I can't stand the heat

When it gets like this, this +30, feels-like-40 humid stenchy thick haze makes me crazy. I get angry and sullen and frustrated by the simplest things. Buses seem more cramped. Bus stops feel like abandoned deserts, and both home and work end up feeling like the shitty side of the fence. I’m not built for this. Louis CK, you were right. I’m not from this planet. I’m never comfortable, at least not in the season where everyone else seems super beaming happy. I’m sweating and dehydrated and basically incapable of thinking critically. Every device I own has died in the last few days because I haven’t remembered to charge them. Yes, like an animal.

I can’t wait for summer to be over.