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219 pages, ebook
First published October 6, 2012
"But I don't much blame her. I were you I woulda done everything I coulda to keep a girl like that in my bed.”
What else could he have done short of tying her to the bed or drugging her.
"Hey," A female voice slurred. He rolled his head left. Christ. Fucking skinny bitches everywhere in this city. No tits. No ass. All of them wearing skin tight clothes that emphasized the fact that they had no tits and no ass. This particular bitch, tall, skinny, and bleached blonde, was so fucking skinny her breastbone was on display through her skin.
Fucking whore. Fucking fucked in the head stupid fucking whore.
Fuck him. She was perfect. Perfect old lady material. Perfect heart shaped face, big gray eyes, smooth skin and fuck me lips. Perfect tits, long legs, and a flat stomach. Perfect curves to run his hands over, long hair to grab hold of.
Most were average women who wore too much makeup and not enough clothing. All of them were pathetic.
Every kiss was full of hot, wet tongue, sometimes hit sometimes miss. Teeth were clacking together, lips were bitten, and noses were getting in the way. I mauled him not caring where his or my mouth was landing or what part of his face I was kissing, licking, biting. His cheeks, his forehead, his chin, his neck, they were all fair game.
He pushed inside of me and my breath caught. He withdrew and pushed back in, this time harder, this time going further.
[...]
He pulled out and again pushed in. We both groaned.
[...]
He pulled out again and again pushed in a little further.
[...]
He did this four more times before pulling away and thrusting roughly. It was all I needed. My body blossomed for him
We were blessedly bared to one another. We were skin on skin.
Your mother holds you skin on skin when you enter this world, feeds you with her own body; skin on skin. Your father runs his fingers over your tear streaked cheek, presses his lips to your forehead; skin on skin. You make love, skin on skin, with a man you love, a beautiful man. And then, if you’re lucky, your own baby will enter this world and you’ll hold her, skin on skin.
When he was standing butt naked in front of me, I stared at the tattoo of his wife, a half sleeve of her face.
He couldn’t fuck her, something about the baby, but he’d been solving that problem, usually with Miranda, but Miranda wasn’t Eva. None of those whores came close to working him the way Eva could.
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"Never forget the day she came bouncin' into my fucked up life, shakin' pigtails, singin' Janis, wearin’ chucks and sharin' peanuts and straight up stole any
decency I had left which wasn't a whole lot but she fuckin' took it and I've been hers ever since."
The rest is f*cking history.
It wasn’t easy.
Nothing worth doing ever is.
And love is worth everything.
Audio book source: Audible (purchased) reread
Story Rating: 5 stars
Narrators: Tatiana Sokolov
Narration Rating: 4.5 stars
Genre: Contemporary Romance (MC, Age gap)
Length:
He hadn’t been home in four days and he was itching to touch her. He couldn’t fuck her, something about the baby, but he’d been solving that problem, usually with Miranda…
“Shoulda never fuckin' laid a hand on you," He spat.
My heart seized. "What?" I whispered.
“You heard me bitch. I wish I never fuckin' touched you. Never fuckin' met you. You've done nothin' but fuck with my life.”
THIS STORY WAS CRAZY, MESSED UP AND A LITTLE
BUT I LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF IT!!! (well, almost every minute...)
Mark Twain said,"The two most important days in your life is the day you were born and the day you find out why."
I don't remember the day I was born, but I remember the day I found out why.
His name was Deuce.
He was my "why."
And this is our story.
It is not a pretty one.
Some parts of it are downright ugly.
But it's ours.
And because I believe everything happens for a reason, I wouldn't change a thing."
~ Eva
Deuce got to his feet grinning and gave me a two-finger salute. "Bye, darlin'."
Darlin'.
It was official. I was head over heels in love.
"Never forget the day she came bouncin' into my fucked-up life, shakin' pigtails, singin' Janis, wearin' Chucks, sharin' peanuts, and straight up stole any decency I had left - which wasn't a whole lot - but she fuckin' took it, and I've been hers ever since."
There it is, darlin'," he said softly, his lips curving slowly in a sexy grin. "Nothin' like seein' a pretty girl gettin' all fired up. Back of the bike is comin' for ya and soon, too. 'Cause, baby, the way you're lookin' at me is tellin' me you want it. And you want it bad."
"How could a man be so perfect for me and yet so wrong for me all at the same time?"
"Hey," I said softly and cupped his cheeck.
"Yeah?"
"What about your dream?"
His face went dimples. "I'm lookin' at it, darlin"."
Oh. Crap. My heart felt near bursting. I was absolutely done for. This man owned me, body and soul, and everything in between.
"And baby, true freedom is the open road, the wind on your face, and a good woman on the back of your bike, holdin' you tight like you're her reason for breathin', because she sure as fuck is yours."
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"You and me kid, we were fuckin' born in the life, reared by the road and the wheel; it's what we know and where we belong, but that don't mean it won't take its toll. So, you promise me, no matter what you see, no matter what sort of fucked up shit happens to you, don't let this life turn you bitter."
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"You didn't steel this," I breathed, writhing against his hand. "I gave it." His blue eyes glitterd with amusement.
"Naïve, darlin'," he murmured. "I stole you a long time ago. Round the time you fuckin' stole me." Fuckin' stole me. He just said that. He really, really, said that.
"I love you," I breathed into his mouth, overcome by sheer sensation and the larger than life force that was Deuce."
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... cheating piece of shit die die why won't you just die ugly ass nasty ass old ass aint shit having ass can't do nothing right deadbeat motherfucker die die put you in a hole put you in a hole leave you there to decay how are you still alive woman hating piece of shit filth big ass head and aint nothing in it smelly motherfucker call her a bitch one more time and ill gauge your eyes out cheated on her again while she was pregnant swine swine you belong in the ground ill do it myself die die fucking die...