My Dilemma

I had this worry about the elections this year. First, do I vote and how much time will it take me to vote this year? They had pictures of people waiting for hours to vote in other places. I feared for my dogs who go with me everywhere. What will happen to them if they waited for me to vote in the car where the weather might be too cold or too hot. I also worried about who I would vote for - Biden or Jorgensen? If I voted for a Democrat those who hate me who are GOP voters will make my life miserable after voting. if I voted for Jorgensen will the Democrats hate me for voting for an obvious Trump vote? That's what they say, if I voted for an independent voter. Some thought tells me I should write in a vote for some long ago politician. I do not know who would that be. I don't want to vote for some old pol. I had this thought that those who hate me will blame me again for who I voted for or who I voted against. I cannot vote for Trump, obviously. Trump is not a good person in my opinion. He fooled everyone and they voted for him last time and now we all are going through Hell with him at the helm. He doesn't respect anyone. He always blames the others for what is going on in the country. I cannot vote for someone like him. I confess I voted for him because I hated Hillary. She represented someone who would kill fetuses, babies, in the womb and that was the big thing everyone thought about in those election years. But when I voted against her I got killed in my workplace in my life and my job suffered greatly. Hillary is someone who the literati like a lot and I couldn't get anyone to publish my books. Even now these people are hating my being a publisher of my books. I can't get my books sold on Amazon. It's defeating me and I do not wish to vote for this reason. I rather be one of those many who do not wish to proclaim who they voted for even in their minds.

So I do not want to vote this year. Or any year ever.