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331 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 4, 2013
There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t regret my decision or any of the things I did. There’s not a day that goes by that I don’t wish everything could be different.Mia wants Jared back. Jared. The one guy Mia has ever loved. The one guy she pushed away.
He was my best friend, my whole world, the love of my life, and I pushed him away.
Life is too short to live without the things you want, to not to fight for the things you love...







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She deserves to be happy and I want to make her happy.
It’s strange how Ash’s words to me only two nights ago can mean so much more now. So much more. And I know I don’t want to waste any more time not being with Jared.
“Because you were the best thing that had ever happened to me, Mia.”
My heart literally stops in my chest at what he’s saying to me, at the lengths he was forced to go to, just to deal with the shit I made him go through.
But for the first time, I can see how much this has hurt her, too. For the first time, I can see that she shares the pain I’ve been carrying for the last year. For the first time, I can see that both of us have been hurting because of this.
When we were kids, he always looked so sad, resigned almost, to the shit he was forced to put up with. Then when he met Ash, discovered music, he changed. His eyes were full of happiness and life; he was a completely different person. Escaping from our father changed him, but music and Ash, those two made him.