What a day!

I want to share the details of today’s occurrence in order.

My day started with the dream (sleeping) of me being in the under graduate college of my second crush bringing back  the sad longing in my heart to life. I woke up, rather opened my eyes and scrolled through fb notifications and saw his profile as a new friend suggestion. I was thinking about the workings of the algorithm of facebook in the hope that maybe he may have finally visited my profile.

Anyways, it was too much to hope for. Then, I started day dreaming of what ifs it were true… For one and a half hour.

From that point on I felt miserable . I had no idea what caused it. Even if it was related to me thinking of him, I didn’t know how to release that feeling. All day I was gloomy.

Now, it is 8’o clock in the night. I was imagining myself sharing this with a friend. Then, suddenly I thought of the new friend I made just after graduation. When we go out to eat something I do not have any thought in my mind and I am completely present with him. Maybe because I am usually starving then ! I was completely myself and I never hesitate to call him or share anything with him. Though now we are not close.

Anyways, that thought lifted me from this gloominessness.

Thank you! Love you