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Yes, Master

3.84  ·  Rating details ·  1,211 ratings  ·  258 reviews

This prologue contains distressing content. It is only suited for readers over 18. Also contains M/M, M/M/F, M/F AND F/F scenes.

My uncle sexually assaulted me.

I was 10 years old when it started.

At 13 he told me I was no longer wanted because I had started to develop.

At 16 I was ready to kill him.

Today, I'm broken.

Today, I only breathe to survi
ebook, 320 pages
Published February 13th 2014 by Margaret McHeyzer
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SueBee★bring me an alpha!★
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★★★★! Yes Master (stand-alone). Army sergeant Ryan’s journey of sexual awakening & exploration while coming to terms with a sexually abusive childhood!

“Your pleasure will come from your truth. Once you free your mind, then your life will follow.”

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34 years/divorced/father/Sergeant Major/brown hair/brown eyes/6’3”.

Sergeant Major Ryan Jenkins is a lost and broken man, a functioning, binging alcoholic tormented and confused by constant dr

★★★★ 3.5 stars!

I have to admit, going into this story I had no idea what to expect. I was afraid it was going to be an extremely emotional, dark and intense read and I wasn't sure it would be the kind of read I'd enjoy. But having read the story, I can honestly say that even though it was an intense and emotional story, it wasn't all that dark. It was mostly about healing and about finding the strength and the right people to help you overcome the demons from your past and move on to a brighter
Sep 15, 2013 rated it it was amazing  ·  (Review from the author)
I NEED TO WARN ALL READERS: Yes, Master has a distressing prologue. It also contains M/M, M/M/F, M/F and F/F!

It's live.

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Chapter 1

The lyrics of ‘Now Comes the Night’ tell me not to be afraid. But afraid is exactly what I am.
Afraid to close my eyes.
Afraid to have them open.
Afraid of all the years that were taken from me.
Afraid of the hurt that exists in every part of my broken soul.
Afraid to live.
Sitting in my family room with a tumbler of Ja
Nikki Sex
Feb 05, 2014 rated it it was amazing
NEW RELEASE: Only $1 for a limited time.

This was a very intense, emotional read about a beautiful, damaged man. It's a tear jerker! There are two super hot male best friends and a strong female lead in this book. I leave it to your imagination to figure out where that combination goes! Here is the prologue:
My uncle abused me.
I was 10 years old when it started.
At 13 he told me I was no longer wanted because I had started to develop.
At 16 I was ready to kill him
VB Book Reviews
4 Freeing Stars!!!

"I hate you. You made me hate myself. I'm disgusting."

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Wow, this was not an easy book to read! Right out of the gate, we follow Ryan, as a boy, through some incredibly difficult experiences.

WARNING: This book deals with topics involving rape and pedophilia.

Ryan is abused by his uncle repeatedly for three years of his youth. And, as the reader, you don't just read his flashbacks as an adult to all of, no.. you experience it right along with him and it HUR
❥ KAT ❥ Kitty Kats Crazy About Books
5 Hot as All Hell Stars

ARC kindly provided by "Margaret McHeyzer" in exchange for an honest review (Thank you for this arc)

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I honestly did not know what to expect going into this, so jumped in with an open mind and also with that thought that my M/M cherry was going to be popped reading this, there were a few times where I cringed but in saying that this is sooooo fucken hot I pulled those big girls panties of mine up and just kept reading..

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There were elements of such raw emotion reading
Kelly 'Perusing Princesses blog'
This book, in many ways, is probably the most difficult I have ever read, therefore making it hard to rate. After much thought and deliberation, I have given it a high 4 due to how Ryan's journey made me feel by the end. I'm still trying to gather my thoughts and formulate some of those emotions into words that make sense so I'm going to sleep on this and write my proper review tomorrow.


Wow! Okay, now let me just start by saying that as far as BDSM erotica goes, this stor
***I was given an ARC for an honest review***

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Exquisite, brilliant and heart wrenching FIVE STARS!!!!

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I was told this was an intense read, that it was dark....I was not prepared for what this amazing author had in store for me.

There were times I wanted to cry, scream and tear through the pages and slap someone. I felt every emotion coming from the characters and wanted to be there to soothe the main male character pain.

Ryan is a man with a past he would rather forget. No matter what he's
Lelyana's Reviews
Feb 19, 2014 rated it did not like it

"The past can be haunting, but the future can be terrifyingly beautiful"

My uncle raped me.
I was 10 years old when it started.
At 13 he told me I was no longer wanted because I had started to develop.
At 16 I was ready to kill him.
Today, I’m broken.
Today, I only breathe to survive.
My name’s Sergeant Major Ryan Jenkins and today, I’m ready to tell you my story.

DNF at 30%, for the reason, after some disturbing situations,

1. The first time Ryan met Stella, he felt she's the one he wanted to
Tee loves Kyle Jacobson
Yes, Master is on effing incredible read! I mean you will get lost in a world where there is hurt, loss, and revenge. How is it that some people can look themselves in the mirror day after day knowing they are a monster? Ryan's uncle and his friends are monsters we hear about but never see. This is Ryan's story and what a story it is.

Ryan from the tender age of 10 is molested but his uncle and his friends. His uncle believes in sharing him until he turns 13 and starts to develop. When he is 13 h
Elizabeth (Perusing Princesses)
Ok my lovelies.... Have to be honest here... I am just a bit wary... But diving in... My co-Princess Kelly says read it.. And so I will...


Ok... I have to say that Margaret McHeyzer is a literary pioneer in taking a very difficult topic, and gracefully weaving it into a story that keeps you riveted, while also investing yourself into the journey that this utterly broken man, Ryan goes through...

And at the same time, with such a difficult underlying theme... She still manages to also take
~ Stephanie Lynn ~
This is a new author for me.

There is some dark parts in the book. I do not mind dark I actually love it!

But I didn't find this book to be too overwhelming with darkness/emotions.

Ryan is haunted by his past. He was abused at a young age by his uncle. And he has never been the same.

Through out the book we get bits and pieces of what happened to him. The writing involving his feelings is really good.

The only thing that left me aching for more was emotional understanding of each character.

I just
I really don't understand why the Kindle version was banned on Amazon but the paperback can still be purchased. At any rate Yes, Master surprised in so many ways. Because it was a banned on Amazon, I purchased the electronic version from another site.

I read other books considered taboo where incest and abuse were the dominant theme throughout the book and Yes, Master doesn't even come anywhere close to being a disturbing read all the way through. I was expecting Yes, Master to have overly detai
Alicia Huxtable
Jan 12, 2019 rated it it was amazing
Holy hell!!! I couldn't put it down!! Margaret McHayzer puts a hell of a lot into a book and this was no different. Ryan, Mason and Stella all had parts to play and PLAY they did. Stella is an extremely strong and confident woman who likes to fix people. And Ryan is her latest acquisition ...more
Mare SLiTsReaD Reviews
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3.5 Darkly Stars

This is my 1st Margaret book. The writing is authentic, pure, and flows nicely. I liked her style.

The story was not for the faint of heart. There are some “dark” aspects to this story, that would make most people cringe. Abuse is never an easy subject in any books.

This book delves into BDSM with a M/M theme and a M/M/F theme. Now while I am all a GO GO GO for M/M I wasn’t the biggest fan of the M/M/F portion of the book. Why? Well girlie bits ju
Escape from Reality
Sep 18, 2013 rated it it was amazing
I decided to read this book once it hit the Amazon TOP 100 (Hopeless I know, but I want to know about the hottest books, and this one didn't disappoint)!!!!!

The Story......

As an officer of the US Army, Ryan Jenkins, professionally shows himself as a hard, confident, and almost arrogant officer in command. A tall, handsome man who comes across as controlling and a man who has everything in order. However on a personal level, the ability to continue with this type of facade seems to be one that is
Smith Barney
Yes, Master. No, I don't think so. Because these f'ing lame attempts at 'erotic content' just get worse and worse. You can refer to this book's own blurb to get the gist of my 'review.'


His uncle r
Twin Opinions
Feb 14, 2014 rated it it was amazing
OMG wow, I mean OMG. I knew this story would be intense, but it blew my mind. I was on a book hangover for a whole day before I could even begin to write this review. I mean wow. This book is Hot and incredibly sexy as sin.

Don't get me wrong, This book is INTENSE. It is also amazing. The story line is captivating and you will not be able to put it down. Ryan is a broken man. His mother saved him once when she enlisted him, and now his best friend has introduced him to the once person that might
This book may just be one of the hardest I've read...but I couldn't stop reading if I tried. Full review to come with my tour date of 1/15/15...


“At work I’m in total control. I expect absolute excellence, and I certainly don’t tolerate bad behavior. The Army’s taught me patience and discipline. But no matter what I do, the moment I’m home and the uniform comes off, I can’t find my balance. I can’t bring that same control to my personal life.”

Ryan is organized chaos. After a te
ByoBook Club
Jan 18, 2015 rated it really liked it
Shelves: jess
This book was like an addiction, once I started I couldn't stop.

What must one man do to fix himself from a horrific past? Sergeant Major Ryan is broken, his past haunts him and he is a shell of a man. He lives with the painful memories of what was done to him when he when he was a boy. The author spares no detail and you are given a clear picture of the pain that Ryan feels.

Ryan's best friend Mason comes to visit him and throws Ryan into an emotional tailspin. He questions his sexuality and hi
Aղցela W.
Mar 02, 2014 rated it really liked it
This was a pretty good book. Ryan a hot sexy Army Sargent Major who has a dark past he suffered sexual abuse at the hands of his uncle. He is the divorced father of one and he goes about his days with little passion for anything, much less life. Ryan has the hottest for his best friend Mason who is a movie star who has his own past abuse with drugs. Ryan finds himself confused and conflicted because of his feelings for his best friend. Which I was really looking forward to a relationship develop ...more
Heather Panty dropping Book Blog
***I was given this as a gift for an honest review***

OMG OMG LOVED IT!! Ryan has a dark past and fights with his demons everyday. Mason his best friend is HOT HOT HOT and there for Ryan in many ways! I love that Margaret has a strong dom female Master Stella to help Ryan find his way. The 3 of them make this a truley hot, amazing and sexy book to read. I would have to yell to you all to READ IT! You will love it and fall in love with Ryan, Mason and Stella!! The tension, the sex will leave your
Helen Macpherson prev mccoll
Feb 14, 2014 rated it it was amazing
Shelves: favorites
Read Yes, Master, all in one go! Oh my god, the book was just absolutely amazing!!!!
As she states, it is a dark and very sexy read and covers many sensitive issues, but Margaret covers them really well.
Ryan's love for Mason and Stella was beautifully written and you couldn't help but fall in love with them all. Yes it was dark in parts, but it had to be so that you could see the hope. Margaret is an amazing author. You will love it xxx
Mar 06, 2014 rated it liked it
Where do I begin with this one? I actually liked it. I never read a gay themed book before..or maybe I should write ''gay''. But the book was really interesting, I kept reading it. Some things didn't seem why would this kind of thing heal the main character (I don't want to write too much, so I won't spoil anything). But still...interesting, steamy story. ...more
Feb 19, 2014 rated it it was amazing
Shelves: read2014
So good!!!!!!!!!! It was more like 200 pages as apposed to 320, but it was a good quick read
Dec 28, 2013 rated it it was amazing
Shelves: reviewed-2014
Wow. If you’re looking for a book to be completely moved and blown away by, this is it. I’m pretty sure that nearly every emotion is invoked by the time you reach the end; it truly was an amazing book!

Ryan is a career soldier. He is the divorced father of one and he goes about his days with little passion for anything, much less life. Sexual abuse at the hands of his uncle as a teen have robbed him of feeling, and have left him confused as to who he really is. He knows that he is Sergeant Major
Crazy about Bookz
Feb 14, 2014 rated it really liked it
“We don’t need labels to know who we are.”
I’m a fan of Ms. Margaret works, I read all her books, and this is definitely one of the most challenging read that I encounter. My first time to read M/M and F/F genre, at first I’m hesitant to read it, it’s not my norm but I’m curious how she can pull this off cause I think it’s her first time to wrote this kind of story. So my journey to the unknown world begins.
Thanks for the Advanced Reader Copy, it was given for an honest review and here it goes.
Debra Presley
Feb 12, 2014 rated it really liked it
4.25 - review to post soon!!! :)

This book was so different from the books I’ve read with a BDSM theme. In this book the dominant is female. I’ve personally never read a book with a female domme. It was a great change.

Before I go any farther, I want to say that the author really chose a difficult topic to deal with in a book – child rape. The beginning of the book is quite graphic and she does warn you but still it’s hard to read. However, if you can get passed those few pages you really get to s
Karrie Mellott Puskas
Dec 28, 2013 rated it it was amazing
So I got to be one of the lucky ladies to read Yes, Master while it was a work in progress. This book is F*cking Hot!!! Ok so we meet Ryan hot sexy Army Sgt who has a dark past. He has demons that haunt him for his past. He is such a sad soul who wants to be rid of the demons and can't get rid of them. But with the help of one sexy Master, Stella (yes a woman Master!Eekk!!) she is going to help him in only way she knows how! Ryan's BFF is Mason! Oh dear god Mason! I am in love with him. Margaret ...more
Rosa Sharon (iScream Book Blog)
What does it take for a broken man to finally find freedom?
I have to confess, telling me a book was banned by Amazon was like waving a red flag in front of me. I wanted to know why, MEOW! The author took me to a dark, painful, heartbreaking place with Ryan. I wanted to chew nails, and spit the shrapnel at Uncle Damien's a$$. I wanted to tell Stella to find another damn nickname that would make him feel better and not be a trigger. I wanted to ask the author to show me a photo of Mason cuz he sou
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