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"Sans toi, ce monde serait imparfait..." Avec Perfect World, Rie Aruga aborde la difficile question du handicap. Dans notre monde trop cruel, comment est-il possible de s'aimer et de construire une relation saine et durable, quand tout semble vouloir vous en empêcher ? Une œuvre bouleversante, poétique et sociale !
Tsugumi Kawana, 26 ans, travaille au sein d'une entreprise de décoration d'intérieur. Sa vie aurait pu se poursuivre sans heurts si, au cours d'une soirée professionnelle, elle n'avait croisé son premier amour : Itsuki Ayukawa. Le temps a passé depuis le lycée, et surtout, un drame a frappé le jeune homme, le laissant handicapé à vie. Certaine qu'elle n'aura ni la force ni l'envie de sortir avec un homme " au corps amoindri ", la jeune femme va pourtant sentir quelque chose changer en elle...
168 pages, Paperback
First published March 11, 2016

This was so terribly on the feels, I can’t.... //cries I already feared, Kawana and Ayukawa might be.....inspired to break up by everyone around them but volume 3 provided even sadder content than I would have though.
It’s such a shame when thinking about how simply happy these two look when being together and not facing any struggles. Those rare times when Ayukawa is healthy... But just as life itself isn’t easy, of course it’s not all sunshine and Kawana and Ayukawa aren’t so foolish not to be aware of this. Nonetheless, they love each other so much. It’s visible in every of their thoughts, always putting the other first. It drives me mad how their family and friends don’t see it. There’s her father who literally begs Ayukawa to break up and don’t get me wrong, I understand he wants someone for his daughter who’s able to physically protect her (especially in his condition) but exactly this is the problem here. Love is so much more than physically protecting the other. There’s Koreda who would be the perfect husband for her and he doesn’t hold back to tell her the truth about his feelings. Seriously, I deeply respect him for literally always being there for Kawana and helping out. I can sense there’s still hope in him to get the girl but I can’t help but hope he knows, or will realize, he’s not the first choice. I can’t even blame him, to be honest. Finally, there Nagasawa! To my current mind, she’s the worst. She actively tries to separate Ayukawa and Kawana. Physically but also in mind. The degrading way she talks to Kawana — this isn’t what Kawana deserves.
Still, despite everything, they fight for their love. Ayukawa realizing Kawana is everything to him and though her father doesn’t approve, he promises to stay with her. When they hugged, it was so lovely, so full of emotions! I only can marvel at how wonderful those moments are. Kawana, despite her father‘s words, stays strong and doesn’t waver in her opinion, though it’s hard for her. It’s her first time actually not being obedient to her parents which is quite a radical act, I’d say. She even decides to learn how to be a caregiver and get the certification, so she can have a future with Ayukawa. It’s the cutest.
But everything goes downhill and Ayukawa suffers health issues. I’ve been so worried and I could totally relate how they both, he and Kawana, felt and what they thought and eventually....everything — his situation, their environment and social contacts — concluded with the worst outcome I could have though of! (Okay, the worst would be Ayukawa dying, ....but I hope this won’t happen!) I’m crying because of the end of volume 3 and I’m also pretty mad. This is so sad! And I say: IF THIS SERIES DOESN’T CONCLUDE WITH A HAPPY END FOR KAWANA AND AYUKAWA, I’LL BE VERY MAD (and disappointed because as someone who’s in a wheelchair too, I need him to get his girl for personal reasons)!