“I sometimes see a roughness and a bitterness in people who...

“I sometimes see a roughness and a bitterness in people who don’t succeed in their dreams, and at times I can start to feel it form in myself. When a friend gets chosen for a part, I know I should be happy for their success. But a lot of times I think: ‘Why them. Why not me?’ I try to be positive, but I think that I’m bottling up a lot of anger. I feel like I’m never being seen or actually looked at. I walk through the city and I feel this tightness and so many times I just want to burst out screaming.”