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Undeniable
Librarian Note: Alternate Cover Edition for 9781301741724.
***Warning*** (This book contains several aspects of the uglier side of life; it is not for everyone.)
The story of Deuce and Eva...
An undeniable connection that stands the test of time.
Unforgettable moments.
Love and pain and everything in between.
I was five years old when I met Deuce, he was twenty-three, and it was visiting day at Riker's Island. My father, Damon Fox or "Preacher", the President of the infamous "Silver Demon's" motorcycle club -mother chapter- in East Village, New York City, was doing a five-year stint for aggravated assault and battery with a deadly weapon. It was not the first time my father had been in prison and it wouldn't be the last. The Silver Demon's MC was a notorious group of criminals who lived by the code of the road and gave modern society and all it entailed a great big f**k you.
"Never forget the day Eva came bouncin' into my f**ked up life, shakin' pigtails, singin' Janis, wearin’ chucks and sharin' peanuts and straight up stole any decency I had left which wasn't a whole lot but she f**kin' took it and I've been hers ever since."
***Warning*** (This book contains several aspects of the uglier side of life; it is not for everyone.)
The story of Deuce and Eva...
An undeniable connection that stands the test of time.
Unforgettable moments.
Love and pain and everything in between.
I was five years old when I met Deuce, he was twenty-three, and it was visiting day at Riker's Island. My father, Damon Fox or "Preacher", the President of the infamous "Silver Demon's" motorcycle club -mother chapter- in East Village, New York City, was doing a five-year stint for aggravated assault and battery with a deadly weapon. It was not the first time my father had been in prison and it wouldn't be the last. The Silver Demon's MC was a notorious group of criminals who lived by the code of the road and gave modern society and all it entailed a great big f**k you.
"Never forget the day Eva came bouncin' into my f**ked up life, shakin' pigtails, singin' Janis, wearin’ chucks and sharin' peanuts and straight up stole any decency I had left which wasn't a whole lot but she f**kin' took it and I've been hers ever since."
219 pages, ebook
First published October 6, 2012
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December 4, 2013
Well, I can’t say I wasn’t warned. I feel like I’m missing something. I scroll through the reviews and look at all the 5 star ratings and wonder if I read the same book. I can kind of see why people rate this book 5 star. It’s extremely emotional and sucks you into the story, there is a ton of conflict, and Deuce is the poster boy for bad boys. And we all know how women like their bad boys. But sadly, for me, it was too much.
You ever watch Jerry Springer? I’ve watched it, and I’m usually sitting there wondering why people love the show so much. You have these crazy losers (sorry, not really nice but true) up on stage, screaming at each other because one person slept with another person who has a baby with absolutely no idea who the father is. Well, add drugs, extreme violence, rape and organized crime to the mix and you have Undeniable. I’ve never ever had the urge to delve into the lives of the crazy, screwed up people who frequent Jerry’s show, so I don’t know why I did it now.
I think most people who read this story will either give it a 1 star rating or a 5 star rating, I doubt there will be much in between. It’s definitely a love or hate book. I was well on my way to a 5 star and then it all went to hell.
So, why did I give the book 1 star?
Eva.
I absolutely do not like Eva as a heroine. I like to connect with a heroine, and I definitely have to agree with at least some of their decisions. Well, to me Eva is one of the stupidest women I’ve ever read about. I actually do feel sorry for her being raised in the environment she was raised in. It’s disgusting that she grew up around drug dealing, whores and infidelity and then grows up and wants to raise her kids in the same exact environment. And I’m supposed to think that’s a sweet and happy epilogue? Not only do I dislike her for being a terrible mother, but I was so pissed at her when she gets raped by her almost-brother and then not only forgives him, but tells him she loves him and marries him. Huh? Who the hell does that? On top of that, she has no self-esteem. She walks in on Deuce multiple times while he’s having sex with another woman and she forgives him—forgives him and allows it to continue. I wonder if she realizes she’s a door mat. I guess though, she deserves it since she started sleeping with him while he’s married. It’s just not possible for me to connect with a woman like this, and why would I want to. And for the life of me, I can't figure out why all the men love her.
It's not just Eva, though. None of the characters in this book have a single redeeming quality between them. I am glad about one thing, though. I’m glad Deuce and Eva ended up together. They deserve each other. I’m sure they’ll live miserably ever after, raising the next generation of immoral, screwed up children.
November 4, 2012
3.5 stars (I rounded up to four stars). A tangled web of crazy.
"There it is, darlin'," he said softly, his lips curving slowly in a sexy grin. "Nothin' like seein' a pretty girl gettin' all fired up."
I. Just. Stared.
"Back of a bike is comin' for ya and soon too, cuz baby, the way you're lookin' at me is tellin' me you want it. And you want it bad."
First of all let me apologize to you all because I wanted to write a very short review but I just. Can't. Do. It.
Granted, curiosity got the better of me AND I was feeling kind of adventurous. That's the reason I wanted to read Undeniable in the first place. Additionally, I thought "Why not reading something a little bit out of my comfort zone?" I'm talking about the cheating. That's usually not my cuppa.
Ms. Sheehan applied the term f@ck/f@cked/f@cking 505 times, so please bear with me because I'm going to use this lovely term rather often in my review of Undeniable. As a matter of fact, I think it's justified to stoop to a certain level now and then. Furthermore, I would like to encourage potential readers of Undeniable to read my spoilers. As far as I can judge it's very wise to be well-prepared before diving into this mess. Let's get started…
Dear Deuce,
Did you know that many readers said that Undeniable is similar to KA's Motorcycle Man? Would you like me to show you a nice visual?
KA's MM
Madeline Sheehan's Undeniable
Er…the cheating…I hope you remember how many times you cheated on your queen of hearts. What did you just say, Deuce? You can't remember anymore? Did I get that right? Dude, that's not good…I'd suggest this:
Get a grip, man! Go squat in a corner, you deserve it. Shame on you! Bad, bad Deuce. *nods head vigorously* You don't need to flex your muscles coz I'm not afraid of you.
I have to tell you that I find it quite amazing who had sex with whom, how many times they did the deed without catching an STD. Condoms, anyone? I suppose tough biker dudes and bitches are immune to Aids and other STDs. *cough* But the old ladies are not immune at getting pregnant.
Yup. Boom.
The KA factor
A little example:
"(…)You are too good and too sweet and a man like Chase didn't deserve a taste of that kind of beautiful!"
Does this sound familiar to you, Deuce? The more I read the more familiar sounded anything and everything of Undeniable. The voice and writing is very, very KA. As it is, the only big difference is the violence and the fact that every character is pretty much f@cked up. While KA's asshole-ish heroes have redeeming qualities, I can hardly see that happening in Undeniable. I'm sorry, Deuce, but I tell it as I see it. Hence, the truth hurts now and then.
Dude, I swear I knew what I had to expect when I started to read Undeniable. So, I'd say this whole mess didn't come as a shock. Then again, I really had to put all of my shortcomings and beliefs far away to be able to actually like your story. I'll be honest, I didn't enjoy it, I didn't love it either but I liked it quite a bit and I loved the ending. Wow, I loved to see your vulnerable and softer side. Additionally, there is something very positive about this story: an older, very hot and sexy man in his fifties. You. I'm a sucker for attractive older heroes. I know, I'm guilty as sin when I say that I want to see more of those older and very yummy heroes. *sigh* After going back and forth I rounded up to four stars because your story is an enthralling as well as intriguing read. It's raw, gritty and disturbing. Hence, it's a dark look at a lifestyle that is incredibly far away from my (cushioned) mainstream life.
Deuce, please read this paragraph:
I was not going to cry. Nope. Just because he wasn't the man I'd thought he was didn't mean I was going to cry. It was my own fault, putting him on some kind of pedestal when in reality he was just another biker, who lies, cheats, and steals and who can't resist slutty club ass.
Yup, I'm feelin' you, dude, you're pretty speechless right now, aren't you? Nope, do not defend yourself! I gave you something to think about and let's leave it at that.
One thing's for sure, our equal opportunities officer would have a field day with your story. Women are basically treated like s@it. There's an excessive amount of crudity, foul language, cheating, degradation of women, violence etc. And there is Hey, calm down, Deuce! It's true and there's no need to throw a fit.
I'm honest when I say that I have my issues with certain characters, however, first and foremost I have issues with your queen of hearts. Eva is an odd one. She is hysterical to no end (screaming, more screaming, lots of screaming, slapping, punching…you get the gist), kinda weak and needy. Yes, please, tell Eva to reel it in! In case you didn't know it yet, this book is filled with plenty of hysterical women…just saying. Oh, before I forget it, your story is filled with plenty of men who can't keep their dicks in their pants either. Don't know what's worse, hysterical women or uber horny badass biker guys. Whatever. *shrugs*
And then I can't for the life of me understand why Eva would say to the overbearing, crazy as f@ck, homicidal Frankie that she loved him after Did you know that, Deuce? Imagine, instead of giving him the boot, she spent years with this sicko. Yikes! You have to be seriously f@cked up to do that. Yup, I really get it, this is another lifestyle, it's gang life, it's about committing crimes, and it's ugly, gritty and dark. That said, I completely understand that someone who grew up with this lifestyle may think and act differently because their options are limited. But still…
There are three different types of men in this world. There are weak men; men who run and hide when life slaps them in the ass. Then there are men; men who have a backbone yet occasionally, when life slaps them in the ass, will rely on others. And then there are real men; men who don't cry or complain, who don't just have a backbone, they are the backbone. Men who make their own decisions and live with the consequences, who accept responsibility for their actions or words. Men who, when life slaps them in the ass, slap back and move on. Men who live hard and die even harder.
Now, let's talk about you being an a@@hole. Did you actually growl at me right now? Back off, you jerk!
When I hit the 83 % mark I was a hair's breadth away from smashing my Kindle against a wall. You said to Eva:Clue in, you a@@hole, that's exactly what you did with her life as well. Oh, excuse me, both of you did the very same. Oh, please, stop whining! That's pathetic. *shakes head*
Well, imagine it got worse at 85 % when ZZ told you Yeah, you moron did a mighty fine job. Sorry, I'm being sarcastic.
You treated Eva like s@it, left her alone because you had to f@ck other whores (yes, I got it you are NOT a one-woman man). However, you knew that she was not only You couldn't do it since you were too busy to sort your s@it by f@cking other women's brains out. Simply put, you completely forgot how much she meant to you. Do f@cking right by her and man the f@ck up! Poor Deuce. *pets*
But then you justified your bad behavior by telling yourself that you couldn't afford to go soft, to get weak and Eva made you so weak and soft. Duh? You thought when you were spending too much time with her you'd end up gluing her to your side. Uh-huh. Again, clue in, you a@@hole, that's called love. Ever heard of that before? There are "things" happening in this story that made me think time and again "Some people are so slow on the uptake." Sheesh. You said you needed space and a clear head but what do you do, huh? Scary Deuce got s@itfaced. *pulls hair*
She gave a shaky laugh that made his chest ache. He'd f@cking hurt his woman real bad.
Ah, I see, a chastened hero; better late than never! *pets some more*
My biggest issue was the fact that even though you and Eva ended up together, you could not. Keep. Your. Dick. In. Your. Pants. It was disappointing as well as frustrating. Yes, I know, I have to deal with it.
Ultimately that brought you to your knees:
There wasn't a name powerful enough to describe what he was feeling, to convey what was happening inside of him. It was beyond words, surpassed all emotions. It was living death.
In conclusion, Undeniable is a recommended read if you are able to handle f@cked up characters, a crazy story, excessive cheating and swearing, violence and
If you can't cope with it, then you will end up like this:
Deuce, fair warning, if you don't treat Eva like a queen, then I'll be back and you won't be enjoying what I'm going to do to you:
Take care and all the best,
Baba
As a side note
There are lots of errors (i.e. missing words, incorrect use of words, spelling errors). The book needs major editing/proofreading.
"What about your dream?"
His face went dimples. "I'm lookin' at it, darlin'."
"There it is, darlin'," he said softly, his lips curving slowly in a sexy grin. "Nothin' like seein' a pretty girl gettin' all fired up."
I. Just. Stared.
"Back of a bike is comin' for ya and soon too, cuz baby, the way you're lookin' at me is tellin' me you want it. And you want it bad."
First of all let me apologize to you all because I wanted to write a very short review but I just. Can't. Do. It.
Granted, curiosity got the better of me AND I was feeling kind of adventurous. That's the reason I wanted to read Undeniable in the first place. Additionally, I thought "Why not reading something a little bit out of my comfort zone?" I'm talking about the cheating. That's usually not my cuppa.
Ms. Sheehan applied the term f@ck/f@cked/f@cking 505 times, so please bear with me because I'm going to use this lovely term rather often in my review of Undeniable. As a matter of fact, I think it's justified to stoop to a certain level now and then. Furthermore, I would like to encourage potential readers of Undeniable to read my spoilers. As far as I can judge it's very wise to be well-prepared before diving into this mess. Let's get started…
Dear Deuce,
Did you know that many readers said that Undeniable is similar to KA's Motorcycle Man? Would you like me to show you a nice visual?
KA's MM
Madeline Sheehan's Undeniable
Er…the cheating…I hope you remember how many times you cheated on your queen of hearts. What did you just say, Deuce? You can't remember anymore? Did I get that right? Dude, that's not good…I'd suggest this:
Get a grip, man! Go squat in a corner, you deserve it. Shame on you! Bad, bad Deuce. *nods head vigorously* You don't need to flex your muscles coz I'm not afraid of you.
I have to tell you that I find it quite amazing who had sex with whom, how many times they did the deed without catching an STD. Condoms, anyone? I suppose tough biker dudes and bitches are immune to Aids and other STDs. *cough* But the old ladies are not immune at getting pregnant.
Yup. Boom.
The KA factor
A little example:
"(…)You are too good and too sweet and a man like Chase didn't deserve a taste of that kind of beautiful!"
Does this sound familiar to you, Deuce? The more I read the more familiar sounded anything and everything of Undeniable. The voice and writing is very, very KA. As it is, the only big difference is the violence and the fact that every character is pretty much f@cked up. While KA's asshole-ish heroes have redeeming qualities, I can hardly see that happening in Undeniable. I'm sorry, Deuce, but I tell it as I see it. Hence, the truth hurts now and then.
Dude, I swear I knew what I had to expect when I started to read Undeniable. So, I'd say this whole mess didn't come as a shock. Then again, I really had to put all of my shortcomings and beliefs far away to be able to actually like your story. I'll be honest, I didn't enjoy it, I didn't love it either but I liked it quite a bit and I loved the ending. Wow, I loved to see your vulnerable and softer side. Additionally, there is something very positive about this story: an older, very hot and sexy man in his fifties. You. I'm a sucker for attractive older heroes. I know, I'm guilty as sin when I say that I want to see more of those older and very yummy heroes. *sigh* After going back and forth I rounded up to four stars because your story is an enthralling as well as intriguing read. It's raw, gritty and disturbing. Hence, it's a dark look at a lifestyle that is incredibly far away from my (cushioned) mainstream life.
Deuce, please read this paragraph:
I was not going to cry. Nope. Just because he wasn't the man I'd thought he was didn't mean I was going to cry. It was my own fault, putting him on some kind of pedestal when in reality he was just another biker, who lies, cheats, and steals and who can't resist slutty club ass.
Yup, I'm feelin' you, dude, you're pretty speechless right now, aren't you? Nope, do not defend yourself! I gave you something to think about and let's leave it at that.
One thing's for sure, our equal opportunities officer would have a field day with your story. Women are basically treated like s@it. There's an excessive amount of crudity, foul language, cheating, degradation of women, violence etc. And there is Hey, calm down, Deuce! It's true and there's no need to throw a fit.
I'm honest when I say that I have my issues with certain characters, however, first and foremost I have issues with your queen of hearts. Eva is an odd one. She is hysterical to no end (screaming, more screaming, lots of screaming, slapping, punching…you get the gist), kinda weak and needy. Yes, please, tell Eva to reel it in! In case you didn't know it yet, this book is filled with plenty of hysterical women…just saying. Oh, before I forget it, your story is filled with plenty of men who can't keep their dicks in their pants either. Don't know what's worse, hysterical women or uber horny badass biker guys. Whatever. *shrugs*
And then I can't for the life of me understand why Eva would say to the overbearing, crazy as f@ck, homicidal Frankie that she loved him after Did you know that, Deuce? Imagine, instead of giving him the boot, she spent years with this sicko. Yikes! You have to be seriously f@cked up to do that. Yup, I really get it, this is another lifestyle, it's gang life, it's about committing crimes, and it's ugly, gritty and dark. That said, I completely understand that someone who grew up with this lifestyle may think and act differently because their options are limited. But still…
There are three different types of men in this world. There are weak men; men who run and hide when life slaps them in the ass. Then there are men; men who have a backbone yet occasionally, when life slaps them in the ass, will rely on others. And then there are real men; men who don't cry or complain, who don't just have a backbone, they are the backbone. Men who make their own decisions and live with the consequences, who accept responsibility for their actions or words. Men who, when life slaps them in the ass, slap back and move on. Men who live hard and die even harder.
Now, let's talk about you being an a@@hole. Did you actually growl at me right now? Back off, you jerk!
When I hit the 83 % mark I was a hair's breadth away from smashing my Kindle against a wall. You said to Eva:Clue in, you a@@hole, that's exactly what you did with her life as well. Oh, excuse me, both of you did the very same. Oh, please, stop whining! That's pathetic. *shakes head*
Well, imagine it got worse at 85 % when ZZ told you Yeah, you moron did a mighty fine job. Sorry, I'm being sarcastic.
You treated Eva like s@it, left her alone because you had to f@ck other whores (yes, I got it you are NOT a one-woman man). However, you knew that she was not only You couldn't do it since you were too busy to sort your s@it by f@cking other women's brains out. Simply put, you completely forgot how much she meant to you. Do f@cking right by her and man the f@ck up! Poor Deuce. *pets*
But then you justified your bad behavior by telling yourself that you couldn't afford to go soft, to get weak and Eva made you so weak and soft. Duh? You thought when you were spending too much time with her you'd end up gluing her to your side. Uh-huh. Again, clue in, you a@@hole, that's called love. Ever heard of that before? There are "things" happening in this story that made me think time and again "Some people are so slow on the uptake." Sheesh. You said you needed space and a clear head but what do you do, huh? Scary Deuce got s@itfaced. *pulls hair*
She gave a shaky laugh that made his chest ache. He'd f@cking hurt his woman real bad.
Ah, I see, a chastened hero; better late than never! *pets some more*
My biggest issue was the fact that even though you and Eva ended up together, you could not. Keep. Your. Dick. In. Your. Pants. It was disappointing as well as frustrating. Yes, I know, I have to deal with it.
Ultimately that brought you to your knees:
There wasn't a name powerful enough to describe what he was feeling, to convey what was happening inside of him. It was beyond words, surpassed all emotions. It was living death.
In conclusion, Undeniable is a recommended read if you are able to handle f@cked up characters, a crazy story, excessive cheating and swearing, violence and
If you can't cope with it, then you will end up like this:
Deuce, fair warning, if you don't treat Eva like a queen, then I'll be back and you won't be enjoying what I'm going to do to you:
Take care and all the best,
Baba
As a side note
There are lots of errors (i.e. missing words, incorrect use of words, spelling errors). The book needs major editing/proofreading.
"What about your dream?"
His face went dimples. "I'm lookin' at it, darlin'."
May 31, 2022
-927302w0p2o0 stars
🛑WARNING🛑 THIS REVIEW WILL BE AS AWFUL AS THIS BOOK'S WRITING AND WILL MAKE AS MUCH SENSE AS THE STORY ITSELF. Oh and spoilers...... and sorry for all the caps
This book was bad. Horrible. Like actually one of the worst things I have ever read. I'd never recommended it to my worst enemy. BUT MY BESTIES DID RECOMMEND IT TO ME THOUGH🤪. So I followed the tradition and Irunía sweetie I'm passing the baton to you. Because yin-yang, trash-Tanaz, clown-me.... All parts of a whole.
I cannot believe I was actually terrified of starting this book because of the cheating. I really thought I'll feel all twisted with emotion over it.
HA HAHA
When I tell you those cheating scenes (YES more than one. The man's middle name was whore) brought me more joy than all the pages in this book combined. Here is my joy scale:
In fact, the woman he cheated with was THE ONLY PERSON I LIKED IN THIS FUCKING BOOK. The rest of the characters were insufferable meanwhile I was sprawled on the throne made of their misery. It was beautiful.
The story revolves around our two characters, who as the blurb says have "An undeniable connection that stands the test of time." Meet Deuce and Eva. Two people who test time, my will to live and the last shreds of my sanity.
Here are the fan castings<3333 (I actually can't believe this image simply fell straight into my greedy hands. The symbolism😍)
I found this extremely accurate since the entire time I pronounced the hero's name as Douche, which actually fits as he really needs one for his STD ridden ass. Obviously, Eva is the cardboard box made for taking him and all his dirty fucking insides.
The entire plot of this story consisted of two very simple parts:
🤨👆 Eve running away for 300 years every time Douche cheats on her, only to come back for more.
😇✌️Douche bewildered and clueless as to how and why she would ever wonna run while NEVER ONCE apologising or going after her.
I will bet my entire life's savings and three of my limbs that Douche will cheat on her for the rest of their lives. That is the premise of their entire EPIC LOVE STORY isn't it? I think I even know why it's so epic and time testy. Seeing as in between their every "reunion" around 3 to 5 years pass. She went from being 5 to 30 AND THEY HAVE MET A TOTAL OF 9 TIMES. 9 time jumps, 9 EPIC LOVE meetings AND EACH END WITH HIM CHEATING ON HER.
This book has set back the feminism movement and the evolution of civilisation by about a thousand and fifteen years. I can confidently tell you that not a SINGLE female character spoke of any other topic but 🙌men🙌 to anyone. And the men? WUHAHAHAHAH
Douche was the picture of a gentleman. For one he beat a bunch of kids up for disrespecting and objectifying Eve. Of course about three chapters later the feminism was expelled out of him the moment he saw a woman who doesn't have big tits like Eve😯
ALL SHE SAID WAS "HEY" OML🤣🤣🤣🤣
Jesus hell my guy, let a girl be skinny in peace tf.
Obviously Eve was the only female in the world worthy of even a semblance of respect. She was, after all, the most perfect woman.
Everyone else who wasn't Eve?
But what really takes the cake, the 10 in my joy scale, is the eloquent writing.
😵 - Straight up we have the first chapters in five-year-old Eve's POV where she so thirstily describes the hero's thickly muscled thighs and trim waist😍, because that is definitely what any five year old will notice.
😵 - Every time Eve & Douche kissed it was described like this
Don't believe me?
😵 - And while the kissing scenes were ALL ABOUT DRIVE ALL ABOUT POWER WE STAY HUNGRY WE DEVOUR (yes I hate myself for this too), we had a sex scene which basically called my vagina a clown in three different languages because friction really is all it takes.
cut out all the dirty talk to spare you guys the excitement
Poor guy prolly worked up a sweat doing all that pushing and tugging huh
😵 - Now tell me why I read this in Arnold Schwarzenegger's voice😭😭
All this philosophy to tell us it felt nice🙂. My prescription for today is some Balmex. All that skin on skin contact gon give you a rash babes.
This book is 200 pages but I swear it felt like a 1000.
😵 - The hero has a tattoo of his ex wive's giant face on his arm.
I can already imagine the author sitting in front of the comp, thinking of adding that completely unnecessary tidbit of information, out of fucking nowhere, and going
😵 - Here is the CHERRY to top it all of.
At the end? After ALL THIS. After ALL THE CHEATING, BACK AND FORTH, LYING, EPIC LOVE(?), OBSESSED STEP BROTHERS, BFF'S HUSBANDS.....They are all finally happy. She is pregnant, he has his woman, they are in lo-
He cheats on her again.
Now at this point, I have been immunised. Him fucking around is a part of this book's DNA so nothing can phase this bitch. Except previously his cheating was "excused" by the fact that he was always provoked🤡. Yea I know how I sound but I've been corrupted so give me a break.
This last time though? Douche really had outdone himself.
Girlfriend? Pregnant✅
Girlfriend's pregnancy? Extremely difficult✅
Cheating? Every night✅
Hotel? Trivago✅
Something about the baby he said🤣🤣🤣🤣 He doesn't even know what's wrong with his child, let alone cares.
ALL IN ALL: Recommending this book was the worst thing you guys ever did to me. Tanaz I hope you know the pain you have inflicted upon me personally, and I will make sure that you do. TJ thank you for being there in these dark times but I still hope you burn in hell.
🛑WARNING🛑 THIS REVIEW WILL BE AS AWFUL AS THIS BOOK'S WRITING AND WILL MAKE AS MUCH SENSE AS THE STORY ITSELF. Oh and spoilers...... and sorry for all the caps
This book was bad. Horrible. Like actually one of the worst things I have ever read. I'd never recommended it to my worst enemy. BUT MY BESTIES DID RECOMMEND IT TO ME THOUGH🤪. So I followed the tradition and Irunía sweetie I'm passing the baton to you. Because yin-yang, trash-Tanaz, clown-me.... All parts of a whole.
I cannot believe I was actually terrified of starting this book because of the cheating. I really thought I'll feel all twisted with emotion over it.
HA HAHA
When I tell you those cheating scenes (YES more than one. The man's middle name was whore) brought me more joy than all the pages in this book combined. Here is my joy scale:
In fact, the woman he cheated with was THE ONLY PERSON I LIKED IN THIS FUCKING BOOK. The rest of the characters were insufferable meanwhile I was sprawled on the throne made of their misery. It was beautiful.
The story revolves around our two characters, who as the blurb says have "An undeniable connection that stands the test of time." Meet Deuce and Eva. Two people who test time, my will to live and the last shreds of my sanity.
Here are the fan castings<3333 (I actually can't believe this image simply fell straight into my greedy hands. The symbolism😍)
I found this extremely accurate since the entire time I pronounced the hero's name as Douche, which actually fits as he really needs one for his STD ridden ass. Obviously, Eva is the cardboard box made for taking him and all his dirty fucking insides.
The entire plot of this story consisted of two very simple parts:
🤨👆 Eve running away for 300 years every time Douche cheats on her, only to come back for more.
😇✌️Douche bewildered and clueless as to how and why she would ever wonna run while NEVER ONCE apologising or going after her.
"But I don't much blame her. I were you I woulda done everything I coulda to keep a girl like that in my bed.”
What else could he have done short of tying her to the bed or drugging her.
I will bet my entire life's savings and three of my limbs that Douche will cheat on her for the rest of their lives. That is the premise of their entire EPIC LOVE STORY isn't it? I think I even know why it's so epic and time testy. Seeing as in between their every "reunion" around 3 to 5 years pass. She went from being 5 to 30 AND THEY HAVE MET A TOTAL OF 9 TIMES. 9 time jumps, 9 EPIC LOVE meetings AND EACH END WITH HIM CHEATING ON HER.
This book has set back the feminism movement and the evolution of civilisation by about a thousand and fifteen years. I can confidently tell you that not a SINGLE female character spoke of any other topic but 🙌men🙌 to anyone. And the men? WUHAHAHAHAH
Douche was the picture of a gentleman. For one he beat a bunch of kids up for disrespecting and objectifying Eve. Of course about three chapters later the feminism was expelled out of him the moment he saw a woman who doesn't have big tits like Eve😯
"Hey," A female voice slurred. He rolled his head left. Christ. Fucking skinny bitches everywhere in this city. No tits. No ass. All of them wearing skin tight clothes that emphasized the fact that they had no tits and no ass. This particular bitch, tall, skinny, and bleached blonde, was so fucking skinny her breastbone was on display through her skin.
ALL SHE SAID WAS "HEY" OML🤣🤣🤣🤣
Fucking whore. Fucking fucked in the head stupid fucking whore.
Jesus hell my guy, let a girl be skinny in peace tf.
Obviously Eve was the only female in the world worthy of even a semblance of respect. She was, after all, the most perfect woman.
Fuck him. She was perfect. Perfect old lady material. Perfect heart shaped face, big gray eyes, smooth skin and fuck me lips. Perfect tits, long legs, and a flat stomach. Perfect curves to run his hands over, long hair to grab hold of.
Everyone else who wasn't Eve?
Most were average women who wore too much makeup and not enough clothing. All of them were pathetic.
But what really takes the cake, the 10 in my joy scale, is the eloquent writing.
😵 - Straight up we have the first chapters in five-year-old Eve's POV where she so thirstily describes the hero's thickly muscled thighs and trim waist😍, because that is definitely what any five year old will notice.
😵 - Every time Eve & Douche kissed it was described like this
Don't believe me?
Every kiss was full of hot, wet tongue, sometimes hit sometimes miss. Teeth were clacking together, lips were bitten, and noses were getting in the way. I mauled him not caring where his or my mouth was landing or what part of his face I was kissing, licking, biting. His cheeks, his forehead, his chin, his neck, they were all fair game.
😵 - And while the kissing scenes were ALL ABOUT DRIVE ALL ABOUT POWER WE STAY HUNGRY WE DEVOUR (yes I hate myself for this too), we had a sex scene which basically called my vagina a clown in three different languages because friction really is all it takes.
He pushed inside of me and my breath caught. He withdrew and pushed back in, this time harder, this time going further.
[...]
He pulled out and again pushed in. We both groaned.
[...]
He pulled out again and again pushed in a little further.
[...]
He did this four more times before pulling away and thrusting roughly. It was all I needed. My body blossomed for him
cut out all the dirty talk to spare you guys the excitement
Poor guy prolly worked up a sweat doing all that pushing and tugging huh
😵 - Now tell me why I read this in Arnold Schwarzenegger's voice😭😭
We were blessedly bared to one another. We were skin on skin.
Your mother holds you skin on skin when you enter this world, feeds you with her own body; skin on skin. Your father runs his fingers over your tear streaked cheek, presses his lips to your forehead; skin on skin. You make love, skin on skin, with a man you love, a beautiful man. And then, if you’re lucky, your own baby will enter this world and you’ll hold her, skin on skin.
All this philosophy to tell us it felt nice🙂. My prescription for today is some Balmex. All that skin on skin contact gon give you a rash babes.
This book is 200 pages but I swear it felt like a 1000.
😵 - The hero has a tattoo of his ex wive's giant face on his arm.
When he was standing butt naked in front of me, I stared at the tattoo of his wife, a half sleeve of her face.
I can already imagine the author sitting in front of the comp, thinking of adding that completely unnecessary tidbit of information, out of fucking nowhere, and going
😵 - Here is the CHERRY to top it all of.
At the end? After ALL THIS. After ALL THE CHEATING, BACK AND FORTH, LYING, EPIC LOVE(?), OBSESSED STEP BROTHERS, BFF'S HUSBANDS.....They are all finally happy. She is pregnant, he has his woman, they are in lo-
He cheats on her again.
Now at this point, I have been immunised. Him fucking around is a part of this book's DNA so nothing can phase this bitch. Except previously his cheating was "excused" by the fact that he was always provoked🤡. Yea I know how I sound but I've been corrupted so give me a break.
This last time though? Douche really had outdone himself.
Girlfriend? Pregnant✅
Girlfriend's pregnancy? Extremely difficult✅
Cheating? Every night✅
Hotel? Trivago✅
He couldn’t fuck her, something about the baby, but he’d been solving that problem, usually with Miranda, but Miranda wasn’t Eva. None of those whores came close to working him the way Eva could.
Something about the baby he said🤣🤣🤣🤣 He doesn't even know what's wrong with his child, let alone cares.
ALL IN ALL: Recommending this book was the worst thing you guys ever did to me. Tanaz I hope you know the pain you have inflicted upon me personally, and I will make sure that you do. TJ thank you for being there in these dark times but I still hope you burn in hell.
August 25, 2016
DISGUSTING,NASTY,REPULSIVE,ABOMINABLE,REVOLTING and .....I LOVE it!
Readers be prepared for one hell of a ride.
WARNING-Please be prepared for the worst because it's nearly impossible to get off once started!!But feel free to scream,rant,rave,....all you want.
PROLOGUE--
Mark Twain said,"The two most important days in your life is the day you were born and the day you find out why."
I don't remember the day I was born but I remember the day I found out why.
His name was Deuce.
He was my "why".
And this is our story.
It is not a pretty one.
Someparts of it are downright ugly.
But it's ours.
And because I believe everything happens for a reason,I wouldn't change a thing.
She is the daughter of Damon Fox, aka 'Preacher',who is the president of the Silver Demon MC (motor-cycle club).She was practically raised by all of the gang members,spoilt a lot and of course can wrap them around her little fingers.
He is the son of the earlier president of Hell's Horseman MC,and now himself is the president.
They are rival gangs.None of them will hesitate putting the other to ground.A momentary truce exists between them now.
He is Deuce and she is Eva.
This is their love story.
Just not a romantic,flowery or dreamy one.
This is a hard,bitter and raw one.
First meeting--
Eva is five.Her father is in prison.She has come with uncle Joe to visit him.They tell her to go and grab a snack.
And there,by the snack machines,shaking her butt and singing Summertime way out of tune,she meets him.
Deuce is twenty-three.He’s visiting his father too.The only difference,he hates his father.He has never known any kindness and love,until he meets her.
And thus their journey began.
Filled with pain, betrayal, sorrow, lust, jealousy, hypocrisy,.....
And LOVE!!
They meet again and again and again.....
They love again and again and again......
They lose each other again and again and again......
It’s FATE which pushes them together.It’s LOVE which binds them together and it’s HATE,LUST,BETRAYAL... which tears them apart.
"I was not going to cry. Nope. Just because he wasn't the man I'd thought he was didn't mean I was going to cry. It was my own fault, putting him on some kind of pedestal when in reality he was just another biker, who lies, cheats, and steals and who can't resist slutty club ass."
Yes,she has always put Deuce up in a pedestal and loved him.
But can she love the real man? The man who gives a whole new dimension to the word ‘asshole’?
"Son, you are a fuckin’ moron. You wanna know what I see? I see a girl who isn’t just a girl but a fuckin’ prize and why the fuck she chose an asshole like you to give that fuckin’ prize to I haven’t a fuckin’ clue. Stupid if you ask me."
Can Deuce realize this?Can he redeem himself once and for all?Or will it be too late?
There are other people who want to tear them apart.
Chase- Husband of Eva's best friend Kami.This manipulative sick bastard loves Eva.He wants her.And is ready to use every tactic to get Eva.
Frankie- He too loves Eva.Obsessively.Possessively.If he can't get her,no one else can.
The author has very cleverly put these two people with their own definitions of love next to Deuce.
As a reader,I was forced to ask-What is love??
Is it what Chase and Frankie feel for Eva?What kind of love is so cruel?Love is never cruel.Then how is their love different from Deuce's love?He too cheats ,lies and hurts Eva.
"There wasn't a name powerful enough to describe what he was feeling, to convey what was happening inside of him. It was beyond words, surpassed all emotions. It was living death."--Deuce when he saw Eva getting raped by Frankie,unable to help.
This is where all my questions were answered.
So,readers,I cannot tell any more.For this is their story to tell.Yes some parts are downright ugly,some are insane...and you'll have to ride through these.But the end is beautiful.That,I assure you.
EPILOGUE
He closed his eyes.
He stuck out his hand.
Name's Deuce sweetheart. My old man here is Reaper. It was nice talkin' with ya."
She put her tiny hand in his and he squeezed.
"Eva," she whispered. "That's my name and it was so, so great to meet you too."
He smiled.
She smiled.
The rest is fuckin' history.
---The End---
(Please remember that it is strictly for above 18.)
October 26, 2012
Oh. My. God
What the HELL did I just read??
This was compelling, emotionally exhausting and yet strangely uplifting – this book is mad, it’s all kinds of wrong and yet, oh my God, I just totally DEVOURED it! It grabbed me by the throat right at the beginning, dragged me through the story barely allowing me to breathe and threw me in a heap at the end twitching, barely lifeless. This book OWNED me and it really shouldn’t have. The heroes are JERKS, the women don’t behave much better and yet I was compelled to keep reading, I lost sleep, I didn’t care – I just had to finish it!!
So, this is the story of Eva and Deuce and, unusually for contemporary romance, their story spans several decades. They first meet when Eva is 5 and Deuce is 23, both visiting their fathers in prison. Eva’s father is the president of an MC and Deuce is about to inherit that role of a rival MC when his father dies. Right from the getgo, Eva is in love with Deuce and she has caught his eye. They meet sporadically over the years until Eva is 16, Deuce, 34 and they become intimate and he eventually takes her virginity at 18 – I mentioned the wrongness right?
This is set in the badass world of Motorcycle Clubs and it’s raw, rough, edgy to say the very least as the story absolutely hurtles along like a runaway train out of control. It practically pulsates with an energy, a lifeforce of its own. Deuce behaves like a jerk to Eva for nearly all the book but true love is undeniable and, despite everything that goes down and boy does it go down, their feelings for one another completely outweigh time and everything that happens.
Deuce is such a badass and he is a jerk with a big old capital J – I hated the way he treated women, the way he spoke to them but yet still I LOVED him – what the heck is wrong with me? I’ve decided that Madeline Sheehan has managed to lace the pages with some kind of twisted magic that sucks you in, reaches in through your chest, grabs your heart and squeezes tight and doesn’t let go. This book also contains quite a few things that are normally like red flags to me when I'm reading, infidelity to name just one, but the compulsion to carry on with the story completely overcame my normal, set in stone, hang-ups.
I’m making it sound bad and it certainly is very rough round the edges but it’s taut, it’s raw, it’s edgy and it’s incredibly compelling and despite muttering things like ‘He did not just do that’ ‘ No way he just said that to her’, I was fascinated and could not put the damned book down. Underneath the mass of thorns that is the way everyone behaves in this book, there is this beautiful rose blooming and that is the love between Eva and Deuce – it’s a constant throughout the book although you may have to look hard to see it sometimes.
I will say that the editing was not up to par in this book – the typos jumped out at me thick and fast in the first half of the book. They may well have been there in the second half of the book too but, by that point, I was reading so fast I didn’t notice, nor did I actually care!
I’m going to highly recommend this one – it’s slightly reminiscent of Kristen Ashley’s Motorcycle Man but much rougher around the edges and far less rose-tinted.
4 badass stars
Thanks to Zusi for the most awesome rec!
For more reviews, please visit Sinfully Sexy Book Blog
What the HELL did I just read??
This was compelling, emotionally exhausting and yet strangely uplifting – this book is mad, it’s all kinds of wrong and yet, oh my God, I just totally DEVOURED it! It grabbed me by the throat right at the beginning, dragged me through the story barely allowing me to breathe and threw me in a heap at the end twitching, barely lifeless. This book OWNED me and it really shouldn’t have. The heroes are JERKS, the women don’t behave much better and yet I was compelled to keep reading, I lost sleep, I didn’t care – I just had to finish it!!
So, this is the story of Eva and Deuce and, unusually for contemporary romance, their story spans several decades. They first meet when Eva is 5 and Deuce is 23, both visiting their fathers in prison. Eva’s father is the president of an MC and Deuce is about to inherit that role of a rival MC when his father dies. Right from the getgo, Eva is in love with Deuce and she has caught his eye. They meet sporadically over the years until Eva is 16, Deuce, 34 and they become intimate and he eventually takes her virginity at 18 – I mentioned the wrongness right?
This is set in the badass world of Motorcycle Clubs and it’s raw, rough, edgy to say the very least as the story absolutely hurtles along like a runaway train out of control. It practically pulsates with an energy, a lifeforce of its own. Deuce behaves like a jerk to Eva for nearly all the book but true love is undeniable and, despite everything that goes down and boy does it go down, their feelings for one another completely outweigh time and everything that happens.
Deuce is such a badass and he is a jerk with a big old capital J – I hated the way he treated women, the way he spoke to them but yet still I LOVED him – what the heck is wrong with me? I’ve decided that Madeline Sheehan has managed to lace the pages with some kind of twisted magic that sucks you in, reaches in through your chest, grabs your heart and squeezes tight and doesn’t let go. This book also contains quite a few things that are normally like red flags to me when I'm reading, infidelity to name just one, but the compulsion to carry on with the story completely overcame my normal, set in stone, hang-ups.
I’m making it sound bad and it certainly is very rough round the edges but it’s taut, it’s raw, it’s edgy and it’s incredibly compelling and despite muttering things like ‘He did not just do that’ ‘ No way he just said that to her’, I was fascinated and could not put the damned book down. Underneath the mass of thorns that is the way everyone behaves in this book, there is this beautiful rose blooming and that is the love between Eva and Deuce – it’s a constant throughout the book although you may have to look hard to see it sometimes.
I will say that the editing was not up to par in this book – the typos jumped out at me thick and fast in the first half of the book. They may well have been there in the second half of the book too but, by that point, I was reading so fast I didn’t notice, nor did I actually care!
I’m going to highly recommend this one – it’s slightly reminiscent of Kristen Ashley’s Motorcycle Man but much rougher around the edges and far less rose-tinted.
4 badass stars
Thanks to Zusi for the most awesome rec!
For more reviews, please visit Sinfully Sexy Book Blog
December 4, 2013
Update 11/29/12 Rating dropped for reasons I'm no longer allowed to say due to GR rule changes. My original review for the book stands in order to comply with GR policy.
Original 3 star review from 10/25/12
Header removed because photobucket is not worth my time anymore. It pretty much said something about me trying to be objective.
I promised that if I read Undeniable, I would be fair and objective as per dictionary.com's definition (adj.) : not influenced by personal feelings, interpretations, or prejudice. Yes, I had a bit of a bias going into this book. Part of me still feels shady about even reading the book, since I wouldn't have done it if Undeniable hadn't been compared to Sons of Anarchy (my favorite t.v. show). But I did cave and read the book, and I now I will give my thoughts.
Warning : There will be some mention of the graphic level of content in this book. I have written a fairly spoiler-free review in terms of plot, but have mentioned certain things that happen in the book which I think people might want to know about before picking it up so they can decide if they want to even read this (such as the mention of rape scenes).
I can easily predict that if this book makes it big, there are two things which will happen in true Twilight, Fifty Shades of Grey, and Beautiful Disaster style :
1. People will go crazy about the book, name it as one of their favorites, and recommend it to everyone they know.
2. People will pick up the book, think it's the biggest piece of sexist, abusive crap, and will write scathing reviews.
So where do I stand? I'm right there in the middle. Because I understand that you can't profile a certain type of lifestyle without showing the gritty underlying truth, I wasn't personally offended by the fact that real-life issues came up in the story such as rape, cheating, degrading of women by calling names, etc. When you're dealing with club life, gang life, crime life, etc. etc. people aren't going to react the way someone living in mainstream society necessarily would. Children are born into a lifestyle, they are raised in it, and they grow up to continue the lifestyle, not always taught that they have other/better options. It's easy to sit back from the outside and scream at the female that she's being idiotic for allowing herself to be used and abused, but we're looking at it from a place of knowing that there are other options.
I have the feeling that Undeniable will be hard for some people who might not find it easy to separate out their world view from someone else's world view. I also have the feeling that there might be people who will fully understand the concept of what is going on and could still rate this book low because some of the content isn't something that they'd want to read about. It's probably safer not to read the book if you know the content won't be your thing, but I don't get to make that decision for anyone else.
For pure story readability, this was an engaging book. It was gritty, dark, violent, sexy, and disturbing. If this were a movie or t.v. show, I'd love every second of it. Not once was I bored. Even when things were happening that I didn't like, I was still fully into what was going on.
As a cohesive book, my thoughts are mixed. There were errors everywhere. Never have I seen such apostrophe abuse - I'm not sure why so many words which needed to be made plural had apostrophes added to them. I also saw incorrect uses of words such as your and you're, as well as plenty of spelling errors.
The excessive amount of swearing and crudeness didn't bother me given the subject matter, but I sort of sighed at how much of the book read like Kristen Ashley dialogue. I don't think there was any sort of copying or anything like that because I completely get that men who live a rougher style are going to speak in a more stilted manner...it was just too close for my comfort level at times.
Final thoughts : Entertaining story that went a little bat-shit crazy at times. I think a few things went round and round to the point where they were beaten to death . If my copy had some editing and a few areas reigned in at times, I might have gone slightly higher on the rating because Undeniable had me sucked into its web.
I'd recommend this to people who can handle controversial subject matter and like it when true bad boys (read : assholes) are reformed. If you're looking for ultra-alpha males and lots of crazy, sexy time, you'll find it with this book. And if you're a SoA fan, just picture Deuce as Jax (hey, he had the shoulder length blonde hair!) and you'll enjoy it that much more. :)
Original 3 star review from 10/25/12
Header removed because photobucket is not worth my time anymore. It pretty much said something about me trying to be objective.
I promised that if I read Undeniable, I would be fair and objective as per dictionary.com's definition (adj.) : not influenced by personal feelings, interpretations, or prejudice. Yes, I had a bit of a bias going into this book. Part of me still feels shady about even reading the book, since I wouldn't have done it if Undeniable hadn't been compared to Sons of Anarchy (my favorite t.v. show). But I did cave and read the book, and I now I will give my thoughts.
Warning : There will be some mention of the graphic level of content in this book. I have written a fairly spoiler-free review in terms of plot, but have mentioned certain things that happen in the book which I think people might want to know about before picking it up so they can decide if they want to even read this (such as the mention of rape scenes).
I can easily predict that if this book makes it big, there are two things which will happen in true Twilight, Fifty Shades of Grey, and Beautiful Disaster style :
1. People will go crazy about the book, name it as one of their favorites, and recommend it to everyone they know.
2. People will pick up the book, think it's the biggest piece of sexist, abusive crap, and will write scathing reviews.
So where do I stand? I'm right there in the middle. Because I understand that you can't profile a certain type of lifestyle without showing the gritty underlying truth, I wasn't personally offended by the fact that real-life issues came up in the story such as rape, cheating, degrading of women by calling names, etc. When you're dealing with club life, gang life, crime life, etc. etc. people aren't going to react the way someone living in mainstream society necessarily would. Children are born into a lifestyle, they are raised in it, and they grow up to continue the lifestyle, not always taught that they have other/better options. It's easy to sit back from the outside and scream at the female that she's being idiotic for allowing herself to be used and abused, but we're looking at it from a place of knowing that there are other options.
I have the feeling that Undeniable will be hard for some people who might not find it easy to separate out their world view from someone else's world view. I also have the feeling that there might be people who will fully understand the concept of what is going on and could still rate this book low because some of the content isn't something that they'd want to read about. It's probably safer not to read the book if you know the content won't be your thing, but I don't get to make that decision for anyone else.
For pure story readability, this was an engaging book. It was gritty, dark, violent, sexy, and disturbing. If this were a movie or t.v. show, I'd love every second of it. Not once was I bored. Even when things were happening that I didn't like, I was still fully into what was going on.
As a cohesive book, my thoughts are mixed. There were errors everywhere. Never have I seen such apostrophe abuse - I'm not sure why so many words which needed to be made plural had apostrophes added to them. I also saw incorrect uses of words such as your and you're, as well as plenty of spelling errors.
The excessive amount of swearing and crudeness didn't bother me given the subject matter, but I sort of sighed at how much of the book read like Kristen Ashley dialogue. I don't think there was any sort of copying or anything like that because I completely get that men who live a rougher style are going to speak in a more stilted manner...it was just too close for my comfort level at times.
Final thoughts : Entertaining story that went a little bat-shit crazy at times. I think a few things went round and round to the point where they were beaten to death . If my copy had some editing and a few areas reigned in at times, I might have gone slightly higher on the rating because Undeniable had me sucked into its web.
I'd recommend this to people who can handle controversial subject matter and like it when true bad boys (read : assholes) are reformed. If you're looking for ultra-alpha males and lots of crazy, sexy time, you'll find it with this book. And if you're a SoA fan, just picture Deuce as Jax (hey, he had the shoulder length blonde hair!) and you'll enjoy it that much more. :)
Shelved as 'not-interested'
December 27, 2021I was a bad girl and read too many reviews on this and I just don't think I want to go in knowing my heart will take a beating. I wish I had gone in blind cause a lot of my oldest gr friends love this book and series. Oh well. Maybe someday...
October 20, 2020
5 FAN-F*CKIN-TASTIC STARS
"Name's Deuce sweetheart. My old man here is Reaper. It was nice talkin' with ya."
She put her tiny hand in his and he squeezed.
"Eva," she whispered. "That's my name and it was so, so great to meet you too."
He smiled.
She smiled.
The rest is f*ckin' history.
WOW, WOW, WOW!!!! This book...OH.MY.GOD words fail me. Okay, so here I go trying to actually put into words my dying love for Eva and Deuce. When I first read the synopsis for this book I was honestly thinking What The F*ck? I mean in all honesty the synopsis is awful but I love it when a book comes with a warning sign because then I feel the need to pick it up immediately. Yes, I know that makes me twisted but twisted, dark and sinful books call to me. This books message rang clear as a bell for me TRUE LOVE (well a f#$%ed up insane version of true love...lol) , the theme that I love in my books. I am a hopeless romantic and am drawn to messed up love stories because I always believe in the theory that love can conquer all. Deuce and Eva's love can definitely conquer all! The challenges they face are HUGE, EXTREME but they love each other and with that their journey begins.
Deuce meets Eva when she is 5 years old and he is 23. Eva is on her way to see her daddy "Preacher" who is serving a 5 yr sentence on Rikers island. Eva is the sweetest kid around, she's friendly and when she see's Deuce she immediately takes a liking to him and insist on meeting Deuces dad who is also serving a sentence on Rikers island. Eva leaves a HUGE impression on Deuce and I PROMISE nothing sexual is involved, it's not creepy it's just a chance meeting that leaves an impression on him and 5 year old Eva.
They meet again when Eva is 12 and then again when she is 16. At sixteen things heat up a little bit, it's nothing crazy but they do heat up. The real action begins when Eva is 18 and the story that ensues is incredible.
His lips brushed against my cheek. "If you were older darlin', I'd have you on the back of my bike and in my f*ckin' bed and you'd be not just likin' it but lovin' it, beggin' me for more." ~~ Deuce.
Deuce....sigh!! ALPHA MALE at it's best. I have never read an alpha male as hot as him. He turns you to putty in 5 seconds but holy crap can he be a douchebag and an as*hole. I think that's what makes him so delicious. He is possessive and protective and the president of his MC. He has womanizing issues and screws anything with legs but has a soft heart that just makes you want to wrap him up in your arms and devour him. His fierce attraction and love for Eva make him completely swoon-worthy. He is FAR from perfect though and has to learn how to love her the right way.
"Can't f*ckin' live without you. Want you on my bike and in my bed. Want my kid's inside you. Want you by my side babe for as long as I got left." ~~ Deuce
"Name's Deuce sweetheart. My old man here is Reaper. It was nice talkin' with ya."
She put her tiny hand in his and he squeezed.
"Eva," she whispered. "That's my name and it was so, so great to meet you too."
He smiled.
She smiled.
The rest is f*ckin' history.
WOW, WOW, WOW!!!! This book...OH.MY.GOD words fail me. Okay, so here I go trying to actually put into words my dying love for Eva and Deuce. When I first read the synopsis for this book I was honestly thinking What The F*ck? I mean in all honesty the synopsis is awful but I love it when a book comes with a warning sign because then I feel the need to pick it up immediately. Yes, I know that makes me twisted but twisted, dark and sinful books call to me. This books message rang clear as a bell for me TRUE LOVE (well a f#$%ed up insane version of true love...lol) , the theme that I love in my books. I am a hopeless romantic and am drawn to messed up love stories because I always believe in the theory that love can conquer all. Deuce and Eva's love can definitely conquer all! The challenges they face are HUGE, EXTREME but they love each other and with that their journey begins.
Deuce meets Eva when she is 5 years old and he is 23. Eva is on her way to see her daddy "Preacher" who is serving a 5 yr sentence on Rikers island. Eva is the sweetest kid around, she's friendly and when she see's Deuce she immediately takes a liking to him and insist on meeting Deuces dad who is also serving a sentence on Rikers island. Eva leaves a HUGE impression on Deuce and I PROMISE nothing sexual is involved, it's not creepy it's just a chance meeting that leaves an impression on him and 5 year old Eva.
They meet again when Eva is 12 and then again when she is 16. At sixteen things heat up a little bit, it's nothing crazy but they do heat up. The real action begins when Eva is 18 and the story that ensues is incredible.
His lips brushed against my cheek. "If you were older darlin', I'd have you on the back of my bike and in my f*ckin' bed and you'd be not just likin' it but lovin' it, beggin' me for more." ~~ Deuce.
Deuce....sigh!! ALPHA MALE at it's best. I have never read an alpha male as hot as him. He turns you to putty in 5 seconds but holy crap can he be a douchebag and an as*hole. I think that's what makes him so delicious. He is possessive and protective and the president of his MC. He has womanizing issues and screws anything with legs but has a soft heart that just makes you want to wrap him up in your arms and devour him. His fierce attraction and love for Eva make him completely swoon-worthy. He is FAR from perfect though and has to learn how to love her the right way.
"Can't f*ckin' live without you. Want you on my bike and in my bed. Want my kid's inside you. Want you by my side babe for as long as I got left." ~~ Deuce
January 11, 2013
My first review EVAH!!! I have no idea how I should do it, but here goes nothing…
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"Here's all you have to know about men and women: women are crazy and men are stupid. And the main reason the women are crazy is that men are stupid." (George Carlin)
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I couldn't have said it better myself and if you add crazy love in the mix, you get "Undeniable".
Undeniable comes with a warning, then I'm all in. This book is rough, raw, gritty, dark, disturbing, intense, gruff, a total brain and heart haywire and most people say it's not recommended to everybody. I may be mistaken, but I would most definitely recommend this to everyone. Fiction just got real, people! This is how life is (rough, raw, disturbing, intense, etc.), especially life in a Motorcycle Club (I guess).
I'm still trying to "reel it in" after the shock I got from the first sentence in the book. My facial expression was something like this:
And throughout the book:
Sweet Jesus mother Mary!!!! I knew I was going to give this a 5 star read in a nanosecond. Let me get this straight?! This book is written by a WOMAN??!! Damn, woman, I think I'm having a major girl crush on you. Please let me take a moment to say: "I LOVE YOU, Madeline Sheehan !!!!!!"
So... lets meet Eva:
Born, raised in a MC and constantly surrounded by bickers (lucky bitch :P )
And Eva around Deuce:
And there's Deuce:
I'm sorry, words fail me when it comes to him *SWOON*
And Deuce every time near Eva (LOL):
And here's their story:
Hahahaha... well, not quite. There's a lot of crazy , fuckwads bickers, bitches and whores, old men and old ladies, and one spoiled brat, Kami, Eva's bestie, and Kami's husband, Chase.
This book was out of sunshine and rainbows, but damn me if I didn't laugh my ass off. The way the bickers talk to each other, the dialogue between Deuce and Eva and I'm personally in love with Cox and Ripper. I have never read the F word so many times in a single book, but goddammit I loved every billionth time I read it. F**k hearts and flowers, I wanna be a bicker chick or a bicker's chick (defo the last one).
Did I mention this book is full of CRAZY?! Enter, Frankie:
I might be the same kind of crazy as he is, cause I loved him, too. ( I loved all the characters, all were so well written)
And more crazy... Hell's Horsemen + Silver Demon's + Deuce + Preacher = BATSHIT CRAZY
Undeniable was a breath of fresh air after so many billionaires and super-model men and the eternal falling in love in 3 days. It kind of was what happened to Deuce and Eva, but not really. Do I make any sense? No?! Then you need to read it. I have so many wonderful, amazing words to say about this outstanding book, but I don't want to ruin it. Here's when I fell hopelessly in love with Deuce and I think I will again and again, because I'm going to read this book till every fuckin' word is imprinted in my not-so-sane brain:
Deuce: "You respect women you little fuckin' shit. It was a fuckin' woman who carried you around in her fuckin' body, fuckin' birthed you and fuckin' loved you, and it's gonna be a woman who keeps you warm at night, who lets you inside her body and it's gonna be a woman who carries around your fuckin' children. You fuckin' respect that, you feel me? You fuckin' respect women, all of ‘em, or I will end you."
And my favorite part: Deuce - "Gonna make some boy happier than a pig in shit." ( a true poet, LMFAO)
ONE OF THE BEST BOOKS OUT THERE and it should be a MUST READ NOW and a MUST READ AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!!!!!! Madeline Sheehan, you freakin' rock
Best fucked up love story and I loved it
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"Here's all you have to know about men and women: women are crazy and men are stupid. And the main reason the women are crazy is that men are stupid." (George Carlin)
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I couldn't have said it better myself and if you add crazy love in the mix, you get "Undeniable".
Undeniable comes with a warning, then I'm all in. This book is rough, raw, gritty, dark, disturbing, intense, gruff, a total brain and heart haywire and most people say it's not recommended to everybody. I may be mistaken, but I would most definitely recommend this to everyone. Fiction just got real, people! This is how life is (rough, raw, disturbing, intense, etc.), especially life in a Motorcycle Club (I guess).
I'm still trying to "reel it in" after the shock I got from the first sentence in the book. My facial expression was something like this:
And throughout the book:
Sweet Jesus mother Mary!!!! I knew I was going to give this a 5 star read in a nanosecond. Let me get this straight?! This book is written by a WOMAN??!! Damn, woman, I think I'm having a major girl crush on you. Please let me take a moment to say: "I LOVE YOU, Madeline Sheehan !!!!!!"
So... lets meet Eva:
Born, raised in a MC and constantly surrounded by bickers (lucky bitch :P )
And Eva around Deuce:
And there's Deuce:
I'm sorry, words fail me when it comes to him *SWOON*
And Deuce every time near Eva (LOL):
And here's their story:
Hahahaha... well, not quite. There's a lot of crazy , fuckwads bickers, bitches and whores, old men and old ladies, and one spoiled brat, Kami, Eva's bestie, and Kami's husband, Chase.
This book was out of sunshine and rainbows, but damn me if I didn't laugh my ass off. The way the bickers talk to each other, the dialogue between Deuce and Eva and I'm personally in love with Cox and Ripper. I have never read the F word so many times in a single book, but goddammit I loved every billionth time I read it. F**k hearts and flowers, I wanna be a bicker chick or a bicker's chick (defo the last one).
Did I mention this book is full of CRAZY?! Enter, Frankie:
I might be the same kind of crazy as he is, cause I loved him, too. ( I loved all the characters, all were so well written)
And more crazy... Hell's Horsemen + Silver Demon's + Deuce + Preacher = BATSHIT CRAZY
Undeniable was a breath of fresh air after so many billionaires and super-model men and the eternal falling in love in 3 days. It kind of was what happened to Deuce and Eva, but not really. Do I make any sense? No?! Then you need to read it. I have so many wonderful, amazing words to say about this outstanding book, but I don't want to ruin it. Here's when I fell hopelessly in love with Deuce and I think I will again and again, because I'm going to read this book till every fuckin' word is imprinted in my not-so-sane brain:
Deuce: "You respect women you little fuckin' shit. It was a fuckin' woman who carried you around in her fuckin' body, fuckin' birthed you and fuckin' loved you, and it's gonna be a woman who keeps you warm at night, who lets you inside her body and it's gonna be a woman who carries around your fuckin' children. You fuckin' respect that, you feel me? You fuckin' respect women, all of ‘em, or I will end you."
And my favorite part: Deuce - "Gonna make some boy happier than a pig in shit." ( a true poet, LMFAO)
ONE OF THE BEST BOOKS OUT THERE and it should be a MUST READ NOW and a MUST READ AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!!!!!! Madeline Sheehan, you freakin' rock
Best fucked up love story and I loved it
May 23, 2013
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This Review contains Minor Spoilers-none will hinder your reading experience.
-This review is for person 18 yrs and older. Reader discretion is advised.
5 STARS out of 5
Genre: Adult Romance
Undeniable had characters that came at me like a SHARK attacking it's prey undetected. Cunning Raw and Untouchable.
This is not your average love story.....
Eva met the love of her life at the age of five. He was twenty-three.
She is the daughter of a MC President. He is the son of a MC president.
She is a Silver Demon. He is a Hell's Horseman.
No, this is not a paranormal book .
MC stands for motorcycle club. Silver Demon and Hell's Horseman are the names of two rival gangs of criminals who go by their on set of rules.
You and me kid, we were fuckin’ born in the life, reared by the road and the wheel; it’s what we know and where we belong but that don’t mean it won’t take its toll. So you promise me, no matter what you see, no matter what sort of fucked up shit happens to you. Don’t let this life turn you bitter.”
~Deuce to Eva
Deuce and Eva
Eva meets the love of her life in a common yet unexpected place on the right day at the right time. FATE. They both have a connection it is in no way, shape or form sexual. It was more like kindred spirits connecting. Through out her life the years pass and they have run in's with one another.
When she is sixteen he no longer sees the skinny little girl she once was. He sees a girl becoming a woman. When Eva is eighteen he desires the woman he sees, he wants the woman he sees, he takes the woman that he sees.
'He saw the change in me, noticed it instantly. His nostrils flared and his eyes darkened with hunger. I knew this look. Deuce was hungry. I was food. I loved that look. It made me feel beautiful, powerful and utterly feminine. I sucked in air through my nose willing myself to stay put when I wanted nothing more than to run to him, strip him naked and fuck him blind.
~Eva's Inner Monologue
Nothing about their journey is easy, it is filled with pain, pleasure, lust betrayal, death, and unforeseen consequences. Some good, some bad.
In the end all they have is LOVE.
He filled with primal male satisfaction. She wanted him. Her, a fucking angel in a mess of demons, wanted him, one of the biggest fucking demons he knew. ~Deuce
Thoughts
I loved this book! It was ALPHA MALE HEAVEN! The author kept me on the edge of my seat the whole time. It was everything I needed and wanted in a book. It was raw, intense, edgy and emotional. I could tell the author was unafraid to take risk with her characters and push their limits. As a reader I LOVED that. I found the characters to be very well developed, we felt their emotions and understood their actions. Whether we liked them or not. I fell in love with a lot of the secondary characters too especially Cox and Kami.
CHARACTERS
Eva- I loved Eva even though I did not always agree with her decisions. She was fun fearless and played a dominant role in the life of plenty of ALPHA MALES. I loved her. Flaws and all. Period.
Kami- Was another character I absolutely loved she is Eva's best friend and was a hilarious ball of fire. Check her out in the scene I posted below
“Boys?” Kami swept her long blonde hair over her shoulder and cocked her hip.
“This is my last summer of freedom. My dad is a rich asshole who is making me marry another rich asshole. I have three months left before I become a proper little Jackie O and have to start fucking my staff just so I can get off. That being said, if you guys don’t mind sharing, I’ve got a whole lot to give.”
“I don’t,” Cox said quickly.
“Nope, me either,” Ripper said.
The Men
Deuce- RAW. All masculine all alpha no in between. If you are with him, what he says goes. Period. He was DELICIOUS I fell head over heels in love with his character. He messed up and I forgave him every damn time.
Frankie- UNTOUCHABLE. I coined him untouchable because the guy reminded me of a lion roaming the jungle like he owned it, knowing that no one would dare touch him. Eva could though.... He loved Eva and he was obsessive and possessive with her. She was like his anchor, she could tame his beast. Or could she???
Chase- CUNNING. The guy was manipulative. He was patient and knew when to strike to get what he wanted. He was also an asshole. BIG TIME.
I hated and empathized for both him and Frankie. Bravo to the author for bringing out those feelings in me.
Fave Lines said and unsaid
My mouth loved Deuce, my hands loved Deuce, my body loved Deuce. Loved, loved, loved, loved… I loved Deuce. Loved. ~Eva's Inner monologue
"Know I don't deserve nothin' as sweet as you," He whispered darkly as his hand dipped in between my legs.
"Anything a man's gotta steal to have he don't deserve."
“You didn't steal this,” I breathed, writhing against his hand.
"I gave it." ~Deuce and Eva
"My cash is legally earned," Chase stated. "Not a drop of blood on it." I glared at him.
"You're a lawyer Chase. There's blood all over you." ~Chase and Eva
"There you fuckin' are Eva. Gotta keep fuckin' you to remind you where you belong, I got no problem with it." ~Deuce
“Son, you are a fuckin’ moron. You wanna know what I see? I see a girl who isn’t just a girl but a fuckin’ prize and why the fuck she chose an asshole like you to give that fuckin’ prize to I haven’t a fuckin’ clue. Stupid if you ask me. ~Blue to Deuce, referring to Eva
My Ratings
Characters- I loved some I hated some
Writing Style- Excellent
Plot/Storyline- Suspenseful, Sexy, Raw and Intense
Steam Factor- High/Very Steamy
Overall- I loved it!!! Read it!
Now go forth and read then come tell us about it on Goodreads!
WARNING- This story spans over twenty years. The hero and the heroine
both have relations with other people. If you do not like your hero and heroine to be with other people than this book is NOT FOR YOU. This book also has two rape scenes though they are not graphic. If you cannot handle rape scenes then this book is NOT FOR YOU.
Undeniable
This Review contains Minor Spoilers-none will hinder your reading experience.
-This review is for person 18 yrs and older. Reader discretion is advised.
5 STARS out of 5
Genre: Adult Romance
Undeniable had characters that came at me like a SHARK attacking it's prey undetected. Cunning Raw and Untouchable.
This is not your average love story.....
Eva met the love of her life at the age of five. He was twenty-three.
She is the daughter of a MC President. He is the son of a MC president.
She is a Silver Demon. He is a Hell's Horseman.
No, this is not a paranormal book .
MC stands for motorcycle club. Silver Demon and Hell's Horseman are the names of two rival gangs of criminals who go by their on set of rules.
You and me kid, we were fuckin’ born in the life, reared by the road and the wheel; it’s what we know and where we belong but that don’t mean it won’t take its toll. So you promise me, no matter what you see, no matter what sort of fucked up shit happens to you. Don’t let this life turn you bitter.”
~Deuce to Eva
Deuce and Eva
Eva meets the love of her life in a common yet unexpected place on the right day at the right time. FATE. They both have a connection it is in no way, shape or form sexual. It was more like kindred spirits connecting. Through out her life the years pass and they have run in's with one another.
When she is sixteen he no longer sees the skinny little girl she once was. He sees a girl becoming a woman. When Eva is eighteen he desires the woman he sees, he wants the woman he sees, he takes the woman that he sees.
'He saw the change in me, noticed it instantly. His nostrils flared and his eyes darkened with hunger. I knew this look. Deuce was hungry. I was food. I loved that look. It made me feel beautiful, powerful and utterly feminine. I sucked in air through my nose willing myself to stay put when I wanted nothing more than to run to him, strip him naked and fuck him blind.
~Eva's Inner Monologue
Nothing about their journey is easy, it is filled with pain, pleasure, lust betrayal, death, and unforeseen consequences. Some good, some bad.
In the end all they have is LOVE.
He filled with primal male satisfaction. She wanted him. Her, a fucking angel in a mess of demons, wanted him, one of the biggest fucking demons he knew. ~Deuce
Thoughts
I loved this book! It was ALPHA MALE HEAVEN! The author kept me on the edge of my seat the whole time. It was everything I needed and wanted in a book. It was raw, intense, edgy and emotional. I could tell the author was unafraid to take risk with her characters and push their limits. As a reader I LOVED that. I found the characters to be very well developed, we felt their emotions and understood their actions. Whether we liked them or not. I fell in love with a lot of the secondary characters too especially Cox and Kami.
CHARACTERS
Eva- I loved Eva even though I did not always agree with her decisions. She was fun fearless and played a dominant role in the life of plenty of ALPHA MALES. I loved her. Flaws and all. Period.
Kami- Was another character I absolutely loved she is Eva's best friend and was a hilarious ball of fire. Check her out in the scene I posted below
“Boys?” Kami swept her long blonde hair over her shoulder and cocked her hip.
“This is my last summer of freedom. My dad is a rich asshole who is making me marry another rich asshole. I have three months left before I become a proper little Jackie O and have to start fucking my staff just so I can get off. That being said, if you guys don’t mind sharing, I’ve got a whole lot to give.”
“I don’t,” Cox said quickly.
“Nope, me either,” Ripper said.
The Men
Deuce- RAW. All masculine all alpha no in between. If you are with him, what he says goes. Period. He was DELICIOUS I fell head over heels in love with his character. He messed up and I forgave him every damn time.
Frankie- UNTOUCHABLE. I coined him untouchable because the guy reminded me of a lion roaming the jungle like he owned it, knowing that no one would dare touch him. Eva could though.... He loved Eva and he was obsessive and possessive with her. She was like his anchor, she could tame his beast. Or could she???
Chase- CUNNING. The guy was manipulative. He was patient and knew when to strike to get what he wanted. He was also an asshole. BIG TIME.
I hated and empathized for both him and Frankie. Bravo to the author for bringing out those feelings in me.
Fave Lines said and unsaid
My mouth loved Deuce, my hands loved Deuce, my body loved Deuce. Loved, loved, loved, loved… I loved Deuce. Loved. ~Eva's Inner monologue
"Know I don't deserve nothin' as sweet as you," He whispered darkly as his hand dipped in between my legs.
"Anything a man's gotta steal to have he don't deserve."
“You didn't steal this,” I breathed, writhing against his hand.
"I gave it." ~Deuce and Eva
"My cash is legally earned," Chase stated. "Not a drop of blood on it." I glared at him.
"You're a lawyer Chase. There's blood all over you." ~Chase and Eva
"There you fuckin' are Eva. Gotta keep fuckin' you to remind you where you belong, I got no problem with it." ~Deuce
“Son, you are a fuckin’ moron. You wanna know what I see? I see a girl who isn’t just a girl but a fuckin’ prize and why the fuck she chose an asshole like you to give that fuckin’ prize to I haven’t a fuckin’ clue. Stupid if you ask me. ~Blue to Deuce, referring to Eva
My Ratings
Characters- I loved some I hated some
Writing Style- Excellent
Plot/Storyline- Suspenseful, Sexy, Raw and Intense
Steam Factor- High/Very Steamy
Overall- I loved it!!! Read it!
Now go forth and read then come tell us about it on Goodreads!
WARNING- This story spans over twenty years. The hero and the heroine
both have relations with other people. If you do not like your hero and heroine to be with other people than this book is NOT FOR YOU. This book also has two rape scenes though they are not graphic. If you cannot handle rape scenes then this book is NOT FOR YOU.
Undeniable
February 25, 2013
Yesterday was just another ordinary day.
There I was looking for my next read.
As I was scanning my tbr pile, I stumbled across this one and thought:
So I decided to embark on another motorcycle dude story.
Everything started beautifully. The first couple of chapters were absolutely captivating and about the reviews I read I thought:
Unfortunately that's when:
Ok, let's take a moment here and discuss theidiotsmain characters in the book.
Deuce.
I'm sorry man, but when you want, crave, lust, love or whatever the f*ck you do a woman:
1. You do not try to trap her in a cage she desperately wants out.
2. You do not f*ck some other slut just to prove a point.
3. You do not treat her like a piece of furniture, just because deep down you wish you had even a tiny bit of the vitality and innocence she had before it all went to hell.
4. You do not wait for 12 years to realize that for her you are the world.
5. And finally, you never f*cking let her go to begin with.
Eva.
I don't even know where to begin.
I didn't know if I should ask myself:
Or:
I mean seriously. The girl started out perfectly. Everything, from her state of mind, character, attitude towards others and personality, was very straightforward and to the point. Afterwards, everything just crumbled.Collapsed.Debris.
An amount of extremely bad, irresponsible, moronic decisions.
Choosing to be with a man who is a pure psychopath, who actually forced himself on her for Christ's sake, willingly walking into a life she swore to stay out of, accepting later on the man she loves betraying her again and again and for what? To finally realize one day that he had something beautiful and threw it away??
Don't you worry, Eva. Mentally, I did.
And finally my personal favorite. Frankie.
Oh that boy is a true masterpiece.
ONE???
Thank you Voldemort, I appreciate your services.
However to be fair..
This is a love story. But certainly not a conventional one, and it should never be considered as such.
There I was looking for my next read.
As I was scanning my tbr pile, I stumbled across this one and thought:
So I decided to embark on another motorcycle dude story.
Everything started beautifully. The first couple of chapters were absolutely captivating and about the reviews I read I thought:
Unfortunately that's when:
Ok, let's take a moment here and discuss the
Deuce.
I'm sorry man, but when you want, crave, lust, love or whatever the f*ck you do a woman:
1. You do not try to trap her in a cage she desperately wants out.
2. You do not f*ck some other slut just to prove a point.
3. You do not treat her like a piece of furniture, just because deep down you wish you had even a tiny bit of the vitality and innocence she had before it all went to hell.
4. You do not wait for 12 years to realize that for her you are the world.
5. And finally, you never f*cking let her go to begin with.
Eva.
I don't even know where to begin.
I didn't know if I should ask myself:
Or:
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I mean seriously. The girl started out perfectly. Everything, from her state of mind, character, attitude towards others and personality, was very straightforward and to the point. Afterwards, everything just crumbled.Collapsed.Debris.
An amount of extremely bad, irresponsible, moronic decisions.
Choosing to be with a man who is a pure psychopath, who actually forced himself on her for Christ's sake, willingly walking into a life she swore to stay out of, accepting later on the man she loves betraying her again and again and for what? To finally realize one day that he had something beautiful and threw it away??
Don't you worry, Eva. Mentally, I did.
And finally my personal favorite. Frankie.
Oh that boy is a true masterpiece.
ONE???
Thank you Voldemort, I appreciate your services.
However to be fair..
"Never forget the day she came bouncin' into my fucked up life, shakin' pigtails, singin' Janis, wearin’ chucks and sharin' peanuts and straight up stole any
decency I had left which wasn't a whole lot but she fuckin' took it and I've been hers ever since."
This is a love story. But certainly not a conventional one, and it should never be considered as such.
The rest is f*cking history.
February 18, 2021
5 stars
One word can describe how this book was... Intense. Seriously intense. There were moments that I hated some of the characters and their actions... (Especially Deuce, I had the ultimate love/hate relationship with him). But there was something about this book that was addifctingand that I completely loved. It’s raw, gritty, definitely not a ‘safe’ read, but if you’re looking for an unconventional MC romance, I can’t recommend this enough. It’s an unforgettable read.
It wasn’t easy.
Nothing worth doing ever is.
And love is worth everything.
One word can describe how this book was... Intense. Seriously intense. There were moments that I hated some of the characters and their actions... (Especially Deuce, I had the ultimate love/hate relationship with him). But there was something about this book that was addifctingand that I completely loved. It’s raw, gritty, definitely not a ‘safe’ read, but if you’re looking for an unconventional MC romance, I can’t recommend this enough. It’s an unforgettable read.
Audio book source: Audible (purchased) reread
Story Rating: 5 stars
Narrators: Tatiana Sokolov
Narration Rating: 4.5 stars
Genre: Contemporary Romance (MC, Age gap)
Length:
January 30, 2022
0 stars
Every character in this is a walking STD Everyone is married yet they’re all cheating on each other, with each other. Who in their right mind would even write characters this disgusting?
The heroine, the hero, and all the side characters are musty in every possible way.
The heroine is pregnant and doesn’t know who the father is…it’s between 3 guys including the hero. On top of that, her OB informed her to stop having sex because she has a high risk pregnancy. How does the hero react to that news? Oh by fucking his old side piece while his pregnant girlfriend is struggling to make it through her pregnant 😭🤪
When the hero's kids call him out for neglecting the heroine, he reacts by saying this
THE “BITCH” JUST MAKES THIS EVEN WORSE DOESNT IT. And actually all the men in this book call every fucking woman a “bitch” and it fucking pissed me off.
Then the heroine…this girl has serious problems. She’s the biggest doormat I’ve ever read in my life. She allows men to use her for sexual gain and what does she do…SHE LOVES THEM AND/OR LIKES IT!?!??! Straight up her stepbrother raped her because she wouldn’t "give it up” and then she has the fucking audacity to defend him and say she loves him later on!!
She even at one point goes, "I hoped in death Frankie found the peace he never could find in life." Sweetie, really hate to break it to you, but there's no peace in hell for your rapist, murderous ex-boyfriend/step bro
This isn’t even her being in an abusive relationship, no the girl ACTUALLY loves him. Then, to keep him out of prison, she starts fucking this lawyer after he blackmails her. Not to mention, THE LAWYER IS HER BEST FRIEND’S HUSBAND. Mind you, the best friend hates her husband and she was forced to marry him but I’m like ????? That’s still not okay
The hero and heroine met when the heroine was 5…and the hero was TWENTY FUCKING THREE. Yep. 23. They seen each other every few years and he finally kissed her and touched her when she was 16. This man was 34 🤮🤮🤮🤢🤢🤢🤢
The heroine acts like she won’t be changing the heroes adult diapers very shortly
I didn't mention the MCs names in this because well...who the hell cares. But I have to mention that the hero's name is Deuce (pronounced: doos) which LITERALLY is another way of saying 'taking a shit'. Definitely in the top 3 worst hero names I've read.
God, the writing is also atrocious. I mean it’s one thing for everything about the characters and plot, to be horrible, but for the writing to feel like some subpar MC Wattpad book is another breed. The smut is also poorly written and fades to black 99% of the time. The author could have at least give me something to work with here.
At some point in my rants, I’ll mention “ohhh maybe I’m being dramatic and picky” but with this…I’m in no way being dramatic. This book is truly horrible and definitely the worst book I’ve ever read up until this point.
With that, Tanaz, baby girl, you know I love you, but you’ll be hearing from my lawyer shortly. I’m suing you for the emotional trauma you’ve put me through ❤️
Every character in this is a walking STD Everyone is married yet they’re all cheating on each other, with each other. Who in their right mind would even write characters this disgusting?
The heroine, the hero, and all the side characters are musty in every possible way.
The heroine is pregnant and doesn’t know who the father is…it’s between 3 guys including the hero. On top of that, her OB informed her to stop having sex because she has a high risk pregnancy. How does the hero react to that news? Oh by fucking his old side piece while his pregnant girlfriend is struggling to make it through her pregnant 😭🤪
He hadn’t been home in four days and he was itching to touch her. He couldn’t fuck her, something about the baby, but he’d been solving that problem, usually with Miranda…
When the hero's kids call him out for neglecting the heroine, he reacts by saying this
“Shoulda never fuckin' laid a hand on you," He spat.
My heart seized. "What?" I whispered.
“You heard me bitch. I wish I never fuckin' touched you. Never fuckin' met you. You've done nothin' but fuck with my life.”
THE “BITCH” JUST MAKES THIS EVEN WORSE DOESNT IT. And actually all the men in this book call every fucking woman a “bitch” and it fucking pissed me off.
Then the heroine…this girl has serious problems. She’s the biggest doormat I’ve ever read in my life. She allows men to use her for sexual gain and what does she do…SHE LOVES THEM AND/OR LIKES IT!?!??! Straight up her stepbrother raped her because she wouldn’t "give it up” and then she has the fucking audacity to defend him and say she loves him later on!!
She even at one point goes, "I hoped in death Frankie found the peace he never could find in life." Sweetie, really hate to break it to you, but there's no peace in hell for your rapist, murderous ex-boyfriend/step bro
This isn’t even her being in an abusive relationship, no the girl ACTUALLY loves him. Then, to keep him out of prison, she starts fucking this lawyer after he blackmails her. Not to mention, THE LAWYER IS HER BEST FRIEND’S HUSBAND. Mind you, the best friend hates her husband and she was forced to marry him but I’m like ????? That’s still not okay
The hero and heroine met when the heroine was 5…and the hero was TWENTY FUCKING THREE. Yep. 23. They seen each other every few years and he finally kissed her and touched her when she was 16. This man was 34 🤮🤮🤮🤢🤢🤢🤢
The heroine acts like she won’t be changing the heroes adult diapers very shortly
I didn't mention the MCs names in this because well...who the hell cares. But I have to mention that the hero's name is Deuce (pronounced: doos) which LITERALLY is another way of saying 'taking a shit'. Definitely in the top 3 worst hero names I've read.
God, the writing is also atrocious. I mean it’s one thing for everything about the characters and plot, to be horrible, but for the writing to feel like some subpar MC Wattpad book is another breed. The smut is also poorly written and fades to black 99% of the time. The author could have at least give me something to work with here.
At some point in my rants, I’ll mention “ohhh maybe I’m being dramatic and picky” but with this…I’m in no way being dramatic. This book is truly horrible and definitely the worst book I’ve ever read up until this point.
With that, Tanaz, baby girl, you know I love you, but you’ll be hearing from my lawyer shortly. I’m suing you for the emotional trauma you’ve put me through ❤️
November 27, 2012
WARNING: This review contains explicit cursing, swearing, ranting and raving. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.
OH. MY. GOD. OH MY. GOD. OH MY GOD. 3 times doesn't even begin to cover what I experienced while reading this book. I doubt OH MY GOD even 10 times could cover it.
This was one of the Most Repulsive, Disgusting, Nastiest, Repugnant, Sickening, Revolting, Obnoxious, Hellish, Despicable, Horrid, Vile stories I've ever read and I was hooked from the very beginning.
PROLOGUE: Mark Twain said, “The two most important days in your life is the day you were born and the day you find out why”
I don't remember the day I was born but I remember the day I found out why.
His name was Deuce.
He was my “why”.
And this is our story.
It is not a pretty one.
Some parts of it are downright ugly.
But it’s ours.
And because I believe everything happens for a reason, I wouldn't change a thing.
And then came the part where they meet for the very first time.....
I was five years old when I met Deuce, he was twenty-three, and it was visiting day at Riker's Island.
ADDICTIVE, ENSLAVING.....Eva and Deuce's first meeting was one of the sweetest things I've ever read....Ah...Deuce.....there are no words to describe him, no words enough to explain what he was, is.....OH NO Wait! HERE they are: Jerk, asshole, jackass, beast, boor, cad, dirtbag, swine, vermin, barbarian, brute, lowlife, rascal, rogue, scoundrel, blockhead, imbecile, insolent, arrogant, condescending, mean, hurtful, egotistical....did I cover everything?
I HATED him. Sometimes I wanted to go inside the book and shake him so hard and kick him so hard.....People if you're looking for The Jerk of the Romance World...well then look no further, search no more because he's right here.....Deuce.
Deuce, here's something for ya
Eva....what is left to be said about a woman who falls in love with a man who couldn't stop cheating on her and hurting her every damn time they were together, marries a man who is a deranged psychopath with his hands dipped in blood up to his elbows and then sleeps and does 'unspeakable' things with another man to get her demented husband out of the jail house.
Seriously, Eva?
And this is Eva and Deuce's Crazy, Messed Up, Insane, Grotesque, Wild, Astounding, Confounding LOVE STORY. Or is it?
Reading this book was like going on a Wild, crazy roller coaster ride without the safety bar on....you never knew when you might be jerked and thrown out of your seat, whether you would land safely or crash and burn .....it was one helluva of a ride and I don't ever want to be on it again and I want to experience it one more time...and one more time...and one more time....
Was there anything that the author left out?......lemme see....this book has criminals, psychopaths, rapists, cheaters, more criminals, murderers, liars, manipulative jerks, prostitutes, criminals, and then some jealousy, envy, hatred, enmity, lust, lies, betrayals, craziness, obsession, addiction, and twisted, crazy LOVE.
The first rape scene I came across I was like
.....
I couldn't believe what I was reading....how can a person who claims to love her so much do that?....but in a strange, perverted way it made perfect sense...how can a person who is sooooo obsessed with her that if another man even looks at her goes crazy not hurt her?....he is bound to....
Then if I hated it so much what was it that made me go on? It was moments like these:
They'd spent only moments together. Here and there, some good, most painful. It didn't make any sense. They didn't make any sense. He should have let her go a long time ago. But he couldn't. And he still couldn't. Because he didn't want to. Because he fucking loved her.
Eva knew what a jerk he was....had seen his assholiness....but for her he was "The most beautiful man I’d ever seen and still the biggest asshole I'd ever met. And I loved him still. That had never changed."
Her feelings for him kinda reminded me of Adele's 'Set Fire To The Rain'.
I let it fall, my heart
And as it fell, you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me
My hands, they're strong
But my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet
But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew
All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true
And the games you play, you would always win, always win
But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cry
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name.
Deuce to Eva: "Fuckin' listen Eva and listen good. Words are shit and I ain't good with them anyway. So here’s the fuckin’ truth for you, straight up, I'm forty eight years old, gonna be forty nine all too soon and I damn well know a good thing when I see it and babe all I’ve ever been able to fuckin' see is you. Not many chances a man has in his lifetime to do right, to earn the love of a good woman, and to get a taste of true freedom. And babe, for me, you're all fuckin' three. Have been for a good while now. Whatever this shit is between us it’s always been there and it’s always gonna be there. I’m shit-fuckin’-tired tryin’ to ignore it. I’ll try to do right by you Eva, you’d be the first, but I’ll fuckin’ try my damndest. And baby, true freedom is the open road, the wind on your face and a good woman on the back of your bike holdin’ you tight like you’re her reason for breathin’ because she sure as fuck is yours.”
But sadly despite his claims that he was no good with words and that he would do right by her he turned out wrong on both counts. Wish it had been the other way round.
Like one wise biker rightly put it: “Son, you are a fuckin’ moron. You wanna know what I see? I see a girl who isn’t just a girl but a fuckin’ prize and why the fuck she chose an asshole like you to give that fuckin’ prize to I haven’t a fuckin’ clue. Stupid if you ask me. But you’re throwin’ it all away cuz you can’t stop fuckin’ whores and cuz you’re refusing to give her a piece of the club. Not a lot to ask if you ask me but since you ain’t askin’ I’ll shut the fuck up and let you be a fuckin’ moron.”
This deserves some serious
But these following lines...these made me realize that yes, no matter how much he messed up and screwed up his relationship with her he did love her....what a time to realize it:
He had been beaten within an inch of his life.
He had been strangled, stabbed and shot.
He had shot, stabbed, strangled, beaten and killed.
He'd been hurt, scared, mad, angry as fuck and homicidally inclined.
Fuck, he had been so fucking pissed off he'd had his old man killed. His own flesh and blood.
But never, NEVER, had he felt like this.
There wasn't a name powerful enough to describe what he was feeling, to convey what was happening inside of him. It was beyond words, surpassed all emotions.
It was living death.- when she being raped and he was helpless to save her.
In the end as in all love stories everyone lived happily ever after....but the whole thing had left me reeling and I haven't been able to find my balance even now...
He stuck out his hand.
"Name's Deuce sweetheart. My old man here is Reaper. It was nice talkin' with ya."
She put her tiny hand in his and he squeezed.
"Eva," She whispered. "That's my name and it was so, so great to meet you too."
He smiled.
She smiled.
The rest is fuckin’ history
God, How I hated reading this book....but fine I admit it I loved it...the messed up love story of two messed up people...I loved it.
P.S.: The 1 missing star is for the fact that this isn't the kind of story that I want to read about...it isn't the kind of story which leaves you feeling happy and contended....it isn't the kind to make you go dreamy....but you'll love and hate it anyway.....not the author's fault......and it is strictly for people who can take the raw, crude, mean, vulgar side of life unabashedly and all the nitty gritties that comes with it.
I still feel like saying
OH. MY. GOD. OH MY. GOD. OH MY GOD. 3 times doesn't even begin to cover what I experienced while reading this book. I doubt OH MY GOD even 10 times could cover it.
This was one of the Most Repulsive, Disgusting, Nastiest, Repugnant, Sickening, Revolting, Obnoxious, Hellish, Despicable, Horrid, Vile stories I've ever read and I was hooked from the very beginning.
PROLOGUE: Mark Twain said, “The two most important days in your life is the day you were born and the day you find out why”
I don't remember the day I was born but I remember the day I found out why.
His name was Deuce.
He was my “why”.
And this is our story.
It is not a pretty one.
Some parts of it are downright ugly.
But it’s ours.
And because I believe everything happens for a reason, I wouldn't change a thing.
And then came the part where they meet for the very first time.....
I was five years old when I met Deuce, he was twenty-three, and it was visiting day at Riker's Island.
ADDICTIVE, ENSLAVING.....Eva and Deuce's first meeting was one of the sweetest things I've ever read....Ah...Deuce.....there are no words to describe him, no words enough to explain what he was, is.....OH NO Wait! HERE they are: Jerk, asshole, jackass, beast, boor, cad, dirtbag, swine, vermin, barbarian, brute, lowlife, rascal, rogue, scoundrel, blockhead, imbecile, insolent, arrogant, condescending, mean, hurtful, egotistical....did I cover everything?
I HATED him. Sometimes I wanted to go inside the book and shake him so hard and kick him so hard.....People if you're looking for The Jerk of the Romance World...well then look no further, search no more because he's right here.....Deuce.
Deuce, here's something for ya
Eva....what is left to be said about a woman who falls in love with a man who couldn't stop cheating on her and hurting her every damn time they were together, marries a man who is a deranged psychopath with his hands dipped in blood up to his elbows and then sleeps and does 'unspeakable' things with another man to get her demented husband out of the jail house.
Seriously, Eva?
And this is Eva and Deuce's Crazy, Messed Up, Insane, Grotesque, Wild, Astounding, Confounding LOVE STORY. Or is it?
Reading this book was like going on a Wild, crazy roller coaster ride without the safety bar on....you never knew when you might be jerked and thrown out of your seat, whether you would land safely or crash and burn .....it was one helluva of a ride and I don't ever want to be on it again and I want to experience it one more time...and one more time...and one more time....
Was there anything that the author left out?......lemme see....this book has criminals, psychopaths, rapists, cheaters, more criminals, murderers, liars, manipulative jerks, prostitutes, criminals, and then some jealousy, envy, hatred, enmity, lust, lies, betrayals, craziness, obsession, addiction, and twisted, crazy LOVE.
The first rape scene I came across I was like
.....I couldn't believe what I was reading....how can a person who claims to love her so much do that?....but in a strange, perverted way it made perfect sense...how can a person who is sooooo obsessed with her that if another man even looks at her goes crazy not hurt her?....he is bound to....
Then if I hated it so much what was it that made me go on? It was moments like these:
They'd spent only moments together. Here and there, some good, most painful. It didn't make any sense. They didn't make any sense. He should have let her go a long time ago. But he couldn't. And he still couldn't. Because he didn't want to. Because he fucking loved her.
Eva knew what a jerk he was....had seen his assholiness....but for her he was "The most beautiful man I’d ever seen and still the biggest asshole I'd ever met. And I loved him still. That had never changed."
Her feelings for him kinda reminded me of Adele's 'Set Fire To The Rain'.
I let it fall, my heart
And as it fell, you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me
My hands, they're strong
But my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet
But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew
All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true
And the games you play, you would always win, always win
But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cry
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name.
Deuce to Eva: "Fuckin' listen Eva and listen good. Words are shit and I ain't good with them anyway. So here’s the fuckin’ truth for you, straight up, I'm forty eight years old, gonna be forty nine all too soon and I damn well know a good thing when I see it and babe all I’ve ever been able to fuckin' see is you. Not many chances a man has in his lifetime to do right, to earn the love of a good woman, and to get a taste of true freedom. And babe, for me, you're all fuckin' three. Have been for a good while now. Whatever this shit is between us it’s always been there and it’s always gonna be there. I’m shit-fuckin’-tired tryin’ to ignore it. I’ll try to do right by you Eva, you’d be the first, but I’ll fuckin’ try my damndest. And baby, true freedom is the open road, the wind on your face and a good woman on the back of your bike holdin’ you tight like you’re her reason for breathin’ because she sure as fuck is yours.”
But sadly despite his claims that he was no good with words and that he would do right by her he turned out wrong on both counts. Wish it had been the other way round.
Like one wise biker rightly put it: “Son, you are a fuckin’ moron. You wanna know what I see? I see a girl who isn’t just a girl but a fuckin’ prize and why the fuck she chose an asshole like you to give that fuckin’ prize to I haven’t a fuckin’ clue. Stupid if you ask me. But you’re throwin’ it all away cuz you can’t stop fuckin’ whores and cuz you’re refusing to give her a piece of the club. Not a lot to ask if you ask me but since you ain’t askin’ I’ll shut the fuck up and let you be a fuckin’ moron.”
This deserves some serious
But these following lines...these made me realize that yes, no matter how much he messed up and screwed up his relationship with her he did love her....what a time to realize it:
He had been beaten within an inch of his life.
He had been strangled, stabbed and shot.
He had shot, stabbed, strangled, beaten and killed.
He'd been hurt, scared, mad, angry as fuck and homicidally inclined.
Fuck, he had been so fucking pissed off he'd had his old man killed. His own flesh and blood.
But never, NEVER, had he felt like this.
There wasn't a name powerful enough to describe what he was feeling, to convey what was happening inside of him. It was beyond words, surpassed all emotions.
It was living death.- when she being raped and he was helpless to save her.
In the end as in all love stories everyone lived happily ever after....but the whole thing had left me reeling and I haven't been able to find my balance even now...
He stuck out his hand.
"Name's Deuce sweetheart. My old man here is Reaper. It was nice talkin' with ya."
She put her tiny hand in his and he squeezed.
"Eva," She whispered. "That's my name and it was so, so great to meet you too."
He smiled.
She smiled.
The rest is fuckin’ history
God, How I hated reading this book....but fine I admit it I loved it...the messed up love story of two messed up people...I loved it.
P.S.: The 1 missing star is for the fact that this isn't the kind of story that I want to read about...it isn't the kind of story which leaves you feeling happy and contended....it isn't the kind to make you go dreamy....but you'll love and hate it anyway.....not the author's fault......and it is strictly for people who can take the raw, crude, mean, vulgar side of life unabashedly and all the nitty gritties that comes with it.
I still feel like saying
January 5, 2013
THIS STORY WAS CRAZY, MESSED UP AND A LITTLE
BUT I LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF IT!!! (well, almost every minute...)
Undeniable is one hell of a ride that, at times, left me shocked, repulsed, enthralled and fascinated all at once. It was both really beautiful and extremely ugly and raw at the same time. At times I loved it, other times I hated it. All I can say is that the story managed to grasp my attention from the very first page until the very last one... It left me speechless and I don't think I will ever forget it, EVER.
Undeniable is the story of Eva and Deuce, it's not a pretty story, nor is it a happy one but it is THEIR story and to Eva and Deuce that is ALL that matters.
It didn't happen overnight, and it wasn't easy.
Nothing worth doing ever is.
And love is worth everything.
Prologue
Mark Twain said,"The two most important days in your life is the day you were born and the day you find out why."
I don't remember the day I was born, but I remember the day I found out why.
His name was Deuce.
He was my "why."
And this is our story.
It is not a pretty one.
Some parts of it are downright ugly.
But it's ours.
And because I believe everything happens for a reason, I wouldn't change a thing."
~ Eva
The Story
When Eva and Deuce first meet; she is five years old, he's twenty three. She's the sweet innocent princess of her father's infamous motorcycle club the Silver Demons, he's the sexy bad ass biker of their rival motorcycle club the Hell's Horsemen.
They meet by coincidence while they're both visiting their fathers in the same prison. It was faith that brought them together but as Angel Flonis Hareta said: "There will always be a reason why you meet people. Either you need them to change your life or you're the one that will change theirs."
Eva and Deuce did change each others lives, for better or for worse. From the moment they first meet, Eva was already enchanted by the "charming" biker boy.
Deuce got to his feet grinning and gave me a two-finger salute. "Bye, darlin'."
Darlin'.
It was official. I was head over heels in love.
Deuce, himself was impressed with the little girl too, impressed by her innocence and sweetness and he never managed to get her out of his head ever since...
"Never forget the day she came bouncin' into my fucked-up life, shakin' pigtails, singin' Janis, wearin' Chucks, sharin' peanuts, and straight up stole any decency I had left - which wasn't a whole lot - but she fuckin' took it, and I've been hers ever since."
After that first meeting they don't see each other for several years, but when they meet each other again, the instant connection between them is back. And the fire that sparks between them lights up more and more each time they meet.
There it is, darlin'," he said softly, his lips curving slowly in a sexy grin. "Nothin' like seein' a pretty girl gettin' all fired up. Back of the bike is comin' for ya and soon, too. 'Cause, baby, the way you're lookin' at me is tellin' me you want it. And you want it bad."
Their encounters are filled with love and passion but every single time there is a reason for their meetings to be accompanied by hurt, hatred and betrayal. Not only do other people try to tear them apart, sometimes they tear each other apart as well... Eva learns that Deuce isn't as perfect as she always imagined him to be. Even when they finally can be together, Those scenes made me really mad and I kept thinking: "Why the hell is he so stupid?? If he does that one more time..."
"How could a man be so perfect for me and yet so wrong for me all at the same time?"
I often wondered myself that same question about the two of them while reading this story... But in the end they really did love each other and somehow, as crazy as their love for each other was, it all made perfect sense for them to be together...
"Hey," I said softly and cupped his cheeck.
"Yeah?"
"What about your dream?"
His face went dimples. "I'm lookin' at it, darlin"."
Oh. Crap. My heart felt near bursting. I was absolutely done for. This man owned me, body and soul, and everything in between.
"And baby, true freedom is the open road, the wind on your face, and a good woman on the back of your bike, holdin' you tight like you're her reason for breathin', because she sure as fuck is yours."
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Granted, this story was so messed up sometimes, it made me mad and frustrated as hell; but in the end I really loved reading about this crazy-ass couple and their unconditional love for each other... Thinking about everything they've been through and how they still managed to end up the way they did, even brings a tear to my eyes...
So, for everyone who hasn't read this incredible story yet, I would say: prepare yourself for a CRAZY, WILD ride with a lot of swearing, explicit content and some pretty awful, tear-your-heart-out scenes (that involve cheating and raping). This story might not be for everyone but still, I would advice you to read it and find out for yourself...
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Epilogue
"Name's Deuce, sweetheart. My old man here is Reaper. It was nice talkin' with ya."
She put her tiny hand in his, and he squeezed.
"Eva," she whispered. "That's my name, and it was so, so great to meet you, too."
He smiled.
She smiled.
The rest is fucking history.
****
Favorite quotes
"You and me kid, we were fuckin' born in the life, reared by the road and the wheel; it's what we know and where we belong, but that don't mean it won't take its toll. So, you promise me, no matter what you see, no matter what sort of fucked up shit happens to you, don't let this life turn you bitter."
**
"You didn't steel this," I breathed, writhing against his hand. "I gave it." His blue eyes glitterd with amusement.
"Naïve, darlin'," he murmured. "I stole you a long time ago. Round the time you fuckin' stole me." Fuckin' stole me. He just said that. He really, really, said that.
"I love you," I breathed into his mouth, overcome by sheer sensation and the larger than life force that was Deuce."
****
4.5 BEAUTIFULLY MESSED UP STARS
February 5, 2015
5 stars – Contemporary Romance
This is a total train wreck (or horrific motorcycle accident), but it’s also wildly, chocolate coated crack addictive! It has a somewhat Kristen Ashley vibe but ramped up about 500% in the crazy department. Seriously, the characters in this story make the people on Jerry Springer seem tame and normal.
It’s no holds barred rough, raw, crude, brutal, and violent with crazy characters, cheating galore, a hero who gives new meaning and an A+ distinction to uber A+lpha and A+sshat, and a heroine who makes ridiculously, repeatedly stupid choices. I wanted to smack them both silly several times. These people should be on posters for STD screening.
Yet despite all the vulgarity and wacky chaos, I was absolutely absorbed from beginning to end and exhaustively entertained. And even though the H/h drove me batty with all their insane drama, I was still captivated and rooting for their HEA. Perhaps I shouldn’t have enjoyed this so much, but surprisingly, shamelessly, I did.
This is a total train wreck (or horrific motorcycle accident), but it’s also wildly, chocolate coated crack addictive! It has a somewhat Kristen Ashley vibe but ramped up about 500% in the crazy department. Seriously, the characters in this story make the people on Jerry Springer seem tame and normal.
It’s no holds barred rough, raw, crude, brutal, and violent with crazy characters, cheating galore, a hero who gives new meaning and an A+ distinction to uber A+lpha and A+sshat, and a heroine who makes ridiculously, repeatedly stupid choices. I wanted to smack them both silly several times. These people should be on posters for STD screening.
Yet despite all the vulgarity and wacky chaos, I was absolutely absorbed from beginning to end and exhaustively entertained. And even though the H/h drove me batty with all their insane drama, I was still captivated and rooting for their HEA. Perhaps I shouldn’t have enjoyed this so much, but surprisingly, shamelessly, I did.
February 27, 2017
Ok, so this book wasn't my favorite.i didn't like the way everyone was talking. i don't mind few "Fuck you, cunt and bitch" every now and then but Undeniable was just TOO MUCH FOR ME. it was super cute when it started, Then went straight down to hell*for me at least*, well i guess you win some you lose some, on to the next one.
November 6, 2022
4 Back of A Bike is Comin’ For Ya Stars ⭐
After reading this book you would understand why it sets the benchmark for MC romances and how it would divide a reading community. Full of triggers and so many gut-wrenching moments, Undeniable is exactly what you should expect from a gritty romance.
“I’m gonna be the club queen ’cause I’m gonna marry the biggest, scariest biker in the whole world, and he’s gonna let me do whatever I want because he’s gonna love me like crazy.”
Toxic love is the foundation for Deuce and Eva's epic relationship. From a young girl smitten with a much older biker of a rival club, it is years of forbidden interludes that carves them into everything they never wanted to be.
You know from their very first, sweetest meeting ever, that this book is going to hurt. They were never meant for the other. But a jaded Deuce recognizes the goodness in Eva, and initially it’s an innocent friendship that spans years; until it isn't. And not even bullet wounds will get Deuce to do the right thing.
Every single one of those men went liquid. She wasn’t just another biker brat; she was the biker brat. The glue that held these men together. Eva Fox was the princess of the Silver Demons MC.
I read this many years ago and I'm impressed that it's withstood the test of time. Before a time when authors second guessed everything they wrote to not offend. This story contains a taboo beginning, cheating, messed up MC members, and too many fuck ups to know that it all matters. It's not meant to be a glossed over, it's meant to be the ugly truth.
Instinctively you recognize that through all the trials and tribulations Eva is the only woman for Deuce. He may be the Prez with prehistoric tendencies, but he underestimated his girl. Unfortunately, it will take him years to realize that the road to forgiveness is long. Read the entire book before you judge because you’ll be pissed from the very beginning!!
After reading this book you would understand why it sets the benchmark for MC romances and how it would divide a reading community. Full of triggers and so many gut-wrenching moments, Undeniable is exactly what you should expect from a gritty romance.
“I’m gonna be the club queen ’cause I’m gonna marry the biggest, scariest biker in the whole world, and he’s gonna let me do whatever I want because he’s gonna love me like crazy.”
Toxic love is the foundation for Deuce and Eva's epic relationship. From a young girl smitten with a much older biker of a rival club, it is years of forbidden interludes that carves them into everything they never wanted to be.
You know from their very first, sweetest meeting ever, that this book is going to hurt. They were never meant for the other. But a jaded Deuce recognizes the goodness in Eva, and initially it’s an innocent friendship that spans years; until it isn't. And not even bullet wounds will get Deuce to do the right thing.
Every single one of those men went liquid. She wasn’t just another biker brat; she was the biker brat. The glue that held these men together. Eva Fox was the princess of the Silver Demons MC.
I read this many years ago and I'm impressed that it's withstood the test of time. Before a time when authors second guessed everything they wrote to not offend. This story contains a taboo beginning, cheating, messed up MC members, and too many fuck ups to know that it all matters. It's not meant to be a glossed over, it's meant to be the ugly truth.
Instinctively you recognize that through all the trials and tribulations Eva is the only woman for Deuce. He may be the Prez with prehistoric tendencies, but he underestimated his girl. Unfortunately, it will take him years to realize that the road to forgiveness is long. Read the entire book before you judge because you’ll be pissed from the very beginning!!
October 26, 2012
***50,000 PLUS STARS***
***May Contain Spoilers b/c Bitch I just can't help myself***
This book has the best fucking prologue ever. It let's you know that this is not your typical love story. This is something way more. Something only Deuce and Eva could handle.
Mark Twain said, "The two most important days in your life is the day you were born and the day you find out why"
I don't remember the day I was born but I remember the day I found out why.
His name is Deuce.
He was me "why".
And this is our story.
It is not a pretty one.
Some parts of it are downright ugly.
But it's ours.
And because I believe everything happens for a reason, I wouldn't change a thing.
After reading that I was like "Buckle up bitch. This is going to be a hard fuckin bumpy ride". And boy is it ever.
There is about an 18-19 year age gap between the H/h and at first I was a little creeped out by it but after a while I didn't care. You knew right off the bat that it fit perfectly with the story and I wouldn't have it any other way.
And I know now that if you give peanuts to a hot biker, they will fall in love with you. So from now on I will be attending biker rallies with a shit load of peanuts to pass out. Just sayin'
I'm not going to go into detail about the characters or into the story because it is something that you have to experience and find out on your own. Trust me.
One thing though...Deuce is Tack on Crack. For Fuckin' Reals!!
Here are a few of my favorite parts/lines/scenes:
*There are three different types of men in this world. There are weak men; men who run and hide when life slaps them in the ass. then there are men; men who have a backbone yet occasionally, when life slaps them in the ass, will rely on others. And then there are real men; men who don't cry or complain, who don't just have a backbone, they are the backbone. Men who make their own decisions and live with the consequences, who accept responsibility or their actions or words. Men who, when life slaps them in the ass, slap back and move on. Men who live hard and die even harder.
(True)
*He didn't answer, just walked up to the first little shit and kicked him in the face then moved onto the next.
(I was OH DAMN!!!! OH FUCK!!! Kick their ass Deuce!!)
*"You respect women you little fuckin' shit. It was a fuckin' women who carried you around in her fuckin' body, fuckin' birthed you and fuckin' loved you, and it's gonna be a women who keeps you warm at night, who lets you inside her body and it's gonna be a woman who carries around your fuckin' children. You fuckin' respect that, you feel me? You fuckin' respect women, all of'em, or I will end you."
(Fuuuccckkkkk!!)
*"If you were older darlin', I'd have you on the back of my bike and in my fuckin' bed and you'd be not just likin' it but lovin' it, beggin' me for more."
(Damn right I would love it! And hell to tha mutha fucka yeah I would be wantin' more)
*"She doesn't belong to one of my boys, she's fuckin' mine."
(Said that shit to his wife...his WIFE!! Aghh!!!)
*"Can't fuckin' live without you. Want you on my bike and in my bed. Want my kids inside you. Want you by my side babe for as long as I got left."
(Don't have to tell me twice babe)
*"Reel it in babe."
There is a scene with Eva that I will not post because holy shit it is just AWESOME! I was like Hell Yeah! Va Jay Jay Power! When you read the book...and you will...you will know what scene I am talking about. Pure fuckin' GENIUS!!! #Wild Pussy
Happy Reading Bitches :)
***May Contain Spoilers b/c Bitch I just can't help myself***
This book has the best fucking prologue ever. It let's you know that this is not your typical love story. This is something way more. Something only Deuce and Eva could handle.
Mark Twain said, "The two most important days in your life is the day you were born and the day you find out why"
I don't remember the day I was born but I remember the day I found out why.
His name is Deuce.
He was me "why".
And this is our story.
It is not a pretty one.
Some parts of it are downright ugly.
But it's ours.
And because I believe everything happens for a reason, I wouldn't change a thing.
After reading that I was like "Buckle up bitch. This is going to be a hard fuckin bumpy ride". And boy is it ever.
There is about an 18-19 year age gap between the H/h and at first I was a little creeped out by it but after a while I didn't care. You knew right off the bat that it fit perfectly with the story and I wouldn't have it any other way.
And I know now that if you give peanuts to a hot biker, they will fall in love with you. So from now on I will be attending biker rallies with a shit load of peanuts to pass out. Just sayin'
I'm not going to go into detail about the characters or into the story because it is something that you have to experience and find out on your own. Trust me.
One thing though...Deuce is Tack on Crack. For Fuckin' Reals!!
Here are a few of my favorite parts/lines/scenes:
*There are three different types of men in this world. There are weak men; men who run and hide when life slaps them in the ass. then there are men; men who have a backbone yet occasionally, when life slaps them in the ass, will rely on others. And then there are real men; men who don't cry or complain, who don't just have a backbone, they are the backbone. Men who make their own decisions and live with the consequences, who accept responsibility or their actions or words. Men who, when life slaps them in the ass, slap back and move on. Men who live hard and die even harder.
(True)
*He didn't answer, just walked up to the first little shit and kicked him in the face then moved onto the next.
(I was OH DAMN!!!! OH FUCK!!! Kick their ass Deuce!!)
*"You respect women you little fuckin' shit. It was a fuckin' women who carried you around in her fuckin' body, fuckin' birthed you and fuckin' loved you, and it's gonna be a women who keeps you warm at night, who lets you inside her body and it's gonna be a woman who carries around your fuckin' children. You fuckin' respect that, you feel me? You fuckin' respect women, all of'em, or I will end you."
(Fuuuccckkkkk!!)
*"If you were older darlin', I'd have you on the back of my bike and in my fuckin' bed and you'd be not just likin' it but lovin' it, beggin' me for more."
(Damn right I would love it! And hell to tha mutha fucka yeah I would be wantin' more)
*"She doesn't belong to one of my boys, she's fuckin' mine."
(Said that shit to his wife...his WIFE!! Aghh!!!)
*"Can't fuckin' live without you. Want you on my bike and in my bed. Want my kids inside you. Want you by my side babe for as long as I got left."
(Don't have to tell me twice babe)
*"Reel it in babe."
There is a scene with Eva that I will not post because holy shit it is just AWESOME! I was like Hell Yeah! Va Jay Jay Power! When you read the book...and you will...you will know what scene I am talking about. Pure fuckin' GENIUS!!! #Wild Pussy
Happy Reading Bitches :)
October 23, 2012
4.75-5 Stars
Prologue: Mark Twain said, “The two most important days in your life is the day you were born and the day you find out why.”
I don’t remember the day I was born, but I remember the day I found out why.
His name was Deuce.
He was my “why”.
And this is our story.
It is not a pretty one.
Some parts of it are downright ugly.
But it’s ours.
And because I believe everything happens for a reason, I wouldn’t change a thing.
Holy fucking shit. I fucking devoured this book. DE-fucking-VOURED. I'm sorry for my cussing, but this book is 99% swearing, and tack on the fact I already have a sailor mouth, I'm going to be swearing A LOT. There are a million things I want to say, but I have no idea where to start. I’m lost on words. One thing is for sure is that this is not your typical romance. Not. Even. Fucking. Close. It’s raw, gritty and so fucked up, it will give you whiplash.
**Possible spoilers ahead**
I have to introduce to you to the main cast of characters. You can get a good feel of the story just by knowing who they are.
Eva Fox – Biker brat and daughter of Preacher. The only one who can control Frankie. First met Deuce when she was only five years old and has been smitten with him ever since.
Deuce – President of the Hells Horseman motorcycle club. He’s eighteen years older than Eva. Like all bikers, he is sexy as sin, very Alpha and very possessive. Not very faithful to his women, though.
Frankie - Good looking, pureblooded Italian biker brat who was orphaned when he was only fifteen years old. Preacher took him under his wing when Eva was only twelve. He has a very short fuse, has anger issues and severe abandonment issues. He is prone to night terrors, but finds peace and solace in Eva’s bed (no worries, it remains platonic…at least in the beginning). He is intensely possessive of Eva. He is hugely and insanely jealous of any man coming near her. Will do anything to have her.
Damon Fox (“Preacher”) – President of the infamous “Silver Demon’s” motorcycle club. He is very protective of his daughter and is one dangerous man.
Kami - Eva’s BFF. She’s the daughter of a Senator. She is very promiscuous and lived a very wild life prior to her arranged marriage to Chase. Stuck in a loveless marriage, both Chase and Kami agree to engage in multiple affairs.
Chase Henderson - Highly paid lawyer who graduated from Harvard. Went to prep school with both Kami and Eva. Married to Kami, but has always wanted and loved Eva. Though he is very handsome and smart, he is also a bit of a sleaze and will do whatever it takes to get what he wants.
“So I let you treat me like a piece of fucking furniture who’d be right where you left me every time you decided to grace me with your presence because I promised you I wouldn’t run. But I can’t do it anymore!” ~ Eva
Deuce is Eva’s world. Every small encounter they have is monumental. Just when you think they’ll be together, something always happens to make the other run away. There are tangents all over the place. Multiple lovers, multiple heartaches and just crazy ass, high, intense drama. I’m not really going to go into the plot. There’s just too much going on. Just know that it was no smooth path for Eva and Deuce’s HEA. Far from it.
“Get the fuck off her, mother fucker, before I blow a hole through your fuckin’ skull.” ~ Frankie
My emotions were all over the place in this one. Yes, Deuce and Eva made me crazy, but the character that made me most conflicted is Frankie. If you notice, he’s the one I had to describe the most to. I’m actually disturbed at myself that I felt so much for him. Mentally, he was not all there and to me, he was just an overall sad character. He’s a murderer and just outright psychotic, but the way he died at the end just made me cry. Like Eva, I guiltily had a huge soft spot for him. Yes, call me crazy, but I really couldn’t help it.
Bikers galore in this book, which means lots of testosterone…a whole lot. With them come the women, the money, the cussing, and the fighting. This book held nothing back. There is rape and violence of every sort in this story, so just be warned. As for me, I’m all about fucked up stories. Yes, yes, we already know I’m disturbed, but I think they’re the best kind. They leave a lasting impression, just like this one. Highly recommend!!
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Prologue: Mark Twain said, “The two most important days in your life is the day you were born and the day you find out why.”
I don’t remember the day I was born, but I remember the day I found out why.
His name was Deuce.
He was my “why”.
And this is our story.
It is not a pretty one.
Some parts of it are downright ugly.
But it’s ours.
And because I believe everything happens for a reason, I wouldn’t change a thing.
Holy fucking shit. I fucking devoured this book. DE-fucking-VOURED. I'm sorry for my cussing, but this book is 99% swearing, and tack on the fact I already have a sailor mouth, I'm going to be swearing A LOT. There are a million things I want to say, but I have no idea where to start. I’m lost on words. One thing is for sure is that this is not your typical romance. Not. Even. Fucking. Close. It’s raw, gritty and so fucked up, it will give you whiplash.
**Possible spoilers ahead**
I have to introduce to you to the main cast of characters. You can get a good feel of the story just by knowing who they are.
Eva Fox – Biker brat and daughter of Preacher. The only one who can control Frankie. First met Deuce when she was only five years old and has been smitten with him ever since.
Deuce – President of the Hells Horseman motorcycle club. He’s eighteen years older than Eva. Like all bikers, he is sexy as sin, very Alpha and very possessive. Not very faithful to his women, though.
Frankie - Good looking, pureblooded Italian biker brat who was orphaned when he was only fifteen years old. Preacher took him under his wing when Eva was only twelve. He has a very short fuse, has anger issues and severe abandonment issues. He is prone to night terrors, but finds peace and solace in Eva’s bed (no worries, it remains platonic…at least in the beginning). He is intensely possessive of Eva. He is hugely and insanely jealous of any man coming near her. Will do anything to have her.
Damon Fox (“Preacher”) – President of the infamous “Silver Demon’s” motorcycle club. He is very protective of his daughter and is one dangerous man.
Kami - Eva’s BFF. She’s the daughter of a Senator. She is very promiscuous and lived a very wild life prior to her arranged marriage to Chase. Stuck in a loveless marriage, both Chase and Kami agree to engage in multiple affairs.
Chase Henderson - Highly paid lawyer who graduated from Harvard. Went to prep school with both Kami and Eva. Married to Kami, but has always wanted and loved Eva. Though he is very handsome and smart, he is also a bit of a sleaze and will do whatever it takes to get what he wants.
“So I let you treat me like a piece of fucking furniture who’d be right where you left me every time you decided to grace me with your presence because I promised you I wouldn’t run. But I can’t do it anymore!” ~ Eva
Deuce is Eva’s world. Every small encounter they have is monumental. Just when you think they’ll be together, something always happens to make the other run away. There are tangents all over the place. Multiple lovers, multiple heartaches and just crazy ass, high, intense drama. I’m not really going to go into the plot. There’s just too much going on. Just know that it was no smooth path for Eva and Deuce’s HEA. Far from it.
“Get the fuck off her, mother fucker, before I blow a hole through your fuckin’ skull.” ~ Frankie
My emotions were all over the place in this one. Yes, Deuce and Eva made me crazy, but the character that made me most conflicted is Frankie. If you notice, he’s the one I had to describe the most to. I’m actually disturbed at myself that I felt so much for him. Mentally, he was not all there and to me, he was just an overall sad character. He’s a murderer and just outright psychotic, but the way he died at the end just made me cry. Like Eva, I guiltily had a huge soft spot for him. Yes, call me crazy, but I really couldn’t help it.
Bikers galore in this book, which means lots of testosterone…a whole lot. With them come the women, the money, the cussing, and the fighting. This book held nothing back. There is rape and violence of every sort in this story, so just be warned. As for me, I’m all about fucked up stories. Yes, yes, we already know I’m disturbed, but I think they’re the best kind. They leave a lasting impression, just like this one. Highly recommend!!
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November 5, 2012
I am unsure how to review this book as i am honestly still reeling from it. I felt like a yo-yo my emotions during reading this were all over the place.
I think those cover my emotions during the book. Today my heart is still hurting & I am still confused as to how i should feel about the entire book.
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I think those cover my emotions during the book. Today my heart is still hurting & I am still confused as to how i should feel about the entire book.
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December 29, 2021
my last brain cells are buried here. come visit and commemorate them.
cw: CHEATING CHEATING CHEATING (both fuck other people😚) + rape.
peak romance. 3.5 trashy train wreck stars
cw: CHEATING CHEATING CHEATING (both fuck other people😚) + rape.
peak romance. 3.5 trashy train wreck stars
February 5, 2014
I'm trying to calm down now. It's 2:45am, I just finished the book. I think I may either be in shock, or I'm suffering from PTSD. I don't think I'll be able to fall asleep any time soon. I must review this later... I need to process this. Wow.
5 HEART-WRENCHING STARS
Where to begin... first of all I want to say that this was a very good book. It was raw and emotional and actually quite disturbing. The story involves the lives of those born into a subculture of society, the MC or Motorcycle club. It is one thing to choose a lifestyle such as this, involving drugs and alcohol, crime rings, and debauchery. Where men are hard and cruel, and women or bitches (appropriately named) are owned, used and passed around like dirty dishtowels. It is another thing altogether to grow up in this world, knowing no other way of life, where your innocence is practically forfeited at birth. This book is glimpse into one life, and what it was like for a young girl born and raised as the child of the MC.
Eva Fox was 5 years old when she met Cole West. He was twenty-three at the time and known as Deuce to everyone who knew him. Eva was the daughter of Damon Fox, better known as "Preacher," who was the president of the Silver Demon MC and her one and only parent. She was with her Uncle Joe, visiting her father in prison, when she met Deuce. Deuce was 23, and the son of the president of the Horsemen MC. He was there visiting his father, "Reaper" who was also in prison.
Deuce was immediately taken with Eva. She was so sweet and innocent, boucin' around singing Janice Jopplin tunes to herself, and so open and trusting to him and his father. She took to him instantly, holding his hand, and skipping over to meet his old man.
"I am Preacher's little girl. And I'm gonna be just like him when I grow up. I'm gonna have a fatboy but I want mine to be sparkly and I want a pink helmet with skulls on it. And instead of being the club President, I'm gonna be the club Queen cuz I'm gonna marry the biggest, scariest biker in the whole world and he's gonna let me do whatever I want because he's gonna love me like crazy."
Eva ran into Deuce over the years for only brief moments.. but just enough to know, he was the man of her dreams, or so she had decided. But then there was Frankie.
Frankie Deluva came to live with Eva and her Dad at the MC, when his Dad, Frankie Deluva, Sr, Preacher's road chief, died in a auto-accident. Frankie was three years older than Eva, and suffered extreme separation anxiety. He had taken to Eva immediately and was extremely protective of her. In fact, he never left her side. As she started to mature, he made it known that she was to be his girl, and wouldn't even allow her to look sideways at another guy.
Eva had a different plan though... she never forgot about Deuce, and he never forgot about her. Once she hit 16, he was fighting his urges, trying to stay away from her, when he gave in, and crossed the line with her.
"If you were older darlin', I'd have you on the back of my bike and in my fuckin' bed and you'd be not just likin' it but lovin' it, beggin' me for more." ..."Back of my bike is comin' for ya and soon too, cuz baby the way you're lookin' at me is tellin' me you want it. And you want it bad."
Frankie never gave up either. Getting more and more crazy and protective as time went by. But Eva never gave into him. Once Eva finished college, she went gunnin' for Deuce. Little did she know, he was married with kids, livin' in Montana. It didn't stop her though, she still felt they were meant to be together... but things didn't turn out at all like she'd planned.
Life went on... it wasn't kind to her or to Deuce. Frankie was back in the picture, and getting crazier by the day. I will not elaborate on the details of the drama, but just know that life gets ugly. And it is heart-breaking to watch as Eva loses her innocence and her carefree nature. Hardened by the rough life of the MC, she learns to survive and grow strong.
I really fell in love with Eva's character from the very beginning. She was a true innocent, who was brought up in the rough life of the MC. She was loved and cherished by her father and his boys, but was still exposed to their hard and amoral world. Where men were often tough and cruel, and women were disrespected, used and discarded like trash.
I did come to accept many of the characters and their debauchery, but I think I kept wanting to see them grow or redeem themselves in some way. I felt disgusted most of the time, the selfish, indulgent behavior almost reminded me of wild animals instead of people. In fact, I think some species actually treat their females better than these men do theirs.
Deuce pissed me off incessantly!! I don't think I ever thought he deserved Eva's love. There was this spark of good in him, in the beginning, when he was young. A goodness that I felt was drawn to the goodness in Eva... and I kept waiting for it to re-surface when they finally got together.. but it just never came back. I felt he let her down... and after that, I couldn't find enough goodness in him to forgive.
He did find peace at the end... and she got what she wanted.. but the cost was so high!!! The story became so intense in the end... I could not put the book down!!! It was heart-wretching!!! I felt completely drained by the end. And I have to give high praise to the author for this... what a ride it was. Scary and shocking... and so so sad!!! My heart broke at the end of the book!!! And yes..they finally figured it out, what it was that they wanted, and that they had it with each other.
"Whatever this shit is between us its always been there and it's always gonna be there. I'm shit-fuckin'-tired tryin' to ignore it. I'll try to do right by you Eva, you'd be the first, but I'll fuckin' try my damnedest. And baby, true freedom is the open road, the wind on your face and a good woman on the back of your bike holdin' you tight like you're her reason for breathin' because she sure as fuck is yours."
I'm giving this one 5 STARS!!! But read with caution.. this story is not for everyone!!!
Eva Fox "Foxy"
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5 HEART-WRENCHING STARS
Where to begin... first of all I want to say that this was a very good book. It was raw and emotional and actually quite disturbing. The story involves the lives of those born into a subculture of society, the MC or Motorcycle club. It is one thing to choose a lifestyle such as this, involving drugs and alcohol, crime rings, and debauchery. Where men are hard and cruel, and women or bitches (appropriately named) are owned, used and passed around like dirty dishtowels. It is another thing altogether to grow up in this world, knowing no other way of life, where your innocence is practically forfeited at birth. This book is glimpse into one life, and what it was like for a young girl born and raised as the child of the MC.
Eva Fox was 5 years old when she met Cole West. He was twenty-three at the time and known as Deuce to everyone who knew him. Eva was the daughter of Damon Fox, better known as "Preacher," who was the president of the Silver Demon MC and her one and only parent. She was with her Uncle Joe, visiting her father in prison, when she met Deuce. Deuce was 23, and the son of the president of the Horsemen MC. He was there visiting his father, "Reaper" who was also in prison.
Deuce was immediately taken with Eva. She was so sweet and innocent, boucin' around singing Janice Jopplin tunes to herself, and so open and trusting to him and his father. She took to him instantly, holding his hand, and skipping over to meet his old man.
"I am Preacher's little girl. And I'm gonna be just like him when I grow up. I'm gonna have a fatboy but I want mine to be sparkly and I want a pink helmet with skulls on it. And instead of being the club President, I'm gonna be the club Queen cuz I'm gonna marry the biggest, scariest biker in the whole world and he's gonna let me do whatever I want because he's gonna love me like crazy."
Eva ran into Deuce over the years for only brief moments.. but just enough to know, he was the man of her dreams, or so she had decided. But then there was Frankie.
Frankie Deluva came to live with Eva and her Dad at the MC, when his Dad, Frankie Deluva, Sr, Preacher's road chief, died in a auto-accident. Frankie was three years older than Eva, and suffered extreme separation anxiety. He had taken to Eva immediately and was extremely protective of her. In fact, he never left her side. As she started to mature, he made it known that she was to be his girl, and wouldn't even allow her to look sideways at another guy.
Eva had a different plan though... she never forgot about Deuce, and he never forgot about her. Once she hit 16, he was fighting his urges, trying to stay away from her, when he gave in, and crossed the line with her.
"If you were older darlin', I'd have you on the back of my bike and in my fuckin' bed and you'd be not just likin' it but lovin' it, beggin' me for more." ..."Back of my bike is comin' for ya and soon too, cuz baby the way you're lookin' at me is tellin' me you want it. And you want it bad."
Frankie never gave up either. Getting more and more crazy and protective as time went by. But Eva never gave into him. Once Eva finished college, she went gunnin' for Deuce. Little did she know, he was married with kids, livin' in Montana. It didn't stop her though, she still felt they were meant to be together... but things didn't turn out at all like she'd planned.
Life went on... it wasn't kind to her or to Deuce. Frankie was back in the picture, and getting crazier by the day. I will not elaborate on the details of the drama, but just know that life gets ugly. And it is heart-breaking to watch as Eva loses her innocence and her carefree nature. Hardened by the rough life of the MC, she learns to survive and grow strong.
I really fell in love with Eva's character from the very beginning. She was a true innocent, who was brought up in the rough life of the MC. She was loved and cherished by her father and his boys, but was still exposed to their hard and amoral world. Where men were often tough and cruel, and women were disrespected, used and discarded like trash.
I did come to accept many of the characters and their debauchery, but I think I kept wanting to see them grow or redeem themselves in some way. I felt disgusted most of the time, the selfish, indulgent behavior almost reminded me of wild animals instead of people. In fact, I think some species actually treat their females better than these men do theirs.
Deuce pissed me off incessantly!! I don't think I ever thought he deserved Eva's love. There was this spark of good in him, in the beginning, when he was young. A goodness that I felt was drawn to the goodness in Eva... and I kept waiting for it to re-surface when they finally got together.. but it just never came back. I felt he let her down... and after that, I couldn't find enough goodness in him to forgive.
He did find peace at the end... and she got what she wanted.. but the cost was so high!!! The story became so intense in the end... I could not put the book down!!! It was heart-wretching!!! I felt completely drained by the end. And I have to give high praise to the author for this... what a ride it was. Scary and shocking... and so so sad!!! My heart broke at the end of the book!!! And yes..they finally figured it out, what it was that they wanted, and that they had it with each other.
"Whatever this shit is between us its always been there and it's always gonna be there. I'm shit-fuckin'-tired tryin' to ignore it. I'll try to do right by you Eva, you'd be the first, but I'll fuckin' try my damnedest. And baby, true freedom is the open road, the wind on your face and a good woman on the back of your bike holdin' you tight like you're her reason for breathin' because she sure as fuck is yours."
I'm giving this one 5 STARS!!! But read with caution.. this story is not for everyone!!!
Eva Fox "Foxy"
Deuce West
Frankie Deluva
Kami
Chase
December 23, 2021
raise your hand if you've ever been personally victimized by that rat tanaz
SHE'S GOING STRAIGHT TO JAIL FOR REC'ING THIS BYE
here was my inner monologue reading the worst hero ever written in the romance genre:
sorry y'all but that was cathartic and i feel sane again. listen, i'm not trying to be dramatic, but this book set women back at least 50 years 💀 i mean i know it was an MC romance but holy. fucking. hell.
hands down one of the most insane books i've ever read, but it was insane in a different way than the other insane books i usually read. does that make sense? this was what i would expect Welcome to the Dark Side to be like if you read it after you'd just smoked crack. it wasn't a book, okay, it was an experience. i swear every character in this was fished out of the sewer before being cast in their roles. i wish the worst for all of them and i'd do a lot to make it happen too 😌
anyway, this book deserves zero stars. NEGATIVE STARS. this book needs to tango w kerosene and matches. this book made me feel MENTALLY UNFIT. wait-
does this book deserve 5 stars?
i-
no no no no no no no. we're not doing that. that was worst experience of my life, i hated every second, would never do it again, could not look away, 5 fucking stars-
NO. WHAT IS HAPPENING.
THE BRAIN AIN'T BRAINING TODAY
okay. all i know is that every cell in my body is aware this absolute dumpster fire deserves 1 star but when i go to click the button....... the cursor magically ends up on 5 🤪💁🏽♀️ we'll chalk it up to a technical issue. just know it's 1 star in my heart okay <3
before i leave let me just say JUSTICE FOR THAT PURE SOUL FRANKIE 🤡 HE DID NOTHING WRONG 🤡 thankfully his spirit was resurrected in mr. shay o'hare circa 2021 and we thank the lord for small miracles.
AS FOR YOU TANAZ, i don't know what i ever did to you to deserve this but ill be seeing you in the streets
SHE'S GOING STRAIGHT TO JAIL FOR REC'ING THIS BYE
here was my inner monologue reading the worst hero ever written in the romance genre:
... cheating piece of shit die die why won't you just die ugly ass nasty ass old ass aint shit having ass can't do nothing right deadbeat motherfucker die die put you in a hole put you in a hole leave you there to decay how are you still alive woman hating piece of shit filth big ass head and aint nothing in it smelly motherfucker call her a bitch one more time and ill gauge your eyes out cheated on her again while she was pregnant swine swine you belong in the ground ill do it myself die die fucking die...
sorry y'all but that was cathartic and i feel sane again. listen, i'm not trying to be dramatic, but this book set women back at least 50 years 💀 i mean i know it was an MC romance but holy. fucking. hell.
hands down one of the most insane books i've ever read, but it was insane in a different way than the other insane books i usually read. does that make sense? this was what i would expect Welcome to the Dark Side to be like if you read it after you'd just smoked crack. it wasn't a book, okay, it was an experience. i swear every character in this was fished out of the sewer before being cast in their roles. i wish the worst for all of them and i'd do a lot to make it happen too 😌
anyway, this book deserves zero stars. NEGATIVE STARS. this book needs to tango w kerosene and matches. this book made me feel MENTALLY UNFIT. wait-
does this book deserve 5 stars?
i-
no no no no no no no. we're not doing that. that was worst experience of my life, i hated every second, would never do it again, could not look away, 5 fucking stars-
NO. WHAT IS HAPPENING.
THE BRAIN AIN'T BRAINING TODAY
okay. all i know is that every cell in my body is aware this absolute dumpster fire deserves 1 star but when i go to click the button....... the cursor magically ends up on 5 🤪💁🏽♀️ we'll chalk it up to a technical issue. just know it's 1 star in my heart okay <3
before i leave let me just say JUSTICE FOR THAT PURE SOUL FRANKIE 🤡 HE DID NOTHING WRONG 🤡 thankfully his spirit was resurrected in mr. shay o'hare circa 2021 and we thank the lord for small miracles.
AS FOR YOU TANAZ, i don't know what i ever did to you to deserve this but ill be seeing you in the streets
April 17, 2013
Loved it!!
Deuce:
Frankie:
He crazy.
:))
Eva:
Yep, that's her on Frankie's tongue...Am I sick for liking Frankie a little bit? Possibly...Was he obsessed with Eva? Yes! Was he looney tunes for Sure... Still liked him.
Warning: This is an extremely addictive read. I loved every character and every little word! It made me happy, sad, angry and happy again! What more can you ask from a story?
Thank you, ♈Adrianne, for reading this with me! :D
5 stars!
June 23, 2013
♦ METAL and LEATHER ♦
♦ LOYALTY and BETRAYAL ♦
♦ ANGER and SEX ♦
♦ WHISKEY and BLOOD. ♦
♦ TRIGGER and RELOAD ♦
And one hell of a story.
This isn’t your average love story. It’s gritty and savage and angry and lustful. It’s going to devastate you and it’s going to turn you on. You’re going to cry and you’re going to laugh and you’re going to find out how aerodynamic books really are.
And it’s going to be awesome.
I promise.
Eva meets Deuce when she’s five. Immediately, she’s besotted by the twenty-three-year-old biker the way all children become besotted by their heroes. Even at five, she’s curious about the tortured sadness in his eyes and how his hands look so rough. Little does she know, that during that same first meeting, he’s completely mystified and dismantled by the little girl and her toothy grins and her loud, boisterous laughter.
However, during the following years, innocent admiration for each other turns into something else entirely.
And the story begins…
Deuce comes back into town and suddenly the young, gawky Eva is now a more womanly sixteen. And suddenly their relationship becomes a lot more, as the innocence of it becomes nonexistent and admiration sparks into attraction.
After that first exchange, their lives change drastically. Especially because their relationship walks on forbidden territory.
Eva the daughter of the Silver Demons Motorcycle Club President.
And Deuce belongs to their almost nemesis, the Hell’s Horsemen Motorcycle Club.
But if you think that’ll stop them…
Think again.
Over the years; no matter what obstacles tear these two apart, fate always manages to throw them back together
Because from that very first kiss…
♦ They developed something inescapable ♦
And it’s a hell of a ride.
Shelved as 'no-no-no-not-for-me'
March 19, 2013I know, I KNOW that most of my friends loved this and many have encouraged (pushed, shoved, tortured) me to read it. I've decided that my wittle self just can't take it. Infidelity and utter disrespect hurt my heart, and I don't think I could root for a couple in which both are rampant.
Read
October 27, 2012Wow...Two words...MIND FUCKED!! Yeah, I devoured this book in one sitting,and I'm still not sure how I feel about it. I guess my emotions and feelings were kinda like the course of Deuce and Eva's relationship...
Many parts were this...
Many parts were this...
And some like this....
And this as well....
Many parts were this...
Many parts were this...
And some like this....
And this as well....
January 8, 2017
I hated Eva!
Ok, I didn't like the whole concept. It just feels wrong for a 40-year-old guy to be after a 16-year-old. Yeah, everything happens when she'll be 20 and all but it still feels weird, can't waste my time on a read that I don't really like.
Why 2 stars? The dude wasn't too bad and the writing was pretty good.
All in all, it's a case of it's not you, it's me. Maybe you'll like it, a lot of people loved this one.
Ok, I didn't like the whole concept. It just feels wrong for a 40-year-old guy to be after a 16-year-old. Yeah, everything happens when she'll be 20 and all but it still feels weird, can't waste my time on a read that I don't really like.
Why 2 stars? The dude wasn't too bad and the writing was pretty good.
All in all, it's a case of it's not you, it's me. Maybe you'll like it, a lot of people loved this one.
May 14, 2013
OH. MY. GOD. WHAT. A. BOOK.
HOLY FUCKING HELL! Shit bikers curse more than Pirates & Me combined :P Hehe
Loved the whole biker world, Seems mad crazy but hell.. it was so interesting, I was stuck to the book like glue.. Stayed up all night and finished it and boy oh so worth it.
Seriously, EVA is really motherfuckingly dumb but boy, love at the age of 5.. Thats something ;)
Her character was something :D Loved it to bits.. It had its own wicked charm.. A character you could totally fall in love with despite of her craziness.
Deuce in my head is this bloody hot biker, Who's bones I'd jump any fucking time :D
I really liked him and his foul mouth! He was all hot and *BAM* more hot and sexy and oozing anger!
Loved him! Usually older men so aren't me, but boy! Even at 48 he was sexy as fuck!
Frankie, Sick lil mother fucker. Seriously, I don't get people and their head issues! Its plain out creepy!!
He seriously had some balls of steel!
Kami, Crazy bitch, Loved her.. but hell some level of craziness
The one lines in the book were amazing! Like plain out crazy and amazing!
The amount they've cursed in this book, Hilarious! The author really had her way with the characters, story and her one lines and the cursing!
His hand was warm and comfortable like my bed was after I'd slept in it all night. - Awwie
"Gonna make some boy happier than a pig in shit." - Deuce HAHAHAHA, Wtf!!
Fucking skinny bitches everywhere in this city. No tits. No ass. All of them wearing skin tight clothes that emphasized the fact that they had no tits and no ass. - Hahahahaha! too all the size 0 bitches! 0 isn't a size :P
"Purse?" Joe snorted. "Dontcha mean that fuckin' potato sack you could fit a family of midgets in?" Crazy ass bikers!
Preacher snorted. "Both in our fifties. Only difference is you got yourself a beautiful, younger woman to keep you young and all I got is a club full of stupid shitheads who think bathing is optional and farting is an art form." Hahahaha!
This book is a must read, You will surely enjoy it to bits!
Do write reviews a review, I'd love to read it and cuss like a biker babe while doing so :P
HOLY FUCKING HELL! Shit bikers curse more than Pirates & Me combined :P Hehe
Loved the whole biker world, Seems mad crazy but hell.. it was so interesting, I was stuck to the book like glue.. Stayed up all night and finished it and boy oh so worth it.
Seriously, EVA is really motherfuckingly dumb but boy, love at the age of 5.. Thats something ;)
Her character was something :D Loved it to bits.. It had its own wicked charm.. A character you could totally fall in love with despite of her craziness.
Deuce in my head is this bloody hot biker, Who's bones I'd jump any fucking time :D
I really liked him and his foul mouth! He was all hot and *BAM* more hot and sexy and oozing anger!
Loved him! Usually older men so aren't me, but boy! Even at 48 he was sexy as fuck!
Frankie, Sick lil mother fucker. Seriously, I don't get people and their head issues! Its plain out creepy!!
He seriously had some balls of steel!
Kami, Crazy bitch, Loved her.. but hell some level of craziness
The one lines in the book were amazing! Like plain out crazy and amazing!
The amount they've cursed in this book, Hilarious! The author really had her way with the characters, story and her one lines and the cursing!
His hand was warm and comfortable like my bed was after I'd slept in it all night. - Awwie
"Gonna make some boy happier than a pig in shit." - Deuce HAHAHAHA, Wtf!!
Fucking skinny bitches everywhere in this city. No tits. No ass. All of them wearing skin tight clothes that emphasized the fact that they had no tits and no ass. - Hahahahaha! too all the size 0 bitches! 0 isn't a size :P
"Purse?" Joe snorted. "Dontcha mean that fuckin' potato sack you could fit a family of midgets in?" Crazy ass bikers!
Preacher snorted. "Both in our fifties. Only difference is you got yourself a beautiful, younger woman to keep you young and all I got is a club full of stupid shitheads who think bathing is optional and farting is an art form." Hahahaha!
This book is a must read, You will surely enjoy it to bits!
Do write reviews a review, I'd love to read it and cuss like a biker babe while doing so :P
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