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This Shadow Follows Me

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Composed from true life events and personal manuscripts, This Shadow Follows Me, is a riveting fiction novel of Alec Andrews and the friends and family that faltered around him.

The story begins with the death bed of Andrew's ex-boyfriend Troy. Alec tries to tell his life story in hopes that he can make up for all that he could not tell Troy when he was alive. Alec's life s
Paperback, 222 pages
Published June 10th 2011 by Joseph McGinnis
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Rick F.
Aug 04, 2011 rated it it was amazing
"Composed from true life events and personal manuscripts, This Shadow Follows Me, is a riveting fiction novel of Alec Andrews and the friends and family that faltered around him.

The story begins with the death bed of Andrew's ex-boyfriend Troy who was dying of AIDS complications. Alec tries to tell his life story in hopes that he can make up for all that he could not tell Troy when he was alive. Alec's life story lurks with the self destruction of a family that drove him to crucify himself, in h
Rodney Rodriguez
Aug 04, 2011 marked it as to-read
I can't wait to read this. From a paragraph in the description...

"Alec is ultimately haunted by a dream where he took his own life. In the dream he killed himself, only to be told he would have to live his life over again without making the same mistakes, but not able to remember the previous mistakes to stop them from coming true."...

gave me chills up and down my spine.
Jul 30, 2011 rated it really liked it
Shelves: first-reads, 2011
Feeling incredibly guilty that it took me so long to read this, but it was worth the wait. Well written and intense.

I won a copy of this through goodreads first-reads giveaways.
Audrey Arnold
Oct 19, 2011 rated it really liked it
Shelves: first-reads
I received this wonderfully written book through Goodreads.
Well written, an emotional ride through the life of a young man searching for love, respect, true friends, but mostly someone to trust. This story is a sad reminder that there are way too many young people being disrespected and cast out by ignorant family members stuck living in the dark ages.
Aug 02, 2011 rated it it was amazing
I enjoyed the timely topic of AIDs and HIV in 2011.
Aug 18, 2011 rated it it was amazing
Great novel. Very heart felt, had me in tears though and also made me laugh. I love the ending, but I can't spoil it for everyone. Joseph McGinnis has a great writing style that flows very well together. One of those novels that will stay with you. I hope they make this into a movie.
Nov 03, 2011 rated it it was amazing
Great novel. Made me really think about my own prejudices. I am a very liberal person, but this novel made me realize I have a lot of growing up to do. Very well written and very power.
Oct 13, 2011 rated it it was amazing
Recommends it for: drama readers
Recommended to Josh by: found online
This novel was something I had to read slow and could not speed read. It was very powerful with a lot of twists and turns. I did not expect this novel to take the directions it did. I am amazed by this story. Even though Joseph McGinnis says it is fiction, I have a hard time believing this is not a true story. You can't make this stuff up. I think the cover does not speak to the novel as well as I expected. It appears as a major dark novel, but in a lot of ways it is very positive. I look forwar ...more
Brenda Ayala
Feb 26, 2014 rated it it was ok
Shelves: first-reads, signed
I kind of feel like an asshole for saying this, but this wasn't a very good book. The message is good, and one I 100% agree with.

...But the writing is atrocious. It felt so unnatural, it didn't flow at all. Contractions were sparsely used in the dialogue, which is extremely inaccurate to the way people talk these days. Skin color was capitalized, such as "I think they were more surprised by a naked White man running down the hall" or "he was a buff Black guy" which was just odd. There were far
Jan 18, 2013 rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: m-m
I liked this book but had some issues with the way it was written. I thought Alec was telling Troy about his life but at times we was refering to Troy as if he were speaking to him and others like he was telling someone else about him. And I really had a problem with not learning from other people's mistakes. I mean there were so many ways for Alec to avoid getting HIV and he was still an extremely careless person. I ended up skimming through a big part of this book because it was confusing and ...more
Feb 07, 2012 rated it really liked it
From the first page you are welcomed into Alecs life with open arms. The story gives a good insight into Alecs life & the struggle facing many young men in this situation.
The book starts out as a sad heatbreaking story, it transforms into a book full of strength and courage. Full of twists and turns, and plenty of setbacks, with a beautiful ending. It's a fantastic read.

(I got this through a goodreads competition)
Stacey Vaughn
Sep 01, 2014 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
"This Shadow Follows Me" captured me from the beginning to the end. I have been living with HIV for 14 years. This book I will recommend to people who are living with HIV, and for people who love those living with HIV. If I could ever explain in words what my life is like, this book is the explanation.

Joseph McGinnis is a strong, compassionate man who has the courage to put his heart and soul on paper.

This book is a must-read!
Mar 31, 2012 rated it it was amazing
Recommends it for: Adult aubiences
Recommended to Andreaoflove by: found on amazon
This book, omg this book made me really think about life and what could happen for those that do not have the stegnth to survive through the difficult time of life. I think this will never make me fill the same. I can not believe how this book has effected me. I have to tell everyone that may read this be prepared for a great journey. It is substantial.
MaDonna Lemmen
Mar 03, 2012 rated it really liked it
Shelves: own
For some reason I struggled with the beginning (probably because the subject is to close to my heart) but I'm so glad I stuck it out and continued reading. Some parts had me in tears and others laughing. The book took a twist I didn't see coming. Such a great ending. I'm so glad I won this book. It's a keeper for sure :) It makes you realize what's important to you.
Sep 25, 2014 rated it it was amazing
Shelves: favorites
The emotions that went through this novel were easy to pick up as I read it. I felt a little cheated at the end as the happiness was glossed over and it was so obvious that the main character need some happiness. I guess it was a statement that someone could give him the life that he couldn't give Troy.
Aug 25, 2017 rated it really liked it
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Jul 24, 2011 rated it really liked it
As with any book, there is content and execution, and I am going to qualify my review on this one and focus on content. One's reaction to the book's content will depend on one's taste for drama, angst,and an honesty that is rightly described as painful. It is this content that I alternately connected with and sometimes felt overwhelmed by as I read the book. The main character, Alec, seems to have been cursed with everything from bickering parents who don't accept his sexuality to boyfriends who ...more
Misty Nordyke
Dec 30, 2014 rated it it was amazing
This book is composed from true life events and personal manuscripts. It is a fiction novel of Alec Andrews and the friends and family that faltered around him.

This story begins with Alec at his ex boyfriend Troy's death bed. Troy was dying from AIDS.
Alec tries to tell his story in hopes he can make up for all he could not tell troy while he was alive.

Alec's life story lurks with the self destruction of a religious family who drove him to crucify himself, in hopes that they were correct with the
Roger - president of NBR United -
This is a novel that starts out dark because it does not shy away from the grimmer part of reality that GLBT people like all people use sex drugs alcohol as anescape from life's unfairness and hatreds. the premise is based on a dream the protagonist had as a seven year old; that if he killed himself he would relive the life all over again without any memories of his previous life to right the wrongs so hhe wouldn't kill himself. The last few chapters are more hopeful because he get to he point w ...more
Apr 05, 2012 rated it it was ok
When I read the description of the book I was intrigued. When I won a copy in a Goodreads giveaway I was thrilled! I started reading as soon as it arrived at my doorstep. Here's what I enjoyed about the book: the concepts and insight. Here's what I didn't like: the writing. For me writing is probably the biggest draw or turn off in a book which is why I had to rate this so low for my own review. I felt like the book would have benefited so much from further editing and revision. The ideas were g ...more
Dec 06, 2013 rated it it was amazing
This book was very overwhelming. I think the art of passion is difficult to write. The story explains something about the world we are all scared to actually respect. The author hit it on the nail. I did want more from the characters. I want to see what happened to them. I have to say then ending was well thought and made sense. One of the best books I have read in a long time. It was raw and needed for people to read. I didn't know half of this stuff, but I'm a simple person. Glad I read this b ...more
Jan 01, 2013 rated it it was amazing
Recommends it for: Anyone going through problems with their sexuality.
This was an amazing book. I got it off of Goodreads and while unpacking in my dorm I came across it again. It interested me so I read it. I finished it during my trip in Israel. For me it seemed very personal because I am/was going through some of the same stuff that is in the book. I went through the book and highlighted parts which I felt that I connected to me. The problems the main character goes through with his sexuality, his health, his love life, and his mental health was described in a ...more
Nov 07, 2013 rated it it was amazing
Shelves: goodreads
I won this book in the Goodreads Giveaways. This is a very emotional thought provoking story that had me hooked from the beginning. It is well written and have such detailed expressions of the characters upbringing. It is such a shame that this is how a segment of our own population are treated even in today's age and such tragic consequences often result. A "sad" but good read that i highly recommend.
Jessica Stewart
Feb 27, 2012 rated it it was amazing
This novel was a quick read. I loved the story line and the monologue style writing. It is amazing to see novels on these social issues be talked about. This Shadow Follows Me, was a great journey in the life of someone that is strong. I found the in depth jump into a mind very refreshing. This is not just another written novel. You can tell the author spent time working through these characters.
Jul 18, 2014 rated it it was amazing
The Shadow Follows Me...A journey not for the tender hearted. Shaping words from life experience that force the reader to relate to similar experience in their own journey....When the author speaks his becomes our truth..we feel his pain..his need for love..
Dec 27, 2015 rated it really liked it
"This Shadow Follows Me" is a very well written and way better than I expected. Great job! I won this great book on GoodReads and like I do with most my wins I will be paying it forward by giving my win either to a friend or library to enjoy.
john albarado
Jan 25, 2013 rated it really liked it
great book a must read
Apr 23, 2012 rated it it was amazing
Fantastic, moving and sad. I couldn't put it down.
Nov 04, 2011 marked it as did-not-finish  ·  review of another edition
I spend a majority of the part of this book I read thinking WTF? I am totally lost and giving up.
Darren Mitton
Sep 18, 2012 rated it it was amazing
Shelves: horror
This was quite touching and sad.... I DO recommend it.
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