Conflicts with Myself....

I have always tried to answer the endless questions which run over my mind. There is no day when I don't ask myself about my purpose. My faith in power above me makes me realize that all the answers are around me, may be I just have to see through it. Having said so, I realize, when we grow old, the world tends to tell you that the world is the way it is; your life is just yours. Live your life inside the walls and to not bash too much into them. But life can be much broader than it is actually realized. One needs to realize one simple fact – everything around you that you call life is made by the people around you who are no smarter than you!

"As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he", a popular verse from Bible gives me the inspiration to look at world my way. I believe that I get treated the same way as I treat them. What I feel about you is not different from what I feel about myself. You are my mirror and I am no different than what I think about you. Then why is the world full of boundaries; boundaries we do not know who has defined and who can ever define further! How do I be happy about being human!

It is an illusion that youth is happy, an illusion of those who have lost it, but the young know they are wretched for they are full of the truth less ideal which have been instilled into them, and each time they come into contact with the real, they are bruised and wounded. What you end up remembering is not always the same as what you have witnessed!

Having said about the conflicts and illusions, my faith doesn't die with the present condition of world. We can change. Influence and build our own walls which other people can use. We can make and mark and experience, we will never be the same again. Let’s dream and live to paint in our own colors. I think the people around also do the same. We do – what we are and what we do the best; and throw everything away. Let’s not be scared to be bold, after all its all about the choices we make!

Laid beneath rain on a strange roof, thinking of my true home!
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Published on November 05, 2020 20:59 Tags: philosophy
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message 1: by Sunil (new)

Sunil Kumar this is the best of yours i have ever read!!
strong writing and refined too ,with your thoughts explained in the perfect way

" Let’s not be scared to be bold, after all its all about the choices we make!" kudos Shikha


message 2: by Shikha (new)

Shikha Sunil wrote: "this is the best of yours i have ever read!!
strong writing and refined too ,with your thoughts explained in the perfect way

" Let’s not be scared to be bold, after all its all about the choices..."


Thank you :)


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