I am a big Sawyer Bennett fan but this book was a tough one to rate. There were parts I liked but many parts I did not.
Firstly, he was a sex addict, at least in my definition. The book called it kinky but that is much too mild a word for what he was into...which was anything and everything you can possibly imagine and then so much more! Another disturbing factor was the tragedy he had been dealt in his life and the way he chose to use sex, drugs, and alcohol to survive it. There was so many other positive steps that could have been added along with the bad choices, especially as he became famous. It would have gone a long way in educating the public and possibly saving lives but he chose debauchery and filth as his coping mechanism. I know that not everyone takes a tragedy and turns it into good but he was so far out there. The things he did were disgusting to me and, personally, I could never be with a man who had done the things he had done with hundreds or even thousands of women and possibly even men since there were orgies, group sex, partner swapping, Bondage, Sadism Discipline, and Masochism in the underbelly of England. Don't misunderstand please. If the sexual acts would have been between a consenting monogamous couple...well okay, but I would have more self respect than to get involved with someone who is that depraved/filthy. He took this debauchery and depravity to such an extreme and the health risk would have terrified a lot of people. All he had to say was I was wrapped and so therefore I am fine. She just took his word for it.
Secondly, I love a couple with chemistry but...well it would have been so refreshing to see Sweet and Filthy actually making love more than once as opposed to what was referred to as dirty sex. The rest was dominated by Gavin's desires and Savannah went along for the ride. Now if you are into that...that is your choice and I don't begrudge or judge anyone. But when a woman asks and pleads for you to stop multiple times as she is lying on a bed with hands and feet tied up so tightly that she has lost circulation in her legs, that is just too much. And he continues to barrage her with sex until she blacks out....come on folks. Yes, she does say how great it was afterwards, but if a man is asked to stop he should respect the woman enough to stop.
Thirdly, I was a bit shocked and disgruntled at the relationship between Brody and Savannah. I found it very disappointing and inappropriate. She says he is her closet friend and they are together all day long - five or six days a week. He is her confidant and she spills all of her problems and feelings to him...like girl talk!!! She gives him good news and he hugs her, picks her up, twirling her in circles and kisses her on the head. There are other instances of him comforting her, hugging her, and I have to wonder if he would have been that demonstrative if Alyssa was present during those times. I thought it odd that it only happened when he and Savannah were alone which was way too much, in my opinion. There are many actions between them and never once is Alyssa around when they happened. They had been asked by Gavin at the bar if they were lovers because of the way Savannah looked at Brody and how attentive Brody was with her. Brody also usually bought all of Savannah's drinks for her. That WAS NOT the Brody I grew to love so much in book 2. I was so disappointed that the author added this to the story because, for me, it sullied Brody in a big way. There is only one word to describe this relationship and their actions----INAPPROPRIATE, inappropriate for a man who is 'taken' and I really believed from watching Brody in book 2, that he was a much smarter and wiser man than he displayed - to act like that with another woman when his own woman was not around. He was her protector...admittedly. I think we all know women and men can be friends but being alone with said friend of the opposite sex on a regular basis is taking it too far, let alone him being her protector and champion. There have been studies done that show men and women can be friends but after awhile one of them always thinks about wanting more, taking it further. I am so saddened that I have lost some respect for Brody. It seemed this relationship was innocent but the problem was that Brody was portrayed in the previous book as a very smart, maybe brilliant man with very good common sense but that is missing in this book. Where the heck did the real Brody go???
Another thing that was troubling as Savannah and Gavin became a couple was that it revolved around sexcapades. They could not go out for a night with friends without lust overwhelming them so much that they would leave early...or find a storage room. I did feel that he loved her but there is so much more to a relationship than sex. What happens if that is no longer on the table for some unforeseen reason? What is left when the relationship seems to revolve around wild sex?
To say I was put off by Gavin is an understatement but there were some times he was sweet and loving...until he walked away from her. What a coward. I have to wonder if he would have ever made the first move to seek her out and Savannah took him back much too quickly. After what he put her through she should have held out longer, made him prove himself. The ending seemed much too rushed and abrupt for my taste.
I believe this book had big potential, to be more than what it was. I was disturbed most of the way through the book and it took something that could have been so lovely and beautiful and turned it dark and sullied.
The rest of this series has been very good and I plan to complete the series but, gosh, I am so disheartened with this one.