He looked dazed and lost and like he didn’t know what had happened—a look which, when Bradley later saw it online, made him feel ashamed.
Set in New York City.
Bradley Carpenter, 18, lives with his best friend, Justin.
Bradley is very pale. While not athletic, he has a natural jock build. Blonde hair, buzz cut. And…he’s in love with his best friend.
Justin does not work. Bradley’s just been fired—and his rent is due.
Flashbacks show Bradley’s difficulties back home—how he ran away to NYC from his awful foster family, and the high school bullies. The trauma and harassment led to him not even finishing his education.
Excellent gay authenticity.
Pete and Jackson, at Regale.
The construction worker outfit. 🔥
Learning to strip.
Bradley’s vulnerability is displayed so effectively.
Very strong Male Gaze verbiage. Anatomy, physiology, and circumcision status are done well.
The videos…solo performances and stripping.
Tom White, the ringleader of all the high school bullies, reappears.
Filming with Angelo. 🥵
“You want to have a look at what I’ve got in my briefcase?”
Bradley nodded, looked with wide eyes at Angelo like he was afraid.
Confusing action with Justin. After a while, it becomes quite difficult to stomach his Gay Denial. Justin’s manipulation of his naive and susceptible best friend is heartbreaking.
Nails the tension and awkwardness of being a young and vulnerable gay man.
Bradley can be frustrating at times…but who among us did not think with the wrong head at that age?
Construction worker. School boy.
Bradley was lying on his bed with a book, pretending to read but doing nothing, not even thinking, just feeling used and abused and as though he had nothing in his life, no one to turn to, nowhere to go to for help, and he was going to have to go out stripping again tonight.
Between the bachelor party (😭 😭) and the revelation from Justin at the very end (🙌🏻)…that is some conclusion.
Intense. A troubled, sad story. Gut-wrenching at times. The ending is beyond intriguing, though.
“Aren’t I good enough?” he said, and burst into a sob.