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(Everlife #1)

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3.73  ·  Rating details ·  13,746 ratings  ·  2,088 reviews
Step one...you die.

ONE CHOICE. TWO REALMS. NO SECOND CHANCE.

Tenley "Ten" Lockwood is an average seventeen-year-old girl…who has spent the past thirteen months locked inside the Prynne Asylum. The reason? Not her obsession with numbers, but her refusal to let her parents choose where she’ll live — after she dies. There is an eternal truth most of the world has come to accep
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Hardcover, 467 pages
Published February 23rd 2016 by Harlequin Teen
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Ami The audiobook narrator pronounces it just like the actual word; mere-e-id.

Dictionary definition:
"Myriad:

A countless or extremely great number.
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The audiobook narrator pronounces it just like the actual word; mere-e-id.

Dictionary definition:
"Myriad:

A countless or extremely great number.
"networks connecting a myriad of computers"
synonyms: a multitude, a large/great number, a large/great quantity, scores, quantities, a mass, a host, droves, a horde."
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Miranda Reads
An absolute dumpster fire

I do not say this lightly. This has (quite possibly) been the most difficult book I've ever forced myself through.

It violated the three "Big Three": Plot, Character and Dialogue. I can handle a book is a bit sucky on any one of those, or even two. But all three? The entire book? Are. You. Kidding.

The Plot (aka The Plotholes)

After you die on Earth, your Firstlife is over. You then have three options. If you signed with one of the two realms (Troika and Myriad aka Heaven
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Khanh, first of her name, mother of bunnies
"A Conduit is the highest type of General, second only to King. Conduits are rare and precious, powerful both here and there. They absorb sunlight from Earth—which is more than just heat and illumination—and direct the beams to the realm. There are whispers about you,” she says, only to go quiet.

“Whispers suggesting I’m a Conduit?” Someone rare and precious? Powerful?
Warning: Special Girl alert!

This book has whiny special snowflake written all over it. Even worse than the main character is the
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Ryan
Jun 27, 2016 rated it did not like it
Recommends it for: No one
DNF at page 149

*sighs* Buckle up, folks, because this is going to be one long, gif filled review.

Firstlife was one of my most anticipated books of 2016. Needless to say, I was a little disappointed.

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This book's premise was so interesting. Everyone in this world has a Firstlife, and they get to choose which Everlife to live in after they die? Hells yes! The two Everlifes (Everlifes? Everlives?) are at war, but our main character doesn't want to sign with either? Even more yes! And the cover! J
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Hailey (HaileyinBookland)
Such a cool concept but the execution was a little lacking. I found myself asking a lot of questions that I never got the answers to and then the novel turned into a story about one thing that really just made me lose interest. A classic case of sounded great, started off awesome, and then just went downhill from there.
Wendy Higgins
Wow. The very last word of this book left me with a huge smile on my face - It was a moment I'd been hoping would happen!!
After reading the White Rabbit Chronicles I can tell you this series is going to be much grittier, definitely raw and more mature (upper YA), with a major BAD BOY ALERT. The concept is intricate and genius. I'm blown away and so honored to have read an early copy!
Jilly
Nov 04, 2015 rated it did not like it
Shelves: fantasy, hated-it
At first I thought this book would be a favorite. It had this great idea: our lives are short, but our eternities are long, so each person has to sign-up with the place where they will spend eternity. There are two choices: Myriad and Troika.

Myriad is all about strength and winning. It is also in the dark, but there are parties and nighttime fun. If you are willing to sign up for Myriad, they will offer you all sorts of bonus packages to enjoy in your "firstlife", like fame and riches.

Troika is
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◊♦ Naomi

Five stars is not nearly enough for this book. Firstlife deserves all the stars in the world. I truly believe this is Gena's best work and I am not exaggerating. I love everything she writes, I'm a huge fan, but Firstlife was from another dimension, she surprised me again and again. This is a book you do not want to miss, trust me. It'll shake you to the core and you'll never see things the same way again.
The grave is the end
And I will never accept that
I have been set free from the chains that
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Jeann (Happy Indulgence)
Initial Thoughts: DNF - I just can't go on anymore. Unnecessarily complex, yet another world that didn't make sense, unlikable main character who refuses to sign towards one of the main factions for no reason. All delivered with choppy writing.

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Going into Firstlife, I was optimistic about the two lives concept, where you have two chances to live. Myriad believes in wealth and reincarnation, that your first life is merely a
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grace
Oct 12, 2016 rated it it was ok
2.75! Video review to come
Dana
Mar 18, 2017 rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: not even my worst enemy
Very interesting premise, that had me entranced for the first half. Soon however this turned into one of the most disappointing books I have ever read. Talk about bait and switch. I loved the originality of this story but it felt “off ” a lot of the time. Nothing really meshed together, the writing... I couldn't tell if my struggle to enjoy this was a cause of the author trying too hard or not trying hard enough.

The characters were also supposed to be in their late teens, yet they had the menta
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Susie DelMa
May 08, 2018 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Ich würde sagen 3.5 Sternchen, ich habe von dem Buch was komplett anderes erwartet 😅... Ich bin leider etwas enttäuscht, da ich die Autorin sonst sehr sehr gerne mag. Aber die Story ist am Anfang einfach nur verwirrend, die Liebesgeschichte ist so mega übertrieben und unrealistisch. Und am Ende weiß man schon am Anfang wie es ausgeht 🤷♀. Schade ☹.Aber Hey, ich liebe das Cover und im Regal sieht es gut aus 🤣. ...more
Mlpmom (Book Reviewer)
Dec 15, 2015 rated it really liked it
Believe it or not this is my first Showater book and I could literally kick my own butt beccause of it. To say the very least, I fell in love with her imaginative world, her endearing but tough characters, and the whole world she created and it makes me wonder why I waited so very long to try her.

This book is a hard one to go into detail about without spoiling anything so I will keep this review short and sweet and stick to the basics.

This is a series you don't want to miss out on.

If you are t
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Rachel E. Carter
Jul 25, 2017 rated it it was amazing
Shelves: have-paperback
Dialogue/humor = perfection. I will admit that I'm still la bit lost on some of the events/world building (or maybe I just kept zoning out during audiobook?) but the writing was just so good I didn't care. This is the first time I've read anything by Gena and now I'm adding all her books to my TBR because she has such great humor in her writing -I can't even count the number of times I laughed out loud listening to the audiobook, just the perfect amount of sarcasm and snark. Oh, and the characte ...more
Penny
Actual Rating: 1.5 stars

Repetitive and objectiveness. There are too many missing things here to be cohesive or engaging.

I have to say that the cover is great, though. It really gets your attention.
Lauren Stoolfire
Dec 20, 2015 rated it did not like it
Tenley "Ten" Lockwood has spent the last thirteen months of the seventeen years of her life in an asylum. She was sent there by her parents for not making covenant with Myriad, the realm her parents want her to side with in the afterlife. See, it's an accepted fact that Firstlife is simply a rehearsal for what comes after death. In your real life, your Everlife, you sign with one of the two ruling powers: Myriad or Troika. Myriad and Troika, deadly enemies, have been at war with one another for ...more
Lieblingsleseplatz
TEN – heißt eigentlich Tenley und ist 17. Sie fristet ihre Tage zu Beginn des Buches in einer „Besserungsanstalt“ für Jugendliche, die nicht angepasst reagieren. Tenley ist die Protagonistin dieses Buches – und hier liegt auch schon mein erstes Problem: Ich mag sie nicht. Das liegt nicht nur an der mir fremden Affinität zu Zahlen (Ich war schon immer eine Mathe-Niete), sondern auch an ihrem schwankenden Charakter. Eigentlich ist sie unglaublich tough und schlagfertig (was ich echt mag) – im näch ...more
Sabrina The Trash Queen
When I first started to read this book, I knew it I would love it.
This book is one of a kind, different than everything I have read so far.

I absolutely loved the characters and how they are build, some I wanted to kill, some I loved it all my heart (Asher💕), and one that I wanted to hate but LOVE with all my heart too (Killian) and of course that's Ten, who I admire for the strength she got and how she could admitted to herself what she was feeling and of course she is my favorite character
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Ishmeen
Feb 24, 2018 rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
DNF at 60%
I really can’t be bothered wasting my time reading about a main character who literally! thinks! in! exclamation! marks! and makes the most illogical decisions ever :)) I tried to ignore it y’all I really did but I just can’t, the main character irritates me so much I give up. I hardly ever DNF books and I honestly think this story had so much potential if the writing style had been a bit better and the main character more sensible 🌚
Kayla
Jul 25, 2017 rated it it was amazing
Firstlife by Gena Showalter tells the story of ONE CHOICE.
TWO REALMS.
NO SECOND CHANCE.

Tenley “Ten” Lockwood is an average seventeen-year-old girl…who has spent the past thirteen months locked inside the Prynne Asylum. The reason? Not her obsession with numbers, but her refusal to let her parents choose where she’ll live—after she dies.

There is an eternal truth most of the world has come to accept: Firstlife is merely a dress rehearsal, and real life begins after death.

In the Everlife, two realms
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Alexa
Sep 30, 2016 rated it did not like it
Shelves: 2016
DNF @20%.

Especial snowflake girl.
Bad boy love interest.
Love triangle.

No, thanks.
Giselle
An Electronic Advanced Reader Copy was provided by the publisher via NetGalley for review.

Tenley or as she's nicknamed Ten is locked up in a mental asylum by her Myriad parents. She lives in a world your first life is just a pre-condition, where you must choose one or the other warring factions: Myriad or Trokian. Once a person vows one of the sides they are part of that lifestyle for all eternity. Both sides want her for she is supposedly a general in her second life. She meets two boys, both a
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Ⓐlleskelle - teamSøren♗ ⊲I like big b00ks⊳
Such a pretty cover!
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS !


Vathna Dany
I've had a hard time deciding whether or not this is a good book and up until now, I haven't even had answer, yet. I'm leaning more on the 'this-is-a-good-book' for now, but I may actually change my opinion later on; who knows?

The world building seems really cool and creative; I was honestly amazed. The idea of the Firstlife and Secondlife was apparently equivalent to the idea of life and the afterlife, but more scientific, yet still fantasy-ish at the same time. In fact, it was a clever blend o
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Niki Hawkes - The Obsessive Bookseller
The DNF Q&A [no rating]:

->Did you really give Firstlife a chance?

Yes – I made it about halfway through before setting it aside.

->Have you enjoyed other books in the same genre before?

I’ve loved a lot of things from the YA genre, although I admit lately I’ve had less patience for teen angst in general. I haven’t read anything quite like Firstlife before, but it had vague similarities to these other titles, which I enjoyed (mostly):

The Sweetest Dark - Shana Abe
Firelight - Sophie Jordan
Ru
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Julia (ten_thousand_books)
"Ten tears fall, and I call. Nine hundred trees, but only one is for me. Eight times eight times eight they fly, whatever you do, don't stay dry. Seven ladies dancing, ignore their sweet romancing. Six second to hide, up, up, and you'll survive. Five times four times three, and that is where he'll be. Two I'll save, I'll be brave, brave, brave. The one I adore, I'll come back for."

This book has been the death of me. I can't even right now.
It's brilliantly beautiful, it made my heart expand and
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Dianne
Jan 06, 2016 rated it really liked it
Her FirstLife was only a dry run for her eternal life, a place called the Everlife. Tenley Lockwood must choose the realm she will commit to and her refusal to pick begins a chaotic journey fraught with death, blood, battles and deceit. Choosing is an eternal thing and Ten will not be forced to commit, no matter what, but if her heart gets entangled, will it color her decision? Two realms, the Troika and the Myriad battle for her soul, because she may be the deciding factor in the eternal fight ...more
Glory
Dec 05, 2015 rated it did not like it
Shelves: wtf
Я знала, что это плохая идея. Джена никогда не относилась к числу моих любимых авторов. Даже в число терпимых не входила. Познакомилась я с ее творчеством вынужденно, когда попросили помочь с редактурой. Но потом прочла про Алису с зомбаками и вроде как даже немного прониклась. Подумала, а вдруг мне просто эро-паранормал не катит, а YA - вполне?
Вот и дождалась еще одной YA-серии.
Зрязрязря...

Итак, эта самая Firstlife - по сути, репетиция. Ты не живешь, а так, существуешь. И выбираешь, к кому х
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Liz Hartevelt
Wat een raar boek. Ik twijfel tussen 2.5 of 3 sterren. Dit was helaas niet echt mijn ding. Al maakt het einde wel weer nieuwsgierig.
Ashley Bogner
Jun 21, 2017 marked it as did-not-finish
Too much profanity and inappropriate remarks in the first fifty pages for me to want to continue.
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