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Seeking Redemption

(Black Shamrocks MC #3)

4.39  ·  Rating details ·  506 ratings  ·  90 reviews
He’s headed for rock bottom.
She’s not far behind.

Some would say Benjamin O’Brien has finally reached rock bottom. When you’ve ruined your life and brought your loved ones to their knees in the process, you would assume you couldn’t fall any further.

Lacey Marquis is done. Broken. Shattered. Ruined. Deserted by the man she thought was the love of her life, she’s reached her
Kindle Edition, 1st. Edition, 242 pages
Published March 24th 2016
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Mar 22, 2016 rated it really liked it
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☆ I received an ARC via Enticing Journey PR in exchange for an honest review. Thank you! ☆

The third installment in the Black Shamrocks series, Seeking Redemption was basically what its title entailed. Seeking solace and resolve from life's spirals and influences.

This book was kind of a conundrum of emotion. Much more than its previous two predecessors.

It was about two souls finding from different spectrums colliding in more ways than once and finding love in between.

Benjamin O’Brien is an i
Philomena Callan Cheekypee
Mar 02, 2016 rated it it was amazing
Shelves: loved-it
This is book three in the Black Shamrocks MC Series. Although this can be read as a standalone I certainly recommend you read the previous books first.

Benji and Lacey's story gripped me from start to finish. They are both broken and struggling from drug abuse.

Can they help each other fight the addiction and seek redemption from the club??

I loved the previous two books but this is definitely my favourite so far. It's a fantastic read full of emotion and angst.

Can't wait to see what else the aut
Jul 14, 2019 marked it as to-read
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🎁 Truth & Treachery (Black Shamrocks limited-edition boxed set containing the first three books and two novellas in the series) is FREE on Amazon today (7/14/2019)! 🎁
May 24, 2016 rated it really liked it
I a little bit conflicted on this book! While in the end I wanted to give it five stars I think I'm going to have to stick to 4. The author did a great job showing just how badly addiction can screw up, not only the addicts life, but the lives of those around them. She also did fantastic about letting the main characters take responsibility for their mistakes. Unfortunately there was just something about this book that I didn't connect with as I have the first two books in the series. Looking fo ...more
Jackie - Fire & Ice Book Reviews
What another great read.

Again I devoured this book within a day. The twists were just as crazy. And I loved it .

This is one amazing series. The author manages to shock me at every turn and keeping me on my toes.

I can't get enough. I am just so excited for the next book. I just love how each book picks right back up where the last one leaves off.

Give this series a read!
Apr 03, 2016 rated it it was amazing
Seeking Redemption (Black Shamrocks #3)
Kylie Hillman
5 stars

SOOOOO .. I have to admit I was on the fence on with this series but Kylie hit this one out of the park. Im so happy I stayed in.

Benji and Lacey … wow. These two are two freight trains colliding and plummeting each other into hell.

Benji is the son of the former President of the Black Shamrocks. He has become everything his father wanted. Benji has the football career, the scholarship and the way out of the club life. He is the chosen o
Dayreader Reviews
Mar 28, 2016 rated it it was amazing
This is the third book in Kylie Hillman's Black Shamrocks' MC series, and although it is told a little bit differently than the first two, the topic is none the less important. Drug use and abuse can and does effect everyone. Benji is the golden boy, the son of the former President of the Black Shamrocks - he has everything - the scholarship, the football career, and an out of control drug problem. But Benji isn't the only one - Lacey is his twin sister's best friend, a nurse, the former old lad ...more
Jamie Guellar
Mar 23, 2016 rated it really liked it
Black Shamrocks MC Seeking Redemption is the third book in this series. Benji is the son of the MC's president Beast. Benji's footy career is over due to his injuries and addictions. Lacy was Maddi's best friend and is left broken by a man who abused her. Together they find comfort in each other and their addictions. Thanks to the help of her parents, Lacy ends up in rehab and Benji falls deeper into his path of self destruction. I thought this was a great story of two lost souls who find each o ...more
Shabby  -BookBistroBlog
Apr 15, 2016 rated it it was amazing
She grows on you. Her writing getting better with every book !
In this book , we see Benji Adulting . He is lost in a haze of meth induced fog and his partner in crime -Lacey , are both bouncing on the walls and hurting each other. A powerful story which brings clarity to Lacey and Benji and he sets on a path to right the wrongs he has committed. Seeking redemption for his sins. Very well written. Some wonderful characters and a Purple haired kick ass girl named Andi.
Apr 05, 2016 rated it it was amazing
Shelves: 2016
In love w this series!!!
Paula Brown
Sep 27, 2018 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition

This book shows us the lives of a couple addicted to the use of Meth. The author tells us "Ill never be able to explain the rush of warm heat that engulfs my body when I smoke Meth.
Its like liquid euphoria flows through my veins ,relaxing my mind but hyping my body all at once.
All my aches and pains disappear.
Happiness and contentedness floods me, and all of my quilt, my worries, and my problems take flight." This book has Murder, Drug Addiction, Prison, Abuse, Betrayal, and Lies. And how lives
Michelle Austin
Mar 21, 2016 rated it it was amazing
Title:Seeking Redemption
Author:Kylie Hillman
Series:Black Shamrocks MC
Publisher:Kylie Hillman
Reviewer:M Austin
Release Date:3-24-16
Genre(s):MC Romance
Page Count:217
Heat Level: 2 flames out of 5
Rating: 5 stars out of 5

Can the sight from rock bottom be sweeter than the view from the top?

Rock bottom…
Some would say Benjamin O’Brien has finally reached it. When you’ve ruined your life and brought your loved ones to their knees in the process, you'd assume you couldn’t fall any further.

Lacey Mar
Melissa Mendoza
Mar 26, 2016 rated it it was amazing
Shelves: alpha-book-club
Title:Seeking Redemption
Author:Kylie Hillman
Series:Black Shamrocks MC, Book #3
Publisher:Kylie Hillman
Release Date:March 24, 2016
Genre(s):MC Romance
Page Count:242
Heat Level: 4 flames out of 5
Rating: 5 stars out of 5

Rock bottom…
Some would say Benjamin O’Brien has finally reached it. When you’ve ruined your life and brought your loved ones to their knees in the process, you'd assume you couldn’t fall any further.

Lacey Marquis is done. Broken. Shattered. Ruined. Deserted by the man she thoug
Dana Busenbark
Mar 22, 2016 rated it it was amazing
We're talking about Benji and Lacey in this book. We start out with the aftermath from the ending of book two, with Benji waking up in the hospital bed. His father, Beast, is there with him and saying really cryptic things to him that he is not catching on to. Eventually he figures out a couple of things and Beast leaves. Enter Lacey, who gives Benji the low down on what happened at his house and how his arm got broken. What all does Beast have in the works, that he wants Benji to prospect to th ...more
Apr 22, 2016 rated it it was amazing
Another great installment in the Black Shamrocks series

This is Benji and Lacy's story, and you really want to read the first two books in the series first or you're going to be missing out on a lot of background. The third story of five planned for the Black Shamrocks, like the first books there are a series of flashbacks so we see some of the events that set-up the current situation interspersed with present events. This is one of the few authors I've seen to use the technique effectively and w
Michele Gantz
Mar 23, 2016 rated it it was amazing
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Kylie Hilman once again flawlessly executes a dark, gritty MC experience. The way this book perfectly stands apart from any other MC book, but still intertwines within this series is a testament to Kylie's writing skills.

While Seeking Redemption is a standalone of sorts, truly the whole series is so amazing that it should be consumed as a whole. While focusing mainly on Benji, son of the ex MC president, and Lacey, it still feeds you enough of the previ
Mar 31, 2016 rated it it was amazing
I loved the first two books in the series and this one is no exception... I really wanted to see if Benji could redeem himself and change his ways, since his addiction caused so much trouble for his sister and his family.
If to Benji addiction you add Lacey’s addiction and their know you're in for a ride!
I didn't particularly care for in I was neutral when it came to him..I was mad because of his selfishness but I realised as well that the addiction was playing a part in i
Jana Whaley
Mar 29, 2016 rated it really liked it
I was give an ARC for an honest review (there may be borderline spoilers here!)

I was so excited to finally get Benjis story. His cocky attitude and I couldn't wait to see how Kylie was going to pull his head from his ass. She did it. Poor Benji had to go through hell to get to where he is by the end of this book. Lacey poor girl. She's been through hell over her time with the people in her life. From the highs and lows and just wanting love that feels like a high she gets it how ever she can. F
Mar 31, 2016 rated it really liked it

“I’m a cunt. An A-grade, fair-dinkum douchelord.”

Seeking Redemption is the third book in the Black Shamrocks Series. This book revolves around Benji, the oldest son of the President, Beast. As we know by now, Benji has a serious drug problem and this story revolves a lot around that. There are a ton more issues pledging the club and the O’Brien family. A little more is revealed about Wendy, which I am happy to finally know; it’s been bugging me since book one. But, although touched upon, it’s st
She's a Lip Biter
Feb 01, 2016 rated it really liked it
The Third installment in the Black Shamrocks MC left me with mixed emotions. God how I wanted to scream at Lacy and Benji wasn't much better.

But what I realised was that Kylie's betrayal of these characters was so so so well done and I really applaud her for that. Even though I wanted to scream at them and often called them names, I was engrossed in the book and that's what we look for in a book isn't it. The way to escape our own reality! This reality was just so real.

As the title suggests this
Apr 04, 2016 rated it really liked it
Seeking Redemption is Benji and Lacey's story l had a love hate relationship with these two. I understand their actions because they are junkies but sometimes I wanted to reach into my kindle and knock them both the f out, but that is the high & low of being addicted to drugs. However in the end I found them to both have. some redeemable qualities.the story itself was busy, lots going on and not knowing what was going to happen. I liked I wasn't able to predict the end because with all of Kylie ...more
Tracy Lundy-Munn
May 30, 2016 rated it it was amazing
Seeking Redemption for s the third full length book in the Black Shamrocks MC series by Kylie Hillman. This author is totally hitting a home run with this book series. From the storyline to the characters this entire series has been spot on. Again, this book picked up right where the last one ended but with a new set of primary characters. I love that the author is creating a whole new book but continuing on with the previous characters storylines. Kylie has done a phenomenal job of reaching out ...more
Apr 02, 2016 rated it liked it
When there's addictions, abuse and drug use, you know the story is not going to be an easy read and it's not.
Heartbreaking story with Benji and Lacey dealing with drug addiction, physical and emotional abuse.
I found Benji and Lacey to be selfish, I guess that what drugs does to you, you don't realise your problems affects everyone around you.
You hit rock bottom, how do you claw your way back to the top
Gut wrenching read!!! I must admit I didn't enjoy this book as much as the first two.

Bonnie Mancuso
Feb 13, 2016 rated it it was amazing
AMAZING! Kylie Hillman does it again. Another 5 star read in the incredible Black Shamrocks MC series. This has quickly become my favorite MC series. These books are so intense. Seeking Redemption is a gripping story about drug addiction. How it not only affects the lives of the people who are using, but also the lives of everyone around them. Once again, Kylie takes you on such an emotional journey. Her writing is brilliant and I can't wait to see what she has in store for us next. ...more
She Hearts Books
Mar 22, 2016 rated it really liked it
Shelves: i-heart-mcs
Benji and Lacey's story isn't a pretty one by any means. Theirs is a story of addiction, betrayal, and most importantly one of redemption and love. My heart broke for both of them as they fought not only their addiction, but also their way back to themselves and each other. I wanted a happily ever after for them. I can't wait to read more of them and the rest of their family that surrounds them.

I give Seeking Redemption 4 hearts!
Kylie Hillman
Mar 24, 2016 added it  ·  (Review from the author)
He's headed for rock bottom. She's not far behind.

When two scarred souls find each other in the midst of chaos, is it possible for them to be the strength the other needs? Or will their individual demons prevent the other from SEEKING REDEMPTION?

Natalie Miernicki
May 17, 2016 rated it it was amazing
Too much of a good thing??!!! Oh hell no... the third instalment to the Black Shamrocks series saw my favourite character Benji get his story told... Explosive, dangerous and hot that describes the chemistry between Benji and Lacey!! Two lovers that are so bad for each other but too good to stay apart... Kylie you have outdone yourself again!! Highly, highly recommend this series!
Feb 07, 2021 rated it it was amazing
This is the hardest of the reviews for me to write because for most of the series I just couldn't stand Benji. I'm still not certain I like him. I know, maybe I should give him a break because he is a druggie, and we all know they will do anything for their drugs.

This tells the perfect story of when an emotionally scarred, golden boy is not held accountable for his actions. His dad thinks he can do no wrong, his twin makes excuses for him and believes all his lies. He is drowning in despair and
Mar 25, 2021 rated it it was amazing
This was excellent. It was heartbreaking, maddening and every other emotion you can muster. It was difficult to read the story of 2 people in so much pain that their only escape from it was addiction. Being around addiction in my life I know first hand how it affects not only the addict but every one else around them. It takes a lot of strength from both sides to get to clarity at the end. I've had trouble with Benji from the start of this series. His arrogance, his smart mouth, even in this boo ...more
Jennifer Guffey
Feb 29, 2016 rated it really liked it
Shelves: biker-mc, addiction, 2016
Seeking Redemption (Black Shamrocks MC #3)
By: Kylie Hillman
4/5 stars

This series is planned so far throughout 5 books. While the first 3 books have focused on 3 different couples, all couples were still integral parts of each book, and the drama is ongoing flows through the 3 books, so there isn’t a new drama that needs to be generated with each book. Many questions are answered in this book and new ones are posed.

Benji is the family mess-up. His drug addiction was the blackmail needed to cause t
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