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I'm not your typical girl. I've been running away from the memories that haunt me for so long that depression has become my only comfort. I was content in the darkness...until Wes Michals offered to be my light.

I didn't know that time wasn't my ally -- that every second that ticked past was one step closer to the end of something that was beginning to mean the end of mysel
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Kindle Edition, 1st Edition, 250 pages
Published August 11th 2013 by Rachel Van Dyken (first published August 10th 2013)
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Aestas Book Blog
Aug 12, 2013 rated it it was amazing


Casting for Wes & Kiersten:


4.5 stars ** FULL REVIEW NOW POSTED **

Ruin made me laugh, cry and swoon. If you want a book that will both leave you uplifted and make you smile while still having a lot of emotional depth, then pick this one up and fall in love with Wes Michels. But bring tissues! It's a tearjerker!

This is the story of a sweet, innocent, small-town girl, lost in hurt and reeling from a tragic loss, and a cocky but charming boy, who understood her pain and could reach through to
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Christy
Aug 12, 2013 rated it really liked it
4-4.5 ‘Do it afraid’ stars!

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“You rescued me and I found my ruin. I’m ruined for you- and I won’t ever be the same. It’s the greatest gift anyone’s ever given me.”

Ruin is an emotional, raw and beautiful love story that was equal parts heartbreaking and heartwarming. I laughed, I cried, I loved, I smiled. Overall, a very good read.

Wes- aka Wolf- is one of those heroes you find yourself loving straight away. He’s sweet, funny, charming and just a wee bit cocky. He’s a big shot football pla
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MK~ Picky Girl
Aug 12, 2013 rated it it was ok
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See that picture above, that is how I felt while reading Ruin. Unfortunately, I was bored!! It was just too "sugary sweet" for me.

I really don't have a ton to say about the novel Ruin. I'm probably one of the few people out there that thought this book was just ok.. It's a storyline that I have encountered before, many times in fact. It wasn't bad per say but it certainly wasn't amazing. I'm having a hard time trying to figure out why it got so many five star reviews.

Here are my issues:
The
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Jess-i-ca ~Sometimes a Gif Witch~

Really enjoyed this one even though it wasn't realistic..Did a lot of
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Kiersten is struggling with her parents death. She finally decides to get out and try to embrace life. She meets the RA at her college, Wes. Their nicknames for each other were cute. (Kiersten - Lamb, Weston - Wolf)

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Weston is sick (but still HOT!). He doesn't know if he will live or die (Not a spoiler b/c you find this out pretty fast something is wrong) He starts falling for Kiersten and wants to live for her.

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Kiersten
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Jennifer Kyle
"Fear can be your ally. You can do something afraid."

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Fair is fair, I didn’t care for this author’s previous book and did a review stating all the things that made it an unbearable read for me.

My how the tide has changed…

I found this book to be ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC, MIRACULOUS, HILARIOUS, SWOON WORTHY, HEART BREAKING and it more than deserves my 5 stars.

This story is told in the dual pov of college freshman, Kiersten Rowe and senior/quarterback/son of one of the world's richest man, Wes Micha
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warhawke
Aug 21, 2016 rated it it was amazing
Recommends it for: People who love emotional pain.

Genre: Contemporary Romance
Type: Standalone Book 1 of 3 from Ruin series
POV: First Person - Dual
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Weston (Wes) Michels was a star quarterback senior. He acquired celebrity status with his good looks and family wealth. He could get any girl he wanted but that didn't concern him because he had a personal quest to fulfill. And the person that caught his attention happened to be a timid freshman.

Kiersten Rowe had been living in the shadows since her life was turned upside down by a tragedy. Li
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* Meli Mel *


♥♥♥ 4.5 'RUINED ME' STARS ♥♥♥



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She has absolutely no idea what she does to me.... She’s my medicine, my cure, my everything. If only hearts could heal that way – through someone else’s beating.

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Well, when I decided to read this book, I was NOT expecting to read what I read. I thought it would be your typical bad boy story, but it was so much more. I am SO glad I gave this a try. I don't think
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Catarina
4 Real Sweet Bucket-list Stars!

”Maybe it’s not in the perfection of life that things make sense, but in the chaos.”

This is the story of Kiersten and Wes.
Kiersten is mourning the loss of her parents, she never had the chance of saying goodbye to them and she closed herself to the world, afraid of having to feel loss again. She is kind of a broken soul.

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Enter Wes. Tv show star, completely hot and unfortunately, extremely sick.
So he knows he can’t fall in love with her, not when he doesn’t know
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Maria✦❋Steamy Reads Blog❋✦
Dec 07, 2016 rated it really liked it
Shelves: young-adult
If YA is your thing... :p
Mo
Aug 30, 2013 rated it liked it
I LIKED it, didn’t absolutely love it, and I see that I am in the minority from most of my friends. It was a nice story, he was nice, she was nice, the friends were very nice. Dad was nice, Uncle was nice…. Have I turned into someone who NEEDs a bit of angst in a book. I don’t think so. Maybe I really need the characters to be older. I am 47, so reading about 18 year olds might just be a bit too much for me. Overall a nice story, Will I check out other books by this author – probably – have read ...more
• Lisa •
Aug 20, 2013 rated it really liked it
Recommended to • Lisa • by: Anna
FOUR WOLF STARS.

"I'd never felt so alive as when that girl, that perfectly strange girl who I'd only met days before, was near me."

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You know those type of books that you feel like everyone has read but you? Well, this book was exactly one of those and I can't tell you any other reason for the delay in starting this book other than I didn't think I would be ready for what I knew would be a tear jerker and I can report with satisfaction that this book definitely needs to be read with a good suppl
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*J* Too Many Books Too Little Time
5--I'm officially RUINed--Stars!!!

"You rescued me and I found my ruin. I'm ruined for you--and I won't ever be the same. It's the greatest gift anyone's ever given me."

First of all....big fan of Rachel Van Dyken. The cover on this book--SMOKING HOT! Really had no idea what to expect--definitely wasn't expecting what I got....in the BEST. WAY. POSSIBLE.

Expect to do a lot of this....



And a shit ton of this....



This was a fantastic read. Sucked me in from the first page. I immediatly fell in love w
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Anna
Aug 23, 2013 rated it it was amazing


This guy.....Wes.....he invaded my heart! I wanted to sacrifice my heart for his !!!❤❤❤ I loved him !!!

"I'm going to make it so hard for you to forget this first kiss that you don't want anyone else kissing you ever again. When the guy you fall in love with kisses you- it better put this kiss to shame- if it doesn't then he isn't the right guy. Because I'm going to do a damn good job, and I want that guy that earns you, that takes that heart of yours and holds it in the palm of his hands....I wa
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Pearl Angeli
“You rescued me and I found my ruin. I’m ruined for you– and I won’t ever be the same.”

This was just an okay book. It wasn’t that great, but it wasn’t crazy bad either. What I love about this book was Weston. He’s one of the best male leads I’ve encountered in a New Adult book. He actually reminds me of Cam from Wait for You. Anyways, I really love characters with a great sense of humor. Kiersten was also a great character. She wasn’t exactly the most likable of people to read about at first,
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Sharon ∞❥ is an emotional book junkie ❥∞
4 ★'s

"You rescued me and I found my ruin."

Weston and Kiersten meet on her first day of college in a quite intriguing way. They both are drawn to each other but they also see something in each other that inspires them to not give up.

Right away, we know something's going on with Weston. It takes a bit to get the full story and it's not pretty. The blurb gives us hints of what's to come but it's hard to prepare.

Kiersten has her own problems and she's just starting to come up for air. College is
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Jamie
One of the most amazing book's I've read... A story of loss, tragedy, miracles, and absolute epic love. I cried so hard throughout their story but there were also so many beautiful moments that they just took my breath away. This is a MUST read..an absolute MUST read in my opinion. I'm so so glad I did...

Farah *Professor Dean's Beauty*


4 ruined stars!

"Don’t give up yet. Sometimes when we think God has written The End , what he really means is The Beginning .”

So.. Its taken me a few days to write this review because I've been gathering my feelings about it.

I have to start off by saying that this book was excellently written.

With different POV's we get the emotions of two totally different characters which in my book are brought together by sheer fate.

Kiersten is such an innocent girl which grief and depression has taken over
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Crystal (Books Are Sanity!!!)
Ruin wasn't what I expected, it was better! It is a story that I didn't foresee, a topic I didn't think could be tackled, and a journey I didn't want to end. Ruin is raw; pure raw emotion. You will cry, your breathing will hitch, you will tell yourself 'this can't be happening' over and over again -- and you will continue to read because this story is powerful and has the ability to change you -- change your outlook on life, on love, on time. I feel blessed to have read this book (yes I just sai ...more
Brandi
Mar 04, 2014 rated it really liked it
Shelves: emotional
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Such a sweet, emotional story <3

“Wherever I am, whatever I'm doing, alive or dead, young or old, my heart will always be with yours. Every beat you feel against your fingertips..." His fingers tapped against my chest, once, twice. "... is me calling out to you. It's you returning the call. It's us talking, communicating, bonding, sharing, Living -- Kiersten, it's us living.”

Kiersten has spent the last two years consumed with grief and guilt. Struggling to deal with the pain from a tragic l
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Barbara➰
This book...it slayed me. Logically, I knew there would be a happy ending. I mean, many of my GR friends read it and 5 starred it. But my heart just kept hurting.

Poor Kiersten...after tragically losing her parents in a diving accident she's depressed...just barely living. She literally walks right into Wes, the senior, rich football player. Then, a beautiful friendship forms that turns into more. They both help each other. Wes helps her to start living again and Kiersten makes him want to fight
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Sabrina
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✝✝ Ⓓaisy ❣ ✝✝
Aug 16, 2013 rated it really liked it

" Why give me only two choices? Don't leave out your legs, your laugh, the way you bite your lip when you're thinking,the feel of your breath on my face, the sound of your voice in the morning, the way you taste, the three freckles on your nose, the tan of your eyelashes, the caring spirit, the determined soul - so why stop at your hair and your heart? How do expect me to choose? When what I love the most about you - is you"

When I started the prologue, I was

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M. ~ B&B
Aug 12, 2013 rated it it was ok
For once, I don't have much to say about a book. I hoped to love this, but unfortunately I didn't. The story is about two characters who have both experienced loss and grief. The hero in this story is sick, but he doesn't tell anyone about it. When he meets the heroine, he decides to help her and show her how to live life. In the process, he gets his love for life and living back too.

One of my biggest problems here was that I didn't connect with the characters at all. It all seemed very rushed
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KAT ♕ Kitty Kats Crazy About Books ♕
5 LAMB and WOLF stars!!

"You rescued me and I found my ruin. I'm ruined for you--and I won't ever be the same. It's the greatest gift anyone's ever given me."

I fell head over heels in love with each and every character in this book, they were perfect, not over the top just right, no annoying female character either (BONUS)!! Not just one hot guy but TWO!!

And if none of you swooned over Wes there is definitely something wrong with you!! I admit it freely I was swooning all the way through this b
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Jacqueline's Reads
Aug 12, 2013 rated it it was amazing
Recommended to Jacqueline's Reads by: Becca Booksreview
5 CRY MY BLOODY EYES OUT Stars

Again, I read Ruin, during the holidays and did not write a review right away. I just remember Ruin to be very endearing, heart wrenching and good!

A lot of people told me to read Ruin and said to read it with tissues and I didn’t pick it up for the longest time because of that. I forget that sometimes, reading a sad book can be a very good thing.

Is there a HEA (view spoiler)

I am not sure if I wanted to know everything in the story, I didn’t know
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Sláinte Wanderlust




This book, described in one gif.

Should you read this book?

A gif for the author, thank you for making my heartbreak in the most beautiful way <3


Patrycja
Aug 15, 2013 rated it it was ok
2.5 stars

Ruin is not a bad book, it just didn't captivate me. As much as I wanted to love it I could only sigh wishing for more... magic and love. It didn't lack in charm department that's for sure, but story is quite predictable. After reading many amazing reviews I hoped for more.
Heather
Aug 16, 2013 rated it it was amazing
Recommended to Heather by: Miss Construed's Reviews

This book ruined me for all other books. I normally like the more adult books with hot and steamy romance in them. This was an adult book but it was all about the romance and the emotional and mental relationship and not about the physical aspects. This book was perfection. It has earned a coveted spot on my all time favorites list.



Kiersten is a college freshman. She has been through a lot in the last few years and it was a stretch to get her to go off on her own. She has to prove to herself tha

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Patty ~ Wrapped Up In Reading Book Blog
I can't remember when a book has had me swooning and crying in equal measure!!
"Ruin" is a beautifully written story of a once in a lifetime love that has the power to make miracles possible.
I absolutely positively freaking loved this book and practically highlighted it entirely!!
There were so many beautiful excerpts throughout.

Kiersten Rowe is starting her freshman year at the University of Washington.
She's trying to break out of the shell that her depression and anxiety have encased her in, whe
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Megan
Jul 22, 2013 rated it it was amazing
Okay deep breath so I can try to accurately convey the amazingness of this book, because honestly I'm not sure words can do Ruin justice!

I do not have any idea how one woman can be so incredibly blessed to literally hold your heart in her hands and write a book that demands your undivided attention, wrings you of every emotion, and just leaves you in awe when you've completed it. So much so that I am sitting here, reliving the book and smiling and tearing up still! Rachel Van Dyken is a Book Wr
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“Maybe it's not in the perfection of life that things make sense, but in the chaos.” 264 likes
“Wherever I am, whatever I'm doing, alive or dead, young or old, my heart will always be with yours. Every beat you feel against your fingertips..." His fingers tapped against my chest, once, twice. "... is me calling out to you. It's you returning the call. It's us talking, communicating, bonding, sharing, Living -- Kiersten, it's us living.” 224 likes
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