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3.87  ·  Rating details ·  15,186 ratings  ·  2,012 reviews
Penpal began as a series of short and interconnected stories posted on an online horror forum. Before long, it was adapted into illustrations, audio recordings, and short films; and that was before it was revised and expanded into a novel!

How much do you remember about your childhood?

In Penpal, a man investigates the seemingly unrelated bizarre, tragic, and horrific occurr
Paperback, 243 pages
Published June 2012 by 1000Vultures
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Mande Peer Anything by CK Walker, Elias Witherow, Aaron Shotwell, Vincent Vena Cava, Slimebeast, IPostAtMidnight

Penpal was originally an r/nosleep creepypasta re…more
Anything by CK Walker, Elias Witherow, Aaron Shotwell, Vincent Vena Cava, Slimebeast, IPostAtMidnight

Penpal was originally an r/nosleep creepypasta released in sections by 1000Vultures. In my opinion, when creepypasta authors are good at what they do, they're better than 90% of horror novelists. They pack a hell of a punch so it's not odd at all that you'd be taken in by this writing style.(less)
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Jul 24, 2020 rated it really liked it
I really enjoyed this book - the gentle pace of the story well told, combined with a serious creepiness that made my skin crawl, is unique. Reminds me that realistic suspense / horror is both most bothersome, and most enjoyable.
Aug 21, 2012 rated it did not like it
This is like reading a exceedingly long reddit post. That's because it started as one. Most of this author's fans are redditors and I guess they think it merits five stars because they're used to reading reddit comments all day and yes, as a reddit comment it is exceptional but as a book it is barely readable. It rambles endlessly. For instance it shouldn't take a whole page to describe two ten year olds playing rock paper scissors. That deserves two or three sentences at best. It could have bee ...more
Aug 20, 2012 rated it it was amazing
Recommends it for: people who play slender, people looking for a good halloween read
I finished this book in two days, and when I wasn't reading it I was thinking about it. I stayed up until midnight last night just to finish it, and then when I was done, I did something I haven't done in decades...I left a lamp on when I went to sleep. I'm 31 years old and I'm not proud of this. This book scared me in ways that I can barely describe. I can only say that I don't think a book has ever made my heart pound before, and this one did...several times.

This book was very nostalgic for me
Sadie Hartmann
Jun 26, 2018 rated it really liked it
(4.5 stars)
Wow. So this book, PenPal is one of those books that when you mention it among bookworms, people either really loved it or they really hated it.
I'm in the "really loved it" camp.
If I had to hedge a bet, I'd say that the reason people might not get on with this story is because of the non linear format. There's not a story that starts right "here" and takes you through to the "end".
It's basically a series of stories that are connected and involve all the same characters but the timelin
Mike F
Aug 08, 2013 rated it it was ok
After reading Penpal, I really can’t understand the high ratings or the glowing reviews.

The book is written with a formality of language that is unnatural. It seems that words are often used in a manner to attempt to impress the reader more than clearly or fluidly relay storyline. It reminded me of something that might have been written by a member of a high school gifted and talented program to impress the teacher more than a readable work of fiction.

The story. Think along the lines of one long
Aaron Wittwer
Jul 25, 2013 rated it it was ok
There is a ridiculous amount of hype around this book. Just look on amazon. There are 216 five star reviews right now and only 21 one/two star reviews. Reviewers fawn over how disturbingly horrifying the story is. How original it is. The gut-wrenching ending. Etc. My interest was piqued. I didn't know about the backstory of the book. How it evolved from Reddit, and got funded on kickstarter, and whatnot, but I guess that makes a lot of sense.

There is a creepy story in here. Most chapters end wit
Feb 26, 2019 rated it liked it
I absolutely loved the first half and understand why this has a cult following. Once I got about halfway through it started to become confusing (in a bad way). Overall, very creepy but I think I would have enjoyed this more had I just read it in it's initial format on reddit.

Link to my video review:
Johann (jobis89)
Feb 12, 2019 rated it really liked it
”How far can you go into the woods?”

A man investigates the seemingly unrelated unusual, tragic, and horrific events of his childhood in an attempt to finally understand them.

What a strange reading experience I had with this one. As I was reading it I was constantly questioning whether I was actually enjoying it? “Is this it? Where’s the creepiness?” But then during the last quarter or so, when everything started coming together and crazy things were revealed, I started to fully appreciate the cr
Courtney Wells
Well, I wanted to like this - I did. It's an interesting story with some genuinely creepy moments but the execution left a lot to be desired.

1) All the reminiscing and waxing philosophical really bogs down the action and suspense.

2) Only a handful of interesting and scary things happen but it takes so long to get to the point because everything is padded with prose.

3) It seems like another half-dozen things could have happened to truly make the story dynamic and chilling. As it was everything
Apr 22, 2014 rated it it was ok
I wrote a review of this yesterday that I wanted to let simmer a bit before posting. Of course, now I can’t find it on my computer & I’m sure it was totally much more brilliant than this attempt is, but I’m so tired of thinking about my own thoughts, I’m putting this up just to get it over with.

Being a mother makes for some utterly terrifying & panic-attack inducing moments while reading this, but sadly it also makes some of it deeply ridiculous. The Balloon Project = not for my kid, thanks. As
Jan 05, 2013 rated it did not like it
I made the mistake of buying into the hype of almost 100% 5 star reviews on Amazon, knowing full well that the book started as a Reddit Thread and that those reviews were probably the full-throated support of the community. I really wanted to like it, but this isn't a novel; it's glorified forum posts. The story is all "Telling" to the point where nobody seems to have any real personality. The structure was interesting, but formulaic (long semi-creepy story, twist ending, repeat in next section) ...more
Pam G
Aug 07, 2012 rated it it was amazing
I read Penpal in 100 degree weather and still got chills, now that's great storytelling! Dathan grabs the reader's attention with the tenacity of a dog in possession of a juicy bone and doesn't let go until the final climax. Every chapter ends on a cliffhanger that leaves the reader with no choice but to turn the next page. Bravo Mr. Auerbach, can't wait for your next novel! I am recommending this book to all of my friends. ...more
Aug 04, 2013 rated it it was ok
A potentially great creepy story hidden beneath a steaming pile of deuce. The writing is bad. Like, really bad.

The author attempts to use nonlinear progression to tell the story, which can be incredibly effective if it is well-executed. In this case, though, it creates a muddled mess of language that relies on a formulaic chapter structure to get the point across. Each chapter rambles on unnecessarily, and concludes with a twist of some sort. This is gimmicky, and it loses any potential effecti
Stephen Williamson
Feb 04, 2013 rated it did not like it
It really saddens me when I don't like a book, but can see a lot of potential in it. Penpal is just such a book.

The underlying story in the book is really interesting, but the execution is very weak. The story really suffers because of the author's decision to tell it non-chronologically. The closest thing to a climax happens way too early in the book. The language and writing style isn't particularly great, and a lot of the dialogue just doesn't feel genuine at all.

There are some gaping plot ho
Heather V  ~The Other Heather~
Maybe it's a North American thing, or a generational thing, or...something...but here's what I believe makes PENPAL so masterful at getting under a reader's skin: It could've been your childhood in these pages.

Take mine, for example. A Canadian child of the '80s who grew up in Toronto, firmly and happily middle class. An only child, close to her mother, who loved her pets and had a tough start in kindergarten (due in part to a few relocations of my father's job) so was very attached to the few
Jen/The Tolkien Gal/ジェニファー
Dec 03, 2015 rated it really liked it
Recommends it for: Creepypasta readers
I would have given a lower rating if it weren't for the tension and fear this book instilled in me.

The book follows the story of a young boy who grows up in a small town. Each chapter describes an event in his life. The events are disconnected and are placed in an almost random order, each ending on a climax. The further into the book you are, the more you are able to place the events in sequence and realise that something horrific has been stalking the main character.

This book deserves merit fo
Elle's Book Blog
Sep 23, 2018 rated it really liked it
Release Date: June 2012
Genre: Horror
Actual Rating: 4 stars

I have very mixed feelings about this book. On one hand, it is downright creepy. You get a keen sense of foreboding while reading it and it actually sends chills down the spine. On the other hand, the execution of the story is slow and the ending feels... like we didn't get enough (or rather ANY) reason for why things happened. I wanted answers. Did I get any? Nope. So that's very frustrating for me as a reader. I feel like I invest
Ashley Daviau
Jan 26, 2019 rated it it was amazing
I’m absolutely in love with this book, it was SO freaking good and I need everything the author has every written ASAP! It’s so deliciously creepy and I was instantly hooked from the first page and couldn’t devour it fast enough. It kept me up way past my bedtime because I kept telling myself just one more chapter and then once I went to bed, I couldn’t help but hear those footsteps and was instantly uneasy. This book just digs its claws into you and doesn’t let go. I was thinking about it even ...more
Sep 05, 2012 rated it really liked it
This book was my borrowed book for the month from Amazon Prime. I selected it because it was a highly reviewed horror book, and i am a huge horror fan. i liked the premise and that it was kickstarter-funded, and i kept reading that it was chilling and horrific, so. right up my alley!

i started it at lunch and finished it after dinner. it's not a long or difficult read, and at one point i kind of wanted to stop -- not because it wasn't a good book, but because it was.

i watch a lot of horror, rea
Tom Lewis
Feb 04, 2017 rated it liked it
Holy-freaking-crap! What did I just read! This book was the spookiest, creepiest, most disturbing thing I’ve ever read. I’m giving it 3 stars, because it’s incredibly effective in its horror. It’s a quasi-anthology of creepypasta stories, all told first-person perspective from the central character as he pieces together eerie occurrences from his childhood; but with the clarity of hindsight. I literally had to turn on all the lights in my house. If you’re fan of creepypasta stories (I am), you’l ...more
Danielle N
Penpal was a happy accident. I stumbled upon this title after completing another eBook and noticing the odd cover among recommendations. While I did not find it quite as disturbing as some reviews may claim, it wasn’t the exactly the horror aspect of this small read that appealed to me in the long run. Although I admit to indulging in its darker qualities

This is a story that unfolds slowly as our nameless narrator endeavors to make sense of his murky childhood through recollection and the interr
Melissa Chung
Jun 09, 2019 rated it really liked it
Shelves: owned
Finished this book in about 12 hours. I don’t want to spoil it so this review is going to be short. It held my interest from the first chapter.

Memories is the epilogue to the story and reading that you don’t get the eeriness of the book. It explains how memories fade over time. After reading the book the prologue really sets the tone of the ending. Sometimes you don’t want to remember. Sometimes forgetting is better.

To keep the book as mysterious as possible I’m going to keep out what most of t
Pantelis Andreou
Oct 16, 2019 rated it liked it
Okay.. this book started great and it has some great and creepy parts but for me the writing became tiresome and repetitive after a while and the ending made more questions than answers. Still a fun halloween read.
John Jilwan
Jan 08, 2013 rated it it was amazing
Great read, a very sad and terrifying story. Unlike a lot of works of horror that focus endlessly on bloodshed and pointless murder, this one takes on a more classical perspective of character development by focusing on a few characters, and watching everything they thought they knew come crumbling down on them and knowing that they will never be safe. I first read this as on the nosleep community of reddit, and am currently rereading it as the book. I have no qualms paying a bit of money to sup ...more
Faith M ✨
How far can you go into the woods?

This book had a great deal of potential, and I think that it did what it intended well enough, but I found it lacking towards the end and did not feel that many of the events toward the end were entirely necessary. Much of the plot felt convoluted and unbelievable, which took me out of the mystery and made me question the entire premise of the story. The writing was interesting because sometimes, especially in the beginning, I thought it was actually quite excel
Jan 06, 2017 rated it really liked it
Shelves: horror
I really enjoyed this creepy,quick read. It made me feel very uneasy at times,and I love that! The main character tells the story of his childhood,and it jumps in time. I liked the way it was written. There were parts when it felt slow,and I was hoping the story would just move along. I didn't really care that much about his plays&adventures as a kid. But on the other hand,it was kinda nostalgic,reading about his childhood,and the way a six y/o sees the world. The whole book was written surprisi ...more
DeAnna Knippling
A little kid sends off a balloon inviting someone--anyone--to become his pen pal. Someone very, very bad finds it.

This hit for me on all cylinders. I'm really shocked to see the ranting and raving about how terrible the book was. It feels like anger that a creepypasta made good.

What I really liked about it was the repetition. The book felt like a piece of music--say, a fugue. The same notes are played over and over again, with slight variations, and meanwhile the theme starts multiplying and bei
Jesse Carrasco
Aug 05, 2012 rated it liked it
I was a big fan of the original series of stories when someone pointed me to the reddit site that contained them. The stories were sufficiently creepy and left you with a cliffhanger ending that made you want to move on to he next one. When I was told the stories would be expanded out into a novel format I stopped reading them (had 2 stories left) and decided to read the novel instead. I should have read the short stories instead. In the short story format, the overall story was very creepy. In ...more
Jan 09, 2013 rated it it was ok
As other reviewers have said, this is a good first attempt at a novel. Structurally (told as a series of flashbacks) it's sound and the structure does a lot to enhance the creepiness of the story. (Note: I said "creepiness" not horror. The story is creepy at best, but not shocking enough to deliver any horror.)

There were a lot of problems with the book. Kids selling snow cones from their little stand for $1.00 each? And at the end of the day, they only had dollar bills so had to "rock, paper, sc
Jan 03, 2014 rated it it was amazing
Shelves: horror
From reading reviews of Penpal, I knew that this was a novelization of something that was conceived on reddit. I've been to reddit a total of maybe three times, so I have no idea what this was originally like structurally.

Penpal has a terrific premise, and although some people had issues with the non-linear timelines, I thought it was done just fine.
If you'll see in my status updates for this, you may notice I mentioned a lull almost half way in. Well, the story pulled out of that, pretty much o
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DATHAN AUERBACH was born in the southern U.S. and has lived there for most of his life. In 2011, he began posting a series of stories to a forum dedicated to horror. After a Kickstarter campaign that raised over 1000% of its goal, he was able to release the revised and expanded versions of his story as the novel Penpal.

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