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3.69  ·  Rating details ·  2,873 ratings  ·  329 reviews
Learning to live is more than just choosing not to die, as sixteen-year-old Ryan discovers in the year following his suicide attempt. Despite his mother’s anxious hovering and the rumors at school, he’s trying to forget the darkness from which he has escaped. But it doesn’t help that he’s still hiding guilty secrets, or that he longs for a girl who may not return his feeli ...more
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Published January 19th 2012 by Viking
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Dying is easy. Living is hard. - If I Stay by Gayle Forman.

Three years ago my Dad tried to hang himself.

My Mom got there on time.

I still haven't been able to look him in the face when I see him.

Too scared to see the mark around his neck.

I can't figure out why he tried to do it.

I know they were in a bad place. I know they were having a hard time.

But who really knew what's going on in his head at the time?

What makes a person brave enough to try and kill themselves?

...And yet too cowardice to face
Carmen Shaw
Sep 05, 2011 rated it it was ok
I like the cover but i wish it wasn't so... kissy kissy. Gosh! Sometimes, I don't want my parents to know what i'm reading and this just screams it lol

I had been wanting to read this book for YEARS now, and when I saw it at my local library I instantly checked it out. I read this book within one day; and unfortunately, I was a bit disappointed. I really thought this would be that kind of story that is so passionate, complex, and completely enthralls its readers. But I did not get this feeling wh
Aug 08, 2011 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
I'm hardly an expert on suicide but I've always thought it was preceded by a momentous event, which after thinking more about it doesn't make any sense at all. If it was, less people would be successful in their attempts because others around them would be watching or worrying that this might happen. More often than not it seems that if a person commits suicide, others around are puzzled and wonder how it all came to this. They tell themselves, if they just would've seen the signs they could've ...more
Melannie :)
Jul 19, 2011 marked it as to-read
NOOOOOOOOOOO! 2012?!?!?!?!


Sounds dark and sexy and the cover is one of my favorites ever!
how did they manage to pull it off?! it's just so perfect!





is it 2012, already? D:
May 19, 2012 rated it it was ok
I struggled with Try Not to Breathe for over a week. I had about 70 pages left, and I was seriously considering abandoning it, but my resolve is stronger than my instinct and that’s where I went wrong. This book depressed me, took me no where I wanted to go, and left me wondering where the hale I went. It’s no secret I like to push the boundaries of my reading choices every now and again, and a book about suicide definitely falls into that category.

I’m not calling foul to the fact that I never r
Kat (Lost in Neverland)
4.5 Stars

Recently released from a mental institution for trying to kill himself, 16 year old Ryan is still stuck trying to figure out his life. He has an overprotective mother who worries about him constantly, his best friend lives far away and he's still working out his feelings for her, and past mistakes still haunt his mind.
Then Nicki barges into his life, asking questions that he thought no one had the guts to ask. Nicki makes Ryan discover things about himself he never even knew, while rev
Feb 10, 2016 rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
I'll make this short and sweet: I was glad I was breathing reading this cause I almost died of boredom. ...more
Nov 29, 2011 rated it it was ok
Why didn't i like it ?
It had such a dark , smexy and Thrilling appeal to it ! but it all went down and kept on going down :(

Initial synopsis
Learning to live is more than just choosing not to die, as sixteen-year-old Ryan discovers in the year following his suicide attempt. Despite his mother’s anxious hovering and the rumors at school, he’s trying to forget the darkness from which he has escaped. But it doesn’t help that he’s still hiding guilty secrets, or that he longs for a girl who may not
Jul 18, 2012 rated it really liked it
Shelves: own-it
I really enjoyed this story. Even though it's about a very serious and depressing subject, the story had a very strong positive feeling to it.

"Learning to live is more than just choosing not to die" Ryan discovers this in the year following his suicide attempt. Despite his mother’s anxious hovering and the rumors at school, he's trying his best to move on into his life again. His struggle with everything is very well depicted and relatable for anyone who's ever been there. Sixteen is a rough ag
May 23, 2018 rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
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Oct 24, 2014 rated it liked it
Shelves: unhaul
3.5 stars

I liked it, but it took me forever to get through. It wasn't hooking; i felt like a had to force myself to read it.
Jul 27, 2011 rated it really liked it
It was dangerous to stand under the waterfall, but some kids did it anyway, and I was one of them. The water pounded my mind blankc, stung my skin. It hit my naked back, chest, and shoulders so hard I couldn't think. That water could knock me over, pound me into hypothermia, force the breath out of me, pin me to the rock, and I knew it.

-p1, ARC

This paragraph had me literally from page one. The opening paragraph (above) pulled me right in to the story and held tight throughout. I felt a strong
Princess Bookie
May 24, 2011 rated it really liked it
Shelves: read2011
My Thoughts: When I started this novel, I wasn't sure what I was in for? I don't normally like reading books based on a males perspective, as I've said time and time before. I have a problem connecting for some reason.

Try Not To Breathe was a sensible beautiful novel. I really felt like I understood exactly what Ryan was going through. He made it all so clear. He made me feel what he felt.

He tried to kill himself by locking himself in a garage and turning the car on. He had to go to a mental hos
Apr 27, 2012 rated it really liked it
Recommends it for: people looking for thought-provoking, insightful, simple, somewhat-depressing books
And, you know, suicide. How do you explain it when it is so unexplainable? It's a tricky business, but Jennifer Hubbard is pretty good at it.

There was never a magic moment when I knew why dying had called to me, just like there was never a magic moment when I decided I wanted to live instead.

This is one of those novels that touches on the stuff that goes unsaid during rickety occurrences. People hear about suicide, and they think that it happens because those people had a bad environment. Je
Elite Group
Feb 12, 2016 rated it really liked it
A page turning mystery set against a background of family secrets

Whilst researching an article about the work of Dr Haynes into vegetative states, freelance journalist Alex Dale stumbles across an idea for a story.

The unexpected discovery that Amy Stevenson is lying in a vegetative state in a hospital ward after being brutally attacked and left for dead years before, piques Alex’s investigative nature and she pitches the story to The Times

If she can uncover a link to similar crimes she may hav
There are very few genuinely well-written and honest YA books written about suicide. It's often a taboo topic and one that makes people uncomfortable to deal with. Off the top of my head, I really think I've only read three truly good ones: Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher, Hold Still by Nina LaCour, and Stay with Me by Garret Freymann-Weyr. Now I'd have to add a fourth: Try Not to Breathe by Jennifer R. Hubbard.

Hubbard deals with Ryan's failed suicide attempt and his consequential stint in a
Mar 16, 2012 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: People struggling with depression; people who want to understand a loved one who is depressed
Recommended to Jackie by: Horn Book
With her two main characters -- Ryan, a teen who tried to commit suicide, and Nikki, a teen whose father killed himself -- Hubbard gives voice to the two main audiences for this book: people who have suffered from depression, and those who haven't, but want/need to understand. Ryan's narrative struck me as dead-on about what depression feels like: how pathetic you feel for feeling so bad when nothing really that bad has ever happened to you; how your emotions seemed walled off; how when you do f ...more
Jun 11, 2012 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Understanding why people try to commit suicide is a difficult thing to cover, and make it not sound like a text book, or preaching. But this book is a great example of what life is like, after. Life isn't easy but that is part of the experience, and sometimes we have to dust ourselves off and try again. The book also shows how important it is when the right person comes along who really "gets you". Overall a very good depiction of real life during this kind of trauma.

Ryan is recently released fr
Kit Grindstaff
Mar 18, 2012 rated it it was amazing
Try Not to Breathe is the story of 16-year-old Ryan, newly off a suicide attempt, and his friendship with Nicki, whose own recent tragedy gives credence, and substance, to their relationship. Ryan, the son of wealthy parents, struggles with their understandable over-protectiveness, and his long-standing Outsider isolation. Nicki, from a poorer background, is a vibrant contrast to his family’s stultifying way of life. Each provides the other’s path to resolution.

As Ryan tells his story, the auth
Oct 20, 2011 rated it it was ok
Ryan spends his time by the waterfall, where he meets Nicki. Nicki wants to get to know him better and understand why he chose to attempt suicide -- she's known about this because suicide has impacted her life, and she hopes through him, she can better understand the choice her own father made. Of course, there are never any answers. Along the way, we learn about what made Ryan act as he did, and we better understand the lies Nicki constructed to protect herself from the loss of her father.

Nov 04, 2011 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Try Not to Breathe was a really great read. I was very interested in this one when I heard about it, since I had liked her debut, The Secret Year. Try Not to Breathe was a really touching read that was just a really great book and I am happy to have read it.

I really loved the characters. Val, Jake, Nikki, they were all just great. The relationships between all the characters were so complex, and I loved seeing how everything would pan out between them. I really liked Nikki - she was no nonsense
Sep 22, 2011 rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Jennifer R. Hubbard is a fantastic voice in the contemporary YA genre. She brings a unique male's perspective to YA (which I adore) & gritty teens that you will root for & care about. After reading THE SECRET YEAR in 2010 I had high hopes for TRY NOT TO BREATHE & it did not disappoint. This is not only a beautifully written, real deal story about a young teen boy recovering from an attempted suicide but it is also an IMPORTANT book for today's youth. Everyone read both of her books. Especially i ...more
Kacey Lafferty
Oct 01, 2015 rated it liked it
I think the book was overall pretty good. The only bad part about the book was it stayed on one topic, and there weren't many exciting moments in the book. At the end, it got the most interesting. I'm glad I read this book for my book report. This book was in my interests, so I enjoyed reading the book and what happened at the end. ...more
Aug 24, 2012 rated it really liked it
I like when I read a book in a day because I can't put it down, and even though this wasn't a book that has those big moments of tension I couldn't stop reading. I liked the theme of the story and how it was developed. I really enjoyed reading this. ...more
Aug 28, 2011 rated it did not like it
A boring, pointless read
Katrina Passick Lumsden
Sort of a difficult read given the subject matter, but I thought it was well worth it. Emotionally jarring, but also life-affirming. Captures the desolation of adolescence well.
Jan 28, 2014 rated it liked it
Feb 26, 2016 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
This was a good book, so I'd rate it about a 4. There were some things that I was like oh my, I can relate to this.. The author, Jennifer, really described things very well. ...more
Oct 29, 2018 rated it it was amazing
Try Not to Breathe by Jennifer R. Hubbard is a young adult novel about a sixteen year old named Ryan. Ryan has just been released from a mental hospital and is trying to restart his life. There is a local waterfall nearby where Ryan, along with many other people, spend a lot of their time. Ryan loves to be alone under the waterfall thinking to himself and letting the water pound on his back. One day a girl named Nicki saw him at the waterfall and decided to talk to him. Nicki made Ryan feel like ...more
Victoria Lees
Aug 19, 2017 rated it really liked it
Jennifer R. Hubbard’s well-written novel Try Not to Breathe deals with the harrowing experience of teenage depression and suicide attempts. The reader meets Ryan Turner after he has been discharged from a mental hospital because he had tried to kill himself. Hubbard dives deeply into the troubled mind of Ryan so the reader can understand what isolation is really about. How teens might actually consider suicide. But she also demonstrates how teens can come out the other side of that depression by ...more
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