"It’s the feeling of coming home from a long trip. It’s the warmth of the summer sun as you lie in a hammock with a great book. It’s the kind of kiss that lasts forever and ends too soon."
My first Bailey Hannah book and I’m so happy I took the chance on her! It’s also her debut novel and if you’re a fan of small town romance, you should check it out.
"The corner of his lip pulls into a strikingly adorable smile. Considering how hot he is with a scowl, I’d be in serious trouble if he smiled like this all the time."
This is one of those situations where the hero is perfect for the heroine. I’m a fan of Austin. I’m a fan of his grumpy ways and the way he avoids people. I’m a bigger fan of how much he loves those he lets in. And I adore the way he is with Cecily, and them together.
"She’s always unusually happy for five in the morning and, to my horror, I’ve grown to enjoy the cheeriness."
Cecily is strangely relatable to me because of what she went through. Her thoughts, her actions, the way she sees herself as broken… it's familiar. But her strength and the way she turns her life around? I mean, gotta love it.
"I’m not a cowboy, darlin’."
"No? Sorry. I guess the cowboy hat, boots, too-tight Wranglers, and compensator truck gave me that impression, for some reason."
Cecily was married to an abusive man. It never got physical, until it did. And while she was already planning on running, that made up her mind. After spending some time talking with a domestic violence survivor who is willing to open her home to her, she moves… to a ranch. She may know nothing about it, but she’s willing to do whatever it takes to survive.
"I reluctantly pull myself from the chair. Wishing he’d ask me not to go, smash his lips into mine, wrap his strong arms around me. If he wanted to, he would. And Austin doesn’t."
Even though she’s a city girl with no experience, she finds a lot of support in most people there. Except one. Austin keeps her at arm’s length. He doesn’t talk to her, he doesn’t acknowledge her and, well, that strikes her as odd. Especially when the guy is a dream to look at—even if she’s trying to avoid looking!
"I may be starved for affection even more than I am for dinner. I think he is, too."
Austin has his reasons for being like that, though. People tend to disappear from his life, leaving him behind to deal with the aftermath, so he doesn’t want to open himself to that again. But yes, he is looking at her, even if she doesn’t see it. He just doesn’t know how to handle it, especially since she might end up leaving him too.
"But I won’t want to stop there. I’ll want to run my hands over your body, and kiss every inch of your skin. And I can’t. Not when you constantly shy away from my touch."
With him, it’s about the actions—like lilac bushes, IYKYK. So they circle each other, with everyone else rooting for them left and right. When he finds out about her husband, and when she finds out about his past too, you know they can work.
It may take a while for them to fully trust each other, but it’ll be worth it.
"I didn’t feel safe at home and wasn’t sure where else to go. I thought I’d be safe here… with you."
Domestic violence is a hard topic for me. I lived with an abuser since I was 3 and until I was 19. So, for all the people who may be thinking, “Well, she could have left anytime”... it doesn’t work like that. You’re probably not aware of the level of manipulation involved. Be glad you’re not.
Thank you to the author for handling this respectfully, even if I would have liked for the issue to have been a bit further elaborated.
"When I hold her and kiss her, none of my fear matters. Nothing fucking matters."
It takes Austin and Cecily a while. It takes Austin seeing how afraid she is, and Cecily seeing how broken he is and why. They’re both broken in different ways, but they have the chance to heal each other. And they need to let each other in for that.
"Come for me. Come on my cock. Make a fucking mess of me. Make me yours."
It’s not that Cecily was that inexperienced, but being able to fully trust someone makes for some very hot moments between her and Austin. I mean, YES to barns!
Alongside the hotness factor, you see the feelings developing between them, and you love that even more.
"You’re everything. All the time I spent pushing people away was just because I was waiting for you to pull me in."
Before you ask, her husband comes knocking because of course he does. And Austin’s there for her, but she stands up for herself too. Now that she knows what her life can be like, and now that she’s surrounded by people who love her and care for her, she’ll never go back.
"You were there when it mattered."
"I always will be."
They were living their lives waiting for the other shoe to drop. Waiting for people to leave. Waiting for heartbreak. Until someone stayed and showed them what it can be like.