Gonna keep these reviews as short and sweet as can be and just be based on the notes I kept. I probably have others thoughts on this book, but have not included them all here being I have five reviews tonight to do. So let's get started.
4.5 stars
Once again Dani Collins wrote a dark, angsty emotional love story that had plenty of drama to spare. I love those kinds of books, and I love her and her writing. With this book being no exception.
This book ripped out my heart a couple time especially when it came to the character of Clair. At times I wanted to give her a big hug and just comfort her because she didn't deserve what happened to her in her life nor did she deserve how she was treated by Aleksy in the beginning, he was a class one jerk, but it added to the angst and drama to the novel, which I love. Besides he more than made up for it in the end, which is what I like to see, the whole I can't stand you angle and think you're a gold digger to I'm totally in love with you and you're my angel kind of view. I love to see the grovel and how their views just get totally turned on their head, which was the case with Aleksy then his whole attitude changed toward Clair and he became a really sweet hero that was totally in love with her.
The basic premise of the story was that Aleksy wanted revenge on Victor after destroying his family, however before he could carry out his plan of revenge and throw it in Victor's face. Victor died, leaving Aleksy highly unsatisfied until he learned of the existence of Clair, who he thought was Victor's mistress and he vowed to get revenge on her in lieu of Victor not being there. So he stripped her of her job, which Victor gave her, home, and basically everything, which again Victor gave to her and leave her with nothing and basically homeless. Now Clair didn't care about the possession or anything concerning herself, but more the money she was promised by Victor in order to start her charity to an orphanage so that orphans could get the love and support nothing like she got when she was an orphan, which was time she felt worthless. So that was her concern and she tried to appeal to Aleksy about the money though she didn't tell him what the money was for, which made Aleksy believe she was nothing but a money scheming mooch who was out for everything that she could get without earning a penny herself. So he agreed to give her the money as long as she became his mistress and he could have her body and use it whenever he wanted it, and he wanted it and her, though he resented it because of what believed. Knowing what this meant to the children, she agreed, even though it made her feel like a nothing and nothing but a body to him and not a person that he could grow to care about. But her thoughts were with the children first.
And then the affair began and sparks flew not only with their combustible chemistry, but also in learning the truth about one another that weren't always pleasant especially in Aleksy's case when he found out he was all wrong about Clair, who was nothing like a gold digger that he thought but a loyal and caring woman who didn't really have a high opinion of herself.
Having these rich backstories for each character created the drama as well as that emotional angst that I love in romance novels, and how this angst translated into a powerful love story where their love for one another healed the old wounds they were facing and able to move on with one another. That I really enjoyed and I loved how Dani Collins incorporated all that.
As for the chemistry, it was off the charts. From the moment they meet spark flew, and not only because of the hostility and misunderstandings that occurred between them, but hot, hot attraction that I could feel ooze off the pages. They were electric together and that continued on throughout and didn't stop. With the physically attraction went deeper and deeper until emotions took hold of them after every love scene that took place and lead them down the road of love. The physical and emotional were very much apart of the scenes with each becoming more intense as they went. From the first time when Aleksy found out she in fact never had a lover before to the very last. One of my favorite scenes was the one where Clair seduced Aleksy, at first she believed she couldn't do it especially since she was so inexperienced while he was the complete opposite, but he encouraged her to go ahead a seduce him because she very much could. I just loved all the tension and heat in that scene and I could almost hear Aleksy hold his breath every time she touched him and pushed him more and more to the edge and doing everything to keep his control in order for her to gain confidence with the knowledge that she could do this to him as well as the fact that he wanted her not just her body. It was just nice to see him vulnerable and willing to be vulnerable for her. It was a hot scene, but it was also sweet at the same time. One of the highlights.
Just I loved all the heightened emotions in this one, and really tugged at my heart strings especially for Clair. I wanted her to find her prince charming, and Aleksy was her prince charming even if in the beginning he was a frog, a mean frog, but like I said he made up for it and was a sweetheart towards her in the end. Understanding her. Helping her and just trying to show her that she was a wantable woman. I liked when he finally found out the truth and his attitude immediately changed around. I'll admit at first he was harsh and a big old jerk and I wanted to punch him sometimes, but in he end he came through. I like that whole theme in romance I don't know why. I guess it just adds to the emotions and drama of the story.
Overall I really liked this book and found it an enjoyable read, which I got through pretty quickly. Once again Dani Collins created this emotional love story that I immediately got suck into along with characters that I really felt for. I liked that Dani Collins ripped out my heart but then put it back together again and gave Aleksy and Clair the happily ever after they both deserved.