love and just wish they'd go away. And then you'll be hit by this crushing wave of guilt that drags you deeper."
The progression of the character's self-healing is one of the most grounded components of the book. Will wants to start helping himself, so he takes a break and lives on his own for a while, away from his family and everyone else in order to focus on himself. A lot of realistic scenarios happened in between his time alone, for example, feeling pride two or three seconds at getting up and cleaning, just for the pride to vacillate in the wake of acknowledging individuals (like Lissa) do it consistently; feeling regretful for not getting up; subverting himself for not having the option to do essential necessities; reminding himself because of his memory failing him now and then. There was a great deal of an inability to acknowledge success with Will. There are mentions of suicide, and there are depictions of panic attacks through Will's perspective. While they aren't something that are explicitly told and described, the feelings about them are felt from the book. We see how Will is struggling with himself in every way possible, from taking pill after pill, not eating for days, forgetting things, crying for hours, and constantly feeling ashamed. Gradually, he advances, and I was rooting for him the entire way through. Will also has a therapist, who he sometimes lies to and doesn’t always visit. I liked this since it additionally shows how treatment isn't available all of the time for everybody, what everybody needs, or one more remedy for individuals with discouragement. It isn't simple opening up 100% of the time to individuals, regardless of whether they are there to help you.
The pride faded, and the internal chanting of a reminder saying even the smallest accomplishment was a victory for a depressed person couldn’t restore my good, albeit brief, mood.
I do want to mention that this has cheating. Kelly and Will sleep together while Will is still married to Lissa and doesn't tell her until after. This resulted in him finally opening up to her, accepting defeat and coming clean with her about him and Kelly. This can come off as wrong for readers, but I found myself sympathizing with Will. It wasn't entirely stated, but it was implied Will was bisexual, so the love he had for Lissa was still there, it just wasn't enough. Some way or another, I felt exhausted for Will, for lying and continuing to pretend to be somebody he wasn't. One's sentiments relies upon how this will be generally deciphered, however I ended up getting where Will was coming from. Indeed, he might have come clean with Lissa before as opposed to lying for a really long time, all through their entire marriage, yet some way or another . . . it worked. It's a relationship you know is going to work out in the end, and while I didn't expect it, it wasn't something that entirely bothered me. I was rooting for these two men and I wanted nothing more than for them to be together, showing each other how much love was between them. This is definitely not someone everyone will like because he still lied for so many years. People will say there's no excuse and it is wrong how Will used Lissa. But I disagree because the love was there, it just slowly faded away. Again, this will be subjective, and it all depends on how you interpret the characters and their actions.
When Forever Ended is about forgiveness and second-chances. It's angsty and emotional, and I gotta say, I don't think I was ever going to read a book where I would acknowledge the cheating, but Dee managed to capture my full attention.
My best friend, the boy I'd been hopelessly head over heels with… The cocky guy who gave me a voice and said I was enough.
The love of my life.
December 4, 2016
Much like book 1, "Home," I thoroughly enjoyed this story, which for me was about both recovering lost possibilities and making yourself happy and whole again.
However, this story wasn't always easy to read, as both MC's were no strangers to depression. Kelly, who ran away at 18 to escape his burgeoning feelings for Will, fought and eventually overcame his feelings of hopelessness, while Will never allowed himself to come to terms with his sexuality and was still buried about 5 1/2 feet under his feelings of shame and guilt.
But Will's depression didn’t really bring me down, much, probably because there was a steady progression toward him getting much better, without any ‘big relapse’ scenes to pepper the story with unnecessary drama. Overall, the entire story felt pretty hopeful to me.
Also, the fact that didn’t bother me that much, probably because other reviewers (shout out to my girls, you know who you are, heh) had told me that it was coming and I felt as though the 2 MC’s were completely inevitable, a done deal. Plus, the fact that Will's current relationship felt much less like a marriage and more like a habit didn't hurt there, either.
I was truly apprehensive to read this book, after initial reviews mentioned the depression and but both topics were handled very well, with a lot of sensitivity vs. sensationalism.
This story really worked for me, ending with a 2-years-later HEA epilogue, so I'd have to rate this one at around 4 stars.
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My ARC copy of the book was provided by the author in exchange for a fair, unbiased review.
April 12, 2020
Love these guys :)
----------Original Review: 25 Nov 2016---------------
4.5 Stars
Cara Dee sure knows how to make a story feel relevant and real. The issue of severe depression is handled with great care and is heartbreaking to watch. Cara Dee has become one of my favorite authors in a very short period of time and she's an auto-buy for me.
William Calvert and Kelly Oakley are both 43. They were born on the same day and they grew up together and were inseparable until William acted on his feelings for Kelly after they graduated high school. The fallout from that event scarred them both deeply and William was more than hurt by Kelly's rejection. He was devastated. And between that and his own parents' homophobia, William suppressed his bisexuality for more than two decades. But he struggles more and more with living the lie his life has become. He never told his wife that he was also attracted to men and he never told her, or his kids, about Kelly or the real reason behind Brady's middle name. And, periodically, severe depression and self-loathing take their toll and each time it is tougher for William to climb out of the hole.
William has been married to Lissa for about twenty years. They have two children, Brady who is 18 and Aurora who is 13 that neither would trade for anything. And for the first 10 years or so, William was happy. He struggled, some, but he was happy. And Lissa was always steadfast, even when William would tell her she should bail, because he really isn't worth the trouble. I kind of wish she was more unreasonable, but the truth is, she was supportive. But all we really see of Lissa is her in her caretaker role. Their kids were quite supportive as well. And what I really loved about Brady is that even though his family was breaking apart, he saw past his own hurt and really just wanted his father to be happy and healthy. I found that so admirable. Both Brady and Kelly's son, Matt, are really amazing young men.
Kelly, also has struggled with depression, but not to the degree that William has. And once Kelly finally came out to his son, Matt, things got easier for him. But even still, he knows what it's like to hate yourself and what goes on in your head with you're struggling with depression. When he decided to move back to Camassia Cove, in hopes of reconnecting with Will, he wasn't sure what he'd find. He wasn't expecting, though, to find William married, with two kids. Kelly wants to be in William's life in any capacity that William will allow, though, and he's determined to at least be a friend. Kelly is filled with regret about leaving Will behind and though he wouldn't trade his son for anything, a part of him still wonders what would have happened if they would have stayed together.
What I love about Cara Dee's books is that the people all feel so real - primary and secondary, alike, they are just so well drawn. These people are living their lives and have very real struggles, and they make mistakes, and sometimes people get hurt in the process. And part of that journey entails making amends and doing what you can to become a better person.
When Forever Ended is that kind of book. It's heavy and heart-breaking in so many ways. And our MC's definitely make mistakes. This is pointed out in plenty reviews, already, but I'm not sure I've read two characters that were more meant for each other than William and Kelly. Their connection is so strong, even after a 24 year separation, that it can probably be seen from space.
While When Forever Ended is the second book in the Camassia Cove series, it reads as a standalone. I highly recommend both books, though, so you can start with either one.
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ARC of When Forever Ended was generously provided, by the author, in exchange for an honest review.
----------Original Review: 25 Nov 2016---------------
4.5 Stars
Cara Dee sure knows how to make a story feel relevant and real. The issue of severe depression is handled with great care and is heartbreaking to watch. Cara Dee has become one of my favorite authors in a very short period of time and she's an auto-buy for me.
William Calvert and Kelly Oakley are both 43. They were born on the same day and they grew up together and were inseparable until William acted on his feelings for Kelly after they graduated high school. The fallout from that event scarred them both deeply and William was more than hurt by Kelly's rejection. He was devastated. And between that and his own parents' homophobia, William suppressed his bisexuality for more than two decades. But he struggles more and more with living the lie his life has become. He never told his wife that he was also attracted to men and he never told her, or his kids, about Kelly or the real reason behind Brady's middle name. And, periodically, severe depression and self-loathing take their toll and each time it is tougher for William to climb out of the hole.
William has been married to Lissa for about twenty years. They have two children, Brady who is 18 and Aurora who is 13 that neither would trade for anything. And for the first 10 years or so, William was happy. He struggled, some, but he was happy. And Lissa was always steadfast, even when William would tell her she should bail, because he really isn't worth the trouble. I kind of wish she was more unreasonable, but the truth is, she was supportive. But all we really see of Lissa is her in her caretaker role. Their kids were quite supportive as well. And what I really loved about Brady is that even though his family was breaking apart, he saw past his own hurt and really just wanted his father to be happy and healthy. I found that so admirable. Both Brady and Kelly's son, Matt, are really amazing young men.
Kelly, also has struggled with depression, but not to the degree that William has. And once Kelly finally came out to his son, Matt, things got easier for him. But even still, he knows what it's like to hate yourself and what goes on in your head with you're struggling with depression. When he decided to move back to Camassia Cove, in hopes of reconnecting with Will, he wasn't sure what he'd find. He wasn't expecting, though, to find William married, with two kids. Kelly wants to be in William's life in any capacity that William will allow, though, and he's determined to at least be a friend. Kelly is filled with regret about leaving Will behind and though he wouldn't trade his son for anything, a part of him still wonders what would have happened if they would have stayed together.
What I love about Cara Dee's books is that the people all feel so real - primary and secondary, alike, they are just so well drawn. These people are living their lives and have very real struggles, and they make mistakes, and sometimes people get hurt in the process. And part of that journey entails making amends and doing what you can to become a better person.
When Forever Ended is that kind of book. It's heavy and heart-breaking in so many ways. And our MC's definitely make mistakes. This is pointed out in plenty reviews, already, but I'm not sure I've read two characters that were more meant for each other than William and Kelly. Their connection is so strong, even after a 24 year separation, that it can probably be seen from space.
While When Forever Ended is the second book in the Camassia Cove series, it reads as a standalone. I highly recommend both books, though, so you can start with either one.
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ARC of When Forever Ended was generously provided, by the author, in exchange for an honest review.
May 26, 2020
**** 4.5 Stars ****
I am not a big fan of second chance romances, but I'll be dammed if I didn't love this one!
The intensity of this story swept me off my feet, not only on account of what represents re-start a life.
But for the fact that it deals with depression.
When Forever Ended is angsty and painful the way I like it just to make the end sweeter.
It was extremely heartwarming to see Will smiling again. The depression was portrayed in a realist way, it didn't disappear magically. In fact, the story ends a couple of years ahead with Will mentioning a reassessment of his medications.
Shame it was so short! I would have loved to be part of their life for another 100 pages. Easily.
I am not a big fan of second chance romances, but I'll be dammed if I didn't love this one!
The intensity of this story swept me off my feet, not only on account of what represents re-start a life.
But for the fact that it deals with depression.
When Forever Ended is angsty and painful the way I like it just to make the end sweeter.
It was extremely heartwarming to see Will smiling again. The depression was portrayed in a realist way, it didn't disappear magically. In fact, the story ends a couple of years ahead with Will mentioning a reassessment of his medications.
Shame it was so short! I would have loved to be part of their life for another 100 pages. Easily.
November 25, 2016
Cara Dee has yet to disappoint with her work. The second book in the Camassia Cove series was different than the first, but not in a bad way. I expect some readers to have issues with it, and I admit I felt a little uncomfortable too. But in the end of the day, this was a very genuine story with a deep truth in it.
The main protagonists, William and Kelly, reunite after twenty four years of radio silence. The last time they saw each other was the most shameful moment of their lives. William is married with two kids, and Kelly has a son too. I loved the children, who played their part but never overtook the story.
William is currently fighting a severe bout of depression, which played a big part in this story. The self-hatred and the guilt are sucking the life out of him. I loved how the author handled William's issues. She kept it real and treated it with respect until the very end.
The connection between the MCs is instant. Will and Kelly have to be with each other, there's no way around it. All the lost time, only managed to make these feelings stronger.
But there is a wife here...How I loved that Lissa didn't turn out to be a bitch. She is a strong, compassionate woman, who's always been there for Will. But she's more like a caretaker than a wife these days. And she definitely didn't deserve Honestly, I felt more uncomfortable about the way it happened than the actual act itself.
But like I said, I felt that it was a long time coming and it became a catalyst for change. I just wish it had happend differently.
The writing is magnificent as always, and there are tons of feels. Overall, an enjoyable and very true story. Recommended!
The main protagonists, William and Kelly, reunite after twenty four years of radio silence. The last time they saw each other was the most shameful moment of their lives. William is married with two kids, and Kelly has a son too. I loved the children, who played their part but never overtook the story.
William is currently fighting a severe bout of depression, which played a big part in this story. The self-hatred and the guilt are sucking the life out of him. I loved how the author handled William's issues. She kept it real and treated it with respect until the very end.
The connection between the MCs is instant. Will and Kelly have to be with each other, there's no way around it. All the lost time, only managed to make these feelings stronger.
"Finally. At last, at last, at last.
My best friend, the boy I'd been hopelessly head over heels with… The cocky guy who gave me a voice and said I was enough.
The love of my life."
But there is a wife here...How I loved that Lissa didn't turn out to be a bitch. She is a strong, compassionate woman, who's always been there for Will. But she's more like a caretaker than a wife these days. And she definitely didn't deserve Honestly, I felt more uncomfortable about the way it happened than the actual act itself.
But like I said, I felt that it was a long time coming and it became a catalyst for change. I just wish it had happend differently.
The writing is magnificent as always, and there are tons of feels. Overall, an enjoyable and very true story. Recommended!
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May 28, 2022
4.5 stars ☆
I chugged my beer, thinking back on faint grins, chuckles, huffs and snorts of mirth, and smirks. This...this was a real, genuine, carefree laugh, and he'd never been sexier to me.
"Do you know how fucking beautiful you are?" I murmured in his ear.
it's not a Cara Dee book if it doesn't hurt, but heal at the same time. 🥺
this is my third Cara Dee book and my feelings were all over the place from heartbreak to angry to giddy to happiness to hopeful. my heart was hurting for both Will and Kelly, but i loved how realistic the story felt. i also adored the relationship both mcs had with their children. <3
I chugged my beer, thinking back on faint grins, chuckles, huffs and snorts of mirth, and smirks. This...this was a real, genuine, carefree laugh, and he'd never been sexier to me.
"Do you know how fucking beautiful you are?" I murmured in his ear.
it's not a Cara Dee book if it doesn't hurt, but heal at the same time. 🥺
this is my third Cara Dee book and my feelings were all over the place from heartbreak to angry to giddy to happiness to hopeful. my heart was hurting for both Will and Kelly, but i loved how realistic the story felt. i also adored the relationship both mcs had with their children. <3
November 23, 2016
I've struggled with this review. It's Cara Dee, who is an autobuy and I love, love, love her writing style. (I mean I've even read some of her m/f - I love her that much).
And this one was written so unbelievably well. When an author can take a storyline that isn't your usual cuppa and make you FEEL it? Yeah, that's a sign that she's doing something that works for me in all the right ways. She took depression, and I mean William was going through a truly harsh episode of Major Depression during this book, and made me not want to run for the hills.
Will and Kelly were childhood best friends, joined at the hip, and when Will kissed Kelly during the summer after high school graduation, Kelly called him disgusting and moved away, never to be heard from again. Will is bisexual and now married with two children, and Kelly has moved back to Camassia Cove.
These two were meant to be together in so many ways. They really have no one else who just "gets" them like the other, even after being apart for 24 years!
All of this had the makings of a 5-star read for me. But, see, I mentioned Will was currently married. To a really amazing woman who has stood by his side through his depression, offering unwavering support and love. Through many major depressive episodes. She's an awesome mother to their two teenagers as well. Do you see where I'm going with this setup?
Kelly is undoubtedly Will's other half. Dee wrote the relationship between these two in the most perfect way. The feelz - damn, it was good.
Buuuuuuuut-----
So some readers may find that to be a hard limit for them. I won't lie. I was uncomfortable. After the resolution of the above spoiler, the MCs spend some time apart and then reconnect romantically at a later time. I appreciated how that part played out.
Phenomenal writing, especially of a mental illness that is so often misunderstood, along with so many feelz and delicious angst puts me at giving this one 4 stars.
And this one was written so unbelievably well. When an author can take a storyline that isn't your usual cuppa and make you FEEL it? Yeah, that's a sign that she's doing something that works for me in all the right ways. She took depression, and I mean William was going through a truly harsh episode of Major Depression during this book, and made me not want to run for the hills.
Will and Kelly were childhood best friends, joined at the hip, and when Will kissed Kelly during the summer after high school graduation, Kelly called him disgusting and moved away, never to be heard from again. Will is bisexual and now married with two children, and Kelly has moved back to Camassia Cove.
These two were meant to be together in so many ways. They really have no one else who just "gets" them like the other, even after being apart for 24 years!
All of this had the makings of a 5-star read for me. But, see, I mentioned Will was currently married. To a really amazing woman who has stood by his side through his depression, offering unwavering support and love. Through many major depressive episodes. She's an awesome mother to their two teenagers as well. Do you see where I'm going with this setup?
Kelly is undoubtedly Will's other half. Dee wrote the relationship between these two in the most perfect way. The feelz - damn, it was good.
Buuuuuuuut-----
So some readers may find that to be a hard limit for them. I won't lie. I was uncomfortable. After the resolution of the above spoiler, the MCs spend some time apart and then reconnect romantically at a later time. I appreciated how that part played out.
Phenomenal writing, especially of a mental illness that is so often misunderstood, along with so many feelz and delicious angst puts me at giving this one 4 stars.
June 3, 2020
4,5 stars
I loved it.
I virtually devoured it.
Beautifully written, full of compassion, informed understanding (about depression) and - to me - very realistic, this is another gem by Cara Dee.
This book is one of those that leaves me kind of speechless ... apart from that it touched me on a very personal level and that it's truly awesome. And that's it.
There are some excellent reviews out there like Jewel's review or Ele's review or Jan's review
They sum it up brilliantly and way more comprehensively!
I loved it.
I virtually devoured it.
Beautifully written, full of compassion, informed understanding (about depression) and - to me - very realistic, this is another gem by Cara Dee.
This book is one of those that leaves me kind of speechless ... apart from that it touched me on a very personal level and that it's truly awesome. And that's it.
There are some excellent reviews out there like Jewel's review or Ele's review or Jan's review
They sum it up brilliantly and way more comprehensively!
August 15, 2017
4,5 stars
I've bought this one right after finishing Home because I couldn't seem to get enough of this author's writing style. It's addictive! I have a new crush!
Great writing, broken men and hot scenes. I loved the dual POV, I loved both main characters. I can't wait to read more by Cara Dee!!
I've bought this one right after finishing Home because I couldn't seem to get enough of this author's writing style. It's addictive! I have a new crush!
Great writing, broken men and hot scenes. I loved the dual POV, I loved both main characters. I can't wait to read more by Cara Dee!!
December 14, 2017
This book is amazing! So perfectly angsty and sweet. Review later.
December 27, 2016
I was more into the characters in the last book, but this was a good one too. I like that this author writes stories with depth, that have a realistic feel. Looking forward to the rest of the series!
(Also, this book completed my reading challenge with only a few days to spare!)
(Also, this book completed my reading challenge with only a few days to spare!)
February 3, 2018
4.5 Stars
What a fabulous and refreshing MM romance. I love Adult romance and here the two main characters Will and Kelly are in their forties struggling with real and relatable topics such as depression, sexuality and coming out. Not only to oneself but to the people closest to them.
I loved the honesty and authenticity of the story. The story took its time to let the characters unfold and I really appreciate that. It made me feel invested in the story and with Will and Kelly. There’s no denying that these two men have history. They’ve known one another since they were kids and parted on horrible and sad terms. Their way back to each other and Will dealing with himself was flawlessly depicted. I loved the secondary characters too.
This was my first book from Cara Dee and I couldn’t have chosen a better one. Incredible story.
4.5 BadAssDirtyForeverStars
What a fabulous and refreshing MM romance. I love Adult romance and here the two main characters Will and Kelly are in their forties struggling with real and relatable topics such as depression, sexuality and coming out. Not only to oneself but to the people closest to them.
I loved the honesty and authenticity of the story. The story took its time to let the characters unfold and I really appreciate that. It made me feel invested in the story and with Will and Kelly. There’s no denying that these two men have history. They’ve known one another since they were kids and parted on horrible and sad terms. Their way back to each other and Will dealing with himself was flawlessly depicted. I loved the secondary characters too.
This was my first book from Cara Dee and I couldn’t have chosen a better one. Incredible story.
4.5 BadAssDirtyForeverStars
January 20, 2018
**3.5 Stars**
For years, Will has been just going through the motions of life. His depression dragging him down further and further. Married with two kids he struggles to put one foot in front of the other while living the lie that everything is "fine". When his past comes back to slam into him and won't leave, he has no choice but to come clean with those he loves. Meanwhile, Kelly has returned to set things straight revealing his own struggles since he left 24 years ago and left the only man he's ever loved..his best friend Will.
This book was hard and touching in so many ways. Will's fight with his depression is real. It's hard and it's sad. You know he wants to be part of life but he just can't muster up the strength to work for it. Until Kelly comes back and begins to help him. I felt so bad for Will knowing he's hidden who he was and his relationship with Kelly when they were kids. And struggling with how things ended between them.
But I have to say, I felt really bad for his wife. If she had been a bad person I wouldn't have given two shits that he . But she wasn't a bad person. She cared for Will and tried to take care of him making sure he ate, bathed and took his meds. I really had a hard time with what happened. I truly believe Will and Kelly were meant to be together but I did feel bad for her. It helped that things had been basically done between them for years.
As a romance reader, I wanted him and Kelly together sooner. I felt like the book really dealt mostly with him getting better. He needed it for sure and I liked how he wasn't instantly cured and he still struggles at times years later. I just needed a little more romance between the two.
For years, Will has been just going through the motions of life. His depression dragging him down further and further. Married with two kids he struggles to put one foot in front of the other while living the lie that everything is "fine". When his past comes back to slam into him and won't leave, he has no choice but to come clean with those he loves. Meanwhile, Kelly has returned to set things straight revealing his own struggles since he left 24 years ago and left the only man he's ever loved..his best friend Will.
"I'm not sure I have a childhood memory without you in it, Kelly."~Will
This book was hard and touching in so many ways. Will's fight with his depression is real. It's hard and it's sad. You know he wants to be part of life but he just can't muster up the strength to work for it. Until Kelly comes back and begins to help him. I felt so bad for Will knowing he's hidden who he was and his relationship with Kelly when they were kids. And struggling with how things ended between them.
"The lies had piled up until I didn’t know who I was anymore. All the pretending, the faking, all the excuses…"~Will
"Kelly and I were so far from flawless. We'd made mistakes and hurt people, we'd fought against anger, shame, and denial. All we could do was make amends, learn from the wrongdoings, and move forward."~Will
But I have to say, I felt really bad for his wife. If she had been a bad person I wouldn't have given two shits that he . But she wasn't a bad person. She cared for Will and tried to take care of him making sure he ate, bathed and took his meds. I really had a hard time with what happened. I truly believe Will and Kelly were meant to be together but I did feel bad for her. It helped that things had been basically done between them for years.
"You were the patient I took care of, the depressed man who was going through another round of hell, and at some point, I stopped waiting for my husband to return."~Lisa
As a romance reader, I wanted him and Kelly together sooner. I felt like the book really dealt mostly with him getting better. He needed it for sure and I liked how he wasn't instantly cured and he still struggles at times years later. I just needed a little more romance between the two.
"Finally. At last, at last, at last. My best friend, the boy I'd been hopelessly head over heels with… The cocky guy who gave me a voice and said I was enough. The love of my life."~Will
February 4, 2017
4 strong stars for this 2nd book of the Camassia Cove Series (it’s a standalone) and from Cara Dee who is an author I really like.
No spectacular plot nor dire circumstances nor super heroes here. It’s not a complain, not at all. And I’m quoting Jewel’s words : “Cara Dee sure knows how to make a story feel relevant and real.”
The 2 MCs, William and Kelly, are in their forties and were best friends during their childhood until Kelly left unexpectedly. Two decades after, Kelly is back into town with his son, Matt. This return shambles William’s life.
It’s about depression, family matters, cheating also, and second chances. No melodrama, no sugar-coating nor fairytale either. It’s handled realistically and in a way that appealed to me.
I really recommend this series and this author.
No spectacular plot nor dire circumstances nor super heroes here. It’s not a complain, not at all. And I’m quoting Jewel’s words : “Cara Dee sure knows how to make a story feel relevant and real.”
The 2 MCs, William and Kelly, are in their forties and were best friends during their childhood until Kelly left unexpectedly. Two decades after, Kelly is back into town with his son, Matt. This return shambles William’s life.
It’s about depression, family matters, cheating also, and second chances. No melodrama, no sugar-coating nor fairytale either. It’s handled realistically and in a way that appealed to me.
I really recommend this series and this author.
February 1, 2018
Another beautiful Cara Dee story. Will & Kelly we’re the best of friends growing up. They had a zest for life and a love of all things camping and outdoors. Everything was wonderful until one day Will kissed Kelly. Kelly not knowing what to do reacted badly and moved away. Twenty plus years later, with Will in a terrible depression and stuck in a life he hated, Kelly came back. This story is about their reuniting and second chances. It was really more than hooking up, this was love- sweet and simple ❤️
April 30, 2020
4.5 shiny stars rounded up to 5 here on GR because still no 1/2 stars and because I can.
Often times the best books are the hardest to read...
...and review. That's what happened here. I finished this book 2 days ago and I'm not really sure my brain is any more ready to write a review now than it was 2 days ago, but I need to get this done, however, before I do, I just need to say there are already some pretty damned good reviews out there for this book and I'm going to try really hard not to be redundant, sadly, we all know it's going to happen, so I'll just strive not to be too boring, ok?
This is only my second Cara Dee book and believe me fixing that is high on my list of reading priorities because 'Damn! This woman knows how to write a story.' Usually I can go through a book and at least say 'I really, liked this or this was really good' but to be honest this ones a case of I really liked the first page of this book and the last one was pretty excellent too and oh yeah, everything in between was freakin' fantastic.
Ok, let's see if I can nail down a couple of specifics here. I'm pretty sure that most people by now know that this book deals with depression...what do you mean, you didn't know that? Seriously go read the blurb and then come back. I'll wait...there now that's better...as I was saying this book deals with depression and it deals with it realistically, but not with an air of hopelessness.
Two mature MCs with a history who haven't seen each other in over two decades, each has their own family.
William has a wife, a son and a daughter. William's struggling with depression...not for the first time in his life. Depression has been both William's companion and his nemesis for years having his childhood best friend and the man who ran from him after William kissed him, 24 years ago, suddenly return to Camassia Cove is the last thing that he needs or at least that's what William believes.
Kelly's a single dad with a 16 year old son. Kelly's no stranger to depression and wants more than anything to be there for William. He's learned a lot about himself since the day that William kissed him. The day he ran and didn't look back, not the least of which was that he's gay and he's still in love with William, but did he stay away too long? Has 24 years created a gap he can't close?
This story is filled with a wonderful cast of characters who are so easy to visualize as real people. People who I can quite easily imagine meeting in my day to day life. They're not perfect, they have their ups and downs, their good moments and their bad...just like you and I. It's not too often that I read a book where I like every single character in the story...well, except William's parents but there not really a part of the story...thankfully.
From start to finish this story was handled with warmth, compassion and a sense of realism that permeated every page. The problems were real and so were the solutions there were no magic fixes up to and including the ending.
William's struggle to deal with his depression took medications, time and effort. There were days that were one step forward and two steps back, there were days spent hiding from the world in bed because these are things that happen when someone suffers from depression and at the end there was no magical cure-all. William's success was hard earned and keeping it came with continued effort. So yes, he got his happily ever after and he damned well deserved it.
'When Forever Ended' is book 2 in Cara Dee's 'Camassia Cove' series and can easily be read as a standalone story, I know I did it but honestly I'm going back for the first book because 'damn can this author tell a story!'
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An ARC of 'When Forever Ended' was graciously provided by the author in exchange for an honest review.
Often times the best books are the hardest to read...
...and review. That's what happened here. I finished this book 2 days ago and I'm not really sure my brain is any more ready to write a review now than it was 2 days ago, but I need to get this done, however, before I do, I just need to say there are already some pretty damned good reviews out there for this book and I'm going to try really hard not to be redundant, sadly, we all know it's going to happen, so I'll just strive not to be too boring, ok?
This is only my second Cara Dee book and believe me fixing that is high on my list of reading priorities because 'Damn! This woman knows how to write a story.' Usually I can go through a book and at least say 'I really, liked this or this was really good' but to be honest this ones a case of I really liked the first page of this book and the last one was pretty excellent too and oh yeah, everything in between was freakin' fantastic.
Ok, let's see if I can nail down a couple of specifics here. I'm pretty sure that most people by now know that this book deals with depression...what do you mean, you didn't know that? Seriously go read the blurb and then come back. I'll wait...there now that's better...as I was saying this book deals with depression and it deals with it realistically, but not with an air of hopelessness.
Two mature MCs with a history who haven't seen each other in over two decades, each has their own family.
William has a wife, a son and a daughter. William's struggling with depression...not for the first time in his life. Depression has been both William's companion and his nemesis for years having his childhood best friend and the man who ran from him after William kissed him, 24 years ago, suddenly return to Camassia Cove is the last thing that he needs or at least that's what William believes.
Kelly's a single dad with a 16 year old son. Kelly's no stranger to depression and wants more than anything to be there for William. He's learned a lot about himself since the day that William kissed him. The day he ran and didn't look back, not the least of which was that he's gay and he's still in love with William, but did he stay away too long? Has 24 years created a gap he can't close?
This story is filled with a wonderful cast of characters who are so easy to visualize as real people. People who I can quite easily imagine meeting in my day to day life. They're not perfect, they have their ups and downs, their good moments and their bad...just like you and I. It's not too often that I read a book where I like every single character in the story...well, except William's parents but there not really a part of the story...thankfully.
From start to finish this story was handled with warmth, compassion and a sense of realism that permeated every page. The problems were real and so were the solutions there were no magic fixes up to and including the ending.
William's struggle to deal with his depression took medications, time and effort. There were days that were one step forward and two steps back, there were days spent hiding from the world in bed because these are things that happen when someone suffers from depression and at the end there was no magical cure-all. William's success was hard earned and keeping it came with continued effort. So yes, he got his happily ever after and he damned well deserved it.
'When Forever Ended' is book 2 in Cara Dee's 'Camassia Cove' series and can easily be read as a standalone story, I know I did it but honestly I'm going back for the first book because 'damn can this author tell a story!'
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An ARC of 'When Forever Ended' was graciously provided by the author in exchange for an honest review.
October 2, 2023
”I reveled in the simplest things just because it was with him. Finally. At last, at last, at last.
My best friend, the boy, I’d been hopelessly head over heels in love with… The cocky guy who gave me a voice and said I was enough.
The love of my life.”
Angst upon angst.
Childhood BFFs reunited.
Bi-awakening.
Hurt/comfort.
Two dads with teenage sons.
Mind-numbing depression.
Repressed desires.
A crumbling marriage.
Yes, there’s cheating.
But can’t help rooting for characters.
My best friend, the boy, I’d been hopelessly head over heels in love with… The cocky guy who gave me a voice and said I was enough.
The love of my life.”
Angst upon angst.
Childhood BFFs reunited.
Bi-awakening.
Hurt/comfort.
Two dads with teenage sons.
Mind-numbing depression.
Repressed desires.
A crumbling marriage.
Yes, there’s cheating.
But can’t help rooting for characters.
February 4, 2017
He tenido un problema tremendo con este libro y es uno muy sencillo, la depresión clínica no es algo que 'explique' o justifique que una persona sea un imbecil con todas las letras (es una enfermedad y cómo tal no define al individuo) y durante la mayor parte de la novela, he sentido que el autor ha forzado mucho la mano en esto. Lo siento, pero no me ha convencido para nada: dos hombres cuarentones con un comportamiento absurdo y bastante egoista, justificados porque uno tenía una homofobia interna extrema (causada por los malvados padres del amigo JAJA) y el otro que se pasa el 70% del libro en una constante ducha de autocompasión. Insufribles es decir poco.
May 30, 2017
I can't find a single reason to not give this book a full five stars. It's extremely well written. Perfectly paced with well developed main and side characters.
Its set up as a second chance love story. But I can't, in good conscience, call this a romance book. If anything, it's an 'end of romance' story.
Lucky for us HEA fanatics, it also has a new beginning romance.
The story focuses on a character afflicted with severe depression. I thought it was well done showing both sides of the disease. We felt the direct effects on the MC as well as the side effects to those around him.
In spite of the heavy topic, I didn't find it too difficult to read. Both MCs came across as victims of circumstance. It was hard to hate either of them. The wife was an absolute saint. I adored every one of the kids.
So, like I said, I can't find a single reason to not give this a full five stars. Truly excellent writing.
Its set up as a second chance love story. But I can't, in good conscience, call this a romance book. If anything, it's an 'end of romance' story.
Lucky for us HEA fanatics, it also has a new beginning romance.
The story focuses on a character afflicted with severe depression. I thought it was well done showing both sides of the disease. We felt the direct effects on the MC as well as the side effects to those around him.
Depression was invisible. There was no tumor to remove. There was no surgery. You drowned, you lived in a fog, you cracked under the constant fear of failure.
In spite of the heavy topic, I didn't find it too difficult to read. Both MCs came across as victims of circumstance. It was hard to hate either of them. The wife was an absolute saint. I adored every one of the kids.
So, like I said, I can't find a single reason to not give this a full five stars. Truly excellent writing.
February 5, 2018
Shoo! That was hard and heavy going. William broke my heart, I can't even begin to imagine the horror his life was, to see a person brought so low and not have the ability to pull himself out of it, so hard.
I don't feel as if this was a romance, for me it was more of a journey of discovery and acceptance - without this William was never going to heal. And I think this is my biggest issue with this book, for the majority of it we see William drowing in depression and anxiety, yet because this is in the romance genre it's all tied up way too quickly and neatly in a pretty HEA bow with very little resolution shown for William's mental health problems. I would've preferred the second half of the book focussed more on Kelly and William's relationship developing to believe that William could ever get back in control of his life.
I don't feel as if this was a romance, for me it was more of a journey of discovery and acceptance - without this William was never going to heal. And I think this is my biggest issue with this book, for the majority of it we see William drowing in depression and anxiety, yet because this is in the romance genre it's all tied up way too quickly and neatly in a pretty HEA bow with very little resolution shown for William's mental health problems. I would've preferred the second half of the book focussed more on Kelly and William's relationship developing to believe that William could ever get back in control of his life.
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March 24, 2021DNF
I decided to put this one down after reaching 40% as a form of saving myself. It’s too much for me especially Will’s perspective. Reminds me of things I didn’t even want to remember or deal with.
I decided to put this one down after reaching 40% as a form of saving myself. It’s too much for me especially Will’s perspective. Reminds me of things I didn’t even want to remember or deal with.
June 5, 2020
4.5 stars. Another beautiful emotional story by Cara Dee. This hurt so good and I loved it. I’m a huge fan of second chance romances, and this one was beautiful. 20 years ago, Will kissed his best friend Kelly who recoiled in horror and disappeared from his life. Now Will is married with two kids, and has been struggling with depression for years. Kelly spent all his life regretting what he did and dreaming about Will. And now he is back and wants to reconnect.
One small annoyance: I feel like we didn’t really get a full explanation as to why Kelly never tried to reconnect all these years. It’s a thing with a lot of second chance romances, and I guess you just have to accept it and embrace the story.
The cheating issue. Yes Will cheated on his wife. I really don’t mind it in a romance, it adds to the angst and the intensity. I can not tolerate the main characters cheating on each other, but cheating on their current SO to be together? I am ALL for it.
The depression was really well portrayed. I have struggled with on and off depression for 20 years, and I lost my brother to suicide. This felt real and relatable. Suicide talk is hard for me, but I expect it going in a book where the MC is depressed.
The only thing I will say annoys me a bit with Cara’s books is that even though I’ve read a lot of them, I don’t remember all the character names, and every time there is a crossover, I find myself frustrated trying to figure out who the person is. Side characters are not overly present in here (unlike let’s say in Power Play where so many Camassia Cove characters are front and center) but I still kept trying to figure out who was who. I’ve also been reading all her books out of order so it doesn’t help. I ended up finding this website to try and reconcile everyone: https://www.camassiacove.com/residents.
One small annoyance: I feel like we didn’t really get a full explanation as to why Kelly never tried to reconnect all these years. It’s a thing with a lot of second chance romances, and I guess you just have to accept it and embrace the story.
The cheating issue. Yes Will cheated on his wife. I really don’t mind it in a romance, it adds to the angst and the intensity. I can not tolerate the main characters cheating on each other, but cheating on their current SO to be together? I am ALL for it.
The depression was really well portrayed. I have struggled with on and off depression for 20 years, and I lost my brother to suicide. This felt real and relatable. Suicide talk is hard for me, but I expect it going in a book where the MC is depressed.
The only thing I will say annoys me a bit with Cara’s books is that even though I’ve read a lot of them, I don’t remember all the character names, and every time there is a crossover, I find myself frustrated trying to figure out who the person is. Side characters are not overly present in here (unlike let’s say in Power Play where so many Camassia Cove characters are front and center) but I still kept trying to figure out who was who. I’ve also been reading all her books out of order so it doesn’t help. I ended up finding this website to try and reconcile everyone: https://www.camassiacove.com/residents.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
March 9, 2017
The fact that I gave this book 4 out of 5 stars despite it having an act of cheating[which I absolutely detest] should tell you how great this was.
Usually, from the point the act of cheating occurs, I get ready to start scoring the book over 2.5 Stars. However, the way it was handled in this was classy. There was no trying to justify it or make light of it. There was a complete stop to it, a confession, dialogue and then healing started to happen. I loved it.
Also,this was not a hearts and flowers romance, it was a very well written story about the realities of depression. It wasn't sugar-coated and there wasn't a magic dingdong that automatically cured it.It showed a constant day to day battle against the condition and it made the story feel more authentic.
I loved the writing and the fact that there wasn't any manufactured family drama. The children weren't obnoxious(I adored Brady!) and the pace was very engaging.These men were perfect for each other despite being less than perfect themselves. Their connection was very tangible and had an innate sweetness that was endearing without being cheesy.
This was my favourite quote from Brady[this was him talking to his Dad after walking on him and Kelly]:
"...I'm seeing you in a new light. William Calvert-back-scratcher and choke-holder extraordinaire." LOOOOL!
There were only three full steamy scenes but they more than made up for the whole story. Whoooo! Those men had duuurrrttyy mouths on them and Lord knows how I love me some d-talkers!
Word has it that there are more books to come in the series and I just can't wait!!
After all as the author put it "In Camassia Cove,everyone has a story to share" and I think she's going to hit it out the park with the subsequent books!
Usually, from the point the act of cheating occurs, I get ready to start scoring the book over 2.5 Stars. However, the way it was handled in this was classy. There was no trying to justify it or make light of it. There was a complete stop to it, a confession, dialogue and then healing started to happen. I loved it.
Also,this was not a hearts and flowers romance, it was a very well written story about the realities of depression. It wasn't sugar-coated and there wasn't a magic dingdong that automatically cured it.It showed a constant day to day battle against the condition and it made the story feel more authentic.
I loved the writing and the fact that there wasn't any manufactured family drama. The children weren't obnoxious(I adored Brady!) and the pace was very engaging.These men were perfect for each other despite being less than perfect themselves. Their connection was very tangible and had an innate sweetness that was endearing without being cheesy.
This was my favourite quote from Brady[this was him talking to his Dad after walking on him and Kelly]:
"...I'm seeing you in a new light. William Calvert-back-scratcher and choke-holder extraordinaire." LOOOOL!
There were only three full steamy scenes but they more than made up for the whole story. Whoooo! Those men had duuurrrttyy mouths on them and Lord knows how I love me some d-talkers!
Word has it that there are more books to come in the series and I just can't wait!!
After all as the author put it "In Camassia Cove,everyone has a story to share" and I think she's going to hit it out the park with the subsequent books!
March 13, 2023
Such a lovely, intense story. This is one of the best depictions of depression I’ve read. It made me feel depressed to be in this guys head. I did find myself thinking twice about whose viewpoint we were in quite a lot throughout the book though. They were both pretty melancholy but Will’s mental health was heartbreaking, it was really nice to see these two get their HEA. The kids in this were great, not too overbearing and I liked how the wife wasn’t portrayed as some evil villain. She was very human. This was a great read.
February 4, 2022
I loved how the book dealt with depression and mental health, but I didn't really care that much about the couple.
and the author's writing. I found another that works very well for me
and the author's writing. I found another that works very well for me
February 12, 2022
Interesting but not so captured.
October 17, 2022
This is going to be short and sweet:
So goooood!
So goooood!
November 30, 2016
I literally need to tip my hat off to Cara Dee. I really am a fan of her writing style. I don't want to use the word plain, but maybe it's more homey and realistic. I am always able to connect with her characters. I don't necessarily have to be in their shoes, but she makes it to easy to relate to their struggles. I do like the way Cara tackled depression. I think we all know someone living with depression, and this book was such an eye opener for me. Its so easy for me to tell someone to get over things, but I'm not in their shoes and I don't feel like they do. This book was completely different then book one. I loved book, and I really enjoyed this one as well. I do feel slighted in the sense that I would have liked to see more with Will & Kelly. It was nice for the two different p.o.v's but because the focus on the story was for them more then anything I would have like them to have more screen time together. This wasn't some quick fix for Will, he had to want it, and adjust to life differently then what he is used to.
Cara has written some of my favorite comfort read books, and this series is definitely gaining group to add to the list. I really like the simplistic way of life that her characters have. For me, I feel like they are relatable is so many ways. I adored Kelly. Oh my gosh, did I? I looked how he treated Will, and was so forthcoming with his past history with depression. It must have been really hard to walk away from someone that you love because of your fears. Kelly doesn't have it easy. He's adjusting to life with his sexuality and accepting it.
Will is 43, married with two kids, and severely depressed. The one thing that I would have liked was some prologue and a glimpse in the life of Will before Kelly came back into his life. I don't think it was real clear on his reason for depression. I believe so many things that can have caused his depression, but its certain things that the characters speak on a past event that I felt like maybe it should have been included in the story. It was emotional to say the least, I felt all Will's vulnerabilities, and his heartbreak.
Word to the wise for all those HEA people, there is cheating in this book. Don't lose sleep over it, cheating happens in real life here folks. This series is realistic fiction so real life situations happen here. I really would be so much happier if this book had 100 more pages. I never wanted it to end. I wanted to see the progress of everyone by the end of the story. Was Will's depression cured? Hell no, it is manageable by the end of the story. That's all I can ask for. This definitely made me want to go back and re-read book 1 and this again. I love this writing, and can't wait for the next in the series!
Cara has written some of my favorite comfort read books, and this series is definitely gaining group to add to the list. I really like the simplistic way of life that her characters have. For me, I feel like they are relatable is so many ways. I adored Kelly. Oh my gosh, did I? I looked how he treated Will, and was so forthcoming with his past history with depression. It must have been really hard to walk away from someone that you love because of your fears. Kelly doesn't have it easy. He's adjusting to life with his sexuality and accepting it.
Will is 43, married with two kids, and severely depressed. The one thing that I would have liked was some prologue and a glimpse in the life of Will before Kelly came back into his life. I don't think it was real clear on his reason for depression. I believe so many things that can have caused his depression, but its certain things that the characters speak on a past event that I felt like maybe it should have been included in the story. It was emotional to say the least, I felt all Will's vulnerabilities, and his heartbreak.
Word to the wise for all those HEA people, there is cheating in this book. Don't lose sleep over it, cheating happens in real life here folks. This series is realistic fiction so real life situations happen here. I really would be so much happier if this book had 100 more pages. I never wanted it to end. I wanted to see the progress of everyone by the end of the story. Was Will's depression cured? Hell no, it is manageable by the end of the story. That's all I can ask for. This definitely made me want to go back and re-read book 1 and this again. I love this writing, and can't wait for the next in the series!
November 1, 2017
This one was tough, in that it dealt with depression, and holy shit, that was... Rough. But in a 'good' way.
Cara Dee certainly has a way with gritty/real stories, and so far, all of them has worked for me.
I don't really know what to say.
There IS cheating, which sort of ruined my 'picture' of William, and I did feel that it was awfully 'fast' after years and years of depression, that he got better, but all in all, I think that Miss Dee did a really good job of portraying his struggles and his thoughts.
It felt and read very real, and very convincing.
Tough story, and you definitely need to be in the mood, but it worked for me.
Cara Dee certainly has a way with gritty/real stories, and so far, all of them has worked for me.
I don't really know what to say.
There IS cheating, which sort of ruined my 'picture' of William, and I did feel that it was awfully 'fast' after years and years of depression, that he got better, but all in all, I think that Miss Dee did a really good job of portraying his struggles and his thoughts.
It felt and read very real, and very convincing.
Tough story, and you definitely need to be in the mood, but it worked for me.
January 31, 2017
I love Cara Dee's writing. Honest and thought provoking, it makes me rethink the ways I view the world and certain situations.
Lots of reviews have bought up the aspect of But the way it resolved itself was very organic and for the best of everyone involved. This wasn't a warm and fluffy, rose coloured glasses romance. It was more like real life and real life is messy.
This is a sad story, but at the same time it's full of hope and has a nice HEA. Great series.
Lots of reviews have bought up the aspect of But the way it resolved itself was very organic and for the best of everyone involved. This wasn't a warm and fluffy, rose coloured glasses romance. It was more like real life and real life is messy.
This is a sad story, but at the same time it's full of hope and has a nice HEA. Great series.
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