Tropes: boss / employee, grumpy/sunshine, age gap
Feels: 3.5/5
Steam*: 3.5/5
Kinks: n/a
Angst: low
HEA: yes
Pairing: MM
Triggers/potential icks/content warnings: homophobic parent, being in the closet for 30 years, divorce (not between MC's), sex for money, unsafe sex. No other person drama.
Reread - February 13th 2025.
4.5 stars, love the vibes, love the humour
Derek is 48 years old and he's the father of Miller the MC in another book by this author. Derek has just gotten divorced from his wife of 23+ years. They had a horrible marriage. He's known as an a****** boss at work, everyone at work calls him Satan. When his latest PA quits, Wyn is pulled from his current role to that role. Wyn is 29 and a PA extraordinaire. He's also openly gay, bit of an organization kink, and feels things deeply and chaotically. Wyn is 6 months into his self-proclaimed sex sabbatical. He's tired of being used and having casual relationships, he wants to find love, have kids, be happy.
Wyn hates Derek on sight, but is also ridiculously attracted to him. Miller and Ryan are getting married, and when Miller's wedding planner quits because they are horrible clients, Wyn gets tasked with planning their wedding in 3 weeks. Wyn also gets pulled into fake dating Derek, because Derek's ex-wife is bringing a plus one to the wedding and Derek is competitive and wants to win the divorce.
Derek's never been with a man before, but he's actually gay and been in the closet for some sad reasons his whole life. He thinks he's not attractive enough due to his age to Wyn, so he decides the only way to get Wyn is to pay him for sexual favors, using the premise that he is a new gay man and needs someone to show him the ropes. It's actually relatively slow burn, their first kiss is at 43%. After that they run through sexual acts like it's a to do list. It is pretty smutty though a lot of it is off page as well so it's not non-stop sex. At first they think that they'll keep it to just the time away at the destination wedding, but quickly they fall into continuing their arrangement back home.
I liked this book a lot. It was a fun low angst read. The characters thoughts are chaotic and unhinged and it's fun to watch them struggle with overwhelming emotions. Wyn was adorable, Derek was a hot boss man with a marshmallow centre, and together they are just what the other person needed.
I wish they had started talking about their feelings earlier, I wish they had broke their professional rules and hooked up without money between them sooner. They kept their arrangement of sex for money going until 92%. I just really wanted to see them together in a more natural way sooner so that they would be a bit more of a believable and romantic couple, so I could see the development of their relationship more. But they were such a fun ride and they had a great happily ever after, I just wish they had talked more. It's pretty hilarious that Miller and Ryan got their start the same way, with Miller paying Ryan for sex. I did enjoy Miller and Ryan's story a bit more, Miller wore his heart on his sleeve and told Ryan it was love and not just sex very early on and Ryan broke his rules early himself revealing his own feelings.
Some notable moments:
I love that Derek did this deliberately so he could snuggle him! And Wyn just burrowed into him. "I turn onto my side, so my body weight causes the mattress between Wyn and me to dip. Wyn rolls into the dip. Swallowing and murmuring quietly as he slumps closer to me. His body presses against mine, and he nuzzles his head into my chest just like he did last night when I did the same thing."
Oh Wyn, you are unhinged and I love you. "Now, between you and me, there’s nowhere, nowhere, I don’t want Derek MacAvoy to touch me. In fact, if he looked suitably stern when he asked, I’d probably pull my pants down right where I’m standing, drop to my knees, and let him rail me so hard there’d be a Wyn-shaped dent in the cobbled pathway from now till eternity. I’d let him use spit as lube, and you wouldn’t hear a word of complaint from me. I’d let him fuck me so hard he might even manage to fuck some sense into me, and believe me, he’d have to pound my ass to get any sense in or out of me now."
"“I’m scared, Bridget,” I whisper. She takes my hand and squeezes it tight. “Like him that much, huh?” I don’t answer, but my jaw clicks as I nod into the pillow, hiding because as ill-advised as it is, and as much as I know it’s a stupid, reckless thing to do with my heart, I’m really not sure like is the right word anymore."
*FYI about steam: I rate steam based on a combination of quality & quantity. I note kink separate from steam because I don't want to underrate steamy reads that don't have much kink.
**Note about spoilers: I like to comment on the plot of a book in reviews, so I almost always mark my reviews as containing spoilers. But I try to avoid spoiling the big dramatic moments! As a reader, I personally like to know what I'm getting into before I read a book so I know more about the content and if it's to my taste/mood, so I try to give that information in my reviews for myself when I'm considering rereading and also for other readers.