✯✯ ✯ ⅞ HEART BREAKING STARS જ⁀➴3.78 ⋆.ೃ࿔✰ ˎˊ˗
╰┈➤「🖇️ ❝ Are you going to be my forever, Freckles?❞
What is forever if it’s not with him? 」
🚬I miss you, I'm sorry: GRACIE ABRAMS
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↺ |◁ II ▷| ♡
꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋💜 ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ 💜. ⭑꒷꒦
You said, "Forever, " and I almost bought it
I miss fightin' in your old apartment
Breakin' dishes when you're disappointed
I still love you, I promise
Nothin' happened in the way I wanted
Every corner of this house is haunted
And I know you said that we're not talkin'
But I miss you, I'm sorry
꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋💜 ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋💜 ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦
🗝️ CONTENT WARNING
⤷multiple counts of sexual assault ⤷domestic violence ⤷incest
⤷sexual and physical abuse ⤷Rape ⤷Gang rape ⤷Child abuse ⤷Trafficking, ⤷Pedophilia ⤷forced abortion ⤷drugging ⤷gore ⤷extreme physical torture, ⤷child loss in the second trimester ⤷attempted suicide ⤷miscommunication
⤷phycological and physical truama ⤷forced sex workers. Yes bothof our MC'S were victims of many heinous tws mentioned above.
「🖇️❝ Each day has been like an episode of a horror movie, and I’m the main character. ❞ 」
⋆˙⟡ — major spoilers ahead ‼️‼️
*ੈ✩‧₊˚--𝕆𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕋𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕤
Pain after pain, it never ends. Stacey and Kade can’t seem to catch a break. Just when it feels like things couldn’t possibly get worse, the unimaginable happens. I’m completely lost for words. This book is truly not for the faint of heart 😭 when I tell you it's heavy trust me it's
HEAVY
I cried so so much while reading it— like i swear I've never felt so tired from crying my head was hurting and my anxiety was sky high .
This book is messed up, and there's no interaction between Kade and Stacey in the present timeline except for a few.
When Tobias escaped the institution I swear that was the only moment I actually felt pure joy throughout the book like i was actually squealing lirt CAN'T FUKING WAIT FOR THIS AMERICAN PSYCHOPATH TO SAVE HIS BABIES — KILL AND TORCHER THAT BITCH, HER PIG OF A HUSBAND AND CHRIS....LIKE DADDY TOBIAS IS MY ONLY HOPE NOW
Like Tobias, barry and base might just be one of my favourite side characters ever.
I need a Luciella and Base book! I badly need their POVs and story.
The calm before the storm was real. That last chapter had me speechless. I physically gasped Running to the next book even tho ik it's gna kill me
❝𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘺 𝘍𝘪𝘦𝘭𝘥𝘴. 𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘺 𝘍𝘪𝘦𝘭𝘥𝘴. 𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘺 𝘍𝘪𝘦𝘭𝘥𝘴.❞
I CANNOT. ISTG I CAN FUKING NOTTT
*ੈ✩‧₊˚-- ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕤
⊹🌂.ᐟ.ᐟ𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒄𝒆𝒚
꒰ Elastic Heart — Sia ꒱
・┆ You did not break me
I'm still fighting for peace
I've got thick skin and an elastic heart
But your blade it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard
I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart ┆・
My freaking baby, I love her so much that it actually hurts my heart .Like there were sooo many times I just wanted to jump in the book and hug her. Ohhh GAWD,
she suffered HORRIBLE abuse from her bish of a stepbrother since she was just 14. After discovering she was pregnant, that piece of vile trash brutally assaulted her and took the life of her baby daughter. But that wasn't enough for the disgusting pig; he went on to gang-rape her, drugging her in the process. Jason, Kade's brother, forced them to have sex, recorded it, and sent an edited video to Kade, making him believe Stacey had cheated on him. As if that wasn't horrific enough, the sick bastard continued to drug and rape her repeatedly, even when she was unconscious. She didn't even realize that her stepbrother had raped her until the horrible truth was revealed to her.
she is such a STRONG FMC cuz yk why even after all these horrendous things she still puts OTHERS FEELINGS BEFORE HERSELF. again, i am taken aback that this is the same lady who wrote and glorified the incest shit-show, that was little stranger. I appreciate that she was not a doormat with no personality, and had so much depth and THE HEART ON THIS GIRLLL— I SWEAR I CAN NOT OMG MYSHAYLA. Litr one of my fave dark romance fmc's ever.
「🖇️ ❝ Feelings suck sometimes. They’re my best friends, but they’re also my worst enemies.❞ 」
⊹🌂.ᐟ.ᐟ𝑲𝒂𝒅𝒆
꒰ Franklin House — Brenn! ꒱
・┆ You needed saving, but I could not save you this time
All I did was break you forever
I will survive, but I'll never recover
I will get by, but I'll never get over ┆・
Oh god, I don’t even know where to start. Just thinking about all the awful things he’s been through makes me sick to my stomach. Please, I need this man to be happy in the last book—he’s suffered enough torcher already
.Kade Mitchell, driving while being at the verge of death— bawlling after being forced to watch a 3 hour long video of Stacey being gang-raped repeatedly ( he was gaslighted into believing that she cheated on him) he ended up crashing his car but kept desperately crawling to somehow reach her while on the brink of death, professing his love for her and begging for forgiveness—this will haunt and truamtize me forever. I am genuinely not okay.
「🖇️ ❝𝙄 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙮 𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡.❞ 」
「🖇️ ❝ Please... forgive me.❞ 」
「🖇️ ❝I n-never stopped loving you.❞ 」
When everything was finally revealed, I swear a part of me just died omg. This is one of the rare dark romances where the MMC takes a step back but still absolutely shines. Every single flashback wrecked me. The way Kade’s mental health was portrayed felt so raw and real—it broke me in the best and worst ways. I love him so much. And those chapters where Stacey finds out she’s pregnant and then loses the baby? God. Kade’s POV about his unborn daughter, how he bought little things for her and imagined being a good dad and partner—it shattered me. I was sobbing like a banshee, especially knowing what was coming.
「🖇️ ❝ For the next two years, I die a little more each day, until the version of Kade Mitchell I want to be turns into a ghost. My soul is shattered and broken, and I lose all the pieces, unable to glue it back together. ❞ 」
「🖇️ ❝I’m going to be a girl-dad. A mini-Stacey by my side – my little
princess.❞ 」
「🖇️ ❝ Regardless, hi.” I wrap my arms around the back of her thighs as we lie in bed. “I’m going to be your daddy; do you know how lucky you are?
I’m pretty messed up in the head, but I’ll go for more therapy before you arrive, I promise. And I’m going to spoil the life out of you, then we’ll gangup on Mummy with Nerf guns.❞ 」
.......
「🖇️ ❝ 𝘓𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸, 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴. 𝘋𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘺’𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦’𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬.❞ 」
(I AM DEFINITELY NOT FUKING CRYING 😭)
⊹🌂.ᐟ.ᐟ 𝑩𝒂𝒔𝒆
꒰ The greatest—Billie elish ꒱
・┆ Made it all look painless
Man, am I the greatest ┆・
I swear my gut twisted and bile rose in my throat when I found that the vile pig and her just as vile husband got there filthy clutches on my pookie too — I was actually sobbing.
If soulmates existed in friendship form… it’s Kade and Base. That bond is everything. They’re brutal, they’re loyal, and they hold each other when the world stops making sense. He’s the one thing keeping Kade from collapsing entirely, and that loyalty is so fucking powerful and it makes me so fuking emotional.
「🖇️ ❝ you die, i die.❞ 」
⊹🌂.ᐟ.ᐟ 𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒂
I'm gna be honest I have VERY mixed feelings about her cuz wdym your best friend litr tells you an extremely vulnerable moment that her stepbrother has been ABUSING AND TORCHERING HER — but your first comment is that why didn't she tell you that she had 2 BROTHERSSS— like tf I CAN NOT WITH VICTIM GUILT TRIPPING. Also she treated base horribly like whyyyy but now she got sold tooo so I can't help and feel bad for her aswl.
👾 𐙚⋆.˚ 𝓚𝓪𝓭𝓮 + 𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓬𝓮𝔂 ⋆.˚ 𐙚 👾
꒰ The exit—connan grey ꒱
・┆ Feels like we had matching wounds
But mine's still black and bruised
And yours is perfectly fine
Feels like we buried alive
Something that never died
So, God, it hurt when I found out ┆・
Firstly let me start by saying this — the romance between our MC'S isn't really dark (which I love btw) — it's actually the vile situations that there in.
PURE. PAIN. like I’m actually unwell 😭😭Finally reaching that scene where they see each other again—Stacey finally ready to tell him everything—only for Kade to just walk away?? I wanted to SCREAM and throw my book across the room but also?? I get it. they’re both so broken and lost after everything they’ve been through, you can feel how much it’s changed them. they’re grieving, shattered, hurting and trying to figure out how to keep breathing, let alone move forward—yet that love? it’s still there. and that’s what’s destroying me the most.
my heart is in shambels for them, and then the FLASHBACKS?? they were killing me omg they made my heart swell and then instantly sob because you know what’s coming
Kade and Stacey are so strong yet so tired—their love just jumps off the page. it’s raw, consuming, and heartbreakingly beautiful 😭 I just need them to find their way back to each other—they deserve peace, they deserve everything .
「🖇️ ❝ I don’t think it’s even a case of being in love with her anymore. Is there an emotion that’s stronger than love? If not, I’m creating one. It’s like a mixture of love and not being able to breathe unless she’s around – thoughts that run wild wondering what she’s doing, where she is, if she’s thinking of me. It’s the butterflies that flutter like maniacs when I know I’m going to see her soon. The Stacey Rhodes Effect. ❞ 」
「🖇️ ❝ There’ll be no other ending for us, Freckles, because you’re fucking it for me.❞ 」
「🖇️ ❝I thought I was broken, that my emotions were limited, but I just hadn’t met you yet.❞ 」
「🖇️ ❝ I love you, Kade. I don’t think I’ll ever not love you.”
“Think?” I snort, my eyes closing. “You’re stuck with me, because I
know I could never not love you.❞ 」
「🖇️ ❝ I keep reminding myself that I’m doing all of this to protect her. Because not only is she my weakness, but she’s also my strength – my main reason for continuing, the air to my fucking lungs. When I’m around her, I feel like the person I was before – the teenager who fell in love with a beautiful girl and had no idea how to handle the emotion. The kid who always looked at her, even before I kissed her for the first time.❞」
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➴ inistaible ꒰ 3☆꒱
➴ restitution ꒰ 4.5☆꒱
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The only way to describe this book is gut wrenching P.A.I.N..rtc!! (soon... I need time to emotionally recover — atleast try)
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𐙚⋆.˚🗝️ Pre-read #2
⤷I can't stop thinking about what happens so picking it back up send prayers cuz I don't know how I'll survive this book.
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Soft dnf@45%
╰┈➤This is too much even for me. I promise I'll get back to it but for now I need to stop for the sake of my mental health cuz I actually feel sick to my stomach and am numb from crying sm so I'll js keep praying that my babies are safe until I pick it up again.
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👾𖤐.ᐟ𝑷𝒓𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 ノ
⤷The ending of the last book made me spiral and saying that I am freakin scared to start this is a damn understament! I've read the tw's for this one and holy moly I feel sick to my stomach. Send prayers cuz I js know that this book is gna destroy me.