this author’s commitment to having horribly dragging third acts continues😐 like seriously, this whole series is a masterclass on how to fuck up a third act😭
that’s really becoming my main issue with this series. well, aside from the constant inclusion of MF scenes🙄 i will say the MF was much better this time bc it’s mostly off page. but anyway, it’s just torture to finish these books, even if they start out good.
this one started out slow and got way more interesting once they started fucking, which was damn hot, but by the end i was so fed up, i was just like omg not another sex scene pls💀😭 and that’s partly bc the story was DRAGGINGGGG and partly bc i really wasn’t able to connect with christian and gibson. it’s weird bc we get to know all this deep stuff about them and they’re sharing their hurts, traumas, loneliness, etc with each other but i somehow still have no idea who tf they are and their relationship still feels kinda surface level, like all sex. it was really hard to be invested bc i’m like i don’t know these mfs at all, esp christian!! really, truly, idk who tf that man is💀 i had a better grasp on gibson, but still….it’s like we covered the deep stuff, but left out the basics. idk, they were just missing that something to make me care and i can’t explain it. just ended up with a totally meh feeling about them being together.
then, there’s a whole side plot about silas and his republican senator lover and u know what? i just couldn’t give less of a fuck about the woes of a closeted republican senator who publicly condemns everything he is and spews harmful rhetoric and votes against lgbt rights. like did u seriously expect me to give a fuck😒 it was fucked up what marianne was trying to do with the blackmail and her releasing the video at the end. i don’t agree with any of that stuff. i do feel bad for silas, but that’s it.
and the marianne plot was dragged to the very end which irritated me to no end. like i was 80 something percent in and gibson still hadn’t made a concrete move to divorce his wife??? wtf! got christian nervous af about it and ur not even sharing plans fr. like literally 84% in the book and, mind you, gibson has already told christian he’s in love with him, but somehow he’s only just NOW pondering “what if i don’t wanna try again with my wife”🙄 and when gibson FINALLY had the talk with his wife it was at 92%!!! plus it ended up being the weakest and most boring conclusion possible: gibson giving the news he was leaving her and then after a cursory argument and a settlement amount, we pretty much hear nothing more of her. when she was such a fierce, manipulative cunt before. not that i liked her, bc i didn’t, but ugh, i thought she had some fight in her. i mean, on one hand, i’m glad for a quick conclusion bc it means the book’ll be over quicker and that’s necessary af, but on the other hand, it felt so anti-climatic and ill-fitting for her character.
but jesus, all of my goodwill for this book was destroyed in the last third bc it was so overly long and annoying. like knowing there was no third act break up, i thought the author had the third act in the bag rip😭 i’m not kidding when i say it was fucking torture💀💀 and then finding out there’s two epilogues???🫠🫠 like haven’t i suffered enough🙄🤣🤣🤣 thank god i was reading this with my fave buddy reader(🫶✨💓) and we could vent in the chat bc i was so done atp.
and if the next book will be silas and that fucking republican senator who, again, supports anti-lgbt legislation, publicly states marriage is meant for a man and woman for the purpose of procreation, drag queens are indoctrinating our youth, pro book bans, etc etc all while fucking silas secretly and saying he loves him?🙄 oh brother….don’t care!! i absolutely will not be reading it. like seriously, in this climate? no the fuck thank u…..couldn’t think of anything more off-putting🤢🤢….just keep it✋😒 also what fucking more could there possibly need to be said about it…..i feel like i’ve basically read their book already. but if it’s about silas and a different man, i might pick it up if i’m feeling self-destructive💀💀