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First published October 20, 2015
“This is what makes you special, little one. Countless people have tried to hurt me, to kill me. You were the one to slay me.”
He doesn’t make the pain go away. He makes me want more.
I never wanted to be pretty. I never wanted to drive men to sin- until that was all I had left.
Ivan wants to put me in a cage, but what I really want is to fly.
That's how we are together- depraved and beautiful.
Please, Ivan. Please...Daddy. I'm sorry I ran away. I won't do it again."
"Don't lie to me, little one."
"Please let me come. I...I need to. It hurts in my private place."
His cock flexes in my hand and I jerk back, letting him go with a sound of surprise.
"I'm sorry," I whimper. "It scared me."
"You're doing great, little one," he says soothingly. "You did exactly what I asked you to. Daddy will never get mad at you for that."
The man standing in front of me is completely still. That’s the first thing I notice about him—before I see the fine cut of his black suit or the glint of a silver watch under his cuff. Before I see the expression on his face, devoid of compassion or emotion. Devoid of humanity.
Both of us are longing for home.
"That’s what monsters do to pretty little girls. And pretty little girls are expected to fight."
Ivan wants to put me in a cage, but what I really want is to fly.
He pushes my skirt up, and I press my legs together. He pries them apart. "Don't be afraid."
"It's scary." I just don't mean him touching me or fucking me. I mean trusting him to be my Daddy. I mean letting myself be a little girl.
"I corrupted you by giving you pain without the pleasure, by punishing you but never rewarding you. I thought it could keep you safe from my desires, but in the end it only made it worse."
We are made of the same thing, he and I. Of sin and hope, of power and pleasure.