A Natural by Ross Raisin

Apr 09, 2017 Peter Boyle rated it really liked it

This novel is all about football. Wait, my bookish friends, come back! It also examines weighty themes: identity, masculinity, the journey from adolescence into adulthood. Most importantly, it explores what can happen when the worlds of sport and sexuality collide.

Tom Pearman is a 19-year-old footballer who has just been released from his contract with an English Premier League club. With no other options available, he signs a year long deal with Town, a League Two outfit. This is a different pl This novel is all about football. Wait, my bookish friends, come back! It also examines weighty themes: identity, masculinity, the journey from adolescence into adulthood. Most importantly, it explores what can happen when the worlds of sport and sexuality collide.

Tom Pearman is a 19-year-old footballer who has just been released from his contract with an English Premier League club. With no other options available, he signs a year long deal with Town, a League Two outfit. This is a different planet from the glamour of the top division: small crowds, ramshackle grounds, bumpy pitches. Once a hot prospect for England Under-18s, he will have to prove himself all over again with a team that is struggling for its own survival. His talent is not in question but Tom has a deep secret burning inside of him, something he feels he must suppress in order to make it in the game. What follows is an eventful season in this young man's career, in which he will have to battle the demons of self-doubt and shame in order to survive a ruthless, unforgiving sport.

Tom is a shy and sensitive soul. His introverted nature makes him an outsider in the bawdy environment of the dressing room. Though he does his best to take part in the squad's antics and pranks, he spends much of his free time by himself, going for long drives around the coast and aimless walks on the beach. He is still learning how to become a man, living in digs with a local family who cook his meals for him. He doesn't need his sexuality to complicate his situation even further, yet he cannot deny his urges, "the things which he blocked out over and over that he knew he wanted to do again." After a passionate tryst with Liam Davey, the club groundsman, he slowly allows himself to fall in love. But both men realise that the relationship must stay hidden. Who knows what might happen if the fans and the media discovered this illicit affair?

It's hard to believe in this day and age but homosexuality is still a taboo topic in professional football. By the law of averages several gay players must exist but only a handful have ever been brave enough to come out. By placing himself inside the head of one such sportsman, Ross Raisin imagines the nightmare they might go through - the abuse from the stands and the opposition, even from their fellow team-mates. Not to mention the horror their own families would endure after hearing these sickening chants. Is it any wonder they stay in the closet instead of subjecting themselves to this torture?

Much of the novel is given over to Chris Easter, the club captain. Though he is a selfish individual with a high opinion of himself, he is also plagued with self-doubt, spending hours on the Town website forum, poring over the fans' thoughts on his performances. His wife Leah is a close confidante of Tom's boyfriend, though Chris seems to have a problem with Liam. They played in the same youth team years ago but don't speak nowadays, and we eventually learn why.

Therein lies one of the main issues with A Natural - it is low on surprises. Once we uncover the simmering resentments at play in the story, it is quite easy to predict what will happen next. What did impress me about this book is its authentic depiction of life in the lower divisions. Being a long-suffering Leeds United supporter myself, I know the pain of following an unfashionable team away from the glitz of the Premier League. It's tough to get excited about a midweek game in the Johnstone's Paint Trophy and Raisin captures this humdrum fandom brilliantly. But what sets this novel apart is its compassionate exploration of such a delicate subject. A Natural displays a dignified awareness and a thoughtful understanding of the tribulations that gay players go through, and for that alone it deserves major praise. ...more

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May 06, 2019 Rachel rated it really liked it · review of another edition

Shelves: lgbt, 2019, literary-fiction

The thing that should not be underestimated as you read through my thoughts on A Natural is just how much I hate sports – which probably raises the question of why I decided a book about football/soccer to begin with, to which I can answer: if I had understood the extent to which this book is about football/soccer, I probably would not have picked in up in the first place. Instead I’d seen it billed as a coming-of-age novel about a gay footballer, and I suppose I thought the football/soccer woul The thing that should not be underestimated as you read through my thoughts on A Natural is just how much I hate sports – which probably raises the question of why I decided a book about football/soccer to begin with, to which I can answer: if I had understood the extent to which this book is about football/soccer, I probably would not have picked in up in the first place. Instead I’d seen it billed as a coming-of-age novel about a gay footballer, and I suppose I thought the football/soccer would be mostly backdrop. Reader, it was not backdrop.

There’s a reason this book is 400 pages, and it’s because Ross Raisin details just about every single match, every single inner working of this low-level soccer club, with unerring precision. And for the first half of the book, it was frankly driving me mad. But then in the second half of the novel, when we start to dive into the meat of the story – our protagonist Tom beginning a relationship with the club’s groundskeeper – I found that my frustration with Raisin’s narrative choices was beginning to abate. Yes, I still found the soccer talk endlessly tedious, but the criticisms that I’d had (that soccer was the foreground, Tom’s story was the background, how does this make for a compelling narrative at all, why hadn’t an editor come at this manuscript with a machete) started to mostly* fly out the window, because it’s impossible to deny how well-crafted this book is. It’s a slow burn in every sense of the phrase: it’s a slow-paced story, and (unless you’re riveted by soccer) it withholds its rewards until you get to the end.

*I did have another criticism that never fully faded, though I began to understand it more in the second half: why certain chapters were given to the perspective of a married couple, one of Tom’s fellow footballers, Chris, and his wife Leah. Their story does dovetail with the central narrative and I do understand the decision to include their point of view, but I’m not convinced that we needed as much detail here as we got.

I know I’m doing a pretty poor job of selling this or explaining my 4 star rating (hang in there!), but the thing is, I’m not sure that this is a book I’d widely recommend. It takes patience and perseverance and if I were in the habit of DNFing I probably would have called it quits at the halfway mark. But if this sounds at all like a story you’re willing to commit to, it gets really, really good. Raisin navigates the homophobic world of professional sport with a deft hand, meditating with perception on themes of performative masculinity, shame, and the tension between the inner and outer selves. I think Raisin is a tremendously gifted writer, and the way he renders the relationship between Tom and Liam is so palpably fragile that it’s almost painful to read at times. So while this book wasn’t perfectly targeted to my preferences as a reader, I do think it’s a gem of a book that I’m glad to have read… and ultimately to have stuck with. ...more

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Mar 01, 2017 Blair rated it really liked it

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(This review contains references to a plot point which some may consider a spoiler. However, it's so central to the book that there'd have been no point in me writing any kind of review without mentioning it. You have been warned.)

Tom is a talented young footballer who has always seemed destined for stardom. He's spent years training with a local Premier League club, with the implicit assumption they would ultimately sign him. But that doesn't happen, and instead, Tom moves hundreds of miles awa ...more

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Mar 11, 2017 Chris rated it it was ok

This story has been dubbed a slow burner, of emotional poignancy, about the ultimate taboo of a gay footballer. But the world, which is supposed to be filled with raw emotion, sportsmanship, and tormented characters is actually a world filled with the dull, the paranoid, and the melodramatic. I wanted to like Tom, the 19 year old, gay footballer, who has yet to come out to himself -- Raisin, however, never allows the reader to fully experience Tom's pain. No sooner are we about to explore an emo This story has been dubbed a slow burner, of emotional poignancy, about the ultimate taboo of a gay footballer. But the world, which is supposed to be filled with raw emotion, sportsmanship, and tormented characters is actually a world filled with the dull, the paranoid, and the melodramatic. I wanted to like Tom, the 19 year old, gay footballer, who has yet to come out to himself -- Raisin, however, never allows the reader to fully experience Tom's pain. No sooner are we about to explore an emotion, then we are back onto the field describing the dullness of football. Like his characters, Raisin retreats onto the pitch to hide from emotional truth.

Tom slowly comes to realise his sexuality by falling in love/lust with Liam the groundskeeper. The relationship unfolds so irregularly, that it is hard to understand the motivation behind any of the characters. In one early scene, Tom becomes so drunk, that he flees the club he is with and runs to the object of his affection, drunkenly saying the most stilted opening line ever, "kiss me you queer." Done with no emotion, or sexuality, the scene seems as though it were written by a homophobic teenager tasked with writing a gay romance. The scene which could have developed is, like so many of his scenes, cut short. Speaking of sexuality, this book, which is ostensibly about sexuality, has no sexuality in it. I don't need sex scenes, but the author seems to shy away from any physical romance, that renders the book stilted and unnatural. And the sex scenes that do happen, happen with such monotone dullness that you don't even realise that you just read about sex.

Except for Liam, there are no characters that are in any way likeable. And so, as Tom's career titters throughout the book, the reader simply doesn't care if he is going to make it to this team or that, or win this game or that. Liam and her "best friend" Leah are the most unlikely coupling. Raisin perhaps is trying to break away from the model of the straight-woman gay best friend trope by making Leah homophobic. Like so many of the characters in this book, I wanted to feel her plight, but she was little more than a stereotype with a minor twist. A character lazily drawn for the purpose of advancing plot rather than developing character.

Liam is the only character that has any real emotion, but even then he is prone to extravagant emotional outbursts that do not ring true. And like other characters the most mundane happening seems to trigger an overwrought sexual memory (as for instance the wind blowing against his ears reminds of Tom, and he is forced to steady himself on his car lest he swoons! -- We're just missing the smelling salts!) Again, Raisin is perhaps trying to break some stereotype of a masculine gay man with emotion -- but it does not ring true.

If the book is attempting to critique football as a homophobic masculine racist sport by engendering a world in which gay culture is unheard of, the vast majority of people are raging homophobic racists, and that the internet is something that can be controlled, then perhaps Raisin has succeeded in his task. It seems as though, although the book seems well researched on the football side (or at least Raisin knows about football), the book's "gay moments" seem more the product of guesswork and failed intuition than by asking an actual gay person what they feel. Twitter seems to exist, but Grindr, the gay dating app makes no appearance. Even the most paranoid, the least tech-savvy, download Grindr. Straight men download the app, but apparently in "Town" (the lazy unoriginal team name) lives in such a bubble that this app doesn't exist. Where is the scene of Tom downloading the app, talking to a stranger, and then be terrified that he has talked to someone who knows him. Where is that angst that many real closeted gay men go through. Instead, Tom waters his cacti, a heavy handed metaphor for his dry (sexless) independent nature.

In short this book is about 20 years to late, had it been written in 1997, then perhaps it would have rung true, but it shows a wilful disregard for reality to suit a narrative that is tedious, long-winded and boring. I understand that there are homophobes in football; I understand that there are gay men who internalise this homophobia; but for both Tom and Liam to both be completely unaware of their sexual feelings and identity in a world of internet pornography, Grindr, and gay media content rings unrealistic.

It is a shame, because I did want to like the book, but when the characters are so dull, I had to force myself to the end, in the hope that perhaps something good will happen. The book is not hopeful, it is not uplifting -- not that it should be -- but in its misery, pessimism, and general nastiness, alongside a few well-crafted sentences, it is quite simply unmoving, disappoint and bad. ...more

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Oct 27, 2017 Chris Blocker rated it really liked it · review of another edition

Let's get something out of the way. I don't always like the rules. I think all of us can agree that sometimes the rules are stupid. I don't always play by the rules, but sometimes I do. And sometimes I just dance around the issue discussing the rules instead of getting to the point... I was raised in the States and so, we have a little sport we call soccer. Growing up, I believed that's what its name was until, later in life, I learned that much of the rest of the world calls it football. That m Let's get something out of the way. I don't always like the rules. I think all of us can agree that sometimes the rules are stupid. I don't always play by the rules, but sometimes I do. And sometimes I just dance around the issue discussing the rules instead of getting to the point... I was raised in the States and so, we have a little sport we call soccer. Growing up, I believed that's what its name was until, later in life, I learned that much of the rest of the world calls it football. That makes sense. I like that name better. I'm not much into sports, but when my kids started to play competitive “soccer,” I started to follow the sport minimally. And man, can some people get upset about the name. Okay, I agree it shouldn't be called soccer, but it is what it is. That said, I believe I'm mostly writing for an American audience, so I'm going to use the term “soccer.” Some of you may get upset about this. Given the comments I've come across online from time to time, some of you may really get upset about this. But let me tell you why none of this matters:

Because this book isn't about soccer (or football).

Yes, the protagonist is a professional soccer player (footballer). Yes, the supporting cast is almost entirely made up of fellow or former soccer players. And there are certainly many scenes that take place on the field (pitch). In fact, I imagine a semi-comprehensive knowledge of the sport is significant in understanding what is going on with the action of the story. But such knowledge is not required: soccer is merely the conduit through which the story is presented. At its heart, A Natural is a story that skillfully tackles questions of gender roles and sexuality.

A Natural is an excellent blend of literature with sports. The last and only time I enjoyed a sporty story was for a similarly named book, Bernard Malamud's The Natural. Despite the similarities in name, the two books share little in common, aside from the sports theme and an exploration of the influence of others on ones fears and desires. Yet, without clear indication as to why, Raisin has named his book A Natural—is this a nod to the everyman role of Malamud's protagonist Roy Hobbs? I see the potential, but I don't have any solid answers.

Tom Pearman is the Roy Hobbs of A Natural. At nineteen years old, Tom is on the fence that separates tomorrow's bright young stars from the never-quite-did-make-it duds of yesterday. Tom himself is unsure of who he is and struggles to find his place amongst the competition, both on and off the field. Pearman and his fellow players are a wonderful cast. Though they many times fall into the stereotypes of professional players, they are not limited to this role.

I tore through this book. This may have just been a result of having the time to read, or it could've been that the story pulled me in. Either way, I was far from uninterested. I do feel that Raisin could've spent more time in the minds of the players and less on the pitch. The action sometimes takes over, and though it is important, it wouldn't have hurt the story by any means. My biggest disappointment with the novel came in the concluding scenes. Overall, the conclusion felt rushed. While the rest of the novel kept me fully engaged, it was in the final pages that my mind finally began to wander some. Having already made the comparison to The Natural, this is surely the biggest difference between the two novels. The greatest moment in Malamud's novel comes in those final pages, where we see Hobbs' decision play out. “Say it ain't so.” I expected something of equal weight with this one, but it just didn't play out that way, which was fine, but it was a mildly disappointing ending to an otherwise stellar story.

A Natural is probably one of the greatest novels I've read that deals with sexuality. It addresses the subject of men who do not conform to standard roles of masculinity and heterosexuality, but it approaches the subject from many different angles. It feels genuine and never relies on authorial manipulation. You see, you can define a man, slap a label on him, and expect him to play by the rules. But sometimes, people just don't play by the rules. Some of us watch football, some watch soccer, and some just play a different game all together. That's the core of this novel. A Natural is a novel written not only for the GLBT community, but for all who step out of societal norms, and maybe, just maybe, even for soccer fans (regardless of what they call themselves.) ...more

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Jan 15, 2020 Amanda rated it really liked it · review of another edition

Shelves: 03-novels, 04-contemporary, 05-sports, 08-male, 00-2020, 01-2010s, 02-english, 05-love, 07-british, 05-lgbtqi

"Mate, you know I don't mean any of it, yeah?" Beverly said.
Tom frowned, appearing confused, although he understood perfectly well and was already working out how to end the conversation.
"All this bullshit with Spence. I don't mean anything against you. It's just a laugh. It doesn't mean anything."
"I know."
"Probably half of them don't really mean anything by it. They don't know what they're saying. They just know they've got to say it. If you see what I mean."

Welcome to the weird world of sp

"Mate, you know I don't mean any of it, yeah?" Beverly said.
Tom frowned, appearing confused, although he understood perfectly well and was already working out how to end the conversation.
"All this bullshit with Spence. I don't mean anything against you. It's just a laugh. It doesn't mean anything."
"I know."
"Probably half of them don't really mean anything by it. They don't know what they're saying. They just know they've got to say it. If you see what I mean."

Welcome to the weird world of sports! Here the rule is that everyone is perfectly fine with gay men until it's someone in their own midst, and then it's right back to the anti-gay propaganda. But let's take a step back and look at what A Natural is all about. Which is soccer. And I'm not talking about some these dudes run after a ball occasionally in a fade-to-black scene, I'm talking soccer, with meticulous descriptions of the game and its strategies, of the intricate relationships between players, fans, managers, and the club organization. Not to mention every single other detail that in some way is related to soccer. You'll get the bus rides to and from games, the manager bossing the players around, our main character describing how he runs on the soccer field, descriptions of the fans walking to the arena and watching the game. We'll read about the trading of players, the progress of the league, and much, much more that has nothing to do with anything but the technical side of soccer and its world.
How many possible readers did I lose so far?

Even though I'll admit it was something of a hassle to get through the initial droning about soccer, it was worth it. Nestled in this heavily detailed description of the game there's a bigger story to be told: the homophobic atmosphere and macho culture that (often) surrounds male sports. Which does not imply that everyone who participates in sports subscribes to this particular view, but rather that this is integrated into the game and its surroundings. In A Natural the story is told mainly through Tom, a young man who until now had a great start in his career as a soccer player. But after being trader from a Premier League team to a lower division, he feels lost and distant from it all. After meeting Liam, the groundkeeper of the soccer field, Tom struggles to make it all fit; coming out is not an option, not if he wishes to get back to the top, but to compartmentalize his life takes its toll.

Raisin's portrayal of the game is immaculate, but reading about Tom's struggles and his evolving relationship with Liam was like having a nerve constantly strung. The fragility of their relationship and the daunting prospect of the choices Tom would have to make sooner or later is what drives the second part of the story, and it more than makes up for the slow first half. ...more

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Mar 27, 2018 Paul Fulcher rated it really liked it

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I thought, that boy’s a player. A natural. And I’m going to turn him into a man.

Many reviews of Ross Raisin's The Natural, particularly in the literary press and blog world, are from non-football fans and hence either put off by the football in the story or rather dismiss it as not necessary to appreciate the novel.

But as a fan of a lower league football club, AFC Wimbledon, I approached this as a novel about the sport, and am pleased to report that it holds up very well indeed.

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Mar 21, 2017 Joanne Sheppard rated it it was amazing

A Natural by Ross Raisin is a quietly literary novel about a 19-year-old professional footballer who, upon being let go from a Premier League club in the north, is signed by a League Two club down south. Shy and introverted, Tom Pearman finds it hard to adjust; he's living in digs, his team are failing and he struggles to get along with the club's bullying manager as he succumbs to a succession of injuries. But Tom has a much bigger problem: he's gradually coming to realise that he might be gay, A Natural by Ross Raisin is a quietly literary novel about a 19-year-old professional footballer who, upon being let go from a Premier League club in the north, is signed by a League Two club down south. Shy and introverted, Tom Pearman finds it hard to adjust; he's living in digs, his team are failing and he struggles to get along with the club's bullying manager as he succumbs to a succession of injuries. But Tom has a much bigger problem: he's gradually coming to realise that he might be gay, and the consequences of being found out while pursuing a career in football are unthinkable.

A Natural is brilliantly well-written. Raisin's prose is sparse and clear, and perfectly captures Tom's status as a perpetual outsider - he even finds himself playing on the wing, rather than his old position as a striker in the centre. The novel also evokes the bleakness of his environment with a stark perfection: damp pitches, empty changing rooms, tawdry provincial nightclubs, cheap corporate hotels. There's a constant sense of insecurity and unease - Tom is terrified of his sexuality for its own sake, not just because he fears being outed and shunned, and like many footballers, he also lives in constant fear of career-ending injuries, loss of form or losing his place in the squad to a new, better signing.

Ross Raisin's decision to include chapters from the points of view of two other characters gives the story some valuable additional perspective, and lends depth to the story. Club captain Chris Easter has returned to Town after a disastrous stint at Middlesbrough and nearing the end of his career, spending his days obsessively refreshing threads on club fan forums to see what supporters are saying about him. He's a husband and father, but when someone asks him where his son goes to nursery, he doesn’t know the answer.

Finally, through the eyes of Easter's wife Leah we get a taste of life as someone whose partner has a career around which the entire family's life revolves. Constantly trying to avoid upsetting Easter's delicate equilibrium - brash alpha male on one hand but insecure to the point of paranoia on the other - Leah is left to look after their child, prepare his nutritionally calculated meals, give him massages and endure long afternoons of boredom in the player's lounge on match days.

The constant state of unease experienced by all three characters makes A Natural an oddly tense read, even though it's not at all a plot-driven novel. Tom's furtive relationship with a club employee is played out against a backdrop of constant homophobia, both casual and overt. That's not to say that everyone involved with football in this book is a gay-bashing stereotype - individually, in fact, plenty of the characters aren't - but Raisin does paint a realistic picture of changing room banter, and aggressive, strutting machismo, and also highlights the oddness of a group of men who are frequently naked in each other's company, encouraged to form close bonds and hero-worshipped obsessively by male fans, yet remain in complete denial that this might be in the slightest bit homoerotic. Raisin also looks at the conflicting attitudes towards gay men held by some women - the sort who like the idea of a camp, outrageous gay best friend but feel jealous, rejected or threatened when they meet gay men who are 'straight-acting'.

Football in this book is both Tom's enemy and his saviour, and I can't quite decide whether you need at least a moderate understanding of it to love this book. Ross Raisin paints a vivid picture of life in the lower echelons of the game, and his descriptions of Town's ground, facilities and management are full of well-chosen details that will create the right atmosphere if you know nothing about the game - but equally, I think a reader with zero football knowledge might just miss out on being able to appreciate how absolutely spot-on Raisin's observations are. I certainly think you need to understand the degree to which football lags behind society, and even most other sports, when it comes to the acceptance of gay men (of the thousands of professional footballers in the British men's game, not one has come out as gay) in order to fully grasp exactly what Tom is trying to come to terms with.

A Natural is sensitively-written, understated and touching, and often desperately sad. I can't say that the ending left me feeling that any of the relationships at the book's core were satisfyingly resolved, but it's all the more realistic for that, and ultimately there is a note of hope at the end that leaves you wondering if one day, after a lot of soul-searching and redemption, things must just turn out all right for Tom after all. ...more

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Jun 08, 2017 Shawn Mooney (Shawn The Book Maniac) marked it as did-not-finish

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The story and especially the shy young guy who's at the centre of it are not holding my interest. The writing is fine, but I am just not caring about anything that's happening so far. I don't do well with dull, flat protagonists. Abandoned at the 15% mark. ...more

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Mar 30, 2017 Ian Mond rated it it was amazing · review of another edition

I remember having doubts about Stephen King’s long essay, Head Down, the penultimate story in his 1993 collection Nightmare & Dreamscapes. The piece, which was originally published in the New Yorker, chronicles the 1989 Little League baseball season for Owen King’s team, Bangor West. Surprisingly, it happens to be the most compelling work in the entire collection as King adroitly combines the rats and mice of baseball with a funny and heartfelt profile of a group of young boys struggling with th I remember having doubts about Stephen King’s long essay, Head Down, the penultimate story in his 1993 collection Nightmare & Dreamscapes. The piece, which was originally published in the New Yorker, chronicles the 1989 Little League baseball season for Owen King’s team, Bangor West. Surprisingly, it happens to be the most compelling work in the entire collection as King adroitly combines the rats and mice of baseball with a funny and heartfelt profile of a group of young boys struggling with the troughs and peaks of competitive sport.

At the time I decided two things (a) Stephen King has the writerly chops to make any subject fascinating and (b) baseball, while a sport that rivals cricket in the boredom stakes,* lends itself to high drama as evidenced by the following classics of cinema – Field of Dreams, Bull Durham, A League of Their Own, Major League, Moneyball, that George Herman Ruth biopic where John Goodman played the eponymous “Babe” and The Natural. In comparison American Football has Remember the Titans and not much else, and the less said about basketball or ice hockey films the better.**

Coincidentally Ross Raisin’s third novel is titled “A Natural”. It has nothing to do with baseball but if you follow the same critics I do then you’ll have seen a great deal of hype for the book earlier in the year. To say it’s been well reviewed would be like saying that Donald Trump sometimes uses Twitter inappropriately. All the plaudits and backslaps are well deserved because A Natural proves wrong my second assumption, that when it comes to sports and great story-telling baseball has a monopoly. The novel, which is all about soccer – a pastime I couldn’t give a tinker’s cuss about… well, unless it’s Australia playing in the World Cup – is as enthralling as Stephen King’s Head Down, except in the case of Raisin’s book it’s 100,000 words longer, deals with the professional side of the sport (not Little League) and happens to be fiction.

The main focus of Ross Raisin’s novel is Tom, a 19 year-old who, when the book opens, has just been released from his contact with a local Premier League club. This is a body blow for the young man who always believed he was bound for the English Premier League. Tom is forced to move to a town he’s never heard of, hundreds of miles away from his family, to play for a Division Two team. The club – aptly named “The Town” – is coached by an arsehole, is comprised of a mix of also rans and coulda beens and is facing relegation after an awful start to the season. With the coach unwilling to give Tom game-time, he starts to doubt his ability. In addition he fears the day when a long-held secret becomes known.

While the novel starts with Tom, and while most of the page count is devoted to his ongoing challenge of trying to fit into his new environment while also being true to himself, A Natural isn’t just Tom’s story. Raisin also focuses on the team’s Captain, Chris, a bitter man, who like Tom nearly reached the big-leagues, but was never good enough, and who spends his free time surfing online forums (Raisin nails these forums… sometimes it felt like I was reading about my Aussie Rules football club and the poor quality of certain players). More importantly, we also get the perspective from the Captain’s wife, Leah, who worries about her recalcitrant husband – especially after he suffers a horrible injury – while also juggling a toddler and thoughts of a career in textile design.

I was aware of Tom’s secret before I read the novel and it didn't impact on my enjoyment. This is a book that expertly explores the pressures that come with the expectation of others while also deconstructing the blokey world of professional male sports. Raisin clearly has a deep love for football, and his descriptions of play, especially for a hater like me, were lovingly realised. But he's also aware that masculinity, mixed with disillusionment and cynicism and a fear that you'll end your career as a footnote in the history of a club that no-one has heard of, creates an environment where prejudice and insularity – euphemistically described as closing ranks – can destroy a person.

I often see a divide between people who read and enjoy books and people who are passionate about sport. But as Raisin and Stephen King highlight this binary is false. The competitive nature of sport and the personalities involved drive the narrative as much as any literary or genre novel. It's even possible for a person who is ambivalent or hates a particular game to, for a brief moment, suspend their judgement and become as fanatical as the supporters screaming from the stands. That's the atmosphere Raisin creates in this superb novel. I'll be stunned if A Natural isn't long-listed for the Man Booker.

* And I say that as a cricket tragic who will happily watch all five days of a Test series.

** I am clearly trolling here: The Waterboy is a fantastic film unfairly shunned by the Academy.***

*** Also, please note that as an Australian the only sports I’m referring to are those played by Americans. Because other than “Bodyline” and “The Club” (which came out in 1980… my God, I feel old) you ain't gonna find many films about cricket or Aussie Rules.

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Mar 12, 2017 Mandy rated it did not like it

For such potentially interesting and though-provoking subjects – masculinity and sexuality within football – this book remains dull from first to last. And not only dull – it’s also bland, the style flat and leaden, the characters and dialogue equally so. It’s all of the “he says this then he does that then he does something else” variety with no nuance or shading or attempt to get into the characters’ inner lives. Many issues are touched on in the novel and that’s certainly to its credit. Ident ...more

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Apr 22, 2018 Amy Tipper-Hale rated it really liked it

Raw and awkward - ‘Tommy’ is one of the most painfully vivid characters I’ve ever come across. Love, loathe or be completely indifferent to football, it really doesn’t matter. Friday Night Lights in Yorkshire. Save for a long train journey, take snacks and tissues.

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Mar 30, 2018 Andrew Cox rated it really liked it

I am usually very disappointed in books where the story revolves around sport. Football is usually the worst. The Damned United by David Pease and Fever Pitch by Nick Hornby being notable exceptions.
A Natural depicts lower division football and issues around sexuality. There are comparisons with Aravind Adiga's "Selection Day" which is about cricket in India & sexuality.
I love football but feel it is at times so out of touch with the rest of the world. Greed appears to be (particularly in top f I am usually very disappointed in books where the story revolves around sport. Football is usually the worst. The Damned United by David Pease and Fever Pitch by Nick Hornby being notable exceptions.
A Natural depicts lower division football and issues around sexuality. There are comparisons with Aravind Adiga's "Selection Day" which is about cricket in India & sexuality.
I love football but feel it is at times so out of touch with the rest of the world. Greed appears to be (particularly in top flight football) rife & there is no loyalty. Maybe this is how the world is & it is I who is out of touch. Obscene money & bigotry. This book focuses on issues of homosexuality within the game. Having just read "From the Heart" by Susan Hill , a tale from the 1950s, it is hard to think that the attitudes there are very much in tune with feelings about homosexuality in modern times but this is football where it appears as if time has stood still in certain areas. No currently playing professional footballer has come out as gay and reading this you will understand why. It is a terrible indictment on football.
I seem to have read many books recently where the main characters are gay. Whether this is a reflection on how (hopefully) for most people sexuality is not a controversial issue anymore I don't know.
As a supporter of a lower league team I have often wondered about the culture of bullying in football and the prehistoric views held by many (certainly not all) fans. The views held on Fans Forums illustrated in this book are representative of these forums. This is a wonderful description of grass roots professional football. The feeling of a small town where everyone knows everyone. It is a coming of age novel, it is a reflection on big fish in small ponds & the impact on families. Leah, the wife of the club captain & the friend of the gay groundsman, adds a wider aspect to the book. In what is a mainly male environment having a female perspective is both realistic & revealing.
Hopefully this view of football, particularly in relation to sexual stereotypes, will be seen as out dated as stories from the 50s. Football has a long way to travel.
Take away the sexuality side of this book it is a wonderful exploration of isolation, loneliness and the crave for fame & identity. Excellent ...more

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Mar 06, 2019 Nick Davies rated it it was amazing · review of another edition

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My Mum loaned me this, after I expressed an interest in bildungsroman type novels, and though this was simultaneously more than 'coming of age' and not quite 'coming of age', it was a compelling and powerful tale.

The novel follows a talented young footballer as he struggles to adjust to life at a new club of lesser prestige, as well as struggling to come to terms with aspects of his sexuality and maturity within the fishbowl that is professional sport. There is a secondary narrative about a fell ...more

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Dec 23, 2017 Gochrisgo rated it really liked it · review of another edition

Smart detail driven British novel about the intricacies and even the ambivalence of coming out told from the perspective of a mid-level football player just coming into adulthood.

It must be hard to write about life’s repetitive slog without the novel itself turning into a repetitive slog but Raisin manages to just pull it off with rich details like the cactus garden and watery hotel meals. A story of modern manhood and sports.

Gentle and naturalist approach to masculine storytelling.

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May 21, 2017 Nicolas Chinardet rated it really liked it

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An engrossing study of alienation and it's many forms: how we become separated from who we think we are, from our team, from majority social moors, or from our families.

The structures of the chapters and paragraphs, and of some sentences are a little odd at times but it's still a great read, though I found the ending a little too open for my taste. ...more

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Mar 17, 2017 MisterHobgoblin rated it liked it

A Natural is the story of a football dressing room. It's a lower league dressing room (specifically League 2, aka The Fourth Division). This is the bottom rung of professional football - below it is a land of semi-professionals, tradies by day and footballers at the weekend. The dressing room is populated by jaded old pros who have tried, and mostly failed, at higher league clubs; young kids torn between ambition and hope on the one hand and the trapdoor to non-league on the other; and just occa A Natural is the story of a football dressing room. It's a lower league dressing room (specifically League 2, aka The Fourth Division). This is the bottom rung of professional football - below it is a land of semi-professionals, tradies by day and footballers at the weekend. The dressing room is populated by jaded old pros who have tried, and mostly failed, at higher league clubs; young kids torn between ambition and hope on the one hand and the trapdoor to non-league on the other; and just occasionally, the rare man who is comfortable being a hero in a small town. For all of them, there is the spectre of their contract end date and the question of whether it will be renewed.

Specifically, the story focuses on four characters: Tom Pearman, a young footballer who was released at the end of his scholarship with his home town club; Chris Easter, the club captain; Leah, Easter's wife; and Liam Davey, the groundsman. Each has their own demons; none terribly happy with their lives. Yet despite this, the public demand for a "club" in which everyone is matey, blokey and carefree pervades everything. There is horseplay, drinking, clubbing and banter.

We see the reality, though. A precarious career, depending so often on the last performance and the last mistake. Lives are controlled by coaches who dole out free time, permission to have a drink; set bedtimes; and humiliate those who don't fit in. Footballers spending their lives on the road; ploughing up motorways between their home town, club town, away games and just driving round to get headspace away from their teammates. They live in guesthouses, hotels, temporary rentals. They have no stable friendships, no time to put down roots. At he whim of the coach, they can be living in another city with barely a couple of days' notice, playing for a different team, being idolised by a different set of supporters.

So what happens if one of the players is gay? There has only ever been one openly gay professional footballer in England (Justin Fashanu) and he ended up taking his own life. Homophobia is rife in football and is tolerated when turned on both one's opponents and one's own team. Managers have gone on record to say that it could never be acceptable to have a gay player in the team; players have taunted one another when they don't fit the laddish stereotype. Everywhere in British society, we have had gay people breaking down the barriers and claiming their part in the world: ay rock stars; gay TV presenters; gay MPs, gay clergy; gay CEOs; gay police. But no gay footballers. And as A Natural demonstrates, football is a hermetically sealed world in which participants have been immersed since early teens. The managers and coaches have never been in the real world; the journalists have either come from the same world or are in awe of it. There is no place to challenge these preconceptions. Indeed, there were even still hints of racial prejudice on display in A Natural to an extend that would see such people drummed out of any other corporation in disgrace. A Natural was a sad indictment of the forced social compliance of the football world.

But sadly, the novel did not feel quite equal to the ideas. The split focus between the four main characters felt a bit choppy and uneven. Whilst Tom seemed well-drawn and fully realised, I never quite believed in Chris and Leah Easter, and especially not in Liam Davey. They did not seem to have sufficient depth or history; their actions sometimes seemed unpredictable and driven by unclear motive. They did not seem to be consistent in how they related to one another. And in Leah's case, she brought a confusing array of friends and acquaintances who were hard to tell apart and even harder to understand.

The pacing was slow. Especially towards Christmas in the first season, events seemed to drag out interminably. And then, having set the scene, things didn't really start to go anywhere until well into the second season. The ending came suddenly and didn't quite feel like an ending - if the reader could even fathom what was happening (and I'm not sure this reader quite managed it). The writing was quite downbeat which fitted well with the dreariness of the footballers' lives, but tended to add to the feeling that this was going on for a bit too long.

Oh, and as for "Town"... I never did quite believe in it. Clearly designed to be a neutral generic - on the south coast, playing in green and red (a colour combination unknown in England), recently promoted from the Conference. But nobody refers to a football club as Town. United, perhaps. City or Villa. But not Town. And did we really believe that someone who had only ever appeared a couple of times as a substitute for the local League 2 outfit would be recognised wherever he went?

A Natural is quite good - very good in parts - but it just doesn't quite deliver on the high promise of the opening pages. ...more

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Jul 15, 2020 Fin rated it really liked it

Men’s football is still not ready for its first gay player. Raisin’s raw account of the grim realities of the lower leagues is reminiscent of football in the 1980s, before it’s commercialisation. It’s a dog-eat-dog world bereft of the glitz and glamour often associated with the profession.

He paints a world with a vast array of masculine identities, revealing how commonplace men’s suffering is, highlighting the absence of avenues for its release. Many cut isolated figures, with no-one to turn to Men’s football is still not ready for its first gay player. Raisin’s raw account of the grim realities of the lower leagues is reminiscent of football in the 1980s, before it’s commercialisation. It’s a dog-eat-dog world bereft of the glitz and glamour often associated with the profession.

He paints a world with a vast array of masculine identities, revealing how commonplace men’s suffering is, highlighting the absence of avenues for its release. Many cut isolated figures, with no-one to turn to.

“A problem shared is a problem halved”, right? Not to Tom Pearman (the protagonist)! Desperate to conceal his sexuality, his journey towards self-acceptance is excellent, torturous writing that has the reader fidgeting as they relive the throes of his dilemma.

The intense interiority of the novel is explicated in the characters’ thoughts, often those left unsaid to the group are the most telling, and Raisin is unrivalled in his ability to portray the awkwardness of social interactions. For instance, when depicting the frequent coach journeys to distant away games, Tom carefully curates a selection of video to discuss with his team mates as conversation starters, but pretends to stumble across them randomly whilst scrolling, in order to hide his artifice. Or when Raisin describes Leah’s frustration at finally coming up with something witty to say, but expressing regret that the conversation has moved on by this point. These little details paint an increasingly convincing backdrop for the story to take place.

Raisin illustrates there is little understanding of the structural position of the gay footballer, who Pearman comes to represent. Teammates regularly call each other “faggots”, but reassure Tom that they “don’t really mean it”; parents of the player use anachronisms to describe it as “funny business”, and come across as disappointed when they can’t understand why they weren’t confided in. At Boardroom level, their press releases blatantly adopt the hallmarks of a diversity exercise and remain hollow, stuffed with platitudes. A cursory rainbow flag is wedged in by the disabled supporters’ corner of the stadium, symbolising the marginalisation of outsiders in the game, and later it’s removed to little fanfare.

Ultimately, this is an environment where harassment and bullying are normalised in the name of ‘bonding’ and ‘banter’. This is a place where the hyper-sexuality of the alphas in the group deem that exposing their genitalia at inappropriate and shocking moments is ‘normal’, but when team mates hug for a second too long, this elicits scowls from their teammates, and insults from the terraces. ...more

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Jul 17, 2018 Atharv G. rated it really liked it

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I decided to pick this up after the World Cup Final because I wanted a soccer-related story. This book definitely delivered on that front, but it also had very thought-provoking portrayals of many other themes. It never felt like the author was taking on more than he could handle, and I enjoyed the thorough discussions on masculinity, sexuality, identity, and what it means to be "natural" and "successful." Despite the seemingly intentional disconnect between the reader and Tom's internal thought ...more

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Oct 04, 2020 Joseph Mitchell rated it really liked it

You know it's a amazing book when you finish it and feel completely saddened and yet elevated. The story focuses on three characters, Tom, Liam and Leah set around the backdrop of football and hyper masculinity. It took me a while to get into as I'm so far removed and uninterested from the world of football that even the mention of a game or sport bores me. It's the main character 'Tom' who's conflicted understanding of his identity and the world around him that compels you to keep on reading, h ...more

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Jan 09, 2018 Cindy rated it it was amazing · review of another edition

Shelves: giveaway, sports, fiction, lgbtq

Pretty darned good read! Although I'm a massive football fan, that's definitely not a prerequisite to enjoy this book. Ross Raisin successfully builds a world where tension, excitement, and soul crushing angst can be felt by all (even non sports fans). There's something about football. It gets in your blood. You can feel it long after walking off the field for the last time. I know I still do. But this story is about so much more than football. It's about friends, rivalries, ambition, and workin ...more

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Oct 24, 2018 Rob rated it really liked it

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Jan 20, 2018 K✨ rated it it was amazing · review of another edition

Shelves: queer-lit, favorites

I can’t stop thinking about this book. I don’t like sports, much less reading about them, but somehow Ross Raisin imbues the soccer scenes in A Natural with such emotion and physicality that I couldn’t help but devour them. The relationship between Tom and Liam is so taut, fraught, and devastatingly real. One of those books that I wanted to immediately read again as soon as I finished it.

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Mar 14, 2017 Rue Baldry rated it it was amazing

I'm not a sports fan, but I am fascinated by the peculiar upbringings, priorities and lifestyles of professional sports people. I enjoyed The Art of Fielding, in spite of knowing almost nothing about baseball. And I enjoyed this book, although I've never understood why anyone cares whether a ball goes over a white line or not.

The characters in this novel care about that a lot. For their own different reasons, their lives are all enmeshed into football. Tom is the central character (young, introv ...more

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Aug 19, 2017 Nivalis rated it it was amazing · review of another edition

Shelves: 2017, england, football, ontd-reading-challenge, secret-relationship, sports, 2017-favorite, athletes, coming-of-age, coming-out

Didn't expect to love the book as much as I did - the blurb sells it way too short. It's sad to think that the novel probably is not too pessimistic and I'm wondering if the reviewers stating that it feels too dated have ever immersed themselves in the world of football. At times it was hard to read about Tom's on-going struggles and the blatant homophobia from the team, from some of the friends, and the often bleak atmosphere of the novel really only got broken once (and not even then fully) - ...more

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May 15, 2017 Steven Kay rated it liked it · review of another edition

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I downloaded this book after reading gushing reviews in The Observer and The Guardian. Jude Cook in The Guardian described it as an exceptional novel – it presents “a brave and subtle portrait of a soul in torment. It’s a winner.” William Skidelsky in The Observer, said it is “is a gripping, mature, important novel. It would be a travesty if it does not win prizes.” I hesitated at the hefty £9.99 tag; then hesitated again, having read the Kindle sample and not having read much in that sample tha I downloaded this book after reading gushing reviews in The Observer and The Guardian. Jude Cook in The Guardian described it as an exceptional novel – it presents “a brave and subtle portrait of a soul in torment. It’s a winner.” William Skidelsky in The Observer, said it is “is a gripping, mature, important novel. It would be a travesty if it does not win prizes.” I hesitated at the hefty £9.99 tag; then hesitated again, having read the Kindle sample and not having read much in that sample that was exceptional. However, having now read and reviewed over 40 football novels on my blog at: http://stevek1889.blogspot.co.uk/2014..., I couldn’t not buy this with such write-ups. It sadly didn’t live up to those reviews.
Firstly I kept waiting for something like a strong plot to emerge, but it never really did. At times it meanders off into things totally irrelevant to the plot – particularly when it gets on to the point of view of the secondary characters: the repressed Chris Easter and his wife Leah and their often banal domesticity: “from the fridge she took out a couple of yoghourts, a pack of sausage rolls, a foil plate of quiche, a KitKat and, after a slight pause, another KitKat.” Fascinating stuff… Later we follow her, pointlessly, to a textiles exhibition in Milan, and equally gripping the details of what was going on in the knitwear pavilion with her and her friend marveling at “all this stuff that’s going to inform trends before designers even know what trends are going to be.’’ By this point I was cursing the hype, the lack of progress through the story, and my £9.99.
Don’t get me wrong, I don’t resent writers are getting a fair whack for their efforts, but I do expect something exceptional when I am paying twice the market rate for a Kindle book. I had also at this point completely given up on Leah as a character – I couldn’t really see the point of her – she lacked depth as a character and was all over the place – inconsistent and not believable. This is the best friend of someone who comes out to her as gay, someone she has known for years, and yet she remains friends with him despite her rampant homophobia and disgust, and her ultimate betrayal of his confidence – just weird. Then towards the end of the book, she hugs a fisherman who has just caught a fish at a lake, completely out of the blue – someone she doesn’t know – all apparently for no reason: I couldn’t even see the point the author was trying to make, however, contrived that might be.
But the thing in the novel that most jarred, however, was the strange shifting of point of view. One minute you’re following a character, then it drifts to another, then to an omniscient point of view: the character you were following having been abandoned somewhere, or left the room. Sometimes this drifting point of view is just plain unnerving: like when the main character, Tom, is watching Leah and Liam meet up at a cafe in a furniture store. He is spying on them from the car in the car park, and sees them through the glass at the upper level. He also appears to see Leah’s small child eating at the far side of the table and Liam bend forward to stroke his hair, and the child “finishing his food.” You wouldn’t see half of that from the outside in a car in the car park – it’s like you’ve drifted right up to the window.
That’s the technical, structural stuff that spoilt it for me. Otherwise, the writing itself isn’t bad and the main character, Tom, with his conflicts, is well drawn. And the book gets to some of the issues of loneliness, and the pressures on the young players. It’s also good to see a novel taking on the topic of homosexuality in one of the last bastions of “exclusive straightness” – or so the game would have us believe. There just aren’t any gay footballers, apparently, even Justin Fashanu wasn’t gay according to some newspaper interviews his brother gave…
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Sep 09, 2019 Steve rated it it was ok

Shelves: 2019, audiobooks, football

This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers. To view it, click here. A Natural is a book about a young footballer who has been released by the academy of a Premier League club and gone to join a lower division club at the other end of the country. He also happens to be gay, something still taboo in the world of professional football, and a state he is yet to come to terms with himself. Before long he is in a difficult relationship with the club’s head groundsman, himself a former scholar at the club.

Now, I like football and I like reading fiction, but I don’t th A Natural is a book about a young footballer who has been released by the academy of a Premier League club and gone to join a lower division club at the other end of the country. He also happens to be gay, something still taboo in the world of professional football, and a state he is yet to come to terms with himself. Before long he is in a difficult relationship with the club’s head groundsman, himself a former scholar at the club.

Now, I like football and I like reading fiction, but I don’t think there has ever been a good novel a about football. Some might suggest David Peace’s The Damned United, but I haven’t read that, only seen the film adaptation. To me that was more of a biopic than a football book, and of course it was based on reality.

Most fictionalised football books are written for boys in order to try and get them to read anything at all. All the ones I’ve ever read are terrible, and likely to put anyone off reading for good. They are generally Roy Of The Rovers type stories: a young lad struggles to get into the school team, gets bullied, gets his chance, nearly blows it, gets another, does well, then gets injured or some family issue gets in the way and it looks like all is lost, then somehow redemption comes, he does something that impresses the bully best player/captain/manager, gets a final opportunity, wins the cup final and goes on to be James Milner, or something similar. They are told simply, chronologically, and they revolve almost entirely around the tensions of team selection and social standing within the group. The language used in normally leaden and clichéd.

Raisin is a respected writer and a former Granta young novelist of the year. However, I was really disappointed in this book for a number of reasons.

Tom Pearman finds himself in digs in a strange town, increasing isolated, and hardly playing for his new club under their outdated manager. There are plenty of footballing stereotypes detailed in this book. That’s not the problem, Raisin is good on the dynamics of life as a footballer. The worst part about this book is the laboured narrative told in tedious details with occasional attempts at lyricism which are incongruous and often plain odd. Combined with dull one-dimensional characters, and a cumbersome, inconsistent structure, the book doesn’t have much of a chance. Despite this, I did keep me going to the end, wanting to know how things would turn out. I think that is more to do with my love of football. I wanted to see what the result would be, I never leave before the final whistle.

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Unfortunately, things ended well for the some of the characters, in a somewhat unbelievable way, with a Roy Of The Rovers moment, and others walking off hand in hand into a golden sunset to start a new life elsewhere. This was unfortunate for me as I thought it was a cop out. There was at least two other possible endings, more difficult to write and more challenging to read, that would have done justice to all the hard groundwork that had gone before. Would I have like the book more if it had ended how I feared (and I feared what was to come)? No, but I would have respected it more in the morning and formed with it a longer-lasting and deeper relationship.

Also (and this is not the fault of the book) but the narrator of the audiobook is terrible. He can’t do any accents convincingly, yet he tries plenty, often in the same sentence spoken by the same character. We know from the story that Tom Pearman’s family have moved an hour west down the M62 to support his football career, but his accent relocates from West Yorkshire to Merseyside and Manchester via Glasgow and the North-East throughout the story. Anyone with a faintly London accent sounds Australian. It really is so bad, and quite distracting, but not so much that it is the root of all my problems with the book. ...more

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Jul 15, 2017 MargCal rated it really liked it · review of another edition

Shelves: relationships, england, fiction, lgbtiq, sex-and-sexuality, discrimination, football-soccer, homophobia

Finished reading ... A Natural / Ross Raisin ... 16 July 2017
ISBN: 9781911214496

Reviewers describe this as a “gay footballer” and “coming of age” novel. Well, yes and no, in both cases, because to accept those descriptions at face value is to miss so much. To light on “football” is unfortunate in another way – you “don't” have to know about football at all. Football clubs are often seen as the last bastion of “real manhood” but the setting could be any sporting club, or indeed many other organis Finished reading ... A Natural / Ross Raisin ... 16 July 2017
ISBN: 9781911214496

Reviewers describe this as a “gay footballer” and “coming of age” novel. Well, yes and no, in both cases, because to accept those descriptions at face value is to miss so much. To light on “football” is unfortunate in another way – you “don't” have to know about football at all. Football clubs are often seen as the last bastion of “real manhood” but the setting could be any sporting club, or indeed many other organisations where homophobia is rife. The football club does however highlight two meanings of natural – born with talent, and straight.

The novel is about the clash of expectations and reality: not matching expectations on the one hand (that all people are straight), or failing to meet them on the other (that you're not as talented as people, including yourself, believed you to be). Specific to the novel, there is the perceived stability of the football club compared to the very real fragility of its existence based on changes of coach, injuries, players being dropped, others brought in, and so on.

Tom is essentially the lead character but three others all but share top billing: his boyfriend (of sorts) and a young married couple (with baby), the three male characters all having roles at the club. If coming of age means growing into your own skin, by the end of the novel I felt only one was really on the way. Two were taking faltering, tentative steps, and one barely seemed to have a clue. (Other readers might think differently, of course!)

Some of the minor characters are sufficiently well drawn that it is frightening to see how easy it is to be casually drawn into conforming, to become what you abhor. “I'm not homophobic but ...”.

The visceral fears described in the novel are well justified. Various characters show that if you realise you're gay, if you come out some people will treat your really badly and others will be supportive, sad that they hadn't been confided in sooner. But there is no way to pick who's who until the deed is done.

Googling reveals that Ross Raisin is presumably a straight man since he has a wife and children. So how good a depiction this novel is of the gay issues covered might be judged differently by a gay person. But as a straight person, I thought the novel was excellent.

Borrowed from my local library.
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Jan 16, 2019 Jake Goretzki rated it really liked it · review of another edition

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This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers. To view it, click here. A pleasant surprise and extremely well researched. Think Brokeback Town FC, indeed.

For an avid follower of lower league football, from the off there's something very satisfying in following 'Town's' journey across the unglamorous land of a very believable League Two - from Aldershot (Phoenix tattoo indeed) to Rotherham via Chelmsford City. I had Crawley Town in my head as he closest approximation (they play Crawley Town in the novel).

Does a fine job of capturing the backroom atmosphere of lowe A pleasant surprise and extremely well researched. Think Brokeback Town FC, indeed.

For an avid follower of lower league football, from the off there's something very satisfying in following 'Town's' journey across the unglamorous land of a very believable League Two - from Aldershot (Phoenix tattoo indeed) to Rotherham via Chelmsford City. I had Crawley Town in my head as he closest approximation (they play Crawley Town in the novel).

Does a fine job of capturing the backroom atmosphere of lower league football and the peculiar pathos and loneliness of the also-ran's existence, as well as the weight of having to conform to pack behaviour. I remember being on a flight to Moscow with a large group of what were possibly Chelsea under-21s and seeing the peculiarity of that existence: on the one hand these were already young men of great privilege (everyone had the headphones and the devices), on the other, the accents from Barking and Runcorn and the tiny, solitary, precarious lives they were living - knowing that only n% would ever make it. They've been kicking balls around all their lives and that's all they really ever knew and wanted; most of us grew out of that by about 13. Some of them have no other interests. I love that point years ago about Graham Le Saux reading the Guardian... something about how if you're a footballer, your only other permitted interests are golf and betting. If you don't like those, you're a freak and definitely gay. Tom has no other interests, bar mum and dad and a cactus collection. That's what they're like, I suspect.

All handled with a refreshing lack of disrespect for 'the game', making for some pretty faultless characterisation. The most caricatured being the manager 'Clarke' - never hitting Mike Bassett or Graham Taylor, but still robustly *that* - and 'Easter', yet with plenty of nuance and demons. I also loved that Leah was no Good Angel. This one's never preachy or didactic.

I never actually saw Brokeback Mountain, but I assume the protagonist retreated back into the closet under the weight of convention and career vigilance - which is exactly what happens even today, right. And considering how prominent football is in our lives, absolutely awful.

Fine work. In British lit, to pull off a novel about football without sounding like a mildly contemptuous middle class twat is quite some achievement. Nice one geezer, etc. ...more

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Apr 12, 2019 Lucy rated it it was amazing · review of another edition

4.5 rounded up to 5 stars. My favorite read of the year so far.

As a fan of football, I'm always on the lookout for a perfect mix of drama and the workings of the sport at a professional level, and when I came across this book by chance it truly felt like I was about to get all that I ever wanted. I was partly right. A Natural is a literary look at loneliness and homophobia in the world of football, and how success is almost tied to denial, to hostility. It's bleak (or very british, if you'd like ...more

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