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312 pages, Paperback
First published August 2, 2001
The men who worked the Redtail Mine were fed up with the boss.
They swarmed around his office door like blackflies round a hoss.
‘No wages these three months!’ one cried. ‘Let's hang the lousy rat!
He'll starve our very children, boys, while he himself gets fat!’
And true enough, behind the door, a fat man shook and wept;
The wobbling bags beneath his eyes said this man hadn't slept.
A messenger had brought him word that made him feel his age:
Valdez, last night—the third straight month!—had robbed the payroll stage.
“Then up the tight street came a rider so sweet,
She was light as the dawn, and as free—
And her hair was as black as her stallion's back,
And she parted the crowd like a sea.”
Well, we all hold history differently inside us. For Swede such episodes retold themselves into a seamless and momentous narrative; she had a Homeric grasp on the significance of events, and still does; one of her letters asks, Is it hubris to believe we all live epics? (perhaps it is but I suspect she's not actually counting on me for an answer.) Dad, he himeelf would say, was baptized by that tornado into a life of new ambitions─interpreted by many, including my mother, as a life of no ambitions.
Once in my life I knew a grief so hard I could actually hear it inside, scraping at the lining of my stomach, an audible ache, dredging with hooks as rivers are dredged when someone’s been missing too long.