I loved this book. I love how Lily's life starts out bad, becomes good, gets a little bit worse, becomes so terrible, and then gets so much better again! It's like reality, not like in a book that is perfect the whole story. Nothing will stay perfect forever, and this book just proves that over and over.
At first, when Lily started getting the notes, I thought it was either Justin or Alyssa sending them only because they were the only other people besides Trevor that Lily knew. Then later on, I really started to think Alyssa was the one sending them because she always acted funny around Lily. When I figured out that it wasn't anybody I thought it was, I was like whoa... It was kind of creepy but it was good to know that somebody was trying to get Lily to walk away because the note sender feared for Lily's life. At least somebody cared about Lily.
When Trevor started to become abusive towards Lily, I started to hate him so much. She never knew he was like that, or otherwise she wouldn't have married him. Before that, when Lily was accused of being an alcohol addict, that made me mad. I was like, "Why would Trevor's mom accuse her of something like that!" but then I was like, "Its all good." when Trevor fixed the problem. Maybe. From how he sounded in that conversation I wasn't so sure that he really fixed it. I think he just told Marcy to not tell anyone else that lie. Just the fact that he would say something like that about his own wife that was against alcohol from the beginning made me feel so much hate towards Trevor. He was such a bad character, but there was nothing Lily could do to make him stop being so mean of a person.
When Lily got pregnant, I didn't really want that to happen. It just gave her another reason to stay with Trevor, even though she really didn't want to. I thought Trevor would try to get Lily to terminate the pregnancy, but when he acted like he was supportive of it, I was kind of happy.
When Trevor got put in jail and when Lily had to get the crap ton of money that he stole from her, I knew she was going to run away. To where, I knew it was going to be far away. I just hoped she went further away from Trevor and Bronson than she did though. I'm glad she dyed her hair and cut it, because that makes her harder to find from where she ran away from.
This book was so good! I usually don't read books filled with suspense and a lot of drama, but this book was amazing! I can't wait to read the next one!
I hope you enjoy He Loves Me Not by Christine Kersey!