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378 pages, ebook
First published January 12, 2016
“My heart flipped a little, and I fell deeper for Wyatt Caulfield, the mysterious guy who said he was dangerous and bad.”
My name is Emma Sawyer.
I met Charlie and Wyatt on the same sultry, summer day. It was unexpected, leaving a feeling in the pit of my stomach like the time I drove too fast over Beckett Hill. The moment happened out of nowhere, all fast and quick and a little strange. Or maybe that was just Wyatt’s personality.
It was Charlie that brought us together. Little Charlie with those ridiculous ears. I found the dog, waiting in a pool of his own blood. Waiting for someone. Waiting for me.
Now Wyatt, he wasn’t waiting for anyone. At least that’s what he said, except I saw something different in the broken guy all alone out in the woods. I knew he needed me before he knew it himself.
Wyatt with his hidden dimples. Wyatt with his warnings to stay away. He was a hard lump of coal, ready to burn everything around him. The more he burned, the more it pulled me into the pain I saw etched on his troubled face.
I wanted to help Wyatt. I wanted to save him like he had saved all the Charlies in the world. He told me not to fall for him, but I did anyway. I fell hard and fast and deeply in love with Wyatt Caulfield.
But that was before I knew his secret.
“You keep trying, over and over again. Have you ever considered that I might be a lost cause?”
My fingers tightened against his hand. “I don’t believe anyone is a lost cause…You can trust me. I hope you realize that by now.”
“I do trust you, Emma.” His breath touched my skin as he talked. “It’s myself that I don’t trust.”
“But I trust you,” I whispered.
“I know,” he whispered back in that gravelly voice. “I see the trust in your eyes. And it scares me.”
“You can talk to me, you know,” I whispered, begging him to let me inside his thoughts.
“Maybe I don’t want a girl like you to know those things about me. Some things shouldn’t be talked about.”
“I’m trying to protect you.”
“From what?”
“Me.” The desperation ached in his voice…
“Falling for me would not make sense.”
“It’s a little too late for that,” I muttered.
His face seemed to crush right before my eyes. “I told you not to.”
Wyatt kissed my neck, leaving his lips in place as he whispered against my skin. “I love you. Whether I deserve you or not. I love you. Don’t ever forget that.”
"He could have bodies out there. And that shirt. I don’t know. It says stab me."
"Fine. Let’s do this girly shit. Why do you like him so much? There’s lots of guys out there with way less problems."There were tears and heartache. It definitely wasn't a light read. There was also a bit of action and suspense to keep you on your toes. That coupled with the humor and unwavering love... made this a complete win for me!! I'd highly recommend it, and will be rereading it myself :)
“Why didn’t you hate me?”
“You’re my kid. And I don’t love one of you less than the other. I hate what you did. And I hate that you hurt Willa. But I still love you too. You’re my son. Always will be. And you fight for your kids. Even when they don’t want you to.”
'My beautiful Emma. I missed her. I missed her skin. Her lips. Her annoying questions that made me think clearer. I missed the one piece of my life that had leveled out the bad. I missed the part that made me feel like I was worth saving.'
“You are everything to me.” The words whispered like a breath across my lips before he kissed me. It was hard and full of emotion as we both knew it would be our last kiss for a very long time.
"I will be thinking of you. Every day and every minute until I see you on the other side.”
“I’m just trying to remember you like this.” His low voice hung on each word. “With your hair falling down around your shoulders and that sleepy look in your eyes. And your lips all red from me kissing you. That’s what I want to remember. When I’m out here alone and I feel like I’m losing my mind. I want to picture you like this.”
“I love you. I love the part you think is bad and the part I know is good. So just let me love you. Okay?”
“You almost had me. For a brief moment, you almost had me convinced that I was someone else.”
That girl had swallowed me with her big heart. She had wrapped that love around me until I felt her in my mind and my thoughts. She had consumed me, making the darkness disappear. She had made everything brighter, softer, and sweeter. She had made me feel alive again.
"He loved me and would break every bone in his body before ever hurting me."
“I would do anything for you, Emma. But that’s not really possible while I’m out here. I can’t give you much of anything. So if you want me to love you, then I’ll love you. At least I can do that.”
“I love you. Whether I deserve you or not. I love you. Don’t ever forget that.”
Wyatt Caulfield just might be the strangest and most haunting person I’d ever met.
I wanted to save him form the depths of whatever was making Wyatt this way. I wanted to pull him from the dark pit that made his eyes ache in pain. The guy needed me whether he wanted to admit it or not.
“I love you. Whether I deserve you or not. I love you. Don’t ever forget that.”