Why Do I Do This?

Against the better judgement of my Type A, overachieving personality, I took a few days from writing to work on administration and catch up on lesson plans, etc. It took me 48 hours to stop the cold sweats and panic at NOT writing…Today, I was supposed to get back to the writing–blurb/synopsis–and true to my Chicken Little soul, am now in a mad panic because I can’t remember what I wanted to say, can’t read my “I think she was being electrocuted” handwriting, and am now cursing the time off…