1.5 rounded up
as it turns out i was more taken by the synopsis (and maybe the first quarter) than the actual book :/ the beach scene did make me cry, and since i'm in a giving mood, i rounded up the rating
ETA: hi, i'm back bc i couldn't stop thinking abt the beach scene. not the part that made me cry, but the part right after, which also happens on the beach. i'm gonna try not to spoil it, so, at the time i didn't really give much thought to it, but since then i couldn't help but think that it wasn't really this grand sacrifice it was made out to be?? giving up something you never really wanted in the first place isn't a sacrifice. the fact that it was made to seem like he was giving up something precious to him kinda pissed me off lmao like bro, no, he got what he wanted in the end so it was no grand gesture of love or whatever. anyway, i've said my piece, and i'll be taking that star back, too
P.S. not enough krakenfucking 🚬😮💨