Why I Push People Away (At The Worst Possible Times)

How BPD impacts my work, love and parenting

In two months, my wife and son are going on a three week holiday to the other side of the world. She will be catching up with her parents in Vienna and traveling with them by train through Eastern Europe with Serbia as the final destination. Once there, she will be staying with her extended family, introducing them to my son for the first time.

I won’t be going with them.

I am too anxious, and I feel like I am still emotionally recovering from my recen...