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506 pages, Kindle Edition
First published October 4, 2016






“Telling me I’ve had a privileged life isn’t an insult. It’s not a compliment either. It just is. I’ve been very lucky. I’m still very lucky. I know that.”
“Being pissed that you got all the luck and I didn’t. That’s dumb, right?”
“Emotions don’t have to be logical.”
The guy who knew all my darkest secrets. The guy I’d cried on the shoulder of countless times. And the guy who had never once given me any reason to believe he would feel the way he must have been feeling to look at me that way.
He’d never had anyone in his life who made him feel important the way Austin did. He’d never known what it was like to be a priority for someone, to have a person who wanted to spend time with him, and not because he was a good fuck, or because he knew how to have a good time… just because he was him. Dare.
Love wasn’t based on one-sided emotional currency. I wasn’t responsible for Zane’s happiness without a thought for myself. He didn’t expect me to have all the answers. He only wanted me to give what I could and trust that I had someone in my corner who was willing to ride out any storms or a change in course.
Just live your life… and be happy.”
This must be what home feels like. Knowing you’re where you’re supposed to be. Where you belong. And who you belong there with.
“I know. And that’s what I’m scared of,” he said. He looked away, out the kitchen window, like looking at me was too hard.
“Scared of what?”
His gaze shot to mine. “Of losing what we have,” he said. “Of risking it all. You’ve been my best friend forever, and I don’t know what I’d do without you, and that scares me.”
