3 1/2 stars.
This was a really spectacular book about forgiveness, acceptance and friendship. Me, being the person that absolutely loves blossoming friendship in books, ate this one right up.
In this story, we follow Julia, a deaf, Indian girl who has two moms, both also deaf, and who's best friend recently betrayed her.
At the start of the story, we begin after Julia's been kicked out of her school and is required to attend another public school, one that does not operate for the benefit of learning for deaf and mute students like her old school had. So already she's struggling to fit in, to understand what she's supposed to be learning in her classes, and to get along with her assigned interpreter who she's constantly annoyed by.
Right from the beginning, I think Julia is set up to be seen as a deeply flawed and somewhat unlikable character. With her situation having just been stabbed in the back, albeit a situation that is only covered from one perspective, you can sort of see where she's coming from and why she's so angry at the world. At the same time, her response to the situation showcases most of her flaws as a character, making her relatable but also well worth the payoff by the end of the story as she goes through serious character development. I think these characteristics were balanced well, I didn't hate Julia enough to the point of being annoyed by her, but I wasn't very keen on her perspective for most of the book either. By the end, I had followed her journey this far and had more respect for her as a character and wanted things to work out for her and actually cared about her family life and relationships with other characters.
On that topic, I really liked YP. I liked her character from the very start, and I think it added a lot of substance to the story and the overall theme of what it's like being deaf in a hearing world that we never actually learn her real name. One thing I didn't really like was the subplot of her eating disorder. Not a huge deal is made of it, even when it's obvious that she isn't eating. At the end, we get a scene between her and Julia where she's eating at a restaurant, and while I appreciate Julia not pressing her about the issue as most books will often have the characters due, I think this book missed an opportunity by not opening up a bigger discussion about it. It's left pretty open-ended, which I didn't much appreciate, I'd rather have just seen straight up that she would get better or at least admit to herself her problem and commit to trying to get better.
This book is pretty diverse, we get a lot of discussion within the story about the minority aspects of Julia's life. She goes through Islamaphobia just because she is Indian and is assumed to be Muslim simply because of her nationality, she's constantly met with biases and bullying because of being deaf, even having basic rights taken from her when police officers refuse to give her any means to communicate with them or understand what procedures are being done to her. At one point, an English teacher even corrects her grammar when she writes moms instead of mom, she's constantly met with surprise or assumptions about her family life having two moms instead of typical heterosexual parents. I liked that these parts of her personality were openly discussed in the book. It made the book more than one with a diverse main character for bragging rights, it was a book about diversity, these diversities were explored and showed with a great deal that they are to be cared and learned about.