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All an Act
Lachlan Doyle’s biggest problem seems to be which girl to invite to prom. Everyone thinks the golden boy of Royce High, captain of the football team and senior class president, has a charmed life.
Everyone except me.
To me, he’s the sad-eyed boy next door. All my life, I’ve overheard what goes on at his house and wished I could save him from it. I know that underneath Lachlan’s smiling, flirty exterior is a very broken human being.
One who has to fake interest in cheerleaders and so desperately wants to escape his horrible home life that he auditions for the school play just to be out of the house in the offseason. He’d rather spend hours rehearsing with the weird drama kids than deal with his family.
Except Lachlan didn’t know when he accepted the lead role that he’d have to kiss a guy—me—in front of the entire audience. And he didn’t know that I’ve had a crush on him forever. Although he might be suspicious, given what we get up to when no one else is around.
Regardless, there’s no chance we’d ever be together for real. The only time the popular jock and the emo goth make sense as a couple is when we’re both acting like someone else.
All an Act is a steamy gay romance about two high school seniors. All spicy scenes feature characters who are 18+ years old. This is a stand-alone MM romance about the one person who sees who you really are. Expect confessions in the dark, fake kisses that turn into more, and raw courage. HEA.
Everyone except me.
To me, he’s the sad-eyed boy next door. All my life, I’ve overheard what goes on at his house and wished I could save him from it. I know that underneath Lachlan’s smiling, flirty exterior is a very broken human being.
One who has to fake interest in cheerleaders and so desperately wants to escape his horrible home life that he auditions for the school play just to be out of the house in the offseason. He’d rather spend hours rehearsing with the weird drama kids than deal with his family.
Except Lachlan didn’t know when he accepted the lead role that he’d have to kiss a guy—me—in front of the entire audience. And he didn’t know that I’ve had a crush on him forever. Although he might be suspicious, given what we get up to when no one else is around.
Regardless, there’s no chance we’d ever be together for real. The only time the popular jock and the emo goth make sense as a couple is when we’re both acting like someone else.
All an Act is a steamy gay romance about two high school seniors. All spicy scenes feature characters who are 18+ years old. This is a stand-alone MM romance about the one person who sees who you really are. Expect confessions in the dark, fake kisses that turn into more, and raw courage. HEA.
434 pages, Kindle Edition
Published April 20, 2026
About the author
Leslie McAdam
38 books1,503 followersLeslie McAdam is a California girl who loves romance and well-defined abs. She lives in a drafty old farmhouse on a small orange tree farm in Southern California with her husband and two small children. Leslie's first published book, The Sun and the Moon, won a 2015 Watty, which is the world's largest online writing competition. She's gone on to receive additional literary awards and has been featured in multiple publications, including Cosmopolitan.com. Her books have been Top 100 Bestsellers on both Amazon and Apple Books. Leslie is employed by day but spends her nights writing about the men of your fantasies.
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April 23, 2026
I have to keep from running my fingers along his jawline, his Adam’s apple, his lips. I want to touch him. And I really fucking can’t. My eyes grow hot. Why do I do this to myself? Because he’s my weakness. I tell myself I’ll stay away from him, but I can’t.
High school jock/nerd MM romance where two queer, left handed boys who grew up next to each other and also share a birthdate reconnect by doing a school play together. Does it matter that they are both left handed and share a birthday? Not really, but those are the kind of details this book offers up in droves. Normally I'd find them charming, but the story dragged for me. If you've read the blurb, you know exactly what to expect... there are no surprises!
I always feel like I’m walking a fine line around my family, trying not to veer into any territory that will make anyone upset. I scrunch into myself, trying not to be too much. Then, maybe, I can survive.
I personally found this book to be very dull. I wasn't able to muster up much emotion or connection to either MC- other than some disgust with Lachlan for treating Isak poorly in the first third of the book. The middle was a lot of back and forth, will-they-or-won't-they, hot and cold nonsense, and the last third was where everything should've come together but just fell flat. Lachlan's family was semi-awful, some of the other students were semi-homophobic, and as a result the book had zero stakes. The spice was similarly tepid although I didn't mind that so much because they are high school kids. The blurb and tropes sounded good but overall, it was tedious and unenjoyable for me. I hope others have a better experience than I did.
I think that’s why I like acting so much. I can put on another person’s skin and see what it’s like to live as someone else. To have things happen that will never occur in real life. Like falling in love with the person who’s perfect for me.
Rating: 2.5 stars
Angst: 1.5/5
Steam: 1.5/5
I received an advance copy of this book and this is my honest review.
Review of advance copy
⭐️ 5 stars ⭐️
♪𝚂𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝙼𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑 — 𝙸 𝙻𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝙼𝚎 𝙱𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚢 𝙻𝚊𝚞𝚟♪
//I knew from the first time
I'd stay for a long time 'cause
I like me better when
I like me better when I'm with you//
If you don’t like gushing reviews then leave now, because I LOVED THIS. No notes. Hit all the right spots.
I’ve had some ups and downs with this author, but I’ve noticed I enjoy her more angsty works (i.e. Notorious), because she infuses way more emotions into the characters when she seems to have a more personal connection to their stories. And the more emotions these characters have, the more I feel seen and connected to them.
I saw myself in both these characters.
Golden boy jock that’s actually hurting inside and emo alt boy who’s a sunshine softie underneath all the black.
Okay, maybe not the jock part, but I’m definitely like 60% Isak and 40% Lachlan. Isak’s style, his sweetness, Lachlan’s mental struggles and the smiling mask he wears to hide his hurt, their personalities. I was just bound to fall in love with this book right from the start.
That is the cutest thing. May we all find someone who is sandwich-worthy, someone who enjoys the same things we do, someone who sees us for who we really are, who makes us want to be the best version of ourselves.
Fuck it kisses are THE BEST, hands down.
A high-heat but slow burn feels romance, secret relationship, opposites attract, adorable boys falling in love and lots of hurt/comfort.
AND there are cute AF illustrations too??? Stop it, my heart can’t take it. This book needs to stop being so damn adorable.
And of course it had to be sexy, too. Loved the progression of their relationship, from secret bjs in a janitor closet, to secret ‘stage’ kisses. Lachlan going from ‘if I don’t touch him it doesn’t count’ to not being able to stay away from Isak.
If I really have to complain about something, is that the epilogue felt too short. Mostly because I didn’t want their story to end.
A super sweet high school romance, with the typical high school drama and homophobic angst, but I don’t care that I’ve read this kind of plot before. If the characters make me feel seen, make me go I think that too!, make me giggle and sniffle, aww and oooo, then it’s a pretty perfect read for me.
10 out of 10. No notes…. Well, only good notes.
I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.
CW and NSFW info (spoilers):
- Self-harm
- Domestic abuse
- Physical and emotional abuse
- Mention of parental abandonment (past)
- Mention of death of family members (past)
- Bullying
- Homophobia
- Closeted vs out
- Voyeurism
- Vers MCs
- Rimming
- Frotting
- Coming untouched from giving a bj
♪𝚂𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝙼𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑 — 𝙸 𝙻𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝙼𝚎 𝙱𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚢 𝙻𝚊𝚞𝚟♪
//I knew from the first time
I'd stay for a long time 'cause
I like me better when
I like me better when I'm with you//
He’s not my baby. Or sweetheart. I don’t know what he is. Actually, yes, I do:
He’s my secret.
If you don’t like gushing reviews then leave now, because I LOVED THIS. No notes. Hit all the right spots.
I’ve had some ups and downs with this author, but I’ve noticed I enjoy her more angsty works (i.e. Notorious), because she infuses way more emotions into the characters when she seems to have a more personal connection to their stories. And the more emotions these characters have, the more I feel seen and connected to them.
Dammit, sunshine emo boy. You’re too cute.
I saw myself in both these characters.
Golden boy jock that’s actually hurting inside and emo alt boy who’s a sunshine softie underneath all the black.
Okay, maybe not the jock part, but I’m definitely like 60% Isak and 40% Lachlan. Isak’s style, his sweetness, Lachlan’s mental struggles and the smiling mask he wears to hide his hurt, their personalities. I was just bound to fall in love with this book right from the start.
“He’s sandwich-worthy.”
That is the cutest thing. May we all find someone who is sandwich-worthy, someone who enjoys the same things we do, someone who sees us for who we really are, who makes us want to be the best version of ourselves.
“Fuck it.” Before I can react, he reaches around the back of my neck, his fingers warm, strong, clutching me to him. And his eyes go to half-mast as he moves closer, closer, closer … and then he kisses me.
Fuck it kisses are THE BEST, hands down.
A high-heat but slow burn feels romance, secret relationship, opposites attract, adorable boys falling in love and lots of hurt/comfort.
AND there are cute AF illustrations too??? Stop it, my heart can’t take it. This book needs to stop being so damn adorable.
“Lachlan, do you want me to suck that huge, pretty dick of yours?” “Fuck.”
And of course it had to be sexy, too. Loved the progression of their relationship, from secret bjs in a janitor closet, to secret ‘stage’ kisses. Lachlan going from ‘if I don’t touch him it doesn’t count’ to not being able to stay away from Isak.
There is a shadow to every light. I’m a shadow. He’s every light.
If I really have to complain about something, is that the epilogue felt too short. Mostly because I didn’t want their story to end.
A super sweet high school romance, with the typical high school drama and homophobic angst, but I don’t care that I’ve read this kind of plot before. If the characters make me feel seen, make me go I think that too!, make me giggle and sniffle, aww and oooo, then it’s a pretty perfect read for me.
10 out of 10. No notes…. Well, only good notes.
Even though what we just did was only an act, what I feel for him is very, very real.
I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.
CW and NSFW info (spoilers):
- Self-harm
- Domestic abuse
- Physical and emotional abuse
- Mention of parental abandonment (past)
- Mention of death of family members (past)
- Bullying
- Homophobia
- Closeted vs out
- Voyeurism
- Vers MCs
- Rimming
- Frotting
- Coming untouched from giving a bj
April 25, 2026
this hurt but not in the way that I thought it would - which is great😭
honestly this was good. It dealt with grief and anxiety very well. This book is NOT SLOW BURN. The relationship ( sexual) starts very early but the yearning and angst in this is purely around them confessing and finally getting to a place both physically and mentally to fully commit to each other and it was well worth the wait. I loved reading about them becoming friends again and I really liked reading about their families and the contrast between their lives at home.
I’m definitely looking forward to reading more by this author in the future 💗
honestly this was good. It dealt with grief and anxiety very well. This book is NOT SLOW BURN. The relationship ( sexual) starts very early but the yearning and angst in this is purely around them confessing and finally getting to a place both physically and mentally to fully commit to each other and it was well worth the wait. I loved reading about them becoming friends again and I really liked reading about their families and the contrast between their lives at home.
I’m definitely looking forward to reading more by this author in the future 💗
April 25, 2026
2.5⭐️
So this is the story of Lachlan and Isak who were best friends when they were little until there were not. We follow them in high school where Lachlan is the jock and Isak is the emo nerd. Isak is out and proud while Lachlan hide his true self especially cus his uncle is homophobic. Also, Lachlan's family is shitty so he finds any excuse not to go home, which ultimately lead him to audition for the spring musical alongside Isak.
The book is okay-ish. I liked it but didn't love it. I did not have tons of feelings to the story or felt connected to the MCs on a deep level. I was just meh.
I usually don't like books that start right away with spice. But here the author warned the readers about that. And I'm glad the book is not filled with spice as that was my concern seeing spice from the beginning.
I liked that we didn't get actual sex until later in the book. The spice itself was somehow moderate. But I did not like that Isak had somewhat a lot of experience with sex and how he talked about his joy for giving blowjobs and the intensity of riding position during sex. It rubbed me the wrong way. So, the sex between them didn't feel special.
I liked how Lachlan never judged Isak for his style. But the back and forth between them got me frustrated a bit. Once they got together, they were kinda cute. Though, I still didn't feel that much chemistry between the two.
Also, what's up with that girl Becky? Like who is she exactly? And Sophia being thrusted against Lachlan a few times?!🙄
Though, I did relate a lot to Lachlan not wanting to go back home at the end of school day. As a high school teacher, believe me when I say that lots of students feel that way. My after school hours got filled with students, not because they need academic help, but because they want to get more time to avoid going back to their shitty home life, which is very sad tbh.
Overall, It's not a bad read but nothing life altering.
So this is the story of Lachlan and Isak who were best friends when they were little until there were not. We follow them in high school where Lachlan is the jock and Isak is the emo nerd. Isak is out and proud while Lachlan hide his true self especially cus his uncle is homophobic. Also, Lachlan's family is shitty so he finds any excuse not to go home, which ultimately lead him to audition for the spring musical alongside Isak.
The book is okay-ish. I liked it but didn't love it. I did not have tons of feelings to the story or felt connected to the MCs on a deep level. I was just meh.
I usually don't like books that start right away with spice. But here the author warned the readers about that. And I'm glad the book is not filled with spice as that was my concern seeing spice from the beginning.
I liked that we didn't get actual sex until later in the book. The spice itself was somehow moderate. But I did not like that Isak had somewhat a lot of experience with sex and how he talked about his joy for giving blowjobs and the intensity of riding position during sex. It rubbed me the wrong way. So, the sex between them didn't feel special.
I liked how Lachlan never judged Isak for his style. But the back and forth between them got me frustrated a bit. Once they got together, they were kinda cute. Though, I still didn't feel that much chemistry between the two.
Also, what's up with that girl Becky? Like who is she exactly? And Sophia being thrusted against Lachlan a few times?!🙄
Though, I did relate a lot to Lachlan not wanting to go back home at the end of school day. As a high school teacher, believe me when I say that lots of students feel that way. My after school hours got filled with students, not because they need academic help, but because they want to get more time to avoid going back to their shitty home life, which is very sad tbh.
Overall, It's not a bad read but nothing life altering.
Did Not Finish
October 5, 2026DNF for now 36% , story is way too bloated and filler heavy with not much development between the 2. Might pick up later.
August 27, 2026
This book delved deep into how mental illness can lead to emotional and physical abuse and it was so well done, the introduction of these darker topics just seemed organic. I loved and hated the relationship between Isak and Lachlan - there seemed to be pain for one or the other in every one of their encounters! But, in the end, they find a way to be together through Lachlan's courage and Isak's open heart. I am glad that sports only play a fleeting role in this romance - so many MM romances with a jock tend to focus on the sport/locker room drama rather than the rest of the jock's life. Excellent read. Would recommend.
April 20, 2026
"Lachlan reaches inside his shirt, and at the sight of his collarbone, my breath hitches. Why am I like this? Even a glimpse of his neck awakens something in me. Like I'm a Victorian gentleman seeing a lady's ankle."
Awwww All an Act: MM Romance by Leslie McAdam was such a cute and wholesome read, with a fiesty side dish of angsty first love and first times, and a big splash of coming of age and coming out. There are some tough themes too, but overall just a perfect summer read!
What To Expect:
❣️MM romance
❣️High school (but of age)
❣️First times
❣️First love
❣️Opposites attract
❣️Secret relationship
❣️Small town
❣️It's always been you
❣️HEA
3.5 stars rounded up
Awwww All an Act: MM Romance by Leslie McAdam was such a cute and wholesome read, with a fiesty side dish of angsty first love and first times, and a big splash of coming of age and coming out. There are some tough themes too, but overall just a perfect summer read!
What To Expect:
❣️MM romance
❣️High school (but of age)
❣️First times
❣️First love
❣️Opposites attract
❣️Secret relationship
❣️Small town
❣️It's always been you
❣️HEA
3.5 stars rounded up
Review of advance copy
4.5 ⭐️
I knew going into All An Act that I was going to love this. First, I haven’t read a book by Leslie that I haven’t liked, and secondly, the jock x emo trope will forever be a favorite.
What I did not expect though was to cry. A LOT. My poor baby Lachlan deserves all the love and hugs 🥹😩 I loved his character development and courage to live and love out loud, and this Isak was there for him throughout all of it.
I knew going into All An Act that I was going to love this. First, I haven’t read a book by Leslie that I haven’t liked, and secondly, the jock x emo trope will forever be a favorite.
What I did not expect though was to cry. A LOT. My poor baby Lachlan deserves all the love and hugs 🥹😩 I loved his character development and courage to live and love out loud, and this Isak was there for him throughout all of it.
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April 21, 2026
Awwwww, this was sooooo good! I loved this coming of age story of Lachlan and Isak!
This was cute, sweet and funny in places, but it also got heavy when we learned what was happening in Lachlan's home. I love these babies so much! I loved that Isak just really wanted to protect Lachlan and carry the weight from his shoulders. I loved Lachlan's little scheming to be able to spend more time with Isak.
Young love is so beautiful and I'm so happy we could go on this journey with the boys. It was great to see that Isak's love and respect gave so much strength and courage to Lachlan. I also feel like Lachlan was in the perfect frame of mind to receive the encouragement from Isak and to be able to feel more empowered and want to take more control of his life.
I really enjoyed reading this and the epilogue was just such a great way to end their story.
If you like hurt/comfort, a Jock and his emo boy neighbor and a school play that changes everything, then this is the book for you!
This was cute, sweet and funny in places, but it also got heavy when we learned what was happening in Lachlan's home. I love these babies so much! I loved that Isak just really wanted to protect Lachlan and carry the weight from his shoulders. I loved Lachlan's little scheming to be able to spend more time with Isak.
Young love is so beautiful and I'm so happy we could go on this journey with the boys. It was great to see that Isak's love and respect gave so much strength and courage to Lachlan. I also feel like Lachlan was in the perfect frame of mind to receive the encouragement from Isak and to be able to feel more empowered and want to take more control of his life.
I really enjoyed reading this and the epilogue was just such a great way to end their story.
If you like hurt/comfort, a Jock and his emo boy neighbor and a school play that changes everything, then this is the book for you!
May 11, 2026
Bloated
You could tell the same story in 200 less words. Not even a better story. The exact same story.
The simplistic (grocery list) writing style coupled with the dual POV where the opposite character retells the reader the same information over and over again in the same words makes the narrative drag at an unbearable pace.
There were also a lot of things‐‐as a matter of personal taste‐‐that I just didn't like but the pacing feels like a true technical failing. More than half of this book should have ended up on the cutting room floor.
You could tell the same story in 200 less words. Not even a better story. The exact same story.
The simplistic (grocery list) writing style coupled with the dual POV where the opposite character retells the reader the same information over and over again in the same words makes the narrative drag at an unbearable pace.
There were also a lot of things‐‐as a matter of personal taste‐‐that I just didn't like but the pacing feels like a true technical failing. More than half of this book should have ended up on the cutting room floor.
September 26, 2026
It took me forever to finish this one, as life got in the way but it was a beautiful read with lots of big feelings!
Lachlan’s life absolutely broke my heart.
He is surrounded by family, but somehow there is no real safety anywhere. His uncle is an absolute dipshit, his mother is so caught up in her own struggles and medication that she barely seems capable of seeing what is happening around her, and I know a lot of horrible things are going on but towards the end when his grandmother and sister break the knew of moving out, this was the part that got to me the most.
When his grandmother and sister decide to leave, I completely understood why they needed to get out. But Lachlan not even being part of that conversation? Not being given the choice to leave with them? That hurt in a completely different way. His uncle being awful was expected—you know exactly what kind of person he is, he is despicable and deserves to get behind bars . That’s settled But watching the people who did recognize that something was wrong find a way out for themselves while Lachlan was left behind was heartbreaking for me.
And Isak.
My God, this boy. 🥹
I absolutely loved him.
There is something so wonderful about a character who simply refuses to make himself smaller to fit into someone else’s idea of what is acceptable. Isak knows who he is, he is himself, and he never entertains the idea of hiding that just to make other people comfortable. I loved that so much.
And I loved what he became for Lachlan.
Because Lachlan spends so much of his life dealing with things he cannot control, and then he finds this person who becomes his safe place. The moment he gets away from everything happening at home, Isak is there. And Isak doesn’t just love him—he shows up for him. He becomes the stability Lachlan has been needing for so long.
Their relationship was honestly beautiful to read.
There were moments when this book hurt me because of what Lachlan had to endure, and then there were moments when it healed that hurt simply because he had Isak. That contrast was probably my favourite thing about the whole story. It felt like the book was breaking my heart with one hand and putting it back together with the other.
And the stability in their relationship? So on point. No unnecessary drama for the sake of drama, no making Lachlan’s life even more miserable just to create angst. There was this sense that, once they found each other, they could finally breathe.
I took my sweet time getting through this one, but I’m really glad I finished it. All an Act was heartbreaking, tender, and ultimately such a beautiful story about being seen by the one person who makes you feel like you don’t have to pretend anymore.
Lachlan deserved Isak. And honestly, I loved watching Isak give him exactly that. ❤️
Lachlan’s life absolutely broke my heart.
He is surrounded by family, but somehow there is no real safety anywhere. His uncle is an absolute dipshit, his mother is so caught up in her own struggles and medication that she barely seems capable of seeing what is happening around her, and I know a lot of horrible things are going on but towards the end when his grandmother and sister break the knew of moving out, this was the part that got to me the most.
When his grandmother and sister decide to leave, I completely understood why they needed to get out. But Lachlan not even being part of that conversation? Not being given the choice to leave with them? That hurt in a completely different way. His uncle being awful was expected—you know exactly what kind of person he is, he is despicable and deserves to get behind bars . That’s settled But watching the people who did recognize that something was wrong find a way out for themselves while Lachlan was left behind was heartbreaking for me.
And Isak.
My God, this boy. 🥹
I absolutely loved him.
There is something so wonderful about a character who simply refuses to make himself smaller to fit into someone else’s idea of what is acceptable. Isak knows who he is, he is himself, and he never entertains the idea of hiding that just to make other people comfortable. I loved that so much.
And I loved what he became for Lachlan.
Because Lachlan spends so much of his life dealing with things he cannot control, and then he finds this person who becomes his safe place. The moment he gets away from everything happening at home, Isak is there. And Isak doesn’t just love him—he shows up for him. He becomes the stability Lachlan has been needing for so long.
Their relationship was honestly beautiful to read.
There were moments when this book hurt me because of what Lachlan had to endure, and then there were moments when it healed that hurt simply because he had Isak. That contrast was probably my favourite thing about the whole story. It felt like the book was breaking my heart with one hand and putting it back together with the other.
And the stability in their relationship? So on point. No unnecessary drama for the sake of drama, no making Lachlan’s life even more miserable just to create angst. There was this sense that, once they found each other, they could finally breathe.
I took my sweet time getting through this one, but I’m really glad I finished it. All an Act was heartbreaking, tender, and ultimately such a beautiful story about being seen by the one person who makes you feel like you don’t have to pretend anymore.
Lachlan deserved Isak. And honestly, I loved watching Isak give him exactly that. ❤️
September 29, 2026
I think I got this for free? Even for teenagers, these guys seem immature. Not my book.
August 31, 2026
There's a cheesy quality to so much of this book, the kind of thing that would typically make me eye-roll and DNF, but McAdam balances it really deftly with somber themes like abuse, self-harm, and generational trauma, so that the "cheesy" moments are actually just... joyful, and uninhibited. I really enjoyed All an Act , highly recommend if you're looking for a cute new-adult romance with lovable characters.
Review of advance copy
Advanced Reader Copy Review
Isak is the cute emo boy/theater kid in eyeliner, skirts and Doc Marten boots. He may not hang out in the popular crowd but has found his people among the artistic, authentically self-expressed.
Lachlan appears cliche as the gorgeous, blonde, muscular, quarterbacking senior class president. He’s outgoing, always smiling, and “would flirt with a rock.”
As seniors these two appear to not even know each other. They haven’t said two words to each other all through high school. But sadly they were inseparable best friends until they were 12 and have lived next door to each other since they were born. And they were even born on the same day. How cute is that?
Somehow when they go to senior retreat they “mysteriously” end up in the same cabin with MIA roommates who sneak off to their girlfriends’ cabin the whole time. When Isak’s best fiend hears he’s rooming with Lachlan she says:
“Sorry. But you’re rooming with the quarterback?” I nod. She puts a hand on her hip. “How are you going to be able to beat off to him if he’s in the next bed?”
Cue the spice 🫦
We soon find out that Isak has a loving and supportive home life but Lachlan hasn’t been so lucky. Not only was there tragedy in his early life but what’s left of his family is indifferent and abusive. As authentic as Isak is, Lachlan must pretend, putting on a happy face to hide the pain. While Isak can be comfortable being out, Lachlan has been made to internalize his drunk, abusive uncle’s homophobia, and is left struggling and alone. He obsessively watches his countdown clock waiting for the day he can leave for college and get the hell away from his horrible home life.
Eventually they end up as the lead roles in the high school musical and it is while working through their “stage-kiss” they begin to realize they’ve been thinking about and missing each other for years.
This was the sweetest book with the sweetest boys. At first I thought we were going to have a bully romance but before long I realized we were really dealing with two cinnamon roles. Slowly as Lachlan resumes his friendship with Isak he begins to trust him with the secrets of his horrible home life and divulges the things he must do to deal with the overwhelming emotions he’s not allowed to express.
There were so many things I loved about this story. I loved to see the representation of support: Isak’s mom, the theater kids and teachers, the mm romance author, and eventually even classmates and Lachlan’s best jock friend.
I really wanted to give Lachlan a hug through most of the book. I was on the edge of my seat as the boys got closer and I waited for something awful to happen and spoil their sunshine. While I did shed a few tears, Leslie McAdam didn’t traumatize me like I was worried she might.
This was a great read with the best tension and spice and the perfect ratio of spice to plot. These two were the sweetest boys. I want the best for them and they’ll be on my mind for a while. ❤️
Highly recommend.
Isak is the cute emo boy/theater kid in eyeliner, skirts and Doc Marten boots. He may not hang out in the popular crowd but has found his people among the artistic, authentically self-expressed.
Lachlan appears cliche as the gorgeous, blonde, muscular, quarterbacking senior class president. He’s outgoing, always smiling, and “would flirt with a rock.”
As seniors these two appear to not even know each other. They haven’t said two words to each other all through high school. But sadly they were inseparable best friends until they were 12 and have lived next door to each other since they were born. And they were even born on the same day. How cute is that?
Somehow when they go to senior retreat they “mysteriously” end up in the same cabin with MIA roommates who sneak off to their girlfriends’ cabin the whole time. When Isak’s best fiend hears he’s rooming with Lachlan she says:
“Sorry. But you’re rooming with the quarterback?” I nod. She puts a hand on her hip. “How are you going to be able to beat off to him if he’s in the next bed?”
Cue the spice 🫦
We soon find out that Isak has a loving and supportive home life but Lachlan hasn’t been so lucky. Not only was there tragedy in his early life but what’s left of his family is indifferent and abusive. As authentic as Isak is, Lachlan must pretend, putting on a happy face to hide the pain. While Isak can be comfortable being out, Lachlan has been made to internalize his drunk, abusive uncle’s homophobia, and is left struggling and alone. He obsessively watches his countdown clock waiting for the day he can leave for college and get the hell away from his horrible home life.
Eventually they end up as the lead roles in the high school musical and it is while working through their “stage-kiss” they begin to realize they’ve been thinking about and missing each other for years.
This was the sweetest book with the sweetest boys. At first I thought we were going to have a bully romance but before long I realized we were really dealing with two cinnamon roles. Slowly as Lachlan resumes his friendship with Isak he begins to trust him with the secrets of his horrible home life and divulges the things he must do to deal with the overwhelming emotions he’s not allowed to express.
There were so many things I loved about this story. I loved to see the representation of support: Isak’s mom, the theater kids and teachers, the mm romance author, and eventually even classmates and Lachlan’s best jock friend.
I really wanted to give Lachlan a hug through most of the book. I was on the edge of my seat as the boys got closer and I waited for something awful to happen and spoil their sunshine. While I did shed a few tears, Leslie McAdam didn’t traumatize me like I was worried she might.
This was a great read with the best tension and spice and the perfect ratio of spice to plot. These two were the sweetest boys. I want the best for them and they’ll be on my mind for a while. ❤️
Highly recommend.
April 22, 2026
“Lach, you’re an elephant who was raised chained to a stake. Every year, you grew, but you stayed chained. Now you’re so much stronger than that stake—except you don’t know it, because you were trained to believe you’re less than you are.”
This was so lovely. A coming-of-age story with details of emotional and physical abuse, self-harm, and homophobia. It’s a slow-burn story, but it’s a process Lachlan needs to work through to be confident enough with who he is and who he wants to be and to ignore his uncle’s voice in his head telling him he’s all wrong. Because of this, the first few parts do seem to be repetitive, but with each chapter, Lachlan gets more confident and happier.
Isak was perfect for him. He is an amazing character. Kind, patient, and loving towards Lachlan. He’s had the opposite experience with his upbringing, and it shows in his confident attitude and style. He has his own vulnerabilities, but like with Lachlan, he works through them.
There are a few time skips in the epilogue, but we don’t get any update on the uncle, and I’m mixed on that. Part of me thinks he doesn’t deserve any more page space, but the part of me that loves Karma wants to see his fall from grace.
Love the pictures dotted throughout. It reminds me of Danmei books.
Overall, I really enjoyed it.
………………………………………………..
I got an ARC from GRR, and this is my honest review.
September 4, 2026
The blurb got me thinking the first connection and tension between Isak and Lachlan would happen after the stage kiss. I thought it was a classic case of “next door neighbors but strangers at school” thing, because they belong to two different social cliques. So I was disappointed when I started reading and found out that Isak and Lachlan already had an ongoing physical relationship.
I like Isak, mostly because of his style. I like his approach to his sexuality too, but I don’t like how comfortable he is with sex already. In the book they just turned eighteen. In their senior retreat, at the campfire, Isak told Lachlan how much he loved giving blow jobs and how adventurous he can be with sex. He also insinuated how excellent he was with it (because there had been no complaints so far). Considering his age, that would mean he started exploring when he was younger. It came off problematic to me rather than impressive. It would have been more believable if they were in college.
And about Lachlan. I’ve met other fictional characters who are younger than him and in worse situations than him (both in their family lives and socially), and they’ve handled it better. At least his younger sister, Ivy, didn’t just cower in a corner and made herself small and invisible. Putting the embarrassing yelling match aside, Ivy choosing to say something to their uncle’s face was far better than how Lachlan acted.
Lachlan’s internalized homophobia is also not as internalized. His fears stemmed from his uncle’s homophobia and moral high ground. He wasn’t scared to be true to himself because of his own beliefs and values or because he thought there might be some truth to his uncle’s words. In fact, he bargained with himself a lot, looking for a loophole to not feel any shame or guilt, thinking that if he was only at the receiving end of the blow job (and wouldn't touch Isak back) then that wouldn’t count as him being not straight or doing something wrong.
I like Isak, mostly because of his style. I like his approach to his sexuality too, but I don’t like how comfortable he is with sex already. In the book they just turned eighteen. In their senior retreat, at the campfire, Isak told Lachlan how much he loved giving blow jobs and how adventurous he can be with sex. He also insinuated how excellent he was with it (because there had been no complaints so far). Considering his age, that would mean he started exploring when he was younger. It came off problematic to me rather than impressive. It would have been more believable if they were in college.
And about Lachlan. I’ve met other fictional characters who are younger than him and in worse situations than him (both in their family lives and socially), and they’ve handled it better. At least his younger sister, Ivy, didn’t just cower in a corner and made herself small and invisible. Putting the embarrassing yelling match aside, Ivy choosing to say something to their uncle’s face was far better than how Lachlan acted.
Lachlan’s internalized homophobia is also not as internalized. His fears stemmed from his uncle’s homophobia and moral high ground. He wasn’t scared to be true to himself because of his own beliefs and values or because he thought there might be some truth to his uncle’s words. In fact, he bargained with himself a lot, looking for a loophole to not feel any shame or guilt, thinking that if he was only at the receiving end of the blow job (and wouldn't touch Isak back) then that wouldn’t count as him being not straight or doing something wrong.
Did Not Finish
May 3, 2026DNF at 77%. There is absolutely zero reasons for an MM romance book about two high school kids to be 400+ pages. That’s just way too damn long.
That said, I’m gonna echo what other reviewers pointed out: how did two recently-turned 18 year olds have this much sexual experience?? Why was Isak having anal sex before his senior year of HS?? I get that teens experiment (and not everyone was a virgin throughout school like me lmao) but they both had been with many people of many different genders and it just came across as extremely unrealistic and honestly kinda icky to me. In the intro the author mentions she almost made Isak and Lachlan into college students and I wish she had, because then I’d have probably finished reading this thing and I wouldn’t be sitting here at 2 in the morning writing this review.
That said, I’m gonna echo what other reviewers pointed out: how did two recently-turned 18 year olds have this much sexual experience?? Why was Isak having anal sex before his senior year of HS?? I get that teens experiment (and not everyone was a virgin throughout school like me lmao) but they both had been with many people of many different genders and it just came across as extremely unrealistic and honestly kinda icky to me. In the intro the author mentions she almost made Isak and Lachlan into college students and I wish she had, because then I’d have probably finished reading this thing and I wouldn’t be sitting here at 2 in the morning writing this review.
May 21, 2026
I relate to Lachlan a wee bit too much I fear
August 26, 2026
I have got to stop reading straight bs on my kindle
May 14, 2026
A Joyfully Jay review.
4.5 stars
All An Act is a contemporary get together story set in high school featuring two 18-year-old main characters. The story is told from alternating perspectives and broken into five parts, giving the reader both a good sense of time passing and plenty of opportunity to get into Lachlan and Isak’s heads. The most interesting element of the story flow is how the book starts with a salacious scene between Isak and Lachlan in January, then in the next chapter we zip back in time to October to understand how our two leads got to that point. I also appreciated the epilogues and how they touched base with Lachlan and Isak after high school, which I felt gave a story about high school sweethearts a better sense of closure (or happily ever after, if you will).
If you enjoy high school romances, opposites attract, and journeys of soft discovery, I think you will find a whole lot to like about this book.
Read Camille’s review in its entirety here.
4.5 stars
All An Act is a contemporary get together story set in high school featuring two 18-year-old main characters. The story is told from alternating perspectives and broken into five parts, giving the reader both a good sense of time passing and plenty of opportunity to get into Lachlan and Isak’s heads. The most interesting element of the story flow is how the book starts with a salacious scene between Isak and Lachlan in January, then in the next chapter we zip back in time to October to understand how our two leads got to that point. I also appreciated the epilogues and how they touched base with Lachlan and Isak after high school, which I felt gave a story about high school sweethearts a better sense of closure (or happily ever after, if you will).
If you enjoy high school romances, opposites attract, and journeys of soft discovery, I think you will find a whole lot to like about this book.
Read Camille’s review in its entirety here.
May 8, 2026
DNF 80%
The writing is better than a lot of books that I read, but also not really to my taste. I dunno how to describe what I didn't like about it without being mean though. And again, it isn't bad. Just probably too purple or something for me. I was just very aware of it.
These characters are in high school. Which can excuse some of the angst, but it unfortunately makes the dialogue worse. Teenage boys don't talk like this.
This book's biggest sin is that it's too long. It really starts to drag after a while, and I don't think I can force my way through another 20%.
The family drama was underwhelming. Especially with the characters being 18 and set to leave for college, and Lachlan having already decided that he wants nothing to do with them in the future. I wasn’t feeling the stakes as much as I expected. Also, Lachlan's internalized homophobia wasn't feeling very homophobic? Like, it felt like he was holding back, not because he felt wrong or twisted about what he was doing or feeling, but because of external factors. And them already being crazy about each other before the book started also sapped a LOT of the tension. For as long as it is, it isn't a slow burn.
There just wasn't enough tension in the book to justify its length. It was a lot of fluff. Too many subplots. Too many little details about the characters. I really hate when characters start like, playing twenty questions with each other to get to know each other. I just think that's such a boring way to build a connection. I do not care if they are cat people or dog people if it isn't relevant or entertaining. And conversations where they just ask each other questions about their interests are NOT entertaining. It feels like I'm reading a boring character sheet.
I did appreciate the content warnings. But, it is my opinion that the self harm was really romanticized, and I didn't like that. It isn't a topic that I avoid, but I found the way it was written to be very distasteful. Too much romantic description of the act itself, and too much reverance and romanticizing his scars. It made me feel icky.
Also, I am a prologue hater, but this prologue was so deeply unnecessary, and again, it removed more of the tension. It just made the rest of the first part drag more because I knew exactly where it was going.
The writing is better than a lot of books that I read, but also not really to my taste. I dunno how to describe what I didn't like about it without being mean though. And again, it isn't bad. Just probably too purple or something for me. I was just very aware of it.
These characters are in high school. Which can excuse some of the angst, but it unfortunately makes the dialogue worse. Teenage boys don't talk like this.
This book's biggest sin is that it's too long. It really starts to drag after a while, and I don't think I can force my way through another 20%.
The family drama was underwhelming. Especially with the characters being 18 and set to leave for college, and Lachlan having already decided that he wants nothing to do with them in the future. I wasn’t feeling the stakes as much as I expected. Also, Lachlan's internalized homophobia wasn't feeling very homophobic? Like, it felt like he was holding back, not because he felt wrong or twisted about what he was doing or feeling, but because of external factors. And them already being crazy about each other before the book started also sapped a LOT of the tension. For as long as it is, it isn't a slow burn.
There just wasn't enough tension in the book to justify its length. It was a lot of fluff. Too many subplots. Too many little details about the characters. I really hate when characters start like, playing twenty questions with each other to get to know each other. I just think that's such a boring way to build a connection. I do not care if they are cat people or dog people if it isn't relevant or entertaining. And conversations where they just ask each other questions about their interests are NOT entertaining. It feels like I'm reading a boring character sheet.
I did appreciate the content warnings. But, it is my opinion that the self harm was really romanticized, and I didn't like that. It isn't a topic that I avoid, but I found the way it was written to be very distasteful. Too much romantic description of the act itself, and too much reverance and romanticizing his scars. It made me feel icky.
Also, I am a prologue hater, but this prologue was so deeply unnecessary, and again, it removed more of the tension. It just made the rest of the first part drag more because I knew exactly where it was going.
April 10, 2026
Review of an Advanced Reader Copy
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ (3.8 rounded up)
This isn’t the all consuming read as fast as you can type book, it’s more of a go slow and appreciate the build-up.
4 Key Elements:
> MM Romance
> Forced proximity (ish)
> High school jock x ‘weird’ kid
> Childhood friends to strangers to lovers
Three words:
Butterflies, heart-clenching, tension
Mini synopsis: Childhood best friends turned almost strangers room together during a trip away with school. Slowly they explore who they are now, what tore them apart in the first place and contemplate their future.
Recommend? Yes!💛
Books get an average of these scores:
Reread-ability: ⭐️⭐️⭐️
Main Characters: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Supporting Cast: ⭐️⭐️⭐️
Plot: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Emotional hit: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Main characters categorising:
> Isak: Chaotic Good
> Lachlan: Lawful Neutral
Song for the book’s vibe: Spend the Night - Dan Zimmerman
Side Note: The playlist vibes alongside this book were so good. I especially loved seeing The Lumineers on there!
Did the advertised microtropes hit?
* Wearing each other’s clothes
Adorable. Definitely hit!
* No kissing (at first):
Killed me seeing their turmoil but it hit
* Backward baseball cap kiss:
Wasn’t my favourite thing, in the sense that I wouldn’t have thought about it if I didn’t read it on the tropes list
* Cuddling:
It was there, and it was sweet.
* “He is my safe place”:
I mean there’s not a single time this trope doesn’t hit, I love it
* He brings him soup:
The cutest shit
* They sing to each other:
I love the lil emo and the jock singing to each other, it’s ✨everything✨
Some random non-spoiler thoughts:
> I loved that the first chapter was a glimpse of the future and then it went back to the start of the story
> I wasn’t sure how I’d feel about a book set in high school as I usually read college and older, but I really loved it
> I just want to protect Lachlan from the world
> The art for this book is sooo pretty, my favourite is between chapters 45 & 46
> Their first kiss made me squeal out loud
> The begging scene is so delicious
> Isak should legitimately be a therapist
> The epilogue was phenomenal and the last flash forward had me feeling all kinds of emotional
**Spoiler filled thoughts coming on release day!**
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-Spoilers below-
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Favourite character: I couldn’t decide
Why: My sweet little mess who I love and want to protect (Lach) vs the coolest most true-to-themselves person I’ve ever seen. They’re so good together.
Favourite quote:
The thing is, living someone else’s goals is never going to work. You cannot mold yourself into a person someone else will find acceptable in every way—not and truly be alive.
Things I loved:
> Isak monologuing in dramatic fashion like he’s narrating his own life. Instant “yes” for me.
> The voyeurism between them
> I love Isak’s Mum
> The notes to self had me cackling
> The metaphorical and literal closet
> Their joint love of sandwiches
> The descriptions of Isak’s outfits
> The tattoos
Things I'd change:
> There’s not enough words in the english language to explain my aversion to the vape pen
Read-along:
> 13%
Oh man, this book is already making my stomach tight with anxiety with the yelling and the anger
> 15%
Ahhhhhhh not Lachlan sneakily planning to be rooming with Isak
> They’re so sweet, I’m getting all warm and fuzzy
> 21%
I know it’s like the whole plot, but the way Lachlan won’t touch Isak breaks my heart
> 23%
There’s some wild part of me that’s super relieved Isak is holding back and barely responding to Lachlan’s texts
> 27%
The countdown is breaking my heart
> 29%
My baby sits in a ditch when he feels like there’s nowhere else he can be? Oh my hod my heart
> 38%
How odd for Lachlan to call Isak a boy who barely talks to him, when he’s the reason
> 43%
I’m feeling all twisty and sick over this. I kind of love and hate them being so close to each other
THEYRE KISSING OMFG
> 45%
Scoffed so hard at Lachlan being possessive
> 52%
They’re *flirting* and I’m getting whiplash but I love it
> 56%
Lachlan sitting himself down for a serious talk with himself, I love him😭🥹
> 58%
Isak initially saying no and standing his ground was wild but also incredible
> 69%
Pride night after their cute little dinner omg
> 71%
Wendolyn, my queen
> 82%
I lowkey don’t understand Lachlan’s fear about people teasing when he’ll be leaving soon
> 88%
LACHLAN JAMIESON DOYLE THAT IS AN INSANE KISS TO DO ON STAGE
> 93%
He turned off his countdown 🥹😭
> 96%
Joint prom kings? Ahh so sweet!
> 99%
HUSBANDS💛
Other lines I loved:
> I lock up my time with Isak in the janitor’s closet, where it needs to stay, and run my hands through my hair, smoothing it down.
> Goth Elmo. That’s Zanita.
> My bedroom window faces his, and I can see in there like it’s a television set just for me.
> I know I’m being ridiculous, but Lachlan is mine. He’s been mine since we were ten years old. Earlier, even. I only wish he knew that, too.
> “omni luci est umbra,” and it stuck with me. There is a shadow to every light.
> Please stay, please stay. I can’t explain why, but please stay.
> “Hey, we did it!” I cheer.
“I’m so happy, I could kiss you,” Lachlan whispers.
I do a double take. “Wait, what?”
He winks and goes to the ladder.
> Isak has no idea how many people I’ve kept from teasing him about wearing “girl’s clothes.” By now, I think pretty much everyone knows they’d better keep their mouths shut, or they’ll face my ire.
> The Hammond family home has a happy glow. My house is too bright in some areas and pitch black in others.
> Browser History is a new sci-fi musical about a world where deleting anything digital deletes it in real life. If everyone deletes a photo of someone, they die, or if it’s photos of a place, it disappears. The idea is that everything is ephemeral.
> What am I scared of? Every single damn thing. I’m scared of being alone and of being with people. Of being myself and of losing myself.
> Even though it’d be torture spending that much time with Lachlan, it’s the kind of torture I’d relish.
> I kissed him, and I loved it. I loved how he held my face and kissed me back harshly, like he was punishing me and taking care of me at the same time.
> My heart leaps. “You’re worth celebrating,” I say, and I don’t care that the entire cast can hear me.
> Do I know anyone else whose favorite color is silver? But now that I think about it, it’s a pretty amazing color. It’s the color of his car and the shiny bellies of fish and stars and machines and all kinds of mechanical things. And the rock he gave me.
> In rehearsal, he smirks before he kisses his thumb. His eyes are looking less sad. This time I don’t forget my next line. But it takes me a beat too long to recite it.
> What are my options here? Stick to my guns and be late to school, because the bus will take a while, or swallow my pride and grab a ride from the very kind mom of the guy I like? The guy who thought of me even though I was a jerk to him?
> But I guess I’m asking if you’d try being mine.” Lachlan’s cheeks redden. “You know. On a trial basis.”
“A trial basis,” I echo, crossing my arms. “Of belonging to Lachlan Doyle.”
He gives me this earnest, imploring smile and nods. “Yeah, like boyfriends.”
> He kisses me like I’m exactly what he’s been wishing for.
> “You have no idea how safe I feel with you. You’re the only one who sees … sees me. Ever.”
> I compromise by scooching my chair closer, putting us shoulder to shoulder. Honestly, I’d be good if we never stopped being in contact with each other.
> it’s my turn to play with his curls. His hair makes me happy. Isak makes me happy.
> “I fucking love your mouth,” I whisper. “And the slope of your nose and the freckles on your face. Your kind eyes and the way your mouth tilts upward. How you pick up snails to save them and share sandwiches with me. How you’ve always been there. How I feel safe with you.”
> Lachlan kisses me slow and long. In public. Claiming me for all to see.
> “Problem is, I still have feelings. I wish I didn’t. I think things would be easier if I didn’t.”
“No, they wouldn’t. Feelings mean you’re human.”
> Here in our little dining room, Lachlan’s the most animated I’ve ever seen him. Like he’s absolutely ecstatic to sit at a beat-up wooden table with my mom and me and eat mac and cheese and she hugs me for the first time in years.
> “But what is different about the scene is that our hero, Lachlan Doyle, is wearing Isak Hammond’s clothes as well, and not just Isak’s trademark snap-front cap. No, the senior class president and captain of the football team is clad in black jeans and one of Isak’s black lace dress shirts, and Isak has to physically restrain himself from licking him.” … “But I’m going to do it anyway. And what happened to your narration?” “Meh, I’ve lost interest. I’m more interested in you.”
> I come home to Isak and Rochelle’s house, which I already think of as my real home. I didn’t grow up under this roof, but this is where people love, understand, and accept me.
> it’s the first day of the rest of our lives. And somehow, I get to face it with the love of my life by my side.
> “And is it everything you hoped for?”
“Yeah,” I say, looking into his gorgeous, kind eyes. “It’s exactly what I hoped for.”
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ (3.8 rounded up)
This isn’t the all consuming read as fast as you can type book, it’s more of a go slow and appreciate the build-up.
4 Key Elements:
> MM Romance
> Forced proximity (ish)
> High school jock x ‘weird’ kid
> Childhood friends to strangers to lovers
Three words:
Butterflies, heart-clenching, tension
Mini synopsis: Childhood best friends turned almost strangers room together during a trip away with school. Slowly they explore who they are now, what tore them apart in the first place and contemplate their future.
Recommend? Yes!💛
Books get an average of these scores:
Reread-ability: ⭐️⭐️⭐️
Main Characters: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Supporting Cast: ⭐️⭐️⭐️
Plot: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Emotional hit: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Main characters categorising:
> Isak: Chaotic Good
> Lachlan: Lawful Neutral
Song for the book’s vibe: Spend the Night - Dan Zimmerman
Side Note: The playlist vibes alongside this book were so good. I especially loved seeing The Lumineers on there!
Did the advertised microtropes hit?
* Wearing each other’s clothes
Adorable. Definitely hit!
* No kissing (at first):
Killed me seeing their turmoil but it hit
* Backward baseball cap kiss:
Wasn’t my favourite thing, in the sense that I wouldn’t have thought about it if I didn’t read it on the tropes list
* Cuddling:
It was there, and it was sweet.
* “He is my safe place”:
I mean there’s not a single time this trope doesn’t hit, I love it
* He brings him soup:
The cutest shit
* They sing to each other:
I love the lil emo and the jock singing to each other, it’s ✨everything✨
Some random non-spoiler thoughts:
> I loved that the first chapter was a glimpse of the future and then it went back to the start of the story
> I wasn’t sure how I’d feel about a book set in high school as I usually read college and older, but I really loved it
> I just want to protect Lachlan from the world
> The art for this book is sooo pretty, my favourite is between chapters 45 & 46
> Their first kiss made me squeal out loud
> The begging scene is so delicious
> Isak should legitimately be a therapist
> The epilogue was phenomenal and the last flash forward had me feeling all kinds of emotional
**Spoiler filled thoughts coming on release day!**
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-Spoilers below-
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Favourite character: I couldn’t decide
Why: My sweet little mess who I love and want to protect (Lach) vs the coolest most true-to-themselves person I’ve ever seen. They’re so good together.
Favourite quote:
The thing is, living someone else’s goals is never going to work. You cannot mold yourself into a person someone else will find acceptable in every way—not and truly be alive.
Things I loved:
> Isak monologuing in dramatic fashion like he’s narrating his own life. Instant “yes” for me.
> The voyeurism between them
> I love Isak’s Mum
> The notes to self had me cackling
> The metaphorical and literal closet
> Their joint love of sandwiches
> The descriptions of Isak’s outfits
> The tattoos
Things I'd change:
> There’s not enough words in the english language to explain my aversion to the vape pen
Read-along:
> 13%
Oh man, this book is already making my stomach tight with anxiety with the yelling and the anger
> 15%
Ahhhhhhh not Lachlan sneakily planning to be rooming with Isak
> They’re so sweet, I’m getting all warm and fuzzy
> 21%
I know it’s like the whole plot, but the way Lachlan won’t touch Isak breaks my heart
> 23%
There’s some wild part of me that’s super relieved Isak is holding back and barely responding to Lachlan’s texts
> 27%
The countdown is breaking my heart
> 29%
My baby sits in a ditch when he feels like there’s nowhere else he can be? Oh my hod my heart
> 38%
How odd for Lachlan to call Isak a boy who barely talks to him, when he’s the reason
> 43%
I’m feeling all twisty and sick over this. I kind of love and hate them being so close to each other
THEYRE KISSING OMFG
> 45%
Scoffed so hard at Lachlan being possessive
> 52%
They’re *flirting* and I’m getting whiplash but I love it
> 56%
Lachlan sitting himself down for a serious talk with himself, I love him😭🥹
> 58%
Isak initially saying no and standing his ground was wild but also incredible
> 69%
Pride night after their cute little dinner omg
> 71%
Wendolyn, my queen
> 82%
I lowkey don’t understand Lachlan’s fear about people teasing when he’ll be leaving soon
> 88%
LACHLAN JAMIESON DOYLE THAT IS AN INSANE KISS TO DO ON STAGE
> 93%
He turned off his countdown 🥹😭
> 96%
Joint prom kings? Ahh so sweet!
> 99%
HUSBANDS💛
Other lines I loved:
> I lock up my time with Isak in the janitor’s closet, where it needs to stay, and run my hands through my hair, smoothing it down.
> Goth Elmo. That’s Zanita.
> My bedroom window faces his, and I can see in there like it’s a television set just for me.
> I know I’m being ridiculous, but Lachlan is mine. He’s been mine since we were ten years old. Earlier, even. I only wish he knew that, too.
> “omni luci est umbra,” and it stuck with me. There is a shadow to every light.
> Please stay, please stay. I can’t explain why, but please stay.
> “Hey, we did it!” I cheer.
“I’m so happy, I could kiss you,” Lachlan whispers.
I do a double take. “Wait, what?”
He winks and goes to the ladder.
> Isak has no idea how many people I’ve kept from teasing him about wearing “girl’s clothes.” By now, I think pretty much everyone knows they’d better keep their mouths shut, or they’ll face my ire.
> The Hammond family home has a happy glow. My house is too bright in some areas and pitch black in others.
> Browser History is a new sci-fi musical about a world where deleting anything digital deletes it in real life. If everyone deletes a photo of someone, they die, or if it’s photos of a place, it disappears. The idea is that everything is ephemeral.
> What am I scared of? Every single damn thing. I’m scared of being alone and of being with people. Of being myself and of losing myself.
> Even though it’d be torture spending that much time with Lachlan, it’s the kind of torture I’d relish.
> I kissed him, and I loved it. I loved how he held my face and kissed me back harshly, like he was punishing me and taking care of me at the same time.
> My heart leaps. “You’re worth celebrating,” I say, and I don’t care that the entire cast can hear me.
> Do I know anyone else whose favorite color is silver? But now that I think about it, it’s a pretty amazing color. It’s the color of his car and the shiny bellies of fish and stars and machines and all kinds of mechanical things. And the rock he gave me.
> In rehearsal, he smirks before he kisses his thumb. His eyes are looking less sad. This time I don’t forget my next line. But it takes me a beat too long to recite it.
> What are my options here? Stick to my guns and be late to school, because the bus will take a while, or swallow my pride and grab a ride from the very kind mom of the guy I like? The guy who thought of me even though I was a jerk to him?
> But I guess I’m asking if you’d try being mine.” Lachlan’s cheeks redden. “You know. On a trial basis.”
“A trial basis,” I echo, crossing my arms. “Of belonging to Lachlan Doyle.”
He gives me this earnest, imploring smile and nods. “Yeah, like boyfriends.”
> He kisses me like I’m exactly what he’s been wishing for.
> “You have no idea how safe I feel with you. You’re the only one who sees … sees me. Ever.”
> I compromise by scooching my chair closer, putting us shoulder to shoulder. Honestly, I’d be good if we never stopped being in contact with each other.
> it’s my turn to play with his curls. His hair makes me happy. Isak makes me happy.
> “I fucking love your mouth,” I whisper. “And the slope of your nose and the freckles on your face. Your kind eyes and the way your mouth tilts upward. How you pick up snails to save them and share sandwiches with me. How you’ve always been there. How I feel safe with you.”
> Lachlan kisses me slow and long. In public. Claiming me for all to see.
> “Problem is, I still have feelings. I wish I didn’t. I think things would be easier if I didn’t.”
“No, they wouldn’t. Feelings mean you’re human.”
> Here in our little dining room, Lachlan’s the most animated I’ve ever seen him. Like he’s absolutely ecstatic to sit at a beat-up wooden table with my mom and me and eat mac and cheese and she hugs me for the first time in years.
> “But what is different about the scene is that our hero, Lachlan Doyle, is wearing Isak Hammond’s clothes as well, and not just Isak’s trademark snap-front cap. No, the senior class president and captain of the football team is clad in black jeans and one of Isak’s black lace dress shirts, and Isak has to physically restrain himself from licking him.” … “But I’m going to do it anyway. And what happened to your narration?” “Meh, I’ve lost interest. I’m more interested in you.”
> I come home to Isak and Rochelle’s house, which I already think of as my real home. I didn’t grow up under this roof, but this is where people love, understand, and accept me.
> it’s the first day of the rest of our lives. And somehow, I get to face it with the love of my life by my side.
> “And is it everything you hoped for?”
“Yeah,” I say, looking into his gorgeous, kind eyes. “It’s exactly what I hoped for.”
May 31, 2026
I liked this book quite a bit, but it was easily a 100 pages too long. Both the ending and the epilogue felt pretty rushed, though.
April 22, 2026
Daring Greatly to Love
Dee’s Grade: A+
Lachlan and Isak are so perfect together. These two are young but discover the power of finding safety and comfort is the person you love while taking steps to heal together. Isak is sunshine to Lachlan’s Golden retriever who is mistreated in his home but flourishes under loving care.
Dee’s Grade: A+
Lachlan and Isak are so perfect together. These two are young but discover the power of finding safety and comfort is the person you love while taking steps to heal together. Isak is sunshine to Lachlan’s Golden retriever who is mistreated in his home but flourishes under loving care.
May 30, 2026
⭐️5
Do you ever read a book so good that you don’t even know what to write here? Because that’s what this book does for me.
It was a heavy one, and I’m so so so sorry for Lachlan and what he had to go through. Emotional abuse is such a heavy topic, that combined with occasions self harm, low self worth and a homophobic environment made this a very heavy book.
The way Isak was there for him tho, even during the time they weren’t talking. It was the sweetest thing ever. Someone that just sees you although you try your best to hide yourself. Yes. Isak, you won buddy.
Next to them slowly working through their shit together, they built the most genuine and strong love you could think of, which was really something I wished for Lachlan. He deserves something good and he even got something amazing.
Okay now I’ve said quite a lot. I’d just advise you to pick up the book and let yourself immerse in this world. I promise it keeps on being absolutely intriguing until the last word of the epilogue 🫠.
Do you ever read a book so good that you don’t even know what to write here? Because that’s what this book does for me.
It was a heavy one, and I’m so so so sorry for Lachlan and what he had to go through. Emotional abuse is such a heavy topic, that combined with occasions self harm, low self worth and a homophobic environment made this a very heavy book.
The way Isak was there for him tho, even during the time they weren’t talking. It was the sweetest thing ever. Someone that just sees you although you try your best to hide yourself. Yes. Isak, you won buddy.
Next to them slowly working through their shit together, they built the most genuine and strong love you could think of, which was really something I wished for Lachlan. He deserves something good and he even got something amazing.
Okay now I’ve said quite a lot. I’d just advise you to pick up the book and let yourself immerse in this world. I promise it keeps on being absolutely intriguing until the last word of the epilogue 🫠.
August 1, 2026
Lachlan + Isak
-mm romance
-childhood friends to lovers
-jock x theater emo goth
-boy next door
-hurt/comfort
-broken boy
-chosen family
yooo i loved these guys sooo much!!! they were so perfect for each other & i just couldn’t get over with how completely DOWN BADDDD they both were for each other!! but damnnnn lachlans dad was THE WORSTTT & i’m happy he got what was coming for him!!
-mm romance
-childhood friends to lovers
-jock x theater emo goth
-boy next door
-hurt/comfort
-broken boy
-chosen family
yooo i loved these guys sooo much!!! they were so perfect for each other & i just couldn’t get over with how completely DOWN BADDDD they both were for each other!! but damnnnn lachlans dad was THE WORSTTT & i’m happy he got what was coming for him!!
August 23, 2026
I don’t usually read books like this but it popped up on my kindle unlimited and I gave it a try. In some moments it reminded me of fanfiction, some moments were oddly comforting - in the end I have to say that it was a good read! (maybe also because Lachlan hits a bit close to home)
August 3, 2026
Написано добре. Та не попало мені в настрій. Скучновато було. Хоча герої неймовірно милі. Така собі підліткова мелодрама.
September 9, 2026
The story had potential, but it felt like a bad wattpad fanfic. All the important topics were treated as if they weren't a big deal, and the dialogues were so poor
Probably the worst thing I've read this year
Probably the worst thing I've read this year
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