What do you think?
Rate this book


322 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 19, 2015








The violence......after a while I gave up on how many rapes there were in this story.![]()

“An anti-hero was still a hero in the end, but I would never be more than a villain.”
"It takes a monster to know a monster.
He was the worst of us all."
“I didn’t think I had it in me anymore. To feel. To bleed. More than that, I deserved this hurt. I knew I did. But it didn’t change a thing. It didn’t stop my heart from plummeting to its death.”
"When Javier was cruel he was brutal, but when he was tender, it was almost more disarming."
"It takes a monster to know a monster.
He was the worst of us all."


"When Javier was cruel he was brutal, but when he was tender, it was almost more disarming."














Your family is the first thing you’ll lose. Your soul will be the last. Luckily, I didn’t have much of either anymore.

He hid under the persona of being young, dumb, careless man and even though he certainly wasn’t smart, his capacity for inflicting pain and suffering was beyond my understanding.
It’s funny how far revenge can drive you, you’re willing to give up so much for just one sweet taste.

“We were terrible people who did terrible things to each other. We were slaves to hate because hate was strong and we sacrificed love to fuel it.”
“The wife of a drug king. The queen of corruption.”
“She had become my family, my confidante, my lover, my friend. She had become everything to me, in bed and outside of it. But she was a weakness, my weakness. She was what the would go after next, the last thing I could possibly lose. Unless I lost her first.”
“Please. Be rough. Hurt me. Make me bleed. Give me something.”
“It was only him and it was only me. King and Queen. That’s all that existed in this rusted, bloody space, between these two tortured, filthy souls.”




“Rage. It fueled me. It whipped me. It begged me. I would not stop until everything was mine again. Until the heads rolled on a dusty floor.”
“You’re embedded in my skin. And you’re embedded in mine, he said. Deeper than you’ll ever know.”
“Now I had his attention. He looked like he wanted to murder me, which made me smile wider. He thought he was in control here? He was wrong. In this play, I had all the power. I always did.”


"They all died because I kept climbing. Family is everything. That is the creed in this country. But that creed gets others killed. And it slowly kills you. Your family is the first thing you’ll lose. Your soul will be the last."![]()
"You wanted to be me so much that it actually drove you insane. That’s when I realized you were nothing more than a pathetic piece of shit, an ugly fucking dog that wouldn’t stop following me around, sniffing the Alpha for scraps, licking my balls to win favors. And that’s what you still are. Only now you’ve had a taste of what you could have become. And now you’ll know what it’s like to die a complete failure with the taste of my balls still in your mouth.”