For nine months Gunner Crosby had played nursemaid to his partner Louis, who was dying of cancer. Although he and Louis had only been dating a short while when Louis was diagnosed with testicular cancer, what was Gunner going to do? Leave him? Gunner didn't have the heart. So he played it out...to the bitter end. At one of Louis' doctor's appointments, Gunner met a man. A man who had the body of a Greek god, golden hair, and the bluest eyes Gunner had ever seen. Lief Constantine was a personal trainer, and his life was fitness. He ran marathons, was an ironman athlete, and trained the Hollywood elite when they needed to bulk up or trim down. Lief was gaining popularity in the fitness business in LA because he did not use steroids, and got fast results with his grueling regiment of working out and a strict diet. Lief knew after the next event, the triathlon, if he placed in the top ten, endorsements would follow, and Lief could begin selling his own line of workout clothing and healthy food supplements. That was, until the doctor found a lump on Lief's testicle during a routine physical exam. When Gunner met Lief he never imagined falling for a guy who may end up just as sick as Louis had been. But Gunner wasn't the type of individual to cut and run, so when Lief gets some depressing news about his health, Gunner is at a loss. And if Gunner thinks he's lost, Lief is in permanent denial. Each man acting out the part of feeling normal in what may be a tragic play. Lost. It's that sinking sensation you get when all hope is sucked out of you. But with that loss sometimes comes inner strength. And with the right love and support, even what seems like the impossible outcome can be overcome. Lost. Sometimes you have to lose a little of yourself, to bring another into the light
About the Author Award-winning author G.A. Hauser was born in Fair Lawn, New Jersey, USA and attended university in New York City. She moved to Seattle, Washington where she worked as a patrol officer with the Seattle Police Department. In early 2000 G.A. moved to Hertfordshire, England where she began her writing in earnest and published her first book, In the Shadow of Alexander. Now a full-time writer, G.A. has written over eighty novels, including several best-sellers of gay fiction. GA is also the Executive Producer for her first feature film, CAPITAL GAMES. For more information on other books by G.A., visit the author at her official website. www.authorgahauser.com G.A. has won awards from All Romance eBooks for Best Author 2010, 2009, Best Novel 2008, Mile High, and Best Author 2008, Best Novel 2007, Secrets and Misdemeanors, Best Author 2007.
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LIked the book, and I liked the guys. I was left feeling a bit uncomfortable about the MC's view of cancer - that the guy who died hadn't fought hard enough, and if you fight hard enough you will overcome it. There was a lot of impleid judgement about how to deal with cancer.
This book was just ok. It had so much promise. Waaay too much sexy time. I️ didn’t like how he talked down about Louis’ cancer. Implying he didn’t fight hard enough. Not cool. The ending felt a bit rushed. You’re ok. The end.
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I liked the idea of the story and how the main characters met, although their romance felt very rushed. There didn't seem to be any closure with Louis and his family. I wanted to find out what happen with the old man and the race car that Gunner bought. Did Leif get the endorsements he so desperately wanted? Tell us how Lief introduced Gunner to his friends and family. What was up with the flirting between Lief and the movie star? (Is there another story there?) I teared up at several times while reading and that is a sure fire way to hook me on a book till the end.
3 Tissue book for me. Knowing people who have died from and those still fighting cancer i could relate to the M.C.s . I truly believe that whilst positive thinking and fighting will never cure cancer it definitely gives you a better chance of a longer life than just giving up.I also understand burying your head in the sand is sometimes the easiest option. I also understand how you can fall into a caregiving relationship cos you are a nice person. So a 5 star rating from me.
I'm not crazy about cars or very interested in triathlons but the author manage to make them both interesting to me. However, there was a lot of sex between MCs who met for a critical time in both their lives and who didn't really know each other. I really liked Gunner's kindness and attitude about life; Lief not so much. All in all given the subject matter, it was a well written book and not the angst filled drama that it could have been.