✰ 2.75 stars ✰
“In that regard, Hemlock House was probably the perfect place to be—ideal conditions for brooding about mortality and death and dying and the inevitability of dying.”
I used to joke that murder had an uncanny way of following Jessica Fletcher around wherever she went, to the point that I wondered why there weren't more mysteries where the writers had her suspected of the murder. 🤦🏻♀️ It becomes a bit of an inside joke where something becomes painfully apparent that it can be poked fun of. I got that impression from the writing of Doom Magnet this time. It is very readable - like a quick snack that you can easily devour, because of how it's not really a focus of figuring out the clues, but rather watching the protagonist's character growth develop with each dead body they inadvertently stumbled upon, or in the unfortunate premises of when the unexpected attack occurs. 😥 But, even if those coincidences are intentional, it becomes more obvious to me when the moment of revealing the intent is upon us, and Dash can poke fun at how it is being played out, do I get the feeling that this is the cozy brand of mystery that GA is going for - for now. I've heard this is a long series, so I'm in it for the long haul; so, when you see the flaws being pointed out - then, it doesn't quite seem fair to be irked by it.
Just saying. 😊
It was nice to see Dash become a little more confident and self-assured in his capabilities, as well as his own looks, which in my opinion, was a rewarding thought, despite how it landed him in hot waters he had no intention or desire being in. 🥺 He's slowly shedding the part of him that has prevented him from trusting in his own talents, of always being a perfectionist that makes it harder for him to be braver, to take more risks, as well as speaking up for what he wants and believes in. I am curious to meet the parents whose influence has made it so difficult for him to find his own voice and believe in himself.
I'm glad that there was some progress with the sheriff department that will make his participation in these untimely murders seem more justified rather than sneaky and hidden. I liked that Keme eventually broke his vow of silence, because like Dash, I was hurt why he chose to speak to everyone but him. 😒 The Last Picks did not have much screen time this time around, which I did not mind as much, since the moments they did appear, they offered their necessary words of comfort and wisdom and support that Dash needed.
“I could still feel him, though. The echo of him.”
Perhaps a seasoned GA reader may have more expertise of what to expect in a torturous slow burn, but I feel ashamed to admit that it took me three books to realize that it is not quite a slow burn, if a third person is going to get hurt. And I don't like how it became apparent that West has to be the bad guy. 😟 I was not a fan of Deputy Bobby this time around; I could not enjoy the scenes between him and Dash, in fact they made me slightly uncomfortable. Even though, I do think GA is doing a good job in building upon their attraction and the unspoken weight of promise that hovers between them - that hesitancy of crossing that precipice that will change the course of their friendship.
Dash's own conflicted thoughts of trying to combat his own feelings for him, but still desperate to be a solid and caring friend for Bobby during his own distraught moments, were also well-played out, but I could not bring myself to really root for them. For it was only when Bobby's relationship with West fell apart did I realize that I was actually rooting for an eventual break-up of an existing relationship! Despite the possibility that it was not entirely Dash's fault that they did break-up, that even if Bobby painted an image of where he was not really happy and all he wants is for West to be happy, that they had problems before, etc. etc -
And fine, I can live with that. 🙆🏻♀️
What I can't live with and what bothered me was the portrayal of West leading up to it and how we get hints of Bobby already gravitating towards enjoying spending time more with Dash than his own boyfriend - fiancé. Yes, someone has to be the bad guy and take the fall, but for West to be depicted as at first, someone who was behaving a bit whiny and clingy and concerned for Bobby's well-being for not putting his life on the line when he's not in the line of duty, even for a friend, felt like it was being laid down a bit too thick - just so that Dash and Bobby's eventual pairing would have a subtle if not believable reason behind it. 🙅🏻♀️ I don't deny that Dash's feelings of guilt over being the cause, his concern over Bobby's state of mind were all very valid and genuine - I just did not like how unresponsive and unlike-Bobby was this time. I did not like him, and it bothered me how much I was being bothered by their interactions, as well as how they were around each other - this time around.
And having heard that this is definitely a slow-burn with at least 5+ books more in the making, I already have some severe concerns over how West's character is going to be handled, which for the sake of getting it off my chest, I'm gonna voice them here - even if I feel like I'm making a big deal out of it, when I really shouldn't. 😕
- West is in need of Dash and Bobby's expertise and sees how how he and Bobby never had the same intense chemistry that these two have - that he and Bobby were never happy to begin with and all's swell that ends well
- West and Dash and Bobby hash it out and West forgives and gets the closure he needs in order for all of them to move on
- West stays upset and bitter and resentful and hurt from the break-up and doesn't give them his blessing and finds someone more decent and willing to appreciate and be the kind of safe boyfriend that he wants and deserves
Honestly, I'm going for the third option. 😒
See, that's why I don't do love triangles. 😮💨
But, hey, what do I know? 🤷🏻♀️ I shouldn't be taking it so much to heart anyway, but alas, that is the person that I am. I also may be the only one who feels like this, but I feel better when I get this weight off my chest by writing it out. The focus of these stories should not be the romance anyway, so - okay, well it is there, but so I shouldn't be stressing about it this much anyway, or taking it so personally. 😐 Besides, like Deputy Bobby was so politely inclined to remind Dash, *cue sarcasm*
“For someone who whines and moans about how bad he is at relationships, you're sure quick to talk about stuff you don't know anything about.”
And for someone like me who has never been in a relationship 🙋🏻♀️ - then, please don't let my own wayward and trivial complaints be a bother to anyone much more forgiving and less troubled than myself. 😔