90% of my clothes are in boxes in west virginia or on their way...

90% of my clothes are in boxes in west virginia or on their way to west virginia

99% of my books are doing the same

my room is becoming very bare very quickly

i saw my psychiatrist for the last time today and felt sad when we said goodbye

right now i am wearing a lot of carefully applied make-up because i was practicing for the wedding 

this is the third time i have moved across the country in five years but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t feel strange to know that in a tiny bit my life will change very much

in a lot of ways this is the biggest change yet

i feel really good about it except for when i try to explain what i am doing to someone who i haven’t seen in a while 

then i feel insane

but you shouldn’t live your life so it sounds good to people you haven’t seen in a while

that’s a good rule of thumb