'The power and danger of words'
“The more articulate one is, themore dangerous words become.” – May Sarton
Born in Belgium on thisdate in 1912, Sarton has been called “a poet's poet.” Over a70-year career, began when she was a teen, she authored 17 books of poetry, 19novels, 15 nonfiction works, 2 children's books, and several screenplays,writing right up to her death in 1995 at her U.S. home in New England (herfamily emigrated to the U.S. in 1914 and she grew up in Boston).
Her award-winning poem “Now IBecome Myself” was written on her birthday in 1947 – also the day on which Iwas born. It was an easy selection for mychoice as this week’s Saturday’s Poem. Here is Sarton's,
NowI Become Myself
Now I become myself. It's taken
Time, many years and places;
I have been dissolved and shaken,
Worn other people's faces,
Run madly, as if Time were there,
Terribly old, crying a warning,
'Hurry, you will be dead before-'
(What? Before you reach the morning?
Or the end of the poem is clear?
Or love safe in the walled city?)
Now to stand still, to be here,
Feel my own weight and density!
The black shadow on the paper
Is my hand; the shadow of a word
Falls heavy on the page, is heard.
All fuses now, falls into place
From wish to action, word to silence,
My work, my love, my time, my face
Gathered into one intense
Gesture of growing like a plant.
As slowly as the ripening fruit
Fertile, detached, and always spent,
Falls but does not exhaust the root,
So all the poem is, can give,
Grows in me to become the song,
Made so and rooted by love.
Now there is time and Time is young.
O, in this single hour I live
All of myself and do not move.
I, the pursued, who madly ran,
Stand still, stand still, and stop the sun!


