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They thought they knew her.
They didn’t
And when she’s targeted in a shooting… and killed?
That’s something they never saw coming.

After six people are shot in a small town community theater, people gather to attend the funeral of one of the seventeen-year-old Stefia. As those who knew Stefia share their memories of her, we discover a collective picture of a girl everyone loved… but no one really knew.

Who was Stefia, really? Who knew her best? And why was she targeted in the shooting?

When the spotlight is bright, we hide in plain sight.

**CONTENT Shay Ray Stevens writes psychological thrillers that delve into the darker side of the human experience. As such, her novels include topics or scenes that may be disturbing to some readers. For more information, please visit shayraystevens.com/content-warning/.**

318 pages, Paperback

First published October 13, 2014

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Profile Image for Brandy Corona.
Author 9 books144 followers
October 12, 2014
Once in a long while, you come across a book that is so raw, so completely gritty that it truly takes your breath away, and leaves an imprint on your heart that won't ever go away. This is what happened for me when I read an ARC of The Me You See.

I've had it up to here (motions to my chin) of reading the same storylines over and over. It happens. But TMYS has revived my love of reading and its all thanks to Shay Ray Stevens' ability to pen a story that is unique and beautiful.

I won't post spoilers, but I did not see the ending coming. It shocked me. I had to put my kindle down and go splash my face with water. But it all made sense, perfect sense.

Life is not and never will be a happy ever after for each and every person. Like the blurb says, the tainted shadows that are right there in plain sight can be heartbreaking.

Please, I beg you to read this. It will stay with me forever, not lying. I applaud Shay for taking a risk and writing a bewitching tale of sadness, love, death and truth.
Profile Image for Michele Breaux-Rowley.
Author 3 books8 followers
October 13, 2014
This novel was quite a departure for Shay Ray Stevens. Having read two of her earlier books, I was anticipating the snarky wit, biting humor, and gut busting laughter that accompanied Lost: One Pair of Rose Colored Glasses and Found: One Craving for Everything. What I got was The Me You See, a dark, twisted, deep, suspenseful, edge of your seat thriller.

I applaud you Ms. Stevens. This book, while dark in its subject matter was a stark reminder of not only our humanity, but that of those around us. The story centers on a girl named Stefia, a girl whose life ended too young, as told by those around her. Not just those who loved her, but those who despised her as well, and one could argue, those who failed her. Each gave a unique perspective on the perception of her life, in her short time on earth; how she touched many lives, both good and bad. But no one saw the real Stefia, not even the reader. The narrative is a testimony to the fact that, no matter what you see, you don’t see me.

A fast paced roller coaster of emotions not describable in words, but I will try. I imagine this is what riding in the front car, hands in the air, on the largest, steepest, fastest drop imaginable, in the pouring rain would feel like. If I could give this more than 5 stars, I would not hesitate. I highly recommend! Be warned, it will keep you up late at night and rip your heart out, stomp it to bits and give it back a bruised mess. 5 Big Bright and Shiny Stars!
Profile Image for Brandi.
115 reviews3 followers
October 13, 2014
**I received an ARC of this book in return for an honest review**
Sometimes I get stuck in a rut. It feels like I am reading the same story line over and over again with different characters in a series. Then you have an Author like Shay Ray Stevens come along. This isn't my first rodeo with her, and I hope it won't be my last.

The Me You See follows Stefia's story through the eyes and minds of those who thought they knew her. As you follow each character, you learn a little more about Stefia and how her life affected each person differently. It made me think....a lot. We all are different, and each person we encounter sees us in a different way, but do we really know anyone at all? Once I started reading, I couldn't think of anything else. I just wanted to soak up every ounce of Stefia's story. I wanted to shout from the rooftops! I need someone to analyze every moment of this book with me so we can talk details....spoilers!

If you are looking for a breathe of fresh air in a thrilling and captivating standalone, then you need to read The Me You See. Once you read it, we need to talk because I won't ever forget this story and I bet you won't either
Profile Image for Brad Kadlec.
1 review
October 12, 2014
I received an advanced copy of The Me You See. What a great book! I would compare this book to a symphony of instruments where you hear one solitary instrument in the beginning, then more are added until you hear a masterpiece at the end! I was so entertained, and I can't wait for more of my family to read it so we can talk about it. If you keep putting out clever books like this, Shay Ray Stevens, then you will have me buying them all! Thank you for the experience and I am on pins and needles awaiting your next masterpiece.
Profile Image for D. Emery Bunn.
Author 17 followers
October 14, 2014
The Me You See is a story about the void someone leaves behind when they are suddenly no longer there. More specifically, how people react when a girl is killed.

Characters

If there's anything this book has a lot of, it's characters. Each chapter is a new character, putting in their view of Stefia, the person killed in the very first chapter.

And despite having a cast list of fourteen different people, my highest praise for this book is the characters. Each of them has their own personality, their own nuance, and to the meta point, their own sight of Stefia.

Each in their own way is relatable, their struggles coming to grips with her absence different in so many ways, and yet so similar.

Plot

You'd think that for a story that's essentially a bunch of reflections on past events that the plot wouldn't be driving, right? Wrong. The author cleverly leaves out details at the start, leaving the mystery of who Stefia actually was as something to discover as the story goes on.

And the final plot twist? I didn't see it coming. As a note, I catch 90% of all plot twists long before they happen.

Setting

The story happens in Small Town, Minnesota [A town so small I completely forgot its name]. It at once feels like a place I've been to, and one I haven't. So many details of one town are sprinkled slowly throughout, giving a bigger and deeper picture with each page. Even as I wanted to know about Stefia, I wanted to know about the town she lived in.

The Verdict

5/5 stars.

It's an excellent study in tragedy, absence, and other themes I won't mention here because they'd spoil the plot. You'll find out. I'm sure glad I did.
Profile Image for Douglas B Wimmer.
Author 1 book9 followers
October 12, 2014
I received an ARC of The Me You See from the the author in exchange for an honest review.

Other than the Shay Ray Stevens' blog and tweets I had not read any of her previous books prior to this one, so I do not know how they compare. I do know upon reading this book, however, that she hits a home run with this original and often times disturbing account of a shooting spree that takes place at a local theater.

The Me You See is not told in a the standard linear style. Instead each chapter is written from a different person's viewpoint. Family members, friends, and as well as those who are most decidedly not friends all get a chance to tell their own story of Stefia and the events that lead up to that tragic night.

Shay Ray does not hold back in detailing the events of that night, nor does she shy away from from scenes and events that would make most readers cringe and wince. Her narrative delves into very serious themes that had me, as the reader, intensely uncomfortable.

However, the story, characters, and writing is so compelling that putting the book down was nearly impossible. I am not a particularly speedy reader, even still I finished The Me You See in less than 24 hours. I also found myself affected by the book to the point I was shaking after reading the climax and final reveal.

A compelling, timely, and affecting book that sticks with you long after the final page. I cannot recommend The Me You See highly enough.
Profile Image for Dylan Hearn.
Author 3 books83 followers
October 24, 2014
A compelling, thought provoking mystery.

In The Me You See, Shay Ray Stevens has created an excellent mystery. On the surface, Stefia appears to be the the perfect young girl - warm, funny, intelligent - but as the book progresses we find the truth about Stefia is far more complex than first appears.

Stevens has successfully pieced together a compelling narrative based around the memories of Stefia's friends and family. The timeline jumps back and forth, covering important events from Stefia's life, each a step along the path to the opening shooting. What would be confusing in the hands of another author flows effortlessly due to Stevens' skilful handling of both plot and characterisation. Each new character's perspective feels real and unique, not an easy thing to do. It was very easy to become engrossed in the mystery of what happened. As new aspects of Stefia's personality and life were revealed, I found myself racing through the pages to find out more.

The story made uncomfortable reading at times - Stevens isn't afraid to reveal life's darker side - but despite the discomfort these scenes were handled sensitively. There were one or two occasions where I felt the dialogue for one of the older characters was off - the choice of wording too young for their age - but this really is a minor quibble on what is an excellent book which successfully raises the question of whether we can ever truly know all aspects of a person's character. Highly recommended.
Profile Image for Mandy.
58 reviews4 followers
October 14, 2014
I read an ARC of The Me You See and was hooked by a couple short chapters in.

Have you ever wondered how people really are on the inside? Behind closed doors? What dark secrets they hold? Ms. Stevens weaves a great tale of the secrets that lurk inside the life of a young small town actress, Stefia, who was adored by most in her little town.

In The Me You See, we meet people that occupy a space and time in Stefia's life and learn about the girl that each of them knew. Some people will make you smile, some will make you sad, others will make you laugh and then there are the ones that will make your stomach turn and cringe.

The characters that Ms. Stevens created in this story were by far my favorite part about reading this book. Each character was so unique and integral to Stefia's tale. Each one held a key to the mystery and you won't know how it all plays out until the bitter end.

The end will SHOCK you. FOR REALS!!! Even if you see it coming, you will still be left speechless. Knowing that things could have been different, better even! So if you are expecting a pretty red bow wrapped around this ending, you will be disappointed. But that's what makes this book great!

YOU NAILED IT, Ms. Stevens!

Profile Image for Erin McFadden.
Author 11 books87 followers
October 12, 2014
I received an advance release copy of "The Me You See" by Shay Ray Stevens from the author.
Ms Stevens has created a fantastic work of suspense that is capable of making you flinch, squirm, and will leave you emotionally conflicted. It is thought provoking and intense in the best possible way. "The Me You See" deals with the messy aftermath of a mass shooting at a public venue and the private stories of individuals whose lives were both blessed and scarred by the deaths. Each story interweaves to give the reader a glimpse of Stefia, a talented but troubled prodigy who is killed during the shooting. Stevens builds upon each fragment, piecing together Stefia's life masterfully. "The Me You See" will leave you shell shocked. It is one of those books that leaves you searching for someone else who has read it because you NEED to talk about it. Fantastic!
Profile Image for Kimberly Mckinney.
40 reviews2 followers
October 10, 2014
I got to read an ARC (advanced reader copy) of The Me You See. I loved Shay Ray's previous two books, so I was very excited to read this one. It was clear from the first paragraph that this book was going to be unlike anything I had ever read from her. This book has the same grab your attention style that Stevens is known for, and her ability to have you fall in love with a character is evident from the onset, but this book is dark... and that was delicious. I love how every chapter lets you unwrap a little more of the story without giving away every detail. It's like a gift to the reader. You can tell the author is a book lover herself, because she thinks about the way the story unfolds for the reader.
Profile Image for Beth Throlson.
159 reviews22 followers
October 10, 2014
Stefia, who is more fragmented than her name, is revealed to the reader, not by herself, but by the menagerie of residents of Granite Ledge. Some of these characters you know, some you don't know, some you hope you never know. Through these same characters you will see yourself, be appalled that you see yourself and pray you never see yourself.

Just when you think you know Stefia, you won't know her. Get to know her again and the author adds another dimension to her that will have you questioning again right up until the very last page.

This isn't a book you will just read and put down. This is a book you need to get over.

I received an advanced reader copy in exchange for an honest review. I give this book a standing ovation.
Profile Image for Sarah Jenson.
1 review2 followers
October 10, 2014
I was on the edge of the seat, and found myself holding my breath in anticipation quite often! Shay painted each scene so beautifully that I felt like I was right there watching it all unfold before my eyes. Each chapter reveals a different character. The chapters flow together in a way that makes not want to put the book down until you find out what happens next. Then you get to that final scene and WOW! I was blindsided by the ending...awesome work Shay! Really brilliant work! I received an advanced reader copy in exchange for an honest review, and I can't wait to receive my copy of this book so I can read it again...I'm hooked! Looking forward to Shay's next release.
Profile Image for Stephanie.
85 reviews
December 31, 2014
Wow - this is a "dark" read that kept me on the edge of my seat the entire time. The characters are really what makes the book and it definitely puts in perspective how people perceive one another. Yes, the book is disturbing but it is honestly one of the best written books that I've read. Each chapter is from a different character's perspective and although the pieces start to come together, the final twist is completely shocking and unexpected. This is a book that I couldn't put down and once I finished it, it stuck with me. I highly recommend this one - it does not disappoint!
Profile Image for Raelee Carpenter.
Author 13 books77 followers
October 15, 2014
Shay Ray Stevens doesn't write Every Other Book; her story-telling style is one of the most original I've come across in a long time. In this psychological thriller, she lines up the witnesses to a mass murder and lets the reader piece together the broken bits of truth that each character knows. It's beautiful, genius, and thought-provoking. Read. This. Book.
Profile Image for Olivia.
Author 2 books6 followers
October 25, 2014
Oh. My. Gosh.
This book is an amazingly deep and introspective story that keeps you engaged from the beginning to the end. It's well written and mind blowing in places. If I had one warning for you on this book, it's that you will feel. By the end of the book, you will see the world a little bit differently. I guarantee it.
Profile Image for Kelli.
3 reviews
March 23, 2015
A MUST READ!! This book had my attention from the minute I started. Looking forward to reading more of Shay Ray Stevens books..
Profile Image for Lettie Loo.
154 reviews
November 29, 2021
Sooo...it took me a bit to get into this book. I tend to NOT like books where the narrator changes each chapter. But, I stuck it out, and HOLY CRAP ON A CRACKER!
I always try to figure out "who done it" when reading a book, and I kept alternating between characters. Shay Ray Stevens keeps you on the edge of your seat up until the very end!
45 reviews
March 12, 2021
Ah maz ing book you will fall in love with!

A work of fiction that is so realistic you will forget you are reading fiction. It will suck you in from the first chapter. Incredibly well written with ah maz ing characters. Well worth the read. An incredible author!
Profile Image for Graeme Cumming.
Author 4 books19 followers
May 11, 2015
Sometimes you pick up a book simply out of curiosity. And then you start to read it and you become even more curious. And I mean that in a good way. The premise behind The Me You See is that every person means different things to different people – but I’m not spoiling the story for anyone by saying that. Knowing it, though, means you expect twists along the way.
To be fair, the main twists were at the end, and that worked well. Normally I’m not a fan of books that include first person narratives from more than one character, but in this case it was the only sensible way to gradually create a portrait of the central character. It’s also a little unorthodox to include so many characters telling the story, but here it aids the story’s construction.
As a study in character, it works brilliantly. It also works really well in building up suspense and – as already mentioned – curiosity. You’re curious about the real Stefia (the central character), you’re curious about what really happened in the opening chapter, and equally curious about how those events came to pass.
From a technical point of view, I did feel the book would have benefitted from a little more proof-reading. The errors were minor and didn’t spoil my enjoyment of the story, but it can affect the flow if you have to go back and re-read a sentence because a word has been missed out. There was also a minor issue with the formatting, which was probably more distracting for me because I’d had a similar problem with my own book, but managed to correct it quite easily. It’s for this reason alone that I’ve knocked a star off my rating.
In spite of those comments, I would recommend any reader to explore this original, well-constructed story. You won’t be disappointed.
Profile Image for Scott Burtness.
Author 21 books210 followers
December 27, 2014
This was an interesting and enjoyable read!

You know the 'ending' at the beginning, and then the story leading up to 'the ending' is told through the eyes of family and friends, all of whom have unique perspectives and insights about the main character.

The book is basically a who-dunnit, but the way the story unfolds is really nice. More and more pieces fall into place as you look through the various characters' eyes, and the pieces get darker and sadder as the story progresses.

What I liked best about the story is that my feelings for the main character swung back and forth more than a few times. Also, the various characters are each uniquely written and have their own interesting stories and roles to play in the narrative.

All in all, a solid, well-crafted and enjoyable book!
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896 reviews35 followers
March 14, 2015
This is the first book that I have read by this author, an author that I knew nothing about. Colleen Hoover featured this book on her Facebook page (I think it was for a giveaway, I actually liked the cover and the title so I grabbed it).

I'm glad that I did. I really liked the way this was written, I'm not a huge fan of POV books but this was done well. Each character gave you an insight into the character that was featured in the first chapter; Stefia. Those characters helped you see Stefia the way they did and I guess build a foundation for how the book ended.

Really good story, I couldn't put it down.
Profile Image for Rashell Lashbrook.
Author 0 books36 followers
August 18, 2021
Devoured in one sitting

I made the mistake of starting this book after dinner time. I figured I would read a few chapters and pick it up again tomorrow morning. Four and a half hours later, the dishes from supper are still sitting in the sink! The author did an amazing job of weaving a suspenseful tale together, using multiple characters’ points of view. I can’t wait to read some of the other books written by this author! Bravo!
19 reviews
May 28, 2015
There are stories that you want to read in one sitting and there are some that you want to read slowly to relish it in entirety. This was one of the books I wanted to read slowly so I could understand who was the Stefia.

Very well written book and while reading the book and after finishing it, I am kind of shocked and stunned... !!

It makes you question how do people perceive you and what you truly are???
Profile Image for Debi Smith.
Author 3 books44 followers
October 27, 2014
The Me You See is a well-woven tale that will keep you turning the page, wanting more. The story kept my brain engaged, working to figure out the angles and the end. Shay uses multiple points of view to show us that it isn't always nature versus nurture, that we watch as a way to participate, and the person you see isn't always who they really are.
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48 reviews2 followers
April 5, 2015
Interesting concept. Executed well but I can't help but feel the need for more closure.
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